Why me? Chapter 10

WARNING;
This chapter contains sexual content. So please, if you don't want to read it, just skip it, there will be a flashback in the following chapter containing . . . well, a flashback with a no sexy vibe :)

Enjoy!

*Flash Back*

You opened the door completely, so the light from the windows from the staircase lit up some of the room. You walked in nervously: ,,I shouldn't be here . . . Why did I ever get lost in the first place . . . I should just have stayed with Rin! I just had to go and take a walk.''

You stopped. Didn't you just hear something? It was like . . .

#Nah, just the wind or something.#

You walked further inside, when suddenly someone pushed you against a wall, heavy moans following the person. You gave out a yell in shock form this sudden attack and tried to fight it off. Put this person was far stronger then you. You stopped for a moment; this smell, it was familiar.

The thought of that leaked in to your head, and disappeared soon, when you felt a warm body of a man leaning tightly against yours. You whispered scared: ,,Who are you?''

The voice answered, heavy and slow, almost unrecognizable, like the person was trying to maintain itself, or suffering from something: ,,You shouldn't have come here . . .''

You felt your body react to the voice. You voice shook as you asked: ,,Is it really you?''

*End of Flash Back*

There was no mistake. It was him. The low, cold voice told you that there was something wrong with him, and you began to worry: ,,My Lord, what's wrong? Are you hurt? Why are you here? Can I help . . . ?''

You were still pined up to the wall with his warm, almost burning, body crushing up against yours. It was like he was trying to get even closer to you than possible. Lord Sesshomaru growled at your words and hissed: ,,You stupid girl, don't you understand what is going on?! Why are you here . . .?!''

You trembled at the ferocity in his words, and you explained to him in a shaky voice: ,,I got lost, my Lord,'' then you added in a worried tone, really not understanding what was going on: ,,Are you ill?''

Your eyes were starting to get used to the darkness in this chamber so you saw Sesshomaru, as clearly as you could. You saw that he smirked just a tiny bit. But it was a bitter smirk. Then you noticed that he wasn't wearing his upper-kimono. His rock-hard chest was damp from sweat and he breathed heavily. He started to moan again. You heard his claws by the wall, scratching the stones. You wondered if he was in so much pain, or if he was this angry. He then murmured: ,,You just couldn't stay away from this tower, just one more day.''

You remembered Jaken's words about staying away from the west tower. You asked him, voice squeaky from nervousness of not following his order: ,,Is this the west tower? I didn't know . . . !''

Now he was shaking and he forced himself away from you. You stared at him in a wide-eyed surprise: ,,Lord Sesshomaru?''

His body jumped, but he said calmly, though you could hear the strain in his voice: ,,What is it?''

You walked closer to him: ,,Are you alright . . . ?''

He glared at you before he moved away from you again, to the curtains. Suddenly the room was bright; he had torn down a curtain and you were able to take a look around the room. The walls had somewhere holes in them, no furniture, except a huge bed, which was stuck to the wall and floor. A dismayed and surprised you said: ,,Oh-dear.''

The walls made of stones, cold and grey. The covers were red and the bed did seem strong. Then suddenly, Sesshomaru was by you again. You looked away from the bed, puzzled. He then pushed you towards the bed. You fell onto it and gasped as you saw him standing over you. He was panting and beads of sweat were prickling down the side of his face.

You began panicking. You wanted out of the heavy air in this room, it was so thick and you felt it was hard to breath. You started to take shorter breaths, nerves, the thick air and the tension in the room was a bad combination. You licked your lips as you felt them dry, drawing another sharp breath, lying on the bed. You watched as lord Sesshomaru's eyes narrowed, his pupils dilating. Then it was like he couldn't take it anymore. You gasped when you heard him growl, whimpering when he pushed you further up on the bed, crawling over you, gasping and growling. You saw him shake, looking into your eyes, then he suddenly plunged down with his eyes fixed on your lips. When his lips had crashed into yours, you felt as if the world had exploded. Was this really happening?

Lord Sesshomaru deepened the kiss; you felt his hands touch you slightly. You had been waiting for this. When you felt him untie your kimono you realized what was going to happen.

You gasped when he pulled away for a moment; no! You felt him member by your abdomen; hard, pulsing. This was certainly a "wedding night without a wedding". The worst part was; you didn't want him to stop. This was dangerous, you should allow it; it was important to keep your virginity safe for as long as you were unmarried.

A moan slipped out from your lips as Sesshomaru's tongue graced your lower lip. Your body began to heat up as his tongue massaged yours, explored your mouth. When he ripped open your kimono the only thing you could think of was; you were never going to marry and you didn't care.

You heard him moan, he pulled away from your mouth and his mouth traveled south, hands squeezing your breasts, going lower as his mouth took over from his fingers, sucking and nibbling your nipples. You moaned loudly, surprised by the pleasure; you had never heard of pleasure coming from doing . . . This.

You heard him sniff as he went lower, murmuring: ,,So young, so fresh. Clean, untouched . . .''

He nibbled on your stomach, pulling your pants down, throwing them away. Your felt as if your heart was down there, pulsing, warming, yearning. Sesshomaru's hands traveled down to your hips, scratching you lightly. You shook. His tongued dipped down to your belly button making you shudder harder, then he went even lower. He licked his way lower and he finally reached that place. When his tongue teased you by licking the area around it you could not help but moan: ,,S-Sesshomaru . . .''

Just as you did, Sesshomaru licked the middle of that place. You gasped, shuddering, moaning.

This was new for you, this good-bad feeling. You wanted more, and he gave you more. Your breathing became faster and slight moans as he licked, sucked, nibbled. Your moans got higher as you got closer to your climax and you felt like he was actually enjoying making you so vulnerable.

You felt as if he was enjoying this power he held over you. Enjoyment over deciding how much pleasure you would feel, if you would actually have that wave come over you or not.

You couldn't breathe normally, you just moaned; almost yelled. You felt as if you were being drowned in pleasure, fighting it back, not wanting to drown. Sesshomaru suddenly stopped, telling you in a commanding tone: ,,Relax. Let it come.''

You gasped, feeling the tension rise again over you, trying to follow his order. It worked. You felt your body tense, relax, pleasure ripping it apart. But he didn't stop. Your hands found his head and shoulders which you squeezed in pleasure and pain. You felt sweat form on your skin and yelled for him to stop. You could barely breathe and he finally stopped.

Sesshomaru dragged himself up to your face again, though you did get a glimpse of his member, making you gasp at the thought of that inside you. He kissed you again and you returned it, still recovering. When you had gotten back to normal, boldness came over you. You pushed him to his back, which he did willingly. You kissed him a bit more aggressively before you did as he did; go lower. You glanced at his member and back to his face. He raised an eyebrow, smirking. You took it as a sign of encouragement.

You went all the way down, watching his length with uncertainty; how would you do this? You then licked the tip gently. You eyes widened at the taste; it was salty, warm and hard. Weirdly hard. You took the tip in your mouth and sucked. A growling moan was your reward and you looked up with a questioning glance. Sesshomaru did seem to like it. You took more of him in your mouth, your tongue gently swirling around it, sucking gently every now and then. You felt his hands on your head, pushing you lower. You took as much of him as you could without choking but his hands pushed your head lower. You moved up and down and his growling became louder and louder.

You felt more and more taste of him in your mouth and wondered if he would climax in your mouth. You did after all know a little bit about sex, the girls at the village had talked about it, when they were married, but they never talked about using your mouths. Only hands and bodies.

You continued sucking, harder and harder. A throaty moan warned you, then his sperm shot up in your mouth. It was a lot, but you didn't know what else you could do, so you swallowed. He looked pleased. You wiped your mouth, looking unsure of what to do next.

Your eyes traveled over his body. You watched his abs, his muscular shoulders, neck, hair all around on the pillow behind him. He had closed his eyes for a moment, sweat still rolling down his face, disappearing into his hair. You looked lower again; his body seemed relaxed but his member was rising again. You stared at it, hypnotized. You snapped your eyes away from it, blushing heavily; You had just thought back to what you had done. You looked at his face again, his eyes glaring at you. You blushed again, looking away, but Sesshomaru grabbed your arm and pulled you towards him. He pushed you down on the mattress so you were lying on your back and his hand parted your legs. You gasped, losing your breath, losing your confidence; you couldn't do this! This was wrong! You began shaking, trying to push him back: ,,No, wait . . .''

Sesshomaru looked at you again, bent down and told you: ,,This will hurt.''

You looked into his eyes, feeling so scared. He glared at you, bent down and kissed you again. You lost your mind for that split second; this felt so good.

At that precise time he pushed himself inside you. Then he stopped. You gasped loudly; the pain was burning. You had never felt anything like this before. You buried your nails in his shoulder; whimpering as he moved out and in again. You wanted to yell, it hurt so much.

He moved a bit faster, stopping a bit inside before moving out again. It felt as if he was really making an effort not to hurt you. You heard his quickened breaths by your ear, as you felt your pain shy away, pleasure returning. Sesshomaru moved faster and you opened your eyes again, slowly. You looked at his face, just inches away from yours.

His eyes were closed and his hair was stuck to his forehead from sweat and you saw him biting his lips so he wouldn't take you harder and faster, like he obviously wanted to. Then he opened his eyes. He took your silent moans as permission for faster and harder movements.

Sesshomaru thrust harder, deeper; waves of pain disappeared and you moaned louder. His claws scratched you and your nails dug into him. You were screaming his name aloud and he was about to get to his climax. When he did he collapsed down on you and you both wheezed, not able to move a single muscle. You felt him inside you still, your eyes growing heavier. But you also noticed him to be hard in there.

Suddenly Sesshomaru pulled out of you and sat up, pulled you with him. He made you kneel and he pushed your back down. He thrust back inside you and was more like an animal this time. This was wilder, animalistic even. His hands held your hips and moved you to him. You moaned softly and swallowed shallow breaths. This position seemed to last forever, until he bent forward and moved faster. The heat from him was almost unbearable and the air was even thicker now. You body was soar, but you still wanted to continue. This felt so good. You were shaking and feeling a bit lightheaded, and it was like a knot in your stomach. You felt the pleasure spread around your body and gasped. You felt Sesshomaru's hot breath by your ear and his growling and moaning. The pleasure was unbearable and you yelled and whimpered from pleasure. You got to your climax, but he continued making it more and more.

You couldn't hold yourself up anymore and your arms gave up. You lay there on your stomach, he just turned you on your back, with your leg on his shoulder. He continued and you were still getting it. It was hurting and you yelled even louder so he had to cover your mouth.

When he finally got what he wanted, he finally lay down. He was lying on top of you, again you felt the tiredness come over you. Still you wanted more. You panted and felt Sesshomaru's eyes on you. You looked at him. He still had his emotionless expression, only now he was panting slightly. You saw it from the corner of your eye that he still wanted more. You rolled on top of him, sitting on him. You grabbed his still hard member and guided between your raw flesh, and began to move slowly and carefully, as you expected him to stop you. He didn't do that. His hands again reached your hips and helped you move the way he wanted. You touched his strong arms and loved the way he touched you. You moaned slightly, and Sesshomaru sighed. The speed was increasing and his sighs were turning to growls. You watched his face as he climaxed; his body relaxed. He still was fully raised after all of this. Then you realized. Since he was a dog-demon, could he have to go through the same thing as they? Was he in heat?

You fell down beside him. You were sure you couldn't move anymore. But Sesshomaru didn't allow you to relax. He rolled on top of you and kissed you, wanting so much more. He sucked your lips and neck, one hand sliding down. His fingers played there, you were dripping wet but tired, soar and almost numb. One of his fingers slipped in and you moaned softly as two followed. His fingers moved and explored the inside of you and you jumped when they found the spot.

He was making you crazy by touching it and you gave out a louder moan that before, you felt his lips almost smirk against yours. You couldn't be still and your body squirmed, it was almost as you were trying to get away. He broke your kiss and lowered himself to your lower region. He licked, sucked you again, your body was shaking and you threw your head to both sides. You didn't want more, but your body didn't listen. Slowly he drew his fingers out and put his tongue in. You gasped. His tongue pulled in and out, it moved inside you and he put in two fingers. The climax was near and you yelled in agony.

When you got it, Sesshomaru actually stopped. Then he slid in and pushed in and out. You barely felt anything. He was quick, not in need to think about your pleasure, he got his climax, then he lay down on you and tried to catch his breath again. His face was almost hidden in your hair, his breath in your ear. You were doing the same, though you were in no state to think anything at all. Sesshomaru sighed once more and told you: ,,It is finished.''

You could barely nod, you just sighed, happily. You liked that he was lying on top of you, his scent and the ticklish feeling when his hair touched your bare skin. He was still inside you, so you were as close as a man and a woman can be. Then he rolled of you, but you didn't notice. You were already asleep.

*Sesshomaru's P.O.V.*

You watched her sleep peacefully and suddenly realized what had happened. You had taken her virginity. Only you didn't care, in particular. But there might be complication, such as pregnancy. You felt an icy feeling and angrily though to future plans: ,,If she will get pregnant, I will need to kill her.''

The anger dispersed quickly, though. You continued to watch Sayuri's sleeping face, wondering why in the world she did not run away screaming as she had realized what was going on. You really did hate this time. The time when you body ordered you to reproduce, urge you like this.

You reached out, slowly, touching her cheek gently; she really did feel as smooth as she seemed. You were fairly satisfied with her. Specially as you though that this was her first time.

Your finger slowly ran down to her lips then back to her cheek where a lock of hair lay astray. You pushed it off, watching it as her black locks blended with your silver ones. Black and White.

You glared at her; she was your complete opposite. You were too different. This could not happen again. These kinds of mistakes do not repeat themselves.

You thought of what to do with her then; let her leave. To make her walk the lands free; she was able to take care of herself mostly by now. Though you had ruined her chances of marrying a decent man and have a family as she spoke of the other night.

Sudden rage, a hot feeling, rose in your chest; no. She was yours. None had touched her except you and you did not share. You glared at her hard.

She didn't even flinch in her sleep. You had never had another sleep in your bed before. You scoffed and rolled away from her, resting finally.

You did not know it, as you had fallen asleep, but quickly you had turned around again, seeking the warm body beside you and allowed it to snuggle up against your own. You held her protectively, looking content.

Alright! This is a rather . . . mature chapter. I do still hope you liked it and didn't think it was too . . . crude. Because this is far from being the most obscene chapter of this kind. Heh, awkward.

Anyway, hope you hear from me soon! :)