9/13/13

Adam's Song

Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or the song "Adam's Song" by Blink-182.

A/n: Has this been done before? Cause then I'd be slow on the uptake. But this song seems to just be too perfect not to relate to the tragic figure of one Adam Milligan. We just can't let go.

I never thought I'd die alone.

I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?

I trace the cord back to the wall.

No wonder it was never plugged in at all.

I took my time; I hurried up.

The choice was mine.

I didn't think enough.

I'm too depressed to go on.

You'll be sorry when I'm gone.

Were they sorry he was gone?

I never conquered, rarely came.

Sixteen just held such better days, days when I still felt alive.

We couldn't wait to get outside.

The world was wide, too late to try.

The tour was over; we'd survived.

I couldn't wait till I got home, to pass the time in my room alone.

Sometimes, when his desire to get out becomes so strong, he can almost imagine himself floating above. But then it is too bright. So he goes back to his room. The Cage. Alone…but not.

I never thought I'd die alone.

Another six months, I'll be unknown.

Give all my things to all my friends.

You'll never step foot in my room again.

You'll close it off, board it up.

Remember the time that I spilled the cup of apple juice in the hall?

Please tell mom this is not her fault.

They probably forgot about him in less than six months. Less than six days. They closed the Cage and will never step foot near this room again.

I never conquered, rarely came.

Sixteen just held such better days, days when I still felt alive.

We couldn't wait to get outside.

The world was wide, too late to try.

The tour was over; we'd survived.

I couldn't wait till I got home, to pass the time in my room alone.

He thought he was going to save the world. Conquer the Devil. But they came…and conquered.

I never conquered, rarely came.

But tomorrow holds such better days, days when I can still feel alive, when I can't wait to get outside.

The world is wide; the time goes by.

The tour is over; I've survived.

I can't wait till I get home, to pass the time in my room alone.

Time goes by. Tomorrow, he hopes. He'll feel alive. He'll survive. Get out and return to his home. Them.

He can't wait.

To be so not alone.

A/n: Waaaahhhh! I miss him too much and bemoan his fate so! Plus my Adam key-chain just broke! Crying forever!

-ROMS