takers dark lover, sadly after 'Captive' I don't think I'm allowed to have Jay shot again. Darn Christian muse and his contract.. Animal Luvr 4 Life, hm, mebe.. (walks away quietly) redsandman99, meh, I can't say Jay dun't deserve to be kicked. Esha Napoleon, thank you, XD. Rhiannamator, Adam hasn't seemed to be in for a good time this whole fic. Poor Doll, mebe one day I'll give him back the reins & let him do a little bit of the torturing himself... Jay actually came off as crueler than I originally intentioned... Thanks always, Love. BellaHickenbottom, to be honest I didn't want it like that either, lol. It sorta took a life of its own. If I had my way Jeff would never go away.. but Jeff usually gets away w/ messing w/ Adam when it comes to me.. JoMoFan-spot, chp 8, awe, hun. I know you'll get around to reviewing when you can. I appreciate it, I honestly do. (sighs) Adam gets punished a lot in my works, I dunno why that is, lol. Generally tho I like Adam spanked by Jeff, Randy, Matt.. mebe Jay.. & out of sheer sexiness (like in Pets) It's a sensitive subject for me, but I tried to make it fair. I don't fault David here. Chp 9, not my first rape scene, won't be my last (hangs head in shame) Lulz, thanks, I'm glad I did well. & Christian muse appreciates the ego-stroke. Jay came off as colder than I originally planned, but I'm proud of how his character has came off here. It's different for Jay at least. & I had figured it out; w/ Jay Adam's a kitten, w/ Jeff Adam's a puppy. It works that way :P I could see them arguing over their precious little pet. No, I can't get into E&Cest when Adam's taking care of Jay. W/ Jedam I'm not particularly picky, but I am w/ Jay/Adam. Jay has to top. & I like Jay taking care of Adam. Jay's also only a month younger than Adam in real-life anyway. (which is how I have them here) So really it doesn't count. But age doesn't much matter to me anyhow. Jeff & Randy both are younger than Adam and I have them top & take care of him. Shamefully I don't mind if Jeff (or Jay) rapes Adam. Either works for me. I'm prolly a freak too, but oh-well, lol. Sadly for Addy tho, Jeff would have prolly been the safer bet for his cherry. & thanks to you as always as well, hun. Much luff! XD.

Figment;
Chapter ten/ 'Broken Toy'
Rated; M/ L, S (forced anal, pitiful angst)

"You got me in trouble, Jeff! Don't you understand? I got in trouble for you! You don't even care!" Adam had screamed. He was so angry at Jeff that day. He got whipped for him. He got grounded for him.

"I do care too! It's not my fault that David was such a prick! I don't think he cares about you."

Adam growled and shoved past Jeff. "He's the closest thing I've ever had to a dad, Jeff. Don't you get it? Don't you get nothing?"

"I don't understand why you let him hurt you. My daddy knows better than to hurt me. My daddy.."

"This isn't about you, Jeff. It's about me. I got in trouble because of you."

Jeff huffed. "It's not my fault that you listened. The problem is you like being told what to do."

Adam blinked and shook his head. "Just go, Jeff. I don't wanna see you no more! I'm grounded, I have shit loads of work to do, just leave me alone!"

-xx-

Adam sniffled as he thought back to his little argument with Jeff. He hadn't even remembered it when Jay was.. while Jay was doing what he did to him. Wondering why Jeff hadn't came over to stop it. It was his fault Jeff didn't stop it. Adam had fucked up. It had been awhile since Jay had raped him. He hadn't uttered a word, just like he said. Of course Jay went around acting like nothing happened at first. And for Adam, getting out of bed that next morning hurt like hell. The shower Adam took helped only a little. Adam was in terrible pain the whole day while he worked. He'd wince and just feel like he couldn't breathe. When asked what was wrong, he'd claim he was sore, maybe getting sick and decline his mother telling him about seeing a doctor.

"Well, if you get to feeling worse.." She had said with concern.

Jay would just glare at him whenever he'd wince or whine. Warning him that he could never tell. Adam had deserved it and Adam had to accept the consequences.

Now Adam lay in bed, thinking about all the bullshit. The ache in his asshole was dull now. Still there, but not as bad. He considered himself lucky because it should be worse. Adam reached up and wiped his tears away with his hands. Jeff hadn't been over since and Adam hated to admit that he felt so damn lonely without him.

-xx-

Time passed. Everyone seemed to notice how quiet Adam had become. He rarely talked, rarely ate, he just seemed so withdrawn and would flinch whenever anyone would try to touch him. His parents were getting worried, but they couldn't figure it out. Adam wasn't talking and when they'd ask Jay what was wrong, the other boy would just shrug and claim not to know and sigh like he was worried too. They were close to considering therapy for Adam. Something had to be done. They wanted to look at it like it was nothing but a phase and chalk it up to Adam being a repressed angst-ridden teen.. but it didn't look like that was the truth.

For Jay this was all a game. He knew what he'd done and why Adam was as angsty and pathetic as he was. He knew damn well why Adam always put on such a pitiful long face and stared at space like he'd find his answers there. He knew why Adam was nervous and would sit bouncing his knee and chewing on his fingernails like he was awaiting some death sentence. Adam was just waiting for it to happen again. There was no moving on from it. It had happened.

Jay wasn't making it easier. He'd watch Adam do chores and would lean against the wall, or a tree outside, smirking. Sometimes Jay would wait till Adam saw him and would lick his lips and nod and sometimes he'd rub himself through his jeans. He loved making Adam flush. He loved that uneasy feeling that visibly washed over Adam before the uncomfortable blonde would scamper away.

-xx-

"Hold the fuck still, Adam.." Jay grunted. "I'm not playing with you.."

Adam whimpered, choking back a sob. His face was being pushed into a pillow. He was naked, on his knees on the bed and bent over with Jason buried so damn deep in him he swore he could taste him. Adam swore to himself that if it was going to keep happening- which he didn't want it to at all- then he'd learn to block out the agonizing pain. That was impossible. It still hurt and he still cried like a pathetic bitch.

Jay ran his hands up Adam's hips, holding still for a moment and watching Adam struggle and squirm under him. "That's it, wiggle them hips.. oh, fuck, hott little bitch.."

Adam sniffled and sobbed loudly. "Stop.. please.. it hurts.."

Jay scoffed and shifted his legs apart before running his hands up to grab Adam by his shoulders. "Oh, Adam.. that hasn't worked the other ninety-nine times you've tried it."

Adam screamed as Jay started thrusting, brutally fucking him. The initial penetration hadn't been so bad and at first Adam thought he could deal.. now he wasn't sure. Now he was reduced to screaming and crying, begging for his brother just to leave him alone and stop hurting him. To his shitty credit, Jay had used lube this time.. but it failed to help.

"That's a good bitch.. fucking take it.. you like it and you know you do.. attention whore.. dirty slut.." Jay grabbed a handful of Adam's long blond hair, jerking his head back and causing the boy's back to arch. Adam whimpered and was forced to move up to hold himself up with his hands.

"Jason.. pl-please.. please.. st-stop doing this to m-me.." Adam sniffled, sobbing openly. "Wh-what'd I d-do t-to you..?" Adam's voice quivered. He felt like such shit.

"Pathetic little bitch.. what'd you do..?" Jay shook his head and let go of Adam's hair, slapping at his head. Toying with him. Adam collapsed down and covered his head with his arms. "You don't even get it, Adam. You don't see. Jeff Jeff Jeff.. it's all you can talk about. You don't even see the shit you have. Fuck you." Jay growled as he pushed Adam's hips flat on the bed, holding him down as he plunged in and out of the blonde. He had made up his mind to take Adam whenever he had the chance. Today was the perfect chance. Their parents were gone and he had just enough time to make Adam cry and scream. And those cries and screams sounded so good. So heavenly. Jay didn't know why it had took him so long to make his move. Adam was like a fucking magical release that he could take all his shit out on.

Jay turned Adam's head to the side, moving his hair out of his way. The beautiful blonde under him just shut his eyes as he felt Jay sucking and kissing on his neck.

"Jay.. don't.. no.. no.." Adam whimpered. Last time he had hickeys and had to be careful so no one saw. He was sick of turtlenecks. Jay ignored him, grunting as he came and causing Adam to whine.

"Pitiful little whore.." Jay snarled, pulling out no less easy.

Adam grabbed to his pillow, turning his head into it as he felt the bed dip before hearing the sound of a zipper.

"Better fucking clean yourself up, wouldn't want Mom or Dad to see what a whore you've been. They wouldn't be happy." Jay chuckled before leaving. He thought he should be more worried about Adam exposing him. But he wasn't. Adam was too much of a bitch. And even if he did tell, what the fuck would it matter?

-xx-

Jeff was getting worried about his Adam. He had been coming around but Adam wasn't acknowledging him. Adam would just sit there and rock back and forth, a vacant look in his eyes. It was scary and hard to read. Jeff would talk and Adam would just nod and blink. It was unnerving.

"Adam.. did ya hear me..? Adam..? I said I wanna play.. Wanna ride bikes..?" Jeff then huffed. No response. Finally Jeff just reached out and grabbed Adam's hand so he could drag him into his lap like usual. This time Adam screamed causing Jeff to jerk back in alarm.

"No! Don't touch me again! Don't! Leave me alone!" Adam shouted, tucking his legs up to his chest and grabbing at his hair as he rocked back and forth. "Don't don't don't.. no, please.. no.." Adam whimpered.

Jeff blinked. "Adam..?" He reached out for him again, grabbing his shoulder.

"I said don't fucking touch me! Don't touch me! Don't touch me!" Adam scooted away and continued to sulk in his protective ball, murmuring 'no' and 'don't' over and over.

Jeff moved in front of him and took hold of Adam's shoulders, shaking him. "Adam! Stop it! It's me! Jeff! What's wrong with you?"

Adam looked up at Jeff, his eyes bloodshot, wide and confused. They darted back and forth for a moment. Jittering and unfocused before they finally settled on Jeff's face. They looked so frightened and wild. Jeff was slightly startled when Adam's hands grabbed at his shirt.

"Jeff.. where'd you go..? Why'd you leave me..? Can't.. can't.. you can't.. no leave me.." Adam muttered, shaking his head.

"No. I'm not going to leave you. I'd never leave you." Jeff replied, reaching out to lovingly stroke Adam's hair. He wasn't sure why Adam was acting so weird. He'd never saw Adam act this way. It wasn't right.

"You did. You left me. You.." Adam trailed off, his eyes looking away from Jeff. "No.. no no NO! Can't.. Don't touch me! Get off!" Adam suddenly shoved Jeff away.

The younger being fell back on his ass with an 'umph' before scrambling to get up and get a hold of Adam. The blonde struggled, whimpering as he was pulled into Jeff's lap.

"No.. don't make me.. I don't want it.. don't..." Adam sniffled.

"Shh.. calm down, Addy.. it's okay.. you're okay now.." Jeff cooed, stroking Adam's hair as he held him. He felt Adam stop struggling and turn his head into his chest, allowing himself to be held and cuddled. Adam's erratic heart beat calming. Jeff was confused as fuck. He didn't know why Adam was acting like this. It made no sense to him.

-xx-

Jeff held Adam's head in his hands as he sat in front of him. The blonde wasn't looking at him, but rather looking past him. His eyes occasionally rolling around to some other object in the tree house. Jeff had gotten him up here where at least it was more private. Adam had stopped screaming, but tears stained the boy's cheeks, making them wet. His lovely green eyes were tinted red where they should be white and they were wet too. His eyelashes stuck together they were so wet.

Adam made a choked sniffling sound and Jeff was sure he'd start bawling again. Jeff shushed him and wiped at Adam's tears with his thumbs. He didn't need Adam crying again. He'd just gotten him to calm down and stop shouting. The yelling and the fits Adam had been throwing were confusing Jeff. Adam would scream and shove him away, babbling incoherently and making no sense with his words. Then he'd burst out crying and Jeff was tired of his pet fighting him. He couldn't make Adam tell him what was wrong. And when Jeff would ask, Adam would scream and push him away again.

This was no fun. Jeff wanted to have fun and was worried Adam was broken. A poor little broken toy he couldn't get fixed. Jeff knew you were supposed to get rid of broken toys, but he couldn't do that to Adam. Adam was his. The one thing he knew for certain in this world. Adam belonged to him. They were soulmates. Jeff would fix Adam so they could play again. He had to. There was no other logic than that.

"Shhh.. my Addy.. calm down.. don't cry.. you'll give yourself a headache.. they're no fun.." Jeff pouted when Adam whimpered and shook his head.

The blonde's eyes closed and he sobbed quietly. Jeff didn't like him crying. That made Adam feel worse. He was a disappointment no matter how he turned. He felt so useless.

"Adam.. what's wrong..? Why're you crying..? Did something happen? Someone hurt you..?"

Adam slowly opened his eyes and looked at Jeff, swallowing hard. No. Jeff couldn't find out. That'd be so bad. That'd be very bad. Jeff would get angry. Jeff would hurt him too. Adam opened his mouth to speak, but all that came out was a pitiful sob and more tears fell. "Ca-can't... I can't.. you'd ha-hate me.. can't.. no.. mad at me.." Adam gasped out. His chest aching painfully. He hated this. He didn't want Jeff to leave him all alone by himself, but he didn't want to face Jeff either.

'Hate you?' Jeff thought to himself. The younger being's eyes searched Adam's troubled face. He didn't understand. "I could never hate you, Addy.. you're mine.."

Adam shook his head free from Jeff's grip and dropped his head heavily into his hands, tugging harshly at his hair. "No.." Another growled sob. "You can't know.. you can never know.."

Jeff sighed and slumped against the wall of the tree house. He knew he was going to have to get to the bottom of this. This was just not going how he imagined it.

Okay, sorry, this did get A LOT darker as it progressed! (whimper) Well, of course Adam's losing his mind, look what he's been thru.. Jeff wasn't supposed to come off so concerned. But he's not supposed to come off as a complete monster either. Yes, he's had his way w/ Adam too. But the difference in Jay & Jeff is Jeff's been manipulative. Coaxing. Sorta getting Adam to come to his dark side. Jay doesn't care if Adam's on his side or not. I guess either way, they both take what they want.