Chapter 10: lovers and friends . . .

I don't remember much of what had happened. It was dark and everything was happening so fast. I couldn't see anything, but I sensed people around me. "STOP IT! Can't you see, you stupid dogs? You've hurt her." it was Edward's voice. I tried to call out to him, then something touched my face and I felt myself squirm away. "Don't struggle, you'll make it hurt more." it was Carlisle. I listened to him and forced myself to stay calm. Then, slowly, but surely, I gained my sight back. I saw Edward sitting by my face, he held my hand. So delicately that I hadn't realized he had it. I tried to smile at him, but he looked away, agony and sadness covering his features. He pulled his face together and smiled a tight, forced smile at me. I frowned and moved my hand to his face, "I'm alright, don't worry." I said, it came out in a whisper. He put his hand over mine and covered his eyes. I heard an ambulance in the distance and then flashing, bright lights were everywhere. "What's going on?" I asked, but they moved Carlisle out of the way. Edward fought to stay by my side, and succeeded. I was scared and reached out for Edward's hand again.

"Don't leave me!" I said, panicking now. He shook his head and gave me my favorite crooked smile. That's when I saw them. The group of people, Jacob was who I could identify. He looked sad, but I couldn't figure out why. Then the doors to the ambulance closed behind Edward and the paramedic. I don't remember much of what happened next. I think I fell asleep, but when I awoke, it was under painfully bright, fluorescent lights. "Be careful…" Edward was saying as he helped me finish sitting up. God I hurt, everywhere for the most part. "What… where am I?" I asked, looking under the covers to check for damage. Nothing too bad, just some bruises nothing too drastic. I breathed a sigh of relief. He was watching me, I turned to look at him, "Oh my, Edward are you okay?" I asked, reaching out to touch his face. He looked away, "I'm fine, Bella. But you were… you were hurt pretty badly. Nothing was broken, but you're bruised everywhere." he gestured up and down my body with a quick sweep of his hand. I shook my head, "Bruises heal, I saw them… I saw Jacob. What was he doing there?"

"We will talk about this at another time. You don't need to worry. He wont be bothering you anymore." he said with a dark look in his eyes. There was a knock on the door. I jumped, it startled me and I heard Edward let a low grumble out, I looked at him and called for whoever it was to come in. Jacob. "Oh, um… what are you doing here, Jacob?" I asked, full of surprise. "I… well I wanted to talk to you -he glanced at Edward- alone." Edward rose, black fury all over his face, his eyes were completely black. "Not a chance in hell. Get out…" I touched Edward's arm, "Don't… it wont help, Edward, you know this. Please, sit. -I turned to Jacob- Whatever you have to say, you can say with him here…" I finished, sitting up all the way. I held my side as I tried to breathe. "Well, since you guys wont start up anything, Jacob… why were you at Edward's house last night?" he stood by the door. He was trembling, "It doesn't matter. I just came to apologize. I hadn't realized how close… well how close you and Edward really were. But … well I guess I will leave you two alone. Goodbye, Bells." he turned and stalked out of the room.

"What the hell was that all about?" I asked, my voice rising a couple of octaves in the process. I turned toward Edward, I felt my temper flaring. "Bella, he isn't safe to be around. It's for the best." I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I turned away, tears beginning to fill my eyes. "This is ridiculous, what happened last night? I wasn't all the way there, but I do remember parts. I want to the truth, no sparing of my feelings."

Edward sighed, "Jacob came over, he saw us in the dark. When I kissed you he thought… he thought -He swallowed hard- he thought that I was changing you. He flipped out and it didn't help that his friends were there. Jacob and I were fighting, I was trying to protect you but one of his friends lost his temper and attacked you. He thought you were one of us and pushed you away…" he sighed, "You remember the rest, nothing much happened after the. We tried to stop the bleeding and then the ambulance got there and I left with you." I gulped and stared off at the wall, "But how could they take you down?" I asked stupidly. "Bella, you already know that answer. But I wont say anymore, I answered you. Rest please?" and he kissed me on the forehead. I leaned back as he went over to the makeshift bed that was made in the corner.

Charlie walked in, "Bells -relief washed over his face- I'm so glad to see you awake. Your mother couldn't make it, Phil, I guess was hurt. They are stuck in New York, but she sends her love and wishes she could be here." I groaned, "Char- Dad. It's okay, how are you doing? I'm alright -I held my hand up- don't worry. I'm strong. I'll make it through." I smiled at him and found myself not having to force it. I was happy to see Charlie, I hadn't realized how much he cared about me. "I have to work today, but I'll be back later… I promise." Charlie said, as Dr. Carlisle Cullen walked in. "That wont be necessary Chief Swan. Bella will be able to go home within the day. I'm sure you will see here then. But don't fret, she is just fine. She just took a nasty spill, a few cuts and bruises, nothing too serious." Carlisle added with a smile and a wink.

I smiled back, "See dad, just fine. I'm a tough cookie to crack." I said with a genuine laugh. They all joined in with me and Carlisle checked my chart again and then left, with Charlie. I laid back, sighing. "I'm so sorry Bella, I didn't want any of this to happen." I patted the bed next to me, "Lay with me? Please…" I asked and Edward laid next to me. I rested my head on his chest, "Please don't beat yourself up over this, I could have fallen down stairs and hurt myself worse." I felt him chuckle, "Yes, but this was caused because of something that had to do with me, not because you are unbearably clumsy." I punched him softly, not wanting to hurt myself further. I felt his lips on my hair and then I felt my pulse quicken.

"So, how's about when I get out of here, we go get some real food?" I asked, glaring at the disgusting tray of so-called food that the nurse had left on the table next to Edward. He shrugged, "If you feel up to it, but, Bella… I don't know if I'm any good for you…" he said, self pity emanating from him. "What? You cant say stuff like that to me… I mean, I love you and you love me… you are good for me…" he patted my back, "I'm not leaving, where else am I going to go?" he said, looking into my eyes. I pushed away from him and sat up. I walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. Then I opened it back up, "Is there anyways that I can get my clothes?" he nodded and walked out of the room. A few moments later he walked in with them and tossed the bag to me. I was grateful for his connections. "Thanks."

I washed up in the sink and dressed quickly and then went back out into the room. Edward sat flipping through channels on the television. He held his arms open for me and I walked over and sat on his lap. I reached up and kissed him gently. "I'm sorry this all happened. I know you feel bad, but it's not really your fault. You may feel that it is, but it's not." he touched my face and then ran his fingers down my neck, I shivered at his touch. I smiled at him and he leaned forward rubbing his nose on mine. Eskimo kisses.

"Bella, you are too good…" he said and rose, placing me down in the chair. "But we should get going, its quite a drive back to Seattle…" he said. Seattle? What? It didn't make sense, was it time to go back already? "What?" I ask, dumbfound, as I curled up in the chair. "We have school Monday, you cant afford to miss any. Besides, you miss dancing.. You've dreamt about it a lot lately…" I sighed, "Of course -I laughed- I'm ready for this vacation to be over.." I got up and stretched.

It was a couple hours before they let me leave the hospital. But once I was able, Edward drove us to the police station, I wanted to say goodbye. "Hey Dad… how are you?" Charlie was in the middle of eating his lunch. He smiled up at me, "Hey Bells, feeling pretty good. You're looking good. Edward." he said, tossing the remnants of his lunch in the trash can. "Well, what can I do for you kids?" I smiled, "Well, we actually have to get on our way back to Seattle. School starts back up Monday. Time flies… but I promise to come back as soon as I can." I finished, beginning to actually feel sad about leaving Charlie. "Oh. Well of course, have a safe trip… be careful you two." he said standing up. I reached over and gave him a hug, "I'll miss you dad, come see us sometime…" I pulled back and Edward took his hand in a brisk, manly handshake. Charlie pulled his hand back and flexed his fingers.

We left shortly after. Alice and Jasper had shown up, "BELLA!" Alice called in her whimsical voice, I smiled and ran over to her. We hugged and I smiled back at Jasper, "Hi." he turned his gaze back to me, "Hello." Then I saw Rosalie and Emmet. I stopped in my tracks and bumped into Edward. He steadied me by gripping my upper arms. I blushed and stepped aside. "Rose - Bella…" he swept his hand between us. "Hiya, Bella. Nice to see ya again" Emmet said, laughing at me. I grimaced and waved back at him. "Well, we better get on our way, we don't want to be late coming home." Edward said. Then Alice threw in, with her cheery voice, "And I hear the weather's supposed to turn for the worse later tonight and early tomorrow…"

We all got into our cars, but my mood wasn't the best it could have been. I was sad that I had to leave Charlie, and I was also sad that I had caused him so much worry and pain the last time he had seen me. But the bright side of the whole situation is that I get to go back to Seattle and dance. Dancing was my life, it made me happy and cleared my mind so that I could think straight. Maybe I'll dance once I get back if it's not too late. I need to think.. I need to feel my body.. Be in contact with my inner self. I thought to myself. I rested my head against the window of his Volvo and closed my eyes. "Bella, what's wrong?" Edward was asking me, his voice sounded like it was coming to me through a very long, and narrow tunnel. "Huh? No… wait I mean yes. I'm fine, why would you ask?" I sat up straighter, looking at him. He shook his head and took my hand.

"I was just thinking about Jacob. I don't see how any of that could have happened. I mean.. I don't understand any of that." I said, staring out the window. It had started to rain, but I couldn't care less. "You don't need to understand everything right now. This whole situation doesn't really concern you. It's a long history, and I.. well I don't think it would be good if you were to be involved in this… especially if you don't need to be." I glared. "I know that Jacob has a secret, I just cant remember what. And I'm pretty sure that if I ask him.. He wont tell me and you wont tell me. So I guess I'll just drop this…" I said, knowing full well that it wasn't over yet. I was just going to have to find other sources.

I guess I had fallen asleep again because I woke up in Edward's arms. He was carrying me into the dorm of S.C.A.D.S. I forced my eyes open and he smiled down at me, "Hey… I didn't want to wake you… I hope you don't mind…" he whispered as he pushed the button to the elevator. I shook my head, my voice husky with sleep, "Let me walk, I need to stretch my muscles…" I said. He set me carefully down and we walked onto the elevator. He kept a distance between us, but I closed it by reaching out, searching for his hand. "I'm sorry about in the car. I know that you mean well…" I smiled lazily up at him and he gave me one of my favorite, crooked smiles.

"Don't worry about it, love. I know how you are when you get a good… well lets see, a are given a good mystery" he said, wiggling his eyebrows. I laughed and shook my head. "Yeah, I guess you're right." We got off the elevator and into the cool hallway. "Well, I guess this is it." I said, rocking back and forth on my heels. This was like the first time me and Edward hadn't spent together for a whole week and some. He smiled down at me and took my hands in his. He bent his head down and brushed his lips across mine gently. I smiled against his, and kissed him harder. He pressed me up against my door and I sighed. "I love you…" I said as he ran his hand up my back, his breathing coming shorter and shorter. "I know, I love you too, Bella…" I pulled away after that. "Goodnight" I said, breathless and backed into my room. He looked as though he had lost his dog, and I laughed at him. "I'll be here in the morning, I promise." and I took his hand briefly before dropping it and closing the door.

I sat at the door and slid to the floor. Alice wasn't in the room so I undressed in the room and grabbed my towel and went into the bathroom. The shower felt amazing, I hadn't realized how tense I was. My shampoo brought memories of my mom back and I smiled to myself remembering how scattered brained she was and then I remember that Phil was there to take care of her. I got out and dressed in some silky pajamas that Alice had insisted that I keep. I sat on my bed, 10:20 p.m. was the time my alarm clock showed. I fell back onto my pillows. I rummaged through my purse that sat next to me and pulled out my cell. I checked my messages. Angel called. I clicked talk and listened to the ringing of the phone…

Collins: -voice husky; most likely from being asleep- "Hello?"

Bella: "Collins? Oh, I'm sorry for waking you, but is Angel there…?"

Collins: "Oh, Bella? Don't worry about it. You know you can call us anytime you want… hang on I'll go get her."

Bella: "Okay…"

Angel: "Hey, honey, how are you? What's up?"

Bella: -smiling into the phone- "Hey, I'm… alright. How are you? Did I disturb you from work or something?"

Angel: "Oh, goodness no, I was just catching up on some reading, and listening to Roger's new mix tape he made for Mimi."

Bella: -laughing out loud- "Interesting, actually.. I called to get some advice. Do you think I'm moving too fast with the whole engagement thing? I mean Edward is a great guy.. And boy am I crazy for him…"

Angel: -sighing- "No, actually, I don't think you are moving too fast. You only find love like that once in your lifetime if you are even lucky enough to discover it. But I see the way he looks at you and he adores you. You are his world and how could I be against that? I just hope you are happy with the decision. Are you?"

Bella: "Well.. Yeah, I am actually. Which scares me because I'm usually the rational thinker in everything and this time, I don't know what is going to happen in the future. I'm scared, but, I guess that's normal"

Angel: "Well, then, I guess you are making the right decision. Don't second guess yourself because your first answer is always the right one. Be spontaneous…"

Bella: "Thanks. I appreciate this. Well I guess I should get some -someone knocks on the door-…"

Angel: "What's wrong?"

Bella: "Nothing, someone is just at the door. Well I will let you go, and I will talk to you sooner than later. Send my apologies once again to Collins and send my love to everyone… kisses. Bye"

I hit the end button and got up reluctantly off of the bed and went to the door. I opened it and his lips found mine within a second or two. I scooped me up in his arms and kicked the door closed, locking it. I smiled up at him, and kissed him again. I hadn't realized how much I missed him until this very moment. "You're going to get in so much trouble, Edward." I said, between his kisses. He shook his head as he laid me back on my bed, clearing the stuff off. "I don't care, I cant spend the night without you."

He kissed my jaw line all the way down to my neck. "It nearly drove me crazy just walking back to my room. Then I decided, since Alice was staying with Jasper, that I would stay with you…" he said, smiling devilishly down at me. I laughed, "Well, I missed you too. But I don't want you to get into trouble." I said, reaching up to pull his face back to mine. Excitement flooded his eyes and he kissed me slow, and passionately. My heart stopped and then picked up in double time. "Mmmm…" I said, rolling to my side, making him lay on his. I looked him in the eye, and studied him. "Tell me you love me, and don't want to be with anyone but me…" he chuckled and nudged me under my chin, "Isabella Marie Swan… soon to be Cullen, I love you and I never want to spend another day of my life without you. I never want anyone else but you, no one can compare…" he kissed me again and I laughed softly. "Okay, Well then. I guess you can stay here tonight." I finished playfully.

He growled in my ear and began kissing me again. I heard my heart pounding in my ears, and pushed me back onto the bed. I sighed and pulled myself away a little; Edward settled down next to me. He caressed my cheek with the lightest of touches. I laughed softly as he hitched my leg up around his hip. Edward began exploring my leg and found my lips with his. I felt my heart skip a beat and start to beat into overtime and everywhere Edward touched me, my skin felt like it was on fire. I leaned forward and kissed him again, then pulled away. "Wait… stop; I think we are moving too fast…" I let the statement trail off as I sat up more. "What do you mean?" he asked, pulling my face back to his. "I mean, this is all moving too fast for me. The engagement… everything…" I glared out the window over Alice's bed and then brought my eyes back to his. Confusion and anger was all I could find in his face.

"So you're not afraid of me and my vampire family, but because we are moving too fast…" he got off the bed angrily and paced across the room. "Wow, Bella, you have perfect timing you know. Just amazing, you couldn't have told me this sooner?" he finished, staring at me from no more than a foot away from my face. I slid back across the bed, "It's not like I'm leaving you or anything. I just… well I just want to slow things down…a little bit." I said, wiping at the warmth pooling in my eyes. His face softened and he reach out for me, I reached back and he lifted me up in a hug. I buried my face in his chest and collected myself.

"I don't know what to do about you anymore, Bella. You drive me crazy… and that's not just a figure of speech. I have trouble thinking coherently when I'm around you, and then you bring this up on me. Maybe we should take a break…let things cool down for a while…" he said, looking away out the window. I fell back onto the bed, nodding. "Maybe, but how long?" he shrugged, "I don't really know. Maybe a week… I've never really dated anyone…" he sat down on Alice's bed and put his head in his hands. I slid over and sat next to him, resting my hand on his shoulder. "I don't know what to tell you, it's going to be hell trying to stay away, but we need to cool things a little between us… but there are other ways…" I just dropped it because he was staring at me, curiosity burning deep in his eyes, "Is this really what you want?" he asked. I just shrugged and rested my head against his shoulder. "I don't know what I want anymore… I'm all mixed up now a days, and now I don't feel good and…" I couldn't finish my sentence because I was running for the bathroom. I barely made it to the toilet before everything spewed out of me. I sat on the floor for a while.

"Bella, are you okay?" Edward was walking into the bathroom slowly, eyeing my face carefully. I nodded and stood up, flushing the toilet. I rinsed my mouth out and went to splash water on my face. Edward whipped me around and took me into a big, bone crushing hug. He grabbed a towel and wiped my face slowly, then kissed my forehead. "As much as I know we are moving too fast, I don't want to be away from you. Let's talk this through… we don't even have to talk marriage anymore. I'll take the ring back, and put it away until you're ready… and I mean truly ready." I shook my head, giggling. "Don't be stupid. I'm not going to let you take my ring back and wait to get it until later. I'll wear this forever…" I pulled away from him and went back into the room, pulling him along. I laid down on my bed and pulled him down with me. He pulled me closer, rubbing soothing circles into my back. He started to sing a soft, slow song in my hair. I felt his cool breath ruffle it. "I love you, and I'm sorry…" I said, yawning. He kissed my head, "Don't worry about it. I'll love you forever, always… no matter what." I felt him sigh. I was out of it by then, getting sick and all the stress of the conversation was exhausting. I closed my eyes and fell into the dark void of sleep.

I woke up to the familiar cloudy morning of Seattle, Washington. It was just like any other morning before, except I had the love of my life laying next to me. I sat up, moving over Edward to see my alarm clock. He stirred and rolled onto his side. I heard his breathing even out again. I slid off the bed and tiptoed into the bathroom. I relieved myself and walked to the mirror. You look like shit, I said to my reflection in the mirror. I grimaced and stepped into the shower, I made it hasty and got out within 15 minutes. Record time for me. I dressed in a pair of track pants and form fitting Broadway shirt. It was comfortable and then I went to blow dry my hair. I walked out into the bedroom again and Edward still sleeping. I nudged his shoulder and he rolled over, grasping me in his arms and rolling back over. I yelped and his hand instinctively came to my mouth. "Shhh… Good morning, Bella. How are you?" he said sitting up. I shook my head and nudged him off the bed. "So not funny, I thought something was wrong… and I'm fine. Thanks for asking. But you should get going and get dressed before breakfast. I'll meet you at the elevator in say…" I stopped and watching him stretch. His shirt hugging tightly across his chest revealing all of his defined muscles. "How about you give me 15 minutes and I'll meet you at the elevator?" he said, cocking his eyebrow and grabbing his keys.

"It works for me. See you then…" we kissed goodbye and then he was gone. I fell back on my bed and closed my eyes. Life was good, but too good to be true. Things like this just don't happen for me. I pushed that thought from my mind and got up reluctantly and opened the window. I needed fresh air. The air outside was warm, a slight breeze ruffled through my hair and I sighed. I could smell the rain in the air, it was only a matter of time. I pulled away from the window and closed it again. I snatched my cell and bag up off my bed and headed out the door. I ran into a girl, knocking her books all over the floor. "Oh… oh my gosh. I'm so sorry. I'm always so clumsy-" the girl went on and on. I smiled up at her, "No. No, I'm sorry. It was totally my fault, don't worry about it." I bent down and helped her pick her books up. "Thanks. Hi, I'm Jessica. You are…?" she held her hand out, "I'm Bella, nice to meet you." I took her hand, she seemed nice enough. "Well, I'll see you around. Bye." I waved to her and began down the hallway. "Hey, wait. Do you want to like get some coffee or something?" she said, smiling. "I wish I could, but I'm headed to breakfast with my boyfriend -fiancé; I corrected myself- this morning, and I have to practice after that. But well this is my room, stop by and we can hang sometime after dinner." she nodded and turned the other way. Edward stood smiling up against the elevator door. "Hello Beautiful." he bent down and kissed my forehead, I snatched his hand and held it tight. I twined our fingers together and pushed the button for the elevator.

I sighed when it stopped on the second floor. Rosalie and Emmet got on. "Hey.. Ha.. Hey Bella, how are you this morning? Ready for breakfast?" he asked, the sarcasm so deep that I needed a knife to cut it. His face went smug when I didn't answer. The elevator stopped on the main floor and I attempted to dart out of the elevator, but to no avail, I tripped on the grip where the doors were. I fell, half expecting to break my face on the tiled floor and half waiting for the laughter Emmet was sure to give me. Instead, Edward grabbed my arm -tighter than he should have- and held me, keeping me from hitting the floor. "You should look where you're going first… and you -he turned to Emmet- should leave her alone." he said, his voice was dark. Emmet just laughed and then Rosalie stepped in and glowered at Edward, squaring up to her. I hadn't realized how tall she was until she stood face to face with Edward. Although she wore prissy heals and was always worried about her clothes, the look on her face would make even the most bad-assed girls run with fear.

I pulled at his arm and he broke the stare. Then Rosalie and him both broke out in a round of laughter. Emmet and I just stared at each other. "What are you eating to day, Bella?" Edward asked, grabbing a tray and two plates. I shrugged, "A bagel? Mmmm and some yogurt…" I said, helping him put it on the plate. I grabbed some orange juice and tried to pay, but he pushed me away playfully and swiped his credit card. "Err.. Thanks…" he just smiled and escorted me to the table. I sat next to Alice, who was curled up, resting in Jasper's arms. "Hey, Alice." I said with a warm smile as I sat down, "Jasper…" I nodded his way. Edward sat next to me, stretching his legs out in front of him. "Eat up." he said, stirring around his eggs and ripping apart his bacon. I smiled to myself and slowly age my yogurt. It wasn't what I thought it would be, so I moved onto my bagel. It was alright, so I ate it faster and then chugged down my O.J.

I sat back, pulling my legs up into the chair with me. Rosalie and Emmet had left halfway through, claiming they had to study for an English test. Alice and Jasper were in their own little world. I smiled over at Edward, "I'm going to go and warm up for my first hour class…" I stood up reluctantly and stretched, reaching over to grab my plate and his tray. He brushed his fingers across my left hand, "I'll catch up to you later…" he said, smiling a crooked smile at me. "Okay…" I said in a whisper and walked off.

I went back up to my room and grabbed my dance bag and headed out for the studio. Dark storm clouds rolled over the sky making it look like dusk. I opened the door to the studio, it was cooler in there than outside and I turned on the lights. I started to set up and I forgot that I left my CD's up in my room. Oh well, I turned on the radio and some fast tempo pop music began to play. I stepped to the bar and began to stretch, taking my time. I hadn't realized how much my body missed this. I stretched a little while longer and then moved over to the middle of the floor and stretched my back muscles. I got up and began with a basic routine. Taking my time, I sped up and began more complicated moves, I twirled and dipped and glided around the room. Then, exhausted all too soon, I fell to the floor, my breathing heavy. I sat back on the floor, waiting for my breathing to even out. Eventually it did and I got up and started again. I heard the bell ring.

Kids began filing in one after another, some in groups, others just by themselves. I sat back down on the floor and turned the radio off. "Ah, Miss Swan, how are you this morning?" a smiling Mr. Herzberg asked. I smiled back, "Fine. And yourself?" he just smiled and continued onto the front of the class. A girl sat down next to me and tossed her bag to the side. I curled my legs up to my chest and turned to greet her. "Hi, Bella. I'm Jessica.. We met this morning?" I beamed, "Oh my gosh, this is so.. Cool." I said, and she smiled back at me. "Wow, it's cool to know someone in this class for once. Most of the preps take this class and they are too stuck up to notice anyone out of the cliques." she said with a grimace. "Well, we're here. Partners for the class? And yeah, I know what you mean. I was actually bracing myself for the misery of the atmosphere, but I'm glad to have to dance." I finished. We let conversation drop and watched carefully as our teacher went through the moves we were to practice for the hour. It would be easy because I had already mastered these, so now I could just practice some more. Jessica stood and stretched out. I joined her, although not pushing myself to the extremes. She had obviously mastered the move as well so we kind of blew it off and just chatted. She was easy going and supplied most of the conversation, but it was still all the same. It was nice to know someone, she was kind of easy to get along with, but she had a way about her that made people not want to be around her. She was snooty to others who were different than her and very envious. "Hey, what's your next class?" I asked after a while. She smiled up at me, "Umm… Creative Writing with … Miss Stewart?" she finished, putting her schedule on the floor next to her. I smiled, "Wow, well I guess I will see you next block." We laughed and then were released to change. I changed and waited for Jessica to finish. The bell rang moments later and we walked out together, chatting cheerily, even though the weather was depressing.

Edward stood outside the building underneath a tree. I didn't notice him until he came up and grabbed my hand. I smiled up at him as he kissed me gently on the lips. "Hello beautiful." he said, his voice soft like velvet. "Hey. Edward, this is Jessica…and Jessica, this is Edward." I moved my hand between them. Edward stopped, "Hello, it's nice to meet one of Bella's friends." he said, his voice very polite. Jessica just stood there, her mouth gaping open. I couldn't help but laugh at her, "Jess, what lunch do you have?" I asked, breaking her from her moment of awe. "Umm… well.. Second lunch. Sorry, what lunch do you have?" I smiled, "Same. Maybe I'll see you there…" I let conversation drop as I glared up at Edward. He was smiling from ear to ear. I nudged him in the side, knowing it would only help me but he laughed and I stumbled over my own foot. "Be careful, I'll see you next class Bella. I have to get to my art class." he kissed my for a short moment, but it was enough to get my blood pulsing through my veins. I blushed and nodded. "Goodbye Jessica, nice to meet you again." he smiled at her and walked off.

"Wow!" Jessica said as we sat down at a desk. "That's… well that's your boyfriend?" she asked, her voice raising in the process. I motioned for her to bring it down some, then replied, "Yeah, well.. He's sort of more than just my boyfriend, but yes. Edward is my boyfriend." Her eyes bulged out of her head and then she grabbed my hand, dazzled by the small oval shaped diamond ring that held its place on my ring finger. "Wow, you are like the luckiest person in this school. Edward Cullen never dated anyone here before. Not since like ever, and then here you come and your rocking this." she said laughing and shaking her head. "Congratulations" she finally finished. "Thanks, although we aren't really what you're thinking. I mean yeah, I'm wearing this, but we are just boyfriend and girlfriend. It's a complicated story, but yeah. Hey -I was grasping for a subject change- what about you? Do you have a lucky guy??" I asked, reaching in my bag for a pen and notebook to copy the notes off the board.

I saw her frown in my peripheral vision, and I frowned to myself. She was a nice girl, who knows. The bell for class rang all too soon. I jumped in my seat when I heard it. We gathered our stuff in silence and walked out. "What's wrong?" I asked her, I felt bad because I had brought this mood upon her. She shook her head, "Nothing. I just wish I had an amazing guy like you do. Wow, I mean Edward Cullen. Who would have known." I laughed at her statement and she joined in with me. Edward was waiting outside of the building. I smiled up at him, and he twined his fingers with mine. "Jess, are you going to join us for lunch?" she stared out onto campus, thinking I assumed. "Why don't we join her for lunch, Bella?" Edward cut in after a moment. I shrugged, "Would you like that better?" she smiled at me. "Well, I've got some work to catch up on, another day. See you around, Bella. Edward…" and she turned and walked away.

I sulked where I stood and Edward laughed, pulling me toward a tree and then pulling me down to the ground. I cuddled up under his arm and closed my eyes. "I wonder what was wrong with her?" I asked out loud, more to myself than anyone else. I felt him shrug, "She was just nervous and she did have work to finish. Her mind has been on it all day." he said with a smug tone. I nudged him, "Spying, are we? That's not right…" he shrugged, "I was worried about you… and… well I missed you, a little bit that is." I laughed and fell back so that I was laying on the ground. "Edward Cullen, most certainly did not miss me." I said, stretching my arms above my head. He grimaced and got up, walking away, faster than usual. I sat up, flabbergasted. I felt guilty for what I said, although I was just kidding. I would have to talk to him later. I got up and ran toward my next class. I was one of the first people to file into the room. I moved toward the back of the class at an empty table. I sat down and rummaged through my bag. I saw Edward walk into my class, I thought he would sit next to me, but instead… he sat next to some random girl. She was at least a year younger than me, with curly hair and thick glasses. I frowned and turned to face the front of the room, staring down at my desk. He didn't seem to notice me at all, but I was super aware of him. We ended up watching a movie for the first half of the class. I felt myself dozing off until the bright, fluorescent lights came on. I sat up in my chair. The teacher, Mrs. Mead was explaining a group assignment we were doing. I groaned inwardly.

I didn't know what to do, so the safest thing was to just sit there. I pretended to be looking for something in my bag when the guy in front of my turned around. "Hey. How's it going?" he asked, his voice too deep for his childish features. I smiled, "Hi. I'm doing.. Alright, yourself?" He had a beautiful smile, one that would make any girl's heart stop. "Better now that I'm talking to you. Hey, I was wondering, do you want to work in my group?" I thought this over quickly, "Sure. Why not." I said, smiling. Edward was staring at me from across the room and I tried to act like I was oblivious to the fact. The bell ran shortly after that. "So what do you want to do our project on?" I asked. For the American History class, we were supposed to study a time period or series of events that happened in history. Research and write a paper, as well as find a creative way to present it to the class. Not that difficult, but just time consuming. "I don't know. The rest of them are not sure either. We figured we would start on it this weekend, I mean two weeks is a lot of time to work. Besides, no need to jump right into it…" I smiled

"Yeah, sure. I understand, works for me." I finished, walking out into the cool afternoon air. He was a good with conversations and he had to the funniest person ever. We walked into the lobby of the building and I was clutching my stomach. Edward was there, sulking against the wall near the elevator. He stared at me, his eyes seeming to bore right through me. My skin burned where his eyes roamed over me. I pulled my eyes from his face to the floor. "Hey, sorry.. I almost forgot to give you my number…" he said as we stood there. I smiled up at him, he was really cute. I took his number and gave him mine. "Oh, and…what's your name?"

Edward pushed himself away from the wall and stalked over to us. "Her name is Bella, and I'm afraid she has to go now. Goodbye." he grabbed my hand, twining his fingers with mine and pulled me away. I followed, to shocked to do anything else. "Edward, let me go. Edward!" I tried to yank my hand free. He stopped and turned away from me, "Bella, what was that back there?" he asked in a whisper once we were in the elevator. "What are you talking about?" I asked, my voice rising in agitation. He turned and glared at me, "That.. conversation you were having with Michael Rady. What was that?" he finished, reaching for my hand again. I yanked my hand away, "Edward, what's wrong with you? You were the one who totally blew me off at lunch and.. Well and then you totally blew me off in our last class. And then I talk to this guy…" I was so frustrated, I walked out of the elevator and stalked off to my room.

He followed behind me and stopped outside my door. "Bella, I'm.. sorry. I really am. Please, don't be mad at me…" I looked at him and immediately regretted it. His eyes were somber and that made me feel even worse for what I was about to do. I opened the door and walked in, stopping and standing in front of the door. "Goodbye, Edward. I will… see you later." and I shut the door behind me. I walked over to my bed and dropped down on it. Tears sprang in my eyes. Why did we have to fight today?

I finished my homework a couple hours later and I sat back, pushing my books and bag off my bed. I stretched out and sighed. Alice looked over at me, "Bella, you know he means the best. He just worries… too much sometimes, but don't worry, this will pass." she crossed the room and laid next to me. I scooted over and gave her more room. "I don't know Alice, what if this doesn't pass over as easy as you think?" I asked, looking at her; she glared at me. "Seriously, Bella? I mean I've seen your future and you guys are still together and happy. Don't worry about this.. It's just a minor set back -she grabbed my hand- he'll get off his high horse." I laughed, "I suppose you are right, but I don't know. I just .. Well I miss him. It's weird not having him here tonight." I sighed and sat up. "Should we head down to dinner?" I asked, walking into the closet. I brushed my hair out and put a headband on and grabbed my purse again. Alice was waiting for me by the door. "I think I might sit with Jessica tonight, you want to join me?" I asked, sounding overly hopeful.

She shrugged, "Sure, Bella. If you want me to, I have no problem." she said indifferently. I smiled and grabbed her arm. We walked down the hall toward the elevator. I took out my phone and started to call Jessica. I hung up as she ran down the hall to catch the elevator with me. "Hey, Jess. How are you?" I asked. She smiled at me, "I'm doing alright…" she answered, eyeing Alice with a curious look. "Oh, Alice.. This is Jessica. Jessica.. This is Alice, and well.. I was wondering if we could eat with you tonight?" I asked. She shrugged, "I don't mind, it's up to you guys, really…" she let her statement trail off as Edward and Emmet walked onto the elevator as well. I rolled my eyes toward the ceiling as Edward walked back to stand next to me. I felt his arm brush mine and my heart began to beat overtime. I glanced up at him and his face looked hurt.

We reached the cafeteria finally and I walked with Jessica, Alice, Emmet, and Edward to the Cullen's table. Alice was talking to Jasper briefly and he seemed indifferent about it. I started up a conversation with Jessica again so that I could avoid Edward. He looked hurt still and his eyes were so depressing. Rosalie threw me a dirty look as Emmet sat down next to her. I glowered at her and turned my back. She was such a bitch, and I don't even know what I did wrong to deserve this from her. Edward sat down and put his feet up in the chair, crossing his arms as I walked away with Jess and Alice.

I got a Greek salad and some fruit with a water and then followed them back to Jessica's normal table. I curled up in the chair and picked at my food. Jessica sat with a table full of kids. There was Angela, Taylor, Tyler, Cody, and then the final face I realized was Michael from my American History class. We all chatted happily, all laughing while Michael made fun of some teacher that taught his whole class with spinach in his teeth. Although I was having a good time, I couldn't help not paying attention to Edward. He sat in the chair, in the same position as earlier; only this time his eyes were closed, but I suppose he felt my eyes on him because they shot open and moved toward me. I quickly looked away, eating some more and joining in with the story telling. I grew tired, but Alice looked like she could go all night. "Hey guys, I'm going to head out. I'm bushed and I've got some homework to finish up." I finished, picking my trash up and walking away, I heard them calling goodnights and goodbyes behind me.

I walked past Edward and then out the door. I was pushing the button for the elevator. I turned around and Edward was right there. "What are you doing here?" I asked, glowering at him. He didn't answer, he just took my hand and when I tried to pull away, he just squeezed tighter. I got on the elevator, pulling him with me. It was quiet up and I was very aware of my hand in his. We got off on my floor and I walked to my room. He didn't say anything to me until we were safely in my room, the door closed tightly behind us. "You've got to give me some answers.." I said finally. He was sitting on the chair at our small table, across from me. "I am sorry, Bella. I know that doesn't make what I did right, but it's got to count as something. Bella, I didn't mean to overreact, I just feel very protective over you…" he let it trail off. I looked down at my hands and pulled my legs up, wrapping my arms around them and resting my chin there. "I don't know what to tell you, Edward. I mean.. you overreacted today. I mean, I have to do the project and you were being unreasonable. By the way -I looked up at him- Why were you mad this afternoon? What did I do wrong?" I finished, putting my head back down. He sighed, "It wasn't you, I just had something on my mind. There is some stuff going on at home, but I don't think we need to worry about it anymore. But I really am sorry. Please, Bella, love… forgive me?" he finished, taking my hand in his. I blushed and he moved out of his chair, kneeling next to me.

I smiled down at him. "I'm sorry to, for slamming the door and-" he stopped my sentence, pressing his lips to mine gently. I sighed and ran my hand through his hair. "I love you, let's not let other stuff like this.. And earlier, get in our way again…" I said, still running my fingers through his naturally messy hair. He smiled my crooked smile and stood up. He lifted me up off the chair and into his arms. I laughed loudly and kissed him slowly. "What are you doing?" I asked, holding my side as he moved to my bed. "What I've wanted to do again since spring break…" he said, kissing me again as he laid down next to me. I blushed as he kissed my jaw and then ran his lips down my neck. "Are you -I gasped for air as he undid my pants- Are you sure about this? What if Alice-" he made speaking impossible as he began to kiss me again. This time slower, he pulled my shirt over my head and then I started to undo his shirt. I sat back pulling him overtop of me, kissing him deeper as I wrapped my arms around his neck. Then the knob on the door jiggled. I stopped moving and so did Edward. I laughed silently and Edward kissed me again. It was dark in the room as Alice walked in, she hit the switch and froze. I grabbed Edward's button down shirt and wrapped it around myself, smiling at Alice. She smiled back with wide eyes. Edward sat up and pulled me with it. He looked so damn sexy in his white tank shirt and black dress pants. He pulled me up into a standing stance and then I grabbed his hand, our fingers twining automatically. "Alice.. I owe you one." I said, winking at her as Edward pulled me out of the room. She turned around and closed the door behind us.

Edward pulled me faster down the hallway, heading toward the elevator. Jessica and Michael were there. Jessica stared wide eyed at me, I smiled back at her. Shit. They were waiting for the elevator as well. I looked up at Edward, excitement in his eyes, and he was watching me. He leaned down and kissed me again and I blushed deep scarlet. Jessica laughed and I blushed even deeper as we all got on the elevator. I pulled Edward's shirt tighter around myself as we waited for the doors to close. "Hey, Bella." Michael said, waving at me. I began to wave back at him, but the shirt gaped open and I just nodded in his direction. Edward ran his hand up my back and my knees felt weak. I grabbed his hand and held it firmly, a smile threatening to break through on his lips. "So I take it you wont be at your room tonight, Bella?" Jessica asked me. I shook my head, "Sorry, why?" I asked, fixing my tank shirt, so, that Edward's shirt could hang open. "Well Alice and I were going to hang out for a while is all. But I see… you and Edward made up.. Or are in the process of making up?" she said, laughing. I laughed with her, "Well, we could always hang out um.. Well Thursday seems to be a good day, how's that for you?" I asked, completely ignoring Michael. She laughed, "Of course, sounds great. I'll see you then.." she said. The elevator stopped on Edward's floor. I walked off, waving at them and Edward followed behind, putting his hands in both of mine and leaning around the side of my face to kiss me.

When we were a good ways away from view in the elevator, Edward scooped me up in his arms and jogged to his room. He opened the door and slid in, gently closing the door behind himself. "Hi Emmet" I said in a whisper as Edward turned around. "Hey, Bella…" he replied, with a laugh following shortly after. I blushed and Edward set me down on his bed.

I laughed a shaky laugh, feeling embarrassed. Emmet sat on the couch watching television, when Edward walked over and sat next to him. He leaned over and began to whisper something to Emmet. It was way too fast and quiet for me to even try to make out, so I laid back on the bed and closed my eyes. I curled up into a ball, and then I felt Edward slide onto the bed with me. I sighed and turned to face him. "What happened to Emmet?" I asked, quietly. "Uh he went to stay with Rosalie, don't worry though, we have this room all to ourselves." he said, winking at me.

I stretched myself out, bumping into Edward. I sighed and wrapped my arms around his chest. He was ice cold, but it was a comfort for me. "I love you" I whispered to him. He didn't answer me, so I sat up to see what was wrong. I looked at his face and it was distorted. There was blood all over it and scratches everywhere. I reached out to touch him and he jumped at me, I screamed out in horror. I nearly fell on the floor, I jostled myself awake. It was just a dream, I said to myself over and over again. Edward shot up and grabbed me in his arms. He skin was ice cold against my bare skin. I shivered and hugged myself closer to him. I reached up to touch his face, it was all just like I remembered it. Perfect nose, beautiful cheekbones, perfect eyes… I sighed to myself and laid back on the bed, pulling the covers overtop of me.

"Bella, what's wrong?" he asked, his voice straining to stay calm. I shook my head, "Nothing, absolutely nothing. I just had a startling dream." I smiled over at him, it was a genuine smile. He smiled back, his eyes still uncertain. I rolled over to face him, "I'm serious. I'm alright, okay? If anything is wrong I promise to tell you…" I let it trail as I ran my hands down his chest, and touching my lips to his. He sighed against them and I felt his lip tremble. I laughed out loud and grabbed the sheet, wrapping it around myself as I stood up. "Ah Bella, what are you doing?" he asked, rolling onto his back. I smiled and walked into the bathroom, laughing to myself. I came out, dressed in his shirt and my pants. The shirt hand open revealing my tank that showed a little cleavage. I felt too exposed so I kept pulling it closed. "I've got to go get dressed and ready for school, I'll meet you at breakfast…" I walked over and kissed him goodbye. "I'll be at your room in 10 minutes.." he said as I closed the door and left.