Only Found You Now Chapter 10, a glee fanfic

Note: Hey Folks! I'm sorry, I was away for 2 days. Away from FF, really needed some refreshment. Was out shopping and then when I got home I was busily watching WWE with my brother. If you haven't watch Wrestlemania 25 and 26 between HBK and Undertaker, you better do. And 27 between Triple H and Undertaker :D Ha, I'm watching The Rock vs Stone Cold 17 and 19 today :D Okay, I'm rambling, again. I'm a freak.
This chapter kind of sucks, I think, I mean, what do I expect? I suck /: Uhh, would appreciate it if you read it though. And I would love you to tell me how much it sucks, yeah I would. Does it suck? You know what? Just enjoy (: Ahh, finally man, the Glee Project is out here in Star World? Did you guys watch it? Is it nice? But I'm not really excited for Glee Project, I don't really care. But I'm dead excited for Glee Season 1 Encore! I really miss season 1, it was so awesome, especially the first half when Quinn-Finn was such an adorable couple :')

Only Found You Now: Chapter 10

She was just 5 steps away, he can't give up. He wants her, no, he needs her "I've walked away too many times. I'm not going to walk away on this one, Quinn" he reminds her.

She turns back and take one more glance of him and she shook her head restlessly "I'll stop trying to kiss you, but just stay with me tonight, please," he begs as he approach her

She swallow a big gulp of guts. She looks right in his eyes, and plant a peck on his cheek.

"So can I walk you to the room?"

"Maybe" she smiles taking his hand

x-X-x

"Dad, why are you outside?"

"Uh, err" "She gain conciousness."

"Really?" The excitement in her voice increasing

"Yes,"

"And you're out because...?"

He looked at her as if it was obvious and she rolled her eyes. "Whatever. If you don't meet her and get things right, your trip here is a fucking waste. Get me? Now bug off" she says before running in the room and going to Judy's embrace.

Russel shook his head in disbelief "Did she just... Talk like that to me?"

"Sir, I'm sure you scare her a lot in her life. But really, Scary Quinn, is creepy"

"That just tells me you get that a lot"

"With my ridiculous actions, what do you really expect?" Finn says letting out a little chuckle

Russel run his hands through his blonde hair trying to figure out what to say "So how did it go?"

"What?"

Russel rolled his eyes "The date"

"Great" he shrugs "I mean, it's a little... Choppy? Rough at the end but, it's really fun" he smiles

"She's a tough girl to win, especially when you hurt her like that. But you can't blame her"

"What do you mean?"

"I broke her more than anybody has"

"Hey, I'm pretty sure that's not true" Finn starting to talk a little more casual

"Yeah it is true. When her mum died, I never stopped blaming myself, and my kids. Ever since high-school, she had always promised me that life will be okay if she was beside me. And she left Finn, she left"

This made Finn, well... Made Finn scared. Quinn's dad is getting emotional on him and he, the typical confused boy has no single idea of what to do.

"I married another woman, I, I guess I loved her. She was a great thing for my kids since I can't get my head straight, but..." He trails off

"I could never have that spark in my eye again. I never showed love like I used to. Lucy had a bad time in school and insecurities and not once I could tell her that she's beautiful and I loved her for who she was. I despise her and told her to change, which father does that?" He let's out all these words

Finn was even more confused. He's just like Quinn, he's spilling out all these sad things as if they're nothing, no emotion, no tears.

"I do love her. But there was one thing that I told everyone at my house that time"

"W-what?" Finn asks, fear in his voice.

"Love doesn't exist. I screamed it out loud, and she trusted me"

Finn swallowed. This was getting really awkward.

"And you confirmed it for her. You took her back and then you leave her, make her believe that there is no true love. She made a mistake, I threw her out, you couldn't forgive her. As much as I believe in God, I believe she loves you. She broke her thought of, no love and she loves you. You only Finn. She likes Noah but does she ever let him get so close until the stage of love because she is obviously scared to wake up in the morning seeing him gone. But she takes that risk towards you, and twice," he pause "You. Are. Her... Only Exception" he trails on

The tears were stinging Finn's eyes now. He felt so stupid. Sure, Quinn is the emotion-holder big shot but how could he not see this? She loves him. Then... He remembers.

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind
He broke his own heart as I watched as he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore she would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin', you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

Rachel had sang it to him. "But gosh, what is she talking about? She doesn't have a mum! Wait, is the girly gay dad counted as a mum? Kurt's gonna be a mum?" His mind said

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone, keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I'd have sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

"Keep a straight face? Oh please, she's a drama queen."

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

"Leaving in the morning when you wake up? I never slept with Rachel, and I am pretty sure she never had any guy leaving her in the morning" he thought

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

"Okay, maybe she did take the risk of loving me despite the possibility of Broadway and all, but that's about it right? Ugh. Oh my god. I remember Puck looking at Quinn when she sang this, is she HIS only exception? Wtf man, wtf"

"Rachel told me I am her only exception. Well, she sang me" he confess

"Well son, I have no say about it. Who is YOUR only exception?"

"Urr, I don't know"

"Who do you dread to see last before you sleep?"

"What?"

"Who would make you smile in the morning if you see her when you turn to your right? Or left..."

"Uh"

"Who's skin do you long to touch when you need comfort?"

"Sir..."

"Which eyes do you love to stare into and you'll just unknowingly scream love?"

"Ahh..."

"Which lips do you crave to press and you find peace and satisfaction?" "Figure those out then you should know" he says rubbing his hands

Finn blinked a few times. "Thanks for the words of wosdom"

"Wisdom" he corrected rolling his eyes "So, is it true my granddaughter is raised as a Jew by Rachel's mum?"

"Uh, yes Shelby is a Jew, but I don't know if she's making Beth a jew too" he lets out a little chuckle

"Ha, do you ever wish she's yours?"

"I'm 17, I'd be mad wishing I had a kid. But the connection I had those few months, yeah I was pretty depressed when the news broke out"

Russel nodded "Wanna grab a drink at the canteen?"

"I don't see why not" he smiles as they begin walking

"So your father was an army?"

"Yes sir"

"Did you ever meet him..." Russel's voice fades away as they walk to the canteen. Yes, Finn is chatting with Quinn's father. Yes, they have grown friendly. Yes, Russel approves that goof. But does that really effect Quinn, I mean, Russel is an ass, so him approving Finn means Finn is another ass, right?

x-X-x

"Mum, I hate to break this to you but... Daddy's here"

"What?" She asks shocked

"Yeah, since... Yesterday plus yesterday. It's just, you guys need to sort some thing out, so I'm calling him in"

"Quinn,"

"Please, for me. Just one time in a million, you guys do it for me"

Judy sighed as Quinn walks out and next, Russel walks in.

x-X-x

"Hey Finn, you're still here"

"Yeah, I told you I'd be here for the night" he stands up

"You really just got to go home, it's getting late,"

"But Quinn," he takes her hand

"Seriously just go!" She demands, pain in her voice "I can't take this anymore, just. It's been too much, just go"

"But you said..."

"Maybe! I said maybe. Just go"

"Quinn... Why do you change mood so easily?"

"Don't say my name. You know what, I got a question... You always question me whether I'm just using you for prom. You know what, I'm asking you, why do you love me?"

"What?"

"Is it my pretty face? Beautiful eyes? Sweet voice? Attracting figure?"

"What?"

"Straight A's? The popularity? Ex-headcheerleader? Qualities of a prom queen? Boys staring at me then you can just tell them 'She's mine'?"

"What? No!" He says offended

"Are you sure? So you love me for being a bitch? For controlling you around? For being that ignorant girl that wants to use you for prom queen?"

"No, ye- No, of course not" he mutters

She sigh frustrated "I've always tried to be ME around you. Yeah, that outer bitch insulting people, seeking revenge of the past. That controlling girlfriend that's a little too protective because of her insecurities. That girl who wants to win prom queen to shove it in their faces, I'm not that loser anymore. Huh. And through all those you never saw me. You never sense my humor, when other people close to me can. You never see the love in my eye since you're too busy looking at her. Am I not smart enough? Huh, what is it Finn?"

"I don't get you" he starts getting frustrated too

"Don't you get it? You love Quinn Fabray because probably, Lima is so small, you go here and there, there is memory of us when we had that STUPID relationship. Move out Finn, you'll have no trace of Quinn Fabray. And guess what? Lucy Quinn Fabray will keep living, because Lucy never knew Finn. And Finn only knew Quinn Fabray, not Lucy. Trouble solved"

"You got to stop doing this Quinn,"

She takes a deep breath and sit. "Sit here Finn,"

Finn took a seat "Why are you doing this?"

"No, why are you doing this?" She starts tearing up as she takes her phone out "Look at this," she says as she play a video on her phone

Face to face and heart to heart
We're so close yet so far apart
I close my eyes
And look away
That's just because I'm not okay

But I hold on
I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

She paused it for a while. "You were done with me. And I drained myself with hope, stupid me." She played it again as she starts to sing along.

How long do I fantisize
Make believe that it's still alive
Imagine that, I am good enough
And we can chose, the ones we love

But I hold on
I stay strong
Wondering if we still belong

Keeping secrets safe
Every move we make
Seems like no ones letting go
And it's such a shame
'Cause if you feel the same
How am I supposed to know

Will we ever say the words we're feeling
Reach down underneath it
And tear down all the walls
Will we ever have a happy ending
Or will we forever only be pretending
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be...
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be...
Will we a-a-a-always, a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

"You kissed her. You wrote this for her. You feel, what you feel towards her, and each other is this. And now you guys and you're such a fucking idiot, for breaking up. I feel this towards you, but you're clearly not giving it back. So..."

"I am heartless..." He mumbled low.

"You're an idiot. You are a goof. You're literally stupid in your studies. You're an awkward boy. You're sweet. You're funny. You're generous. You're handsome. You're tall. You're a Quarterback." "there you go, my reasons to love you, are you happy? I love you for you, not just the good parts."

"Me too..."

"You don't get tethered to me, I just give you fireworks for a few seconds. That's who I am to you. So, stop. I'm not a trash you can pick up and throw anytime. I was such an idiot to risk my heart when I kissed you that day..." She stands up and starts walking away

"Quinn, Quinn, Qui-"

"What?"

"You gave me fireworks. I can't get over it. I move out and I see ANY blonde woman, it would remind me of you, because you mean that much to me. Or a yogurt store when you crave for one. I don't feel tethered to you, just that I can't forget you, I love you too much"

"Sure, Rachel's voice makes my knees go weak and sometimes life doesn't feel, right if she keeps looking at me. But you, you are the person I dread to see last before I sleep. The person who's gonna form that goofy grin on my face if I turn to my right. Or left... And I see you first in the morning. Those skin I long to touch for comfort. Those eyes that i love to stare into and I'll just unknowingly scream love. Your lips that I crave to press and I find peace and satisfaction. That feeling... That I know everything will be fine if you're by me. And your voice kill me because when you're singing, I can't just strike you and kiss you, and yeah. We only had one angry duet" Finn swallowed as he lets those words go out. He just revealed all that as a reflex. Did he say it just so he stay? Or is it that she really is his final choice?

"Hi guys!" All the attention drives to that dark haired boy with that girl.

"Hey" Quinn smiles as she hug him "Why are you here?"

"Uh, just asked Mercedes to pick me up before coming here. Just seeing you, oh my god..." Kurt exclaims inspecting her face as he walks closer

"Yeah, of course..." She sighs

"Oh, seriously. You are a mess. You cheek is wet from crying, but it seems like your make up is not ruined - because you didn't put them on! Your lovely blonde hair is all over the place and you're wearing a red scarf with a white shirt! Wait, that's actually fine with the black jeans and all..." He concludes placing his hand on her shoulder

"Thanks Kurt, I'm fine. How have you been doing? Everything well?" She says before hugging Mercedes.

"Ha, your sarcasm never dies"

She finally laughs. "Yo Mr Bossy Pants, I came here with her" he says pointing at Mercedes "So you are bringing me home"

Finn just lazily nods. Then, Kurt's eyes move back and forth between Finn and Quinn and inspects their eyes "Oh my Gaga, we're interrupting something here" he whispers to Mercedes, whispers quite loud.

"What?" She asks

"Ah, nothing. Hey! I left something in your car, come with me we'll get it" Kurt quickly says as he shuffle and pull Mercedes outside.

"This is fucking useless"

"What's useless?"

"Talking to you. It's not like you will believe me"

"Got that right"

"Well, see you tomorrow. Kurt is inviting you and Mercedes over. Oh yeah, Kurt is gonna give me fashion advices cause I broke the news to you. When he comes back, say I'm waiting for him in my car, in case I don't meet him on the way" he says before walking away

"Hey, when you're at out house tomorrow, mind visiting my room? I just got Dirt 3 for my xBox and I really need a competition" he screams and smiles when he turn back to see her.

Quinn watch him leave. This is it, she broke it all. She tore down all the walls, is it enough? Where is it leading them? She doesn't know what's gonna happen but she is sure her heart is aching. He's all she's desires but she feels like she can't just drown herself into a world of lies again. What is the becoming of Fuinn?

That's it guys! I know, this one kind of sucks and they're not sweet at all to each other here... But I think you can figure it out from Finn's last statement about the room that something is gonna happen there :D The next chapter will go as schedule, tomorrow. Thank guys (: And Congrats to Glee, Cory and Darren at TCA. They all look sexy, especially Dianna and Harry :D Oh well, can you believe Ryan said no breakups this season? Well, he better be lying, as usual. I mean, Glee is ALL about breakups, beside the music, of course. And Quinn will feel something about Sam leaving...? Hm, I just need a little touch of Fuinn, I need. And fuck, Season 4 is gonna be a spin-off after Graduation, Cory, Lea, Chris and Naya might be still in it? Oh come on. That's not fair, I love all of them... Okay, just put Dianna and Mark, life's good ;D Bye Bye

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