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I'm nearly finished writing the whole story but any suggestions are still wlecome :). I wanted to get it finished before I have to get ready to go back to school. I will update when I have the chance :D.
Chapter 9
Bella's POV
I walked in the front door of the house. Today had gone better than I would have dreamt of. Not only did Edward totally love Josh but he loved me too and he wanted me!! But I knew that I had to tell Jazz and Alice, and fast.
I didn't notice Jazz or Alice in the sitting room as I walked upstairs. I changed Josh and put him down; I'm sure he would sleep well tonight. I got changed into my pajamas and walked back downstairs.
"Guys??" I called out, trying to keep my voice as low as possible so as to not wake Josh up.
"In here" Alice called from what sounded like the cinema room. I quickly walked down the hallway, when I got to the door of the cinema room I knocked to make sure that I had got the right room.
"Come in" Jazz said. I opened the door and crept in, Jazz and Alice were snuggled up on the sofa together. My eyes flicked to the screen, the were watching my favourite movie ever, A Walk To Remember.
"Hey, look there's something that I have to tell you guys. I haven't been completely honest with you" I looked at both of them in turn. They both looked really confused.
"What is it sis?" Jazz asked as he turned the movie on pause and he and Alice both turned round to look at me. I suddenly didn't feel as confident as I had.
"Well it's about Josh..." I started but Jazz immediately interrupted.
"What?? Is he okay??" He looked genuinely worried.
"Jazz calm down, Josh is fine. He's upstairs asleep" They both looked relieved.
"So what is it then?" Alice questioned while squinting her eyes; I don't think even Alice could see this coming and that was saying something. Alice was usually quite good at seeing what would happen, not that she was psychic or anything. She was just very observational.
"Well you see I was never honest about who Josh's dad really is" I started but stopped not seeing how I could word this. Jazz and Alice both looked equally confused.
"Look, Edward is Josh's dad, okay?" I thought that it might just be best to say it fast and get it out there.
"W-w-what??" Jazz was clearly annoyed.
"Well me and him slept together just before he moved over here...I want to make it clear now though, he never knew I was pregnant when he left" I pointed out the facts to them before the totally flew off the handle.
"Bells why didn't you tell us?" I looked at Jazz and he looked really hurt; this wasn't an emotion that I was expecting. I looked at Alice and she had the same hurt looked etched on her face.
"I didn't want to relive everything. When I told you guys it was someone from work I did plan on telling you the truth eventually but after I quit I decided that you would never find out the truth and so it didn't matter. Then we moved here and I ran into Edward and ended up telling him that I had his baby, which then meant that I had to tell you guys. I'm really sorry" I explained myselft to them whilst looking at the floor, I wasn't really sure how they would react to my explanation.
"Well to be honest Bell, Jazz and I always had our doubts as to wether or not you were telling us the truth. I mean he does look ALOT like Edward" Alice commented; she was right. Josh was the spitting image of Edward.
"So what's happening now?" Jazz asked casually. Okay, this was so not what I was expecting.
"What do you mean?" I asked confused.
"Well with you and Edward and Josh, what's happening?" He rephrased his question.
Now it was time to think. I honestly didn't know exactly what was going on with me and Edward, we never really discussed it. I suppose we were going out judging by what we both said; but that was only an assumption. I decided to tell them the truth.
"I'm not really sure. But Edward totally loves Josh, he even loves me" I couldn't hide my excitment at this.
"Wow!! This is amazing. Not the part about you keeping this from us, but the part about Edward loving you" Alice practically screamed, trust her to pick up on that.
"Jazz?"
"Well Bells you know that I will be there for you whatever. I'm not really happy that you didn't tell us the truth from the start but I can see why you didn't" Jazz smiled at me.
"You guys are amazing!" I hugged them both. Then my tummy rumbled.
"I haven't eaten since breakfast!" I suddenly exclaimed and they both laughed.
"Go make yourself something" Jazz said inbetween his fits.
I stuck my tongue out at him and ran out of the room and to the kicthen. I got some turkey out the fridge with mayonaisse and made myself a lovely sandwich.
Today truely was the best day ever!! Everything was out in the open now and Edward and I could be together.
Edwards POV
As I drove home I was in complete shock. I had felt the most amazing feeling ever when I held Josh for the first time. Now I completely understood why new mums and dads went round with that stupid grin on their face. The feeling was amazing, like nothing I had ever felt in my whole life. I just wanted to protect him and make sure that nothing, big or small, ever hurt him.
I walked into the kitchen with that stupid grin on my face. Of course I was met by Tanya and that just completely wiped the grin off my face.
"Yes?" I asked quite rudely, she was still not getting the message. I practially had to physically remove her out of my bedroom this morning after she 'accidently' walked in thinking it was the bathroom. She had been living here long enough to know where the bathroom was by now.
"Nothing...you just got a letter this afternoon, that's all" She smiled as she placed a letter on the worktop inbetween us.
I looked at the letter. Oh no please not another one!. It had the same neat writing as the rest, and like the rest it had no stamp. This meant that once again it was hand delievered.
I tore the letter open, I could kind of already predict what it was going to say.
I know where you were earlier. What makes you think that she's any better for you than I am?? And plus she has a child. I could give you everything you ever wanted and I don't have all that baggage. I think it would be wise of you to stay away from her; you never know what kind of accidents can happen to a woman and a baby.
Okay this was by far the worse letter I have got so far. I knew being famous came with the price of having fans and all and most of them were lovely. However the past few weeks I have been getting these strange letters of this weirdo and now she was threatining Bella and Josh??
Calm down Edward! Its's only a stalker, don't get too worried. Loads of celebs have them and nothing bad every happens to their families.
Yeah, I was just over reacting. I ripped the letter up and threw it in the bin, whoever it was she would get fed up eventually. I was sure of that.
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