Guard Dog

by Maddylovesyou

It wasn't his first choice but everyone has to start somewhere. Gon X Killua, with some other pairings in the mix.

10. Chapter 10

"Three!"

As soon as that word left Killua's lips, Gon took off running, his heart pumping blood to his extremities as he presses on the ground, getting a bursting head start. Gon doesn't have to look over to know that Killua is right by his side, He started running as soon as he said three too. Gon can't help his smile as he grins over at Killua, Killua is staring at him and when he sees the grin, he smirks. He picks up the pace.

"No, you don't!" Gon chuckles as he runs faster, swinging his arms with his fists closed and clenched. Gon is able to pass Killua, his heart racing and he can't stop the smile on his lips. This is so much fun! Gon's eyes bright as he looks forward. There's a lot of trees in the way but in the distance he can see the roof of a building. That must be Killua's home!-

Gon yelps when the back of his leg is kicked, causing him to fall forward. Gon is able to catch his fall so he lands on the palms of his hands. He whips his head over, seeing Killua pass him, his grin too large. "What's wrong Gon? You trip?"

"Killua, that was dirty!" Gon shouts after him as he jumps up and takes off running towards the other male, his amber eyes narrowing, filled with that fire. He pumps his body trying to catch up to the other male to get his revenge.

Killua keeps glancing back, those blue eyes filled with that playful glint and his smile is large. When Gon starts to catch up to him, Killua lets out a laugh, picking up the pace, this excitement in his eyes that Killua can't hide.

Gon feels that warmness in his chest from hearing Killua's laugh and it makes his heart do this skip. The feeling he gets spurs him on though and he's able to run so fast he's running right behind Killua, the other male is running as fast as he can, Gon is sure of it, and he's able to keep up.

Gon puts all the strength into his legs before he jumps over the other male, landing in front of him. "Ha!" Gon starts only for Killua to kick behind his leg again. Instead of falling, Gon turns and jumps with the last of his balance and tackles Killua to the ground.

The two boys chuckle as they roll around on the ground, trying to fight for dominance. Once the rolling is over, it turns out with Killua on top of Gon, that large grin on his lips and those blue eyes narrowed in glee. Gon struggles with keeping Killua's arms away from him, trying to use his leg muscles to buck the other male off of him.

"It's not my fault you have slippery feet. Don't try to take it out on me." Killua's smile is mischievous.

"You tripped me! Twice!" Gon growls, his bucking finally paying off. He's able to get the other male off of him and turn them over so he's on top. With a burst of strength, he pushes Killua's arms, pinning them next to Killua's head. Gon just noticing their fingers are interlaced, he continues to hold Killua's hands this way. "Killua's a cheater." Gon's eyes narrow. He knows how they take care of cheaters back at home...Gon leans close to Killua's face and bares his teeth. Killua's eyes widen slightly and he retaliates by hissing at him. Gon can't stop his smile, He can't stay serious for a second knowing what he's about to do.

Gon leans in quickly and licks from Killua's chin up his nose to his forehead. Killua stares at him with wide, horrified eyes. Gon can't help to giggle as he gets off Killua quickly and runs as fast as he can. He can feel his adrenaline pumping and he can't stop laughing as he runs as if his life depends on it. It may very well so.

"How did you like that Killua-" Gon turns back to grin at the other male only to squeak when he sees Killua very close to him, running at full speed, his arms swinging with his fingers straight out like a blade. Killua's blue eyes are dark, his expression serious. "Waa!" Gon can't help to turn forward and run really fast. He doesn't even want to know what's going to happen if Killua catches him. Gon's eyes light up, he can see the large mansion in the distance. They're almost there!-

Gon can feel Killua's breath on the back of his neck. He's going to get him. Gon follows his instinct and uses his strong legs to jump into the air, landing on top of a large tree branch. Gon jumps from branch to branch towards the mansion, feeling as if he'll have a better chance up here than Killua on the ground but boy, was he wrong.

Killua speeds up, watching him carefully with those predatory eyes as Gon jumps through the trees. It seems like everything is going in slow motion when Gon looks down at Killua, their eyes locking before those dark blue eyes get larger, Killua's pupils getting larger before he kicks the tree Gon just landed on.

The force of the hit is strong enough to uproot the large tree, making Gon fall out of the tree, his amber eyes wide in admiration as he looks down at Killua who is watching him fall with those icy, dangerous orbs. Gon can't even think about the danger he is in right now. "That was amazing!-" Gon starts to praise only for Killua to jump in the air, Gon blocks his chest just in time for Killua to kick him. Gon is sent through the air from the blow, his arm stings from blocking such a hit but it's nothing Gon can't handle. Gon does a back flip in mid air, landing on his feet, his body skids a couple of feet back before he finally stops, his shoes leaving furrows in the ground.

Gon can't even retaliate before Killua is in front of him again, he bends down, kicking his leg out, sweeping Gon off his feet. Gon tries to gain himself and jump back only for the other male to throw him on the ground, pinning him on his stomach with his arm held high behind his back. Gon tries to get out from under the other male only to wince in pain when Killua tightens his grip on his arm. Gon can't get out unless he wants to break his arm in the process.

"Now I believe we've already had this conversation about what's going to happen if you lick my face haven't we Gon?" Killua hums as he grabs Gon's hair with his other hand and pulls, the young werewolf can feel himself freeze as Killua turns his head so he can see Gon's face. Gon gulps when he sees those dark blue eyes and he feels a shiver go down his spine. He starts to feel warm and restless. He's very ware of Killua's body on his and of his scent. Gon can only explain this feeling as being excited. Killua could kill him right now if he wanted too, and just that thought makes Gon have all the more fun.

"Ne Don't Killua." Gon struggles under the other male again, wincing when Killua yanks up on his arm.

"I think you need to be punished." Killua coos in Gon's ear so lowly that Gon feels himself start to sweat. But it's not from fear. That feeling has grown and he feels a bit too hot. Gon knows that Killua sounds scary, Gon knows he's a threat but his body isn't reacting like it should towards a threat.

Gon's eyes don't change as Killua holds up his other hand, it turning into a claw. Killua smirks at the other male but Gon shows no fear. He only tries to get out of Killua's hold. The assassin stabs down with his hand. At the very last moment, his hand turns back to normal, jabbing Gon in the side.

Gon sputters in laughter, his eyes widening, his mouth opening when Killua starts to wiggle his fingers around his side.

"N-No please Killua! Hahaha I'm sorry! No!" Gon laughs loudly as he wiggles this way and that trying to get away from Killua's merciless fingers, ignoring the pain from Killua pinning his arm behind his back.

"You licked up my fucking face! You licked up my nose! Like hell I'm stopping!" Killua's dark look has left him and those blue eyes are alight in amusement as he continues to abuse the poor boy below him.

"You...You hahaha deserved it! You...hahahaha!" Gon throws his head back when Killua finds this one spot, right under his arm on his rip cage that has tears forming at the corner of eyes. Gon can't catch a breath once Killua knows that's his weak spot, he keeps tickling and tickling. "K-Killua I'm going to pee!" Gon huffs out in laughter.

"Can't hear you." Killua chuckles darkly, cruelly still wiggling his fingers over that one area.

"Killua hahaha you're cruel!" Gon shouts out before he bucks with all his strength, using his butt to bump Killua up from him. The other male wasn't expecting it which allows Gon to be able to rip his arm away from Killua's grip. Gon takes this opportunity to back kick the other male, getting him right in the stomach. Killua's eyes widen as he's sent flying into a tree.

Gon gets up and starts running towards the mansion, not looking back. He's going to win. He can't lose. What if Killua makes him be tickled again if he loses? Gon tries to catch his breath as he runs as fast as he can, feeling his pants slowly start to fall down. Gon pulls them up before glancing back at Killua,and much to his horror, Killua is close behind him again. Gon picks up the pace, not wanting to be put into that situation again. Soon enough though Killua tackles him a couple of yards away from the mansion, Gon was so close!

"No!" Gon wiggles his way out of Killua's grip, completely forgetting about the pants that Killua had grasped. He runs towards the mansion and to his joy, he makes it to the mansion first. Gon can't help to jump up and down, throwing his hands in the air. "I win Killua! You couldn't stop me from winning!" Gon wiggles his hips in his victory before grinning back at Killua, his amber eyes so bright.

Killua is still laying on the ground, holding the green sweat pants with his eyes so wide. He was staring at Gon intently, those blue eyes changing and his ears and tail coming out. Gon feels strange from the look Killua is giving him. It's not playful anymore. His eyes are so dark filled with this emotion Gon is sure he's seen before...Killua is like a cat, watching a mouse, at any moment Gon is expecting him to strike-

"I brought you guys lemonade! I'm sure you're thirsty Gon-" Alluka comes out of the mansion, her eyes closed in her smile, holding a tray full of glasses. When she opens her eyes and sees Gon standing their with no pants on, standing ther in all his glory, her face gets a dark red and she drops the tray of drinks. "U-Um Gon your pants-"

"You fucking idiot!" Killua is suddenly right behind him. Gon can't move before Killua is right on him, putting him in a head lock. "What's the big idea? Showing yourself to my sister like that? Do you want to die?" Killua hisses in his ear, glancing at his sister who has turned her back to the two, the young girl fiddling with her skirt.

"I wasn't trying to..." Gon wheezes out from Killua choking him. " I just wanted to win...and I didn't want...you to tickle me..." Gon's face is starting to get pale. Killua yanks him so Killua's body is shielding Gon's from Alluka's gaze. He lets go of Gon, Killua putting his hands on his hips.

"Hurry up and get your pants on. Seriously, you can't just go running around without your pants on outside! This isn't your weird centaur place got it?" Killua fums, his face red. He looks angry again. Gon puts on the pants quickly, tying them to his waist before he looks back at Killua then at Alluka.

"I'm sorry Alluka! I was just so focused on winning." Gon rubs the back of his head, frowning at Alluka who turns around, showing his remorse.

"I-It's okay I was just surprised!" Alluka waves her hands before her blue eyes light up again. "But you won?!"

"Yeah!" Gon cheers, jumping in the air. Alluka runs over to him and grabs his hands. They start to jump together.

"That's great Gon! I knew you could do it!" Alluka giggles.

"Wow thanks sis." Killua grumbles, looking uncomfortable as he watches the two young ones nuzzle each other. Killua's fingers twitch slightly and he looks away.

"Don't be grumpy big brother! I know you had fun." Alluka smiles at her brother, getting Killua to tense. He glances over at his sister who has this knowing smile...it turns sly. "Anddd you get to take a bath with Gon!"

Killua gets pale.

"Yeah! You do! It's going to be so much fun! I can wash your back and you can wash mine-" Gon starts to go on with those bright amber eyes and his smile too wide.

"This can't be happening." Killua groans, covering his face with his hands. "damn it. If you didn't do that pants thing I would have won!"

"No one likes a sore loser brother." Alluka teases.

"Yeah Killua." Gon grins.

"Shut the fuck up Gon." Killua snarls, but when he sees Gon's teasing smile he can't help to find his own lips twitching up. "Keep it up and I'll make bath time a living hell for you." Killua wiggles his fingers in the air, getting Gon to pale.

"No more!" Gon gets behind Alluka, giving her a sheepish smile when Alluka chuckles.

"Aw Gon you don't' want to be tickled?" Alluka giggles as she pokes Gon in the side, getting him to sputter and back away from her.

"Not you too Alluka!" Gon pouts, his lower lip poking out, looking like a kick dog.

"Yes! Finally. You're back on my side." Killua grins over at Gon as he puts his arm around Alluka. "She is my lovely little sister after all-"

Killua stifles a laugh when his sister reaches up and ghosts the back of his neck with her fingers. Killua regrets not being able to hold in the laugh when he sees Gon's eyes light up so bright.

"Killua is ticklish too! On the back of his neck!"

"N-No I'm not- Alluka why did you do that?!" Killua glares at his sister only for Alluka to giggle and to jump away from her brother.

"I'm on no one's side. I know all your weaknesses." Alluka crosses her arms over her chest, looking proud of herself. "You guys don't stand a chance in this department."

Gon and Killua slowly look at each other before they look back at Alluka. They grin at the same time. "U-Um...Guys-" Alluka starts to back up only for Gon and Killua to be right on her. She jerks in laughter when the two boys start to tickle her. "N-No stop, hahahaa." Alluka can't stop laughing as she tries to get Gon back by poking him in the side, getting him to chuckle. Gon rubs the back of Killua's neck getting him to sputter in laughter before he retaliates by tickling under Gon's arms. Alluka tickles her brother when he's open, getting him to laugh.

It goes on like this, a full out tickle war between the three and Alluka can't stop laughing even when no one is touching her. She can't help to watch as her brother laughs, something airy and light and fun, and those eyes...they're so bright. She can't help to feel her heart swell and soon she feels her blue eyes get watery.

"A-Alright stop. We've tickled my sister enough to bring her to tears." Killua chuckles, backing up from Alluka, Gon doing the same.

"Tickling is a dangerous thing, you okay Alluka?" Gon beams, those amber eyes so bright.

"I'm better then I've ever been." Alluka closes her eyes in her smile, not able to stop her giggle. Killua looks over at her with his eyebrow raised, but when he sees that smile of hers, Killua can't help to smile either...those blue eyes softening.

Killua feels the same way.

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"Come on Gon, put your back into it, if you don't pick up the pace I'm going to finish before you."

"N-No way I'm going to finish before you!" Gon breathes heavily, sweat rolling down his back and into his pants. He took his shirt off along time ago, his body is covered in his sweat. Currently Gon is pushing this large cement rock that weighs about 4 tons. His muscles are straining and he can't help to try harder when he sees that Killua is indeed ahead of him. Killua has his shirt off as well, his body glistening in the sunlight. Gon can't help to take in the other male's muscles and admire him. Killua's body is sculpted, his abs and back muscles defined and his arms bulging as he pushes the heavy weight slowly but steadily.

Seeing Killua progress like he is makes Gon push harder. He doesn't beat Killua but he's able to push the ball to the white line that Killua had drawn in his back yard. Gon breathes heavily, trying to catch his breath. They've been out here for hours. When Killua meant he was going to train Gon, he really meant it. They've been non stop doing push ups, lifting weights, and punching cement this whole time. Gon's knuckles feel sore and his body aches but when he looks over at Killua, and sees the other male is sweating slightly, it makes Gon grin. He's still keeping up with the other male. Killua catches the grin and smirks back, but those blue eyes are light.

"Had enough Gon?" Killua coos, stretching his arms above his head, Gon can't help to watch as his muscles stretch and his white locks get out of his face.

"Nope. I can keep going." Gon grins, his amber orbs getting brighter. It's been so much fun just training with Killua. They've goofed off a little bit but for the most part they did pretty good on sticking with training all this time.

"No more training." Alluka comes out of the mansion, pouting at the two boys. "You guys been at it forever and I want to show Gon around the mansion! He hasn't even come in yet." Alluka huffs.

"Fine, we're done then." Killua grunts, taking a swig of his water bottle that he left on the ground.

"Yay I get to see your room!" Gon jumps, running over to Alluka only for her to back up a little bit.

"Eh i'll hug you after you take a bath." Alluka smiles sheepishly. "You're really sweaty Gon."

"Yeah it was a good work out! Killua trained me good! I'm going to feel it tomorrow."

"You surprised me Gon, You were able to keep up while keeping your true form hidden." Killua doesn't look at him but Gon takes that as a compliment. He feels his chest warm and he hops up and down.

"I want to see your room first Killua!"

"Huh? W-Well fine. Whatever." Killua shifts from Gon's excited eyes, his cheeks flushing slightly.

"This way Gon!" Alluka goes into the mansion, Gon following after her.

"Wow!" Gon can't help to gasp as he finally walks into the Zoldycks home, taking in how large it is on the inside and all the shiny floors and walls. "This place is so huge! You could fit a whole species in here!"

"I wouldn't say all that. If you think this mansion is big, you should see the main one." Killua grunts but those blue eyes are watching Gon closely, his lips moving into a smile as he watches Gon's sparkling eyes.

"Killua's room is this way!" Alluka giggles at Gon's look before she grabs Gon's hand and starts to lead him down the hallway. Gon watches as men in black suits bow towards them as they walk. He looks down at the red carpet beneath his feet and at the paintings that line the walls. There's so much to take in at one time. Gon looks around quickly, trying to take in as much as possible, knowing his tail would be wagging a mile a minute.

"Who were those people in the black suits?" Gon looks overs at Killua, only to catch the other male staring at him with this soft smile on his lips. Killua tenses when he locks eyes with Gon and he quickly looks away, coughing slightly.

"Those were our butlers. They take care of the mansion and anything else we need." Killua waves his hand as if that's nothing.

"Wow really? So they're your caregivers?" Gon keeps following Alluka who leads him to this large door.

"More like servants. Their job is to make us happy and keep us safe." Killua rolls his eyes. "Not that we really need them." Killua watches as his sister opens the doors.

"This is Killua's room-"

Gon rushes in, breathing in deeply the smell of Killua that is everywhere in this room. His eyes sparkle as he looks at this large room, looking over to the shelve of books, the huge blue bed, the large curtains covering the window, and the huge box in the front. There's a bunch of boxes near Killua's bed and there's a dresser in the corner filled with Killua's clothes no doubt.

Gon can't help to run over to Killua's bed and jump on it. He chuckles when he jumps back up, the bed so soft. Gon rolls around on the bed, laying on his back, closing his eyes, trying to picture what it must be like for Killua to sleep here at night, in this large room, all by himself.

"Get out of my bed! You're covered in sweat!" Killua snarls but his face is a little flushed as he marches over to Gon and pulls him out of the bed.

"Aww but your bed is so soft and big." Gon whines. "Why do you have such a big bed Killua?"

"Because I can." Killua puts his hands on his hips, giving him a challenging look.

"Do you and Alluka sleep together?" Gon glaces back at the big bed, Killua has to sleep with someone in such a bed.

"No? She has her own room, with a bed just as big as this."

"That's crazy! I'm sure we could all fit in this one bed to sleep in! I bet you could fit 6 people in this bed!" Gon still can't get over the bed and the fact it's just for Killua. "Isn't it lonely sleeping in such a big bed?"

Killua stares at him with this look he doesn't understand. He raises his eyebrow slowly. "Why the hell would I be lonely? It would be weird to have someone sleep with me. Having a big bed like this lets me spread out."

"I use to sleep with a lot of people." Gon thinks about snuggling up to Mito most nights and then some nights snuggling up to some of the older werewolves to sleep. He rarely slept alone.

"Huh?" Killua gives him a strange look, those blue eyes flashing.

"I use to sleep with Mito a lot. We didn't even have a bed but if I had a bed this big, I would want to have someone to sleep with." Gon says with those innocent amber orbs locking with Killua's. The assassin licks his lips before shifting.

"I don't want to sleep with anyone. I use to sleep with Alluka but now that we're older we don't. I don't want anyone in my bed when I'm sleeping..." Killua keeps looking at Gon though, those blue eyes lost in thought.

"I understand what you're saying Gon. It can feel kind of lonely at night in such a big bed. It makes you feel like there should be some else there." Alluka smiles to herself before closing her eyes. "You two should take your bath and get cleaned up. I told Canary to make us some ham for dinner. It should be done soon."

"Bathe now?" Killua's eyes widen and his face gets red.

"Sounds good!" Gon cheers before he grabs Killua's hand, those amber eyes so bright. "Where's your tub? This is going to be so much fun Killua! I promise you'll have a good time!"

Killua just stares at him, his eyebrow twitching slightly but his face has gotten redder.

"D-Don't say that about taking a bath together! It sounds wrong!" Killua snarls.

"The bathroom is in that room. Be gentle with my brother now Gon~" Alluka winks, getting Killua to sputter.

"W-What the hell are you-"

"Yay! Bath time!" Gon squeals as he pulls Killua along before the other male can freak out about what Alluka said. "I'll be gentle Alluka! I'll make sure he's all clean!" Gon grins, those amber eyes so bright as he drags Killua into the bathroom with him. Once they're gone, Alluka holds her stomach and starts to laugh, not able to deal with Gon's innocence or her brother's horrified look.

Gon is just ecstatic to take a bath with Killua and share this moment with him. Alluka is just ecstatic that her brother is taking a bath with the other male. Alluka's smile couldn't be any more sly, her smile almost as cat like as her brother's.

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"I can't believe this shit is really happening." Killua's eyebrow twitches as Gon closes the door behind him, the two males are now alone in the bathroom, about to take a bath. Killua feels too warm and it makes him feel faint. He's never been so angry at his sister, why did she have to go and say something like that? And of course Gon is as clueless as ever but...it got images in his head. Images of Gon being 'Gentle' with him...of Gon touching him and looking at him with those amber eyes...

Killua shakes his head, refocusing on the task at hand. He has to survive taking a bath with this idiot. Killua swallows when he notices Gon has already taken off his pants and is bending over the bath to turn on the water, fiddling with the knob to get the right temperature, humming to himself like he's the happiest fucking person in the world about to take a bath with another man.

Killua can't stop watching Gon and he feels his mouth go dry. Damn...Gon's ass should be illegal. Killua can't stop staring. Gon's ass is plump and tan and it looks so smooth and soft. Females should have a button like this, not Gon, not a man. And his ass shouldn't make his body react but it does.

Killua feels his fingers twitch, he wants to touch the young boy, wants to feel his warmth and cup his cheeks, feeling that ass that Killua has been watching all day, not able to help it.

"Ne Killua are you hungry or something?" Gon glances back suddenly, catching the assassin staring at him. Killua tries not to let it show but inside he had a mini panic attack.

"Hm? No why?" Killua raises his eyebrow but his heart is beating too fast when Gon turns, showing his front. Killua wants to look and that fact makes him want to punch himself in the face. He has issues.

"You just had this hungry look in your eyes." Gon chuckles. "I'm feeling hungry too but first we have to bathe! Then we'll eat! So take off those clothes Killua! You can't bathe with clothes on." Gon giggles, his nose crinkling up like it does and all Killua can't think about is...

Cute. He's cute.

"Right..." Killua is trying to keep himself composed but the more this goes on, the more nervous he feels. He hasn't bathed with someone since when he was younger and that was with Alluka. This isn't family. This is Gon. His first friend. The man of light. The guy who can make Killua laugh and makes him feel all these emotions...the boy that Killua thinks is cute.

Killua cruses himself out in his head as he shakes slightly as he starts to unbutton his pants. This is nothing, just taking a bath with another guy. No big deal. Killua glances up only to tense when he sees Gon watching him intently, those amber eyes so innocent and... Killua swallows. Who the fuck is he kidding? This is a huge deal. This is intimate. He shouldn't be taking a bath with another man. He shouldn't be taking a bath with Gon and he shouldn't be feeling this way.

But he lost the race...And this is what Gon chose. Killua can't back out of it. Or that's what he tells himself, the excuse he makes as he closes his eyes and pulls down his pants, taking his boxers with him.

"Wow! Killua's body is amazing." Killua's eyes snap open only to find Gon staring at him shamelessly. He's looking at his..his...junk!

"W-What the hell, don't stare!" Killua grabs a towel and throws it at Gon's face, feeling his heart beating way too fast. His body got warm when he saw Gon was staring at him...and he got a little hard. He really needs to just get into this water. "Weirdo! Don't call another guy's body amazing!" Killua grabs his pants to cover himself as he sides steps to the water, trying to make a break for it.

"But your body is amazing! Killua is really muscular and your skin is so white like the moon's light and you glow, and your reproductive organ is big!" Gon says this with no difficulty, those eyes so bright, full of admiration. Killua is frozen by those eyes and those words. He feels something turn inside him and he breathes out a shaky breath.

"Don't call it a reproductive organ, that's just strange." Killua starts off, and he can't believe that's what he is saying is strange after everything Gon just said.

"What else should I call it? That's what we call it back at my old home." Gon blinks, tilting his head.

"I don't know, call it a penis or dick or something." Killua huffs, his mind still racing. Why is he concerned about what he calls his stuff? He should be concerned Gon just called him 'big'! The other male just called him big- and of course, Killua feels happy about it. Like that makes sense. Killua feels good from the other male's complements of his body and he feels warm.

This is insane. He should be freaked out right now. But he's not. No and in the back of his mind, Killua knows he doesn't mind Gon looking at him.

"Dick?" Gon tilts his head, his eyes shinning with curiosity. "I didn't know they were also called dicks-"

"Alright!" Killua glares at Gon, his face getting so red from hearing such a dirty word escape those pure lips. Killua is feeling hot now, hotter than before, and it's getting to his head. "Lets get in." Killua starts pushing Gon, his ears and tail coming out. "Why were you looking at my stuff anyway?" Killua grumbles, not understanding why he can't just let it go.

"Because I wanted to see all of Killua." Gon beams over at Killua, saying it like it's not strange, like it's the most obvious answer. Killua feels his heart swell and he feels like...

Throwing Gon against the bathroom floor and biting his delicious ear.

"I feel like we've gotten even closer because of it." Gon smiles.

"You don't have to get naked to get close to someone." Killua swallows thickly. "How many people have you done this with?" Killua can't help to ask as Gon gets into the bath slowly, sighing as the heat engulfs him. Killua can't help to watch as Gon's face gets flushed from the heat and a pleasurable expression on his face.

"Hmm..." Gon closes his eyes thinking as Killua gets in the bath with him, Killua letting the heat engulf him and to hide his slowly erecting manhood. He keeps his distance from Gon, as far as he can be away in this tub. It feels strange being in this small space with the other male. "I've bathed with everyone at my old home... but you're the first one I've bathed with here."

"Don't bathe with anyone else." The words leave Killua's mouth before he can stop them. Gon looks up at him from such a low voice. Killua flinches but he doesn't back down.

"Like we told you, it's strange to take a bath with someone here if you're not mates so...it's okay if you take a bath with me but-" Killua fumbles over his words, his heart beating too fast. What is he trying to say?

"So does that mean we can bathe together again?" Gon's eyes light up.

"H-Huh?" Killua backs up from that bright look. He feels himself melt in it. "Well I don't know- if you want- I mean I don't really care- just whatever!" Killua has never felt so embarrassed.

"Yay! More fun bath times to come!" Gon starts to move closer and Killua knows what he's going to do.

"Don't you dare hug me! I'm drawing the line!" Killua sputters, using his feet to keep Gon away from him. "We are not going to hug naked!"

"Aw okay." Gon smiles all the same. "Now it's time to wash our hair! I'll get yours first and then you can get mine! Turn around Killua." Gon grabs Killua's expensive shampoo.

"I can wash my own hair-" Killua starts to protest.

"You can't wash your hair! It's funner when some else does it and it feels good! Trust me! This is a part of bath time! And you lost Killua." Gon teases, getting Killua to glare at him.

"Cheeky bastard." Killua grumbles as he turns so his back is facing Gon, his ears twitch as they move around, his body on high alert from having Gon behind him.

"Don't say that. You'll like this! It's one of the best parts of bath time!" Gon reassures as he cups some of the warm water in his hands before pouring it over Killua's head. He keeps doing this in till Killua's hair is all wet and sticking to his cheek. Killua keeps himself still as he hears Gon squirt the shampoo into his hand, lathering it between his fingers. Killua's tail switches in the water and his ears twitch from having water poured on them. Gon's fingers are suddenly in Killua's hair, scrubbing and rubbing the shampoo into his scalp.

Killua stiffens only to relax soon after, Gon's fingers working wonders. Killua leans back, sighing, his ears pressing against his head as Gon continues to scrub the shampoo all in his hair, his nails brushing against his scalp. It feels good. Killua feels his muscles go lax.

"Feel good?" Gon hums, getting Killua's ear to twitch.

"A little bit." Killua mumbles but his cheeks have tinged red from his blush. Killua closes his eyes when Gon starts to scrub around his ears. Killua feels embarrassed when he starts to purr, not able to help it, his tail wrapping around Gon's leg underwater without him meaning to.

"I told you it was nice." Gon chuckles lightly, still working his magic. Killua keeps his eyes closed and lets himself get lost in it, forgetting that he should be on high alert and that Gon could turn on him at any moment...He gets lost in Gon's warmth and his fingers. And it feels...

"This feels nice." Killua breathes out, still purring.

"Right?" Gon starts to bounce. "Okay! Now I'm going to rinse you off and you can clean my hair." Gon starts to cup water to rinse out the shampoo. Killua's ear twitches, angry that Gon has stopped with his great finger work,his ears snapping back up.

"Couldn't you have done it a little more?" Killua groans but he turns around when Gon moves to turn his back to him. Killua's eyes narrow. Killua could snap his neck right now but Gon is trusting him...He's naked and vulnerable. Killua could do anything he wanted to him.

The assassin gets those thoughts out of his head as he gets some shampoo and starts to rub it into Gon's spiky black hair-

"Try to be a little more gentle." Gon offers when Killua scratches a bit too hard. Killua calms down and does just that. Gentle. He rubs Gon's hair just like he was doing to Killua, being mindful of his pressure. When Gon starts to sigh and lean into his touch, Killua's heart skips. He wants to make Gon feel even better. Killua continues to work on this new thing called 'being gentle', trying to get more sounds from Gon. The other male groans from the pleasure and Killua just wants to make him groan more.

"Good?" Killua swallows, his cheeks staying flushed.

"Mmhmm. Really good." Gon smiles, leaning back.

"It kind of sucks you can't let loose. The bath is too small for you to be a centaur in it." Killua hums to himself as he continues to scrub Gon's hair.

"That's okay." Gon waves his hand. "I like this." Gon giggles. "Killua your tail is tickling me."

"S-Sorry." Killua unwraps his tail from Gon's leg, cursing inwardly for his body part moving on its own. "So..." Killua clears his voice. "When am I going to be able to see you in your true form. I've always wanted to see a centaur." Killua grins over at Gon, only to notice the boy's shoulders tense up. Killua's teasing look turns into a probing one.

"It's something I like to keep to myself..." Gon shifts but Killua doesn't stop rubbing his scalp. "It takes a lot to hide my centaur body away...I only let it out when I sleep."

"What's the harm in showing me?" Killua narrows his eyes when Gon looks nervous. "I thought we were friends. You've seen my true form-"

"Not really. All I've seen is your ears and tail." Gon corrects.

"...I suppose that's true." Killua thinks for a moment. "Why are you nervous about showing me what you are?" He presses. He doesn't like thinking Gon is trying to hide something from him.

"...I don't know if you would accept me." Gon's voice is so quiet. This confession surprises Killua, it surprises him enough that he stops rubbing and his eyes widen. Killua can't help to look at Gon's amber orbs that have dulled, and the slight frown on his lips. Killua doesn't like it. Not one bit.

"What the hell is that about? I already accept you for the weirdo you are, I'm not going to change my opinion over you once you turn into a centaur. I mean, centaurs are pretty graceful creatures so I heard. I'm sure Alluka would like to see you."

"Yeah...centaurs are." Gon lifted up a bit only to sink back down by the end of Killua's speech. Why is he still looking like that?

"What's this? Is Gon actually self conscious?" Killua starts to tease the other male, not sure what else to do. He doesn't know the first thing about making a friend feel better. He doesn't even understand why he wants to make him feel better.

"Don't make fun of me Killua." Gon glares back at Killua only for the other male to pour water on his hair.

"It's hard not to when you start making that face." Killua pulls on Gon's cheek. "Stop being so lame-"

"I'm not." Gon huffs as he grabs some soap before washing himself. "You make me angry sometimes Killua." There's a sharpness to Gon's tone that shocks Killua.

Killua won't ever admit the slight sinking of his heart he feels. He freezes up, his eyes widening only for a glare to be put on his face, his teeth baring. The only way he knows how to react to hurt is by anger.

"Yeah? Well you piss me off all the time." Killua snarls.

"You make me angry but...I just worry about what you think of me." Gon glances back at Killua, getting the glare to wipe off his face. "I'll show you my true form some day Killua, when I've proven myself."

"...What are you talking about?" Killua sighs, calming down. Once the anger is gone from Gon's voice. "Why do you care so much about what I think?"

"Because you're Killua!" Gon smiles, getting Killua's breathing to hitch at such a look. He said it once again like it was the most obvious answer ever. "Can you wash my back?"

"...Sure." Killua gets some soap and starts to rub it into Gon's back, being more gentle than before. He calms down soon after and it's like this is the most normal thing ever. After Killua is done, Gon washes his back, Killua letting himself get lost in the other male's nails raking down his back. Gon starts to chat about this and that, and Killua just listens, relaxing in this tub with another man. It really is strange. Killua tries not to think about how smooth Gon's back was when he washed it or how warm he is or how much he wanted to lick the flesh of his back.

"I don't care that you're a centaur you know?" Killua mumbles once they're all washed up and the two boys are just soaking in the bath tub. Gon looks over at him and Killua doesn't get the look. "I want to see it. Your true form, I mean." Killua licks his lips, feeling as if he's getting into tense territory when Gon looks away from him. Killua feels curious and a little impatient at the same time. The fact Gon is making a big deal out of this makes Killua want to see him more.

"I want to see your true form too." Gon looks over at Killua, those amber eyes determined.

"I only turn to kill." Killua's eyes get dark, his pupils getting long. "I haven't turned in...hell years. I'd probably end up killing you. Turning is a hassle." Killua locks eyes with Gon.

"Turning is a hassle for me too." Gon gives him a firm look. It pisses Killua off.

"I'm sure it's not that much of a hassle." Killua's eye twitches.

"How would you know Killua?" Gon challenges back.

"You're just a centaur." Killua's eyes narrow. "It can't be that bad-"

"Well I'm not turning if you're not turning." Gon waves Killua off as he stands up in the tub. Killua stops himself from looking at the other male's body and instead stands up, gripping his fist.

" Do you have a death wish? I just told you I don't turn unless I'm serious-"

"I don't turn unless I'm serious either." Gon gets out of the tub, reaching for a towel. Killua gets out and grabs a towel, drying himself. It's strange. This bath has been both relaxing and tense at the same time.

"Ugh you're so annoying." Killua groans, wrapping the towel around his waist.

"Oh yeah? At least I'm nicer than you."

"Ohh that hurts Gon, you got me good."

"That's why you lost Killua-"

"You want to go there huh?" Killua and Gon get in each other's faces, glaring at each other. Killua blinks when Gon's glare leaves him, Killua's leaving at the same time.

"Oh yeah! How was the bath? Nice right?" Gon grins. "You were purring a lot-"

"Don't tell anyone about that." Killua growls, grabbing Gon by the throat but the other boy keeps grinning ear to ear. "Don't tell anyone we took a bath together either."

"I won't, I won't." Gon chuckles as Killua lets him go. "But we should bathe together again. I like hearing you purr. I like making you feel good-"

"You know how weird that sounds right?" Killua flushes, his heart beating rapidly in his chest as dirty thoughts start to flood his mind. If Gon likes making him feel good then he can use that pretty little mouth and-

"Why does it sound weird? It's the truth." Gon smiles, those amber eyes bright again.

"A guy doesn't say they like to make another guy feel good around here alright? What if I said I liked making you feel good? Huh? Wouldn't you think that's strange?"

"No. It would make me happy." Gon chuckles, his nose crinkling up in that way and Killua feels his expression soften, his chest feeling warm.

"You're cute-" Killua chokes as soon as the words leave his mouth. He coughs violently, hitting his chest. His face flaring up like someone set him on fire.

"You're cute as well Killua!" Gon smiles so brightly, grabbing Killua's hand, making his eyes widen and his heart skip. "Really cute-"

"I'm not cute!" Killua shouts, but it's more of a weak squeak as the half naked boy starts to pull him out of the bathroom.

"I'm happy Killua thinks I'm cute." Gon smiles back at Killua, making his heart do that damn thing again. Gon sniffs the air, his eyes widening. "The food is done! Killua I smell the ham! I smell the meat!" Gon's sniffs frantic, his mouth watering. "Lets go!" Gon starts to run out of the bathroom, pulling Killua along with a death grip. "It smells so good!"

"What the hell! Calm down! Let go of me!" Killua tries to stop the other man by baring his weight down but it's like Gon became the strongest man on earth. Or maybe it's because Killua is still dizzy from the heat and from just taking at bath with Gon and from being naked with him in the tub and washing him and-

Killua's eyes widen in horror when Gon pulls him out of his room and pulls him down the hallway...The two boys running in nothing but their towels. The butlers look at the two in surprise as Gon continues to drag Killua, his tongue hanging out.

"It ...smells...so...good!" Gon shouts, as if he's in some meat induced hypnosis and nothing Killua can say will stop him.

"Gon! Stop! Let go!" Killua's ears heat up in embarrassment. He doesn't even know why he bothers anymore. He knew as soon as he heard Gon's voice he was going to be a trouble maker. Hell he knew he was going to be a trouble maker when he sent him that naked picture. If he knew that Gon would make him take a bath with him and then drag him across his mansion in only a towel in front of all his servants, Killua would have ripped off his head before all this ever happened.

That's what Killua tells himself anyway.

Killua wishes he could die when Gon pulls him into the kitchen, just as Canary is putting the large pan down that has the ham on the table. To Killua's horror, Gotoh is also here, standing by the table, listening to Alluka. When they bust in, everyone looks at them. Canary flushes slightly and looks down at the ham. Which is understandable. Killua's never walked around in his towel, let alone have another guy in a towel holding his hand in front of his servants.

Alluka is practically bouncing her seat when she sees the two. "How was the bath you guys?"

"Sis!" Killua shouts in disbelief, If Canary's and Gotoh's eyebrows weren't high before, they're shot up now.

"It was great! Killua had fun! He was purring and-"

"I told you not to tell anyone!" Killua hits Gon over the head as hard as he can. He feels a little guilty when the boy falls straight on his face, Killua's hit strong enough to break right through cement. Killua lets go of Gon's hand, breathing heavily out of his nose. He glares up at his sister and the butlers, daring them to say anything about him taking a bath with Gon or his purring.

Alluka starts to whistle, looking away from her brother, knowing not to say anything about him attacking Gon or about the bath. She knows her brother and when the line is drawn.

"Canary we are taking the ham upstairs to eat. Bring us all sodas. Come on Alluka." Killua grabs Gon by the arm before throwing the boy over his shoulder. Ignoring the fact that Gon's ass is next to his face as he turns and starts to march out of the room. Alluka walks out with them, keeping speed with her brother. She covers her face to hide her curiosity. She really wanted to learn more about their bath.

Killua ignores the stares he knows he's getting from his two butlers, the two he's closest with. The look of confusion and shock was evident. Thanks to Gon, he'll have a lot to explain. Hell, he doesn't even know if he can explain it. Killua stops before turning back to see Canary and Gotoh are following after them with the food. Killua's expression gets dark.

"This doesn't leave here got it? If word gets to mother I will kill you."

They nod, not saying a word. They know not to.

Killua carries Gon back to his room, hoping he didn't hit him too hard. He wouldn't want him passed out the whole day- Gon starts to groan, moving, starting to wiggle in his hold. Killua's eye brow raises, maybe he never knocked him out. Only hurt him badly to make him lay on the floor.

"Killua why did you do that?" Gon glares as he gets out of Killua's hold just as they get into his room. Gon's anger is replaced by hunger when Canary places the ham down on Killua's table. He takes a deep breath before he glares back at Killua. "You almost made me pass out..." Gon looks a bit fearful for a moment.

"Yeah well I told you not to tell anyone." Killua snarls, the butlers leaving without him having to tell them to.

"But it's Alluka." Gon pouts. "I wanted to tell her all about it."

"Yeah brother it's okay if he tells me. We're friends." Alluka walks next to Gon, hugging his arm.

"If it was just Alluka that would be one thing but you said that in front of my butlers as well! You embarrassed the living hell out of me! Now the whole mansion will think I'm gay and that we're a thing and we are certainly not! I would never want you." Killua's voice is dark and low. Harsh.

Alluka glares at her brother, looking annoyed before she looks over at Gon who is only blinking at the other male, seeming confused.

Alluka whispers something in Gon's ear which only makes him more angry.

"You have something you want to say sis?" Killua keeps his voice in check when addressing his sister.

"Nope. Nothing at all." Alluka hums, pulling away from Gon who seems to be thinking really hard now. "Hey Gon do you want to see the clothing I made for you? You can put them on since you're not wearing anything else." Alluka chuckles lightly, completely ignoring Killua. Killua feels...small. Maybe he shouldn't have freaked out on Gon and snap but he really hates feeling like this. When he realized that his butlers might think he has a thing for Gon he just... Something buzzed in his head and he freaked out. He could have really hurt Gon by hitting him like that In the back of the head. He could have made him go blind. Realization falls over Killua and he calms completely, a feeling in his chest he's grown to hate...guilt.

"Sure that sounds great!" Gon's eyes brighten back up, and he jumps up on his toes only to wince and to rub the back of his head. He smiles right after.

Gon is strong.

"My room is right next to big brother's." Alluka grabs Gon's wrist and starts to pull him along.

"...I'll be right in there. I'm going to get dressed." Killua says lamely when his sister and Gon leave him in his room alone. Oh yeah. His sister is angry with him. Killua's ears flatten against his head as he walks over to his dresser and throws on something comfortable. He takes a deep breath, trying to recollect his thoughts.

Control your temper. Gon is just an idiot...You're the one who started purring. You're the one who lost yourself in his touch. Don't freak out. Killua feels like running over to the other male and inspecting the back of his head. He really didn't hold back...he told Gon not to tell anyone...But why is he freaking out so much? If he knows he's not with Gon then why does he feel like he's been caught in some dark secret?

Killua really needs to get a hold of himself. He can't let Gon's body tempt him. He can't let these weird feelings take him over.

Gon is his friend. That's it. That's all he will ever be.

Yes, that's right. That's all he will ever be.

Killua will ignore what ever feeling that makes his stomach sink, and ignore how his eyes shift down and his shoulders slump.

He'll ignore it all.

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"Killua's really angry with me isn't he?" Gon frowns as he sits on Alluka's floor, waiting for her to come out with the clothes she made him. Gon fiddles with his fingers, still feeling the sting of Killua's blow to the back of his head. That was really close.

Gon wasn't expecting the strike and it took all his will power not to pass out. His ears were ringing and the room was spinning. All he could do was just lay there and try to reorient himself. If Gon would have let himself pass out he would have been exposed. His ears and tail would have come out. He almost ruined everything. "I just got really excited when I saw you Alluka and I wanted to tell you about what happened. I was just really happy that Killua enjoyed the bath...because if he purred that means he really liked it right?"

"Yes it does. Don't mind my brother Gon. He can be really stubborn." Alluka sighs as she continues to move things around in the closet. "He gets embarrassed easily and I can tell you I bet he just doesn't want anyone to know he had a good time with you in the bath. If he purred Gon, that means he really liked it. Brother doesn't purr. It takes a lot to make him do that."

"So...Killua had a lot of fun with me in the bath?" Gon brightens up, his chest swelling when he thinks that he was able to make Killua purr, something hard to do. He made Killua feel good. And Gon likes that.

"Yes, he did. If anything Gon, I was expecting you to be more angry. Brother hit you really hard..."

"That's okay. I kind of deserved it. I did tell him I wouldn't tell anyone. I just got excited when I saw you. I like telling you things Alluka."

"I'm glad." Gon can hear the smile in her voice. "Don't ever be afraid to tell me things Gon. But maybe next time tell me when brother isn't around okay? That way brother won't freak out. I like hearing about my brother being happy too."

Gon smiles to himself, rocking back and forth on the ground. "You're a really good sister Alluka. You know so much about Killua and I know you're looking out for him just like he's looking out for you." Gon picks at his feet before looking towards the closet. "I'm glad I got to know you two."

"...I'm really glad I got to know you Gon. You've made me...happy. My first friend." Alluka's voice gets soft before she comes out of the closet, holding a pile of green clothes. She smiles and those blue eyes are bright. "I hope you like these Gon. I made them as non-itchy as I could!" She chuckles when Gon's eyes light up and he jumps up, running over to her.

"Wow!" Gon touches the fabric, his eyes widening at how soft it feels. Gon sniffs it and rubs his face against the fabric before he smiles at Alluka with big eyes. "I love them!"

"Try them on." Alluka giggles at how sparkly Gon's eyes have gotten. Her chest feeling tight as Gon puts on the black shirt first, sighing in contentment as the soft fabric hugs his skin. Alluka looks away quickly when Gon drops the towel and puts on the green pants she made. Once she's sure he put it on, she turns around to see Gon putting on the last item, a green jacket. Alluka whistles, her eyes looking so bright. "It looks great on you Gon! What do you think?" Alluka is buzzing she's so excited as she pushes Gon over to a mirror.

Gon blinks at himself, taking in the clothes Alluka made for him. Gon can't help to smile soon after. He looks good. The black shirt clings to his frame, showing off his muscles and the green pants are fitting to his skin but they don't feel tight to him. "You're amazing Alluka! I love them! They feel so soft and i'm not going to itch and they look so good!" Gon hugs Alluka, feeling like barking, knowing his tail would be wagging a mile a minute. "How did you make this?"

"I've had a lot of practice." Alluka flushes in her friends hold but she embraces the boy all the same, smiling to herself. "I'm really glad you like them. I was worried for a little bit that it may have been too small for you but it fits perfectly!"

"It really does!" Gon starts to hop with Alluka, chuckling. "It feels so nice! No more itchy clothes! Alluka has the best clothes ever!"

"Gon stop it." Alluka giggles, jumping with him all the same, flushing from his compliments and his excitement.

"What are you two all laughing about?" Gon whips his head over to see Killua walk into the room. He's completely dressed now, in a white shirt and some black sweat pants. He's holding a couple of plates of food and he has a brush hanging out of his pocket. His expression is indifferent as he takes the two in.

"Look Killua! Look at the clothes Alluka made me! Isn't it amazing?" Gon beams, jumping over towards Killua, doing a twirl to show off all the sides of the clothes.

Killua's eyes widen slightly before he nods slowly. "you really out done yourself sis. You put a lot of work into this." Killua glances slowly at his sister before placing down the plates of food.

"I did. I wanted Gon to have nice clothes."

"Yay food!" Gon cheers, grabbing on the plates and sitting down on Alluka's floor. Alluka grabs a plate and sits next to Gon, Killua doing the same. All three sitting on the floor. Gon starts to stuff his face, moaning when he taste the nice juicy slices of ham. It's like he's in heaven.

"I'm going to get us some movies to watch." Alluka chuckles at Gon's face when he tasted the ham. She stands up and walks out of the room. "I'll be right back."

Gon nods towards her, his mouth full of food. He swallows down the large amount before going to grab another slice of ham-

Gon stops his movements when he feels Killua has moved. Now the other male is sitting right behind him, his legs spread so Gon is sitting between his legs. "I'm going to brush your hair. If we're gong to groom each other, you shouldn't forget about taking care of the hair." Killua says with no emotion as he takes the brush from his pocket and starts to brush Gon's hair. The young werewolf doesn't mind. Not at all. The facet Killua is doing this means he's not super mad at him.

Gon sighs, leaning back into the nice feel of the brush, forgetting about his food momentarily. "I forgot about brushing our hair...I was so focused on getting this ham." Gon chuckles. Gon's eyes widen slightly when Killua suddenly pushes Gon's head forward, exposing the back of his neck. Killua digs through the hair on the back of Gon's head, trying to look at his scalp. Killua gently touches the area where he hit, Getting Gon to wince.

"...Does it hurt badly?" Killua's voice sounds low.

"No. It's okay." Gon smiles to reassure his friend even though he knows the other male can't see his face right now. Killua stares at it for a long moment before he does something that surprises Gon. He leans down and licks his wound. It's such a soft lick, an apologetic lick. Gon glances back at Killua, his heart swelling from the show of affection. Killua on the other hand looks confused and horrified, those blue eyes won't meet his gaze. "I forgive you." Gon smiles, getting Killua to look over at him. "And I'm sorry I told your sister but I was just so happy that you were purring because...that meant you had a lot of fun with me right?"

Killua's eyes slowly light back up, his cheeks flushing. "It was alright." Killua hides his face in Gon's black locks, his fingers twitching.

Gon really wants to lick Killua back, so he does. Gon leans his head back and licks the boy's cheek, just as softly as the assassin licked his wound. Gon grins at Killua when he flinches, those blue eyes getting a shade darker. "There. Now we're even."

Killua's white ears twitch on the top of his head and his hands grab Gon's shoulders, pulling the other male so Gon's back is pressed against Killua's chest. Gon can't help to giggle when Killua licks up the shell of his ear, Killua's tail wrapping around his leg once again. Gon doesn't find it strange. He's just happy Killua is showing him affection.

"You make me crazy you know?" Killua's hot breath is felt against Gon's ear. The raven haired male can't help to shiver at the tone. So dark and dangerous. Gon doesn't feel like Killua's angry but his breathing is uneven and he's hugging him tightly from behind. A little too tight. Gon is starting to feel hot again and Killua's breathing in his ear is making him feel uncomfortable.

"What did I do?" Gon wiggles in the other man's hold, trying to get away from this warmness that is starting to engulf him and make his heart beat faster. Killua growls, his ears pointing back, and his grip tightens on him to the point Gon can't move anymore. Gon looks back at Killua only to tense when he sees how dark those blue eyes are. His pupils are so constricted and his canines are showing. Gon can't decide if Killua's angry or something else.

Gon's voice has left him from such an intense stare and from how his stomach feels like there's butterflies in it and his heart is beating so fast as if he ran a long time but he hasn't ran. Killua is making him feel strange. So Gon does the only thing he knows to do when he thinks someone is angry with him.

Gon nuzzles Killua's head, closing his eyes and rubbing his forehead against the other male. He use to do this with Mito when he had upset her to make her calm down or to forgive him. Gon's not sure if it will work with Killua but it's worth a shot.

Killua goes sniff from Gon nuzzling him but after awhile, his grip around Gon loosens and his ears go back to standing up. His tail unwraps from his leg and starts to move about and if Gon's not mistaken, he' swears he just heard the other male purr-

Killua's ears suddenly twitch and in a blink of an eye Killua is away from Gon, sitting next to him, eating his food like nothing happened. Before Gon can even say anything, Alluka walks back into the room. Gon had heard her coming too but he doesn't understand why Killua had to move away from him. Gon frowns, feeling a bit cold from the lost of Killua's warmth but when he looks over at Killua to say something, the other male gives him a death glare.

"I found us a scary movie to watch! I've always wanted to watch movies with my friends and-" Alluka comes in with a rectangle in her hand, only to frown when she sees Killua glaring at Gon. "You're not fighting again are you? Big brother if you're bothering Gon i'm gong to have to ask you to leave." Alluka puts her foot down, giving Killua a firm look when Killua whips his head over, his eyes widen in surprise.

"No! Killua's fine!" Gon speaks up quickly, waving his hands to emphasize this. "You said you have a scary movie for us to watch?" Gon smiles at Alluka.

"...Yeah." Alluka looks at Gon for a moment, studying his expression before she smiles again. "We can watch this and then I can show you guys how to make potions! Oh and don't be shy Gon, if you want more food, just let us know. We'll get the butlers to make some more." Alluka beams as she puts the movie into the DVD player before she skips over and sits next to Gon.

"Don't tell him that sis, he'll eat the whole house up." Killua grunts, calming down when he realizes Gon's not going to make him leave and that he's not going to say anything about Killua being on him just a moment ago.

"Haha Killua, I couldn't eat your house. That's stupid." Gon chuckles at his friend, getting his eye to twitch.

"You're the stupid one! It's an expression. What I'm trying to say is your a pig and you're going to eat all our food!"

"Hey! I'm not going to eat all your food! And I'm not a pig, I just have a good appetite." Gon pouts. "I think you're just jealous of how much I can eat!"

"Jealous? Ha! If I wanted to, I could out eat you any day-"

"Is that a challenge?" Gon's eyes flash.

"Maybe it is." Killua grins, his eyes narrowing.

"Hey I have a challenge for you guys." Alluka smiles slyly. "I bet I'm going to be the first one to turn off the lights for the movie."

"I'll beat you both!" Gon cheers as he gets up and runs over to the light switch turning it off.

"I bet I'm going to be the first one to get us a blanket." Killua smirks when he sees Gon's eyes light up. The young werewolf grabs the blanket and brings it to them quickly, grinning.

"Ha! I beat you both!" Gon cheers as he sits down, feeling pleased with himself.

"Oh yes Gon you really have us beat." Killua rolls his eyes but he can't help to chuckle soon after.

"Is Killua being a sore loser again?" Gon teases. "It must be bad. First the race and now this-"

Alluka chuckles at the look on her brother's face and when he starts to choke the other male, who fights back with extra energy.

"Quit it you two! The movie is about to start." Alluka throws some of her chips at Killua who reluctantly lets Gon go, the young werewolf greedily breathing in air.

"Yay movie!" Gon cheers, throwing his hands in the air. Gon watches the large screen change with curiosity. There's people talking on the screen. He learned about movies on the plane ride here. They were playing a movie on the small TV on the plane and he got to ask the nice man next to him all about what it was and what it does. Gon wanted to be the guy's friend but as soon as the plane landed he took off running... "What's this movie about?" The one he saw had fishes in it. They talked too so that was something interesting. Talking fish. Who would think that?

"Watch and find out." Killua grunts, taking a bite out of his ham, watching the screen with disinterest. Gon does just that. He watches the movie intently, taking in the what the people are saying and doing. It's kind of hard to sit still though. Gon fiddles with his food empty plate, his feet starting to move restlessly. Killua raises an eyebrow, noticing the other male just can't seem to sit still. Killua opens his mouth to say something-

"Why is she going in there?" Gon frowns when this woman just walks into this old abandoned cabin in the woods. Gon has a bad feeling about it. It doesn't look safe and the music got weird when she walked in. "Why did the music change? Is she scared? Why-"

"Ugh! Shut up!" Killua pushes Gon slightly. "Just watch the movie and-"

"Who's that! Why's he wearing a mask? Is he going to hurt her- He just cut her! Run!" Gon crawls towards the TV, bouncing on his knees as he watches the girl run away from this man in mask with a knife. "Grab that pipe on the ground- Don't trip!"

"What are you doing woman!" Alluka starts to join in, yelling at the TV, moving closer to be next to Gon. "Stop bumping into trees and stop looking back."

"You too Alluka?" Killua sighs but he's gravitated towards Gon as well. "You know all these people in these movies are retarded. Look at that. She keeps tripping over her own feet."

"She's almost there guys! There's her car!" Gon grabs Alluka's and Killua's hand, waving them around in his excitement.

"Get that door open girl!" Alluka squeezes Gon's hand back.

"Seriously stop screaming and just get out of there." Killua grunts, his fingers twitching, his grip on Gon's hand getting a little firmer.

"She's in the car guys! She's going to get out-" Just as Gon is about to cheer, a long spear comes out of no where, going through the windshield and pierces the girl right through the chest. "No!" Gon gasps, his mouth open wide.

"Ohohoho not bad." Killua chuckles at the death, looking amused. "But if it was me, I would have been able to pierce her heart. This guy is an amateur."

"Why would they make a movie with people dying. She seemed nice too." Gon squeezes the Zoldycks hands, getting the two to look at him.

"Because everyone loves bloodshed." Killua's smile is cat like. "They love seeing people die in the worse way. It's a morbid curiosity I suppose."

"Don't worry though Gon. The girl didn't really die in real life. The movie is all an act. All that blood and stuff is fake and so was her death." Alluka reassures.

"Really?" Gon calms down and smiles. "So this is like a play!" Gon beams. "Back at my home, we use to have plays all the time! I never could get in one though. They said I was terrible at acting." Gon puffs out his cheeks at the thought.

"I bet. I couldn't even picture you in a play." Killua thinks about it for a moment before chuckling. "Think of this as a play were everyone dies in it."

"But it's fake." Alluka smiles.

"Okay." Gon smiles, watching the movie with more understanding now. Killua leans close, Gon can feel his breathing in his ear before he speaks and it makes Gon feel warm.

"I've killed more people in a single day compared to this movie." Killua smirks against Gon's ear.

"That's impressive." Gon turns his head and smiles over at Killua. Killua looks at him in surprise before he turns to watch the movie, his lips twitching in a frown, probably because he didn't get the reaction he was looking for.

The three watch the movie together, taking turns yelling at the screen when a person does something stupid in the movie. Maybe Killua doesn't notice or maybe he doesn't mind that Gon is still holding his hand. Alluka let go of his hand awhile ago but Killua is still holding his right hand, squeezing it every now and then. Killua's large hand fits right in with his and Gon can't help to feel happy with the contact.

Gon likes holding Killua's hand.

---

"We brought you into our home, and you blew up a part of it" Killua shakes his hair, still trying to get the black soot out of his white locks.

"Don't blame it all on me Killua! You're the one who added that gun powder to the potion!" Gon coughs, his lungs still filled with all that smoke that they caused.

"I thought it would have been cool! You're the one who added fire! You idiot!" Killua snaps back.

"It's both your faults!" Alluka looks between the two who are sitting next to each other in the car. "I told you what you should use and I leave for one minute to go to the bathroom and I come back to my whole room being covered in soot." Alluka sighs.

"I'm sorry Alluka." Gon fiddles with his fingers. "We got carried away."

"...Yeah." Killua sighs. "Don't worry, we'll get your room fixed up."

"I don't really care about my room." Alluka chuckles. "It was funny walking into your guys' faces. You were all covered, rolling around on the floor. You didn't have to start choking him brother."

"When it happened this guy had the gal to look at me with this stupid look and be like 'Killua what did you do?'" Killua mocks Gon's voice, glaring over at Gon. Gon glares back...but soon the raven haired male can't stop his laughing. He remembered Killua's face when he said that. He looked so shock only to look really pissed after. It was fun. Gon's just glad Alluka will be able to get her room fixed.

Killua glares for only a moment longer before he starts to chuckle. Soon all three of them are laughing.

"You have it all over your face." Killua snickers.

"You have it all in your hair." Gon chuckles, not moving away when Killua starts to wipe his cheek, getting the black soot off. Alluka watches the two before smiling to herself.

"I had a lot of fun today." Alluka's voice gets Gon and Killua to look at her. Her smile is soft. "You need to come over again soon Gon! And maybe you could stay the night!"

"That would be fun- Wait no." Gon stops himself, a feeling of panic. "I can't stay the night." He would have no way of hiding, it's too much to a risk of someone seeing him.

"Why not?" Killua raises his eyebrow. At first Killua looked like he was about to protest to the idea of Gon staying the night but now that Gon is saying he can't, he has switched gears.

"Because." Gon winches. He doesn't have a good excuse. He doesn't know what to say so that's all he says. Killua narrows his eyes at him.

"That's okay Gon. You don't have to stay the night." Alluka smiles reassuringly. "You can just come over to hang out! When do you want to come over again? Tomorrow is hot dog day so i'm sure Killua wants it just to be us so...how about Thursday?"

"Sure! Oh wait, no." Gon beams only to frown. Thursday he's meeting with Wing! He's training. "I can't Thursday."

"Why can't you?" Killua has that probing look again.

"I have plans." Gon fiddles with the jacket Alluka made him, it's hard to keep eye contact with Killua when his eyes are narrowing.

"What kind of plans?"

"Brother that's his business." Alluka frowns at her brother's pressing. "If your busy that's fine Gon! How about Friday-"

"I work Friday." Killua cuts in, that probing look still hasn't left.

"Saturday then?" Alluka tries.

"Yeah Saturday- NO!" Gon's eyes widen when he remembers that the full moon is going to be Saturday. He can't hang out with them Saturday! That would be the worst thing! Gon must of shown his panic because Killua's eyes have narrowed once again.

"What's with you? What's wrong with Saturday?"

"um...I have more plans." Gon's hands are sweaty. What is he suppose to say? He doesn't' like lying to Alluka and Killua, and the way Killua is looking at him like he knows Gon is lying is making him sweat more.

"Don't lie to me." Killua's voice gets low. "What could you possibility be doing? It's not working ,because you don't have the job yet so you don't even know when you would be working."

"I have things to do!" Gon tries to think about anything that he could have to do. Gon is really feeling worried. He's going to blow this. Gon can only think of one thing to say and he knows it will make the other male angry. "It's none of your business what I do, Killua."

Oh he didn't like that. The assassin's eyes widen slightly before they narrow and get dark. He growls. "Oh really-"

"Brother." Alluka warns, giving her brother a look. "It really isn't your business what he's doing...It's okay that he's busy." Alluka smile at Gon, Killua is still glaring at the other male like he wants to hurt him. "What about Sunday Gon?"

"Sunday is fine!" Gon brightens back up when there's finally a day he's alright.

"Great! Sunday you two can try to make the potion for class on Monday! Everything works out." Alluka sighs in relief when Killua seems to calm down a little at a date being set for Gon to come over again, but his shoulders are still tense.

"So you're a really busy guy are you Gon?" Killua raises his eyebrow, that probing look hasn't left.

"Yeah I'm pretty busy." that's not a lie. He is.

"That's interesting." Killua hums, smacking his tongue against his teeth. "Busy and touchy about what you're busy with. Hmm." Killua taps his finger to his chin. "But you're right. It's none of my business." Killua's voice is too sweet at the end, his lips curling.

"Brother..."

Gon is going to have to be careful with Killua. Gon's not sure but he doesn't like the smile on Killua's face. Gon feels bad. Killua and Alluka are his friends. Maybe he can give them a little more information? "Thursday and Saturday I'm training." Gon sighs, giving in. Killua's eyes brighten up.

"Training for what?"

"Just getting stronger. The training with you was good but I need to be able to train all of me. I'm meeting with another centaur so they can train me. I want to be able to fight all my battles. I need more power." Gon's amber eyes get distant as he thinks.

"Why didn't you want to tell me?" Killua raises his eyebrow, his shoulders finally relax.

"I wanted to keep it a secret." Gon grins over at Killua, getting him to blink. "So when I'm finish for training I could really surprise you! But you made me feel bad and ruined it!"

"Where you guys training at?-"

"Secret." Gon teases, feeling more comfortable now that Killua has calmed down and that strange look has left his eyes. "I wouldn't want you peeking in-"

"Like I care that much about you to stalk you." Killua rolls his eyes. "You're such a narcissist."

"What's that?"

"Just get out of the car."

Gon blinks when he notices that the car has stopped right in front of his apartment. Gon smiles, before looking over at Alluka and Killua. "Good bye guys! I'll see you at school tomorrow! I had a lot of fun! I can't wait till we can do it again." Gon leans over and hugs Alluka.

"I had a lot of fun too Gon! Take good care of those clothes now!" Alluka relaxes in Gon's warmth before Gon lets go of her.

"I will! Bye Killua!" Gon hugs the other male before he can get away, smiling, his heart beating faster when Killua stiffens...but then he relaxes. He doesn't hug him back but his body is relaxed.

"See ya." Killua mumbles, pushing Gon off of him after awhile, his cheeks slightly pink. Gon grins before he gets out of the car, waving once more, noticing those icy blue eyes are staring at him intently.

Gon runs up to his apartment, using his key to open the door before running in, shutting and locking the door behind him.

That was really close. And Gon had to lie to Killua and Alluka again to make Killua less suspicious of him...

"Hello Gon." Gon blinks, before turning around. Kurapika is standing in the kitchen, folding some clothes. He smiles over at Gon, those gray eyes soft. "How was your day with Alluka and Killua?-what are you covered in?" Kurapika blinks.

"Kurapika!" Gon cheers when he sees his friend, running over to hug the other male. He nuzzles his head in Kurapika's chest. "It was so fun! And this is soot! Me and Killua accidentally made a potion explode when we were making one together. We raced and I won and I got to take a bath with Killua. And we ate ham and watched a scary movie which is really just a play with people dying. And I saw Killua's room and Alluka's room and there were butlers and-"

"Take a breather Gon." Kurapika can't help to chuckle at his over excited friend, wrapping his arms around him, his smile soft and amused. "It sounds like you had a really great time." Kurapika licks his finger before he wipes Gon's cheek, getting the soot off of him. He keeps licking his fingers and cleaning Gon's face till there's nothing on the tan boy's cheeks.

"I did! I'm going over there again Sunday!" Gon chuckles from his happiness and the fact Kurapika is cleaning him. It feels nice. Mito use to do the same thing.

"I'm glad." Kurapika smiles only to blink. "Wait, did you say you took a bath with Killua?"

"Yeah! It was a lot of fun! Killua really liked it too!-" Gon stops, covering his mouth. "opps Killua didn't want me to tell anyone..." Gon feels guilt twist his stomach. He just got so excited again-

"He didn't?" Kurapika raises his eyebrow, those gray eyes have a look similar to Killua's. "He didn't do anything to you during the bath did he?"

"No it was just grooming!" Gon smiles at Kurapika. "Maybe we could take a bath together some time!" Gon smiles brightly.

"Um..." Kurapika flushes. "I'm familiar with the centaurs bathing habits...but I'm not sure if I'm comfortable- even if it's just bathing." Kurapika keeps getting redder. "I'm surprised Killua took a bath with you." Kurapika's eyes get that look again.

"Well he lost a bet." Gon grins, feeling proud of himself. "I beat him at a race and I told him he would have to take a bath with me if he lost!"

"My, you beat Killua at a race? How did you do that?"

"He couldn't use that lighting thing."

"Oh I see. He couldn't use Godspeed. Still, beating him without that is impressive." Kurapika smiles, rubbing Gon's hair. "My day was pretty productive as well. I bought us some clothes and I was able to snack on a couple of animals today...But it was a risk leaving the apartment. I'm sure I wasn't spotted." Kurapika takes a deep breath. "But the Spiders are looking for me. Hisoka has been keeping me informed. He doesn't know I'm staying with you, so don't be alarmed. He will not be showing up here, at least not for me."

Gon nods, getting serious when he sees Kurapika's face. "When are we going to attack the Spiders?"

"...We'll talk more about that later." Kurapika smiles slightly at Gon. "You should probably get cleaned up and ready for bed. Do you need help with your homework?"

"Oh yes please! I think there's homework due tomorrow." Gon tries to think.

"There is." Kurapika chuckles. "I'll help you with that once you get cleaned up and then you can tell me more about your day with Killua and Alluka."

"Yay!" Gon cheers, running over to the bathroom to stop and look back at Kurapika. "I'll be right out." Gon walks into the bathroom and closes the door behind him, locking it. As he's taking off his clothes, his phone starts to go off. Gon smiles when he sees he has a message from Alluka...and Killua.

"Don't forget to do your homework Gon!" That was Alluka.

"I can't believe you blew up my sister's room." That was Killua.

Gon's eyes furrow and he texts Killua back first. "We blew up Alluka's room together." Gon sends the message before he lets his ears and tail come out. Gon sighs in relief, wagging his tail and twitching his ears. It's been a hard day for hiding what he is.

It was a really fun day but really tiring. He raced and trained with Killua and it's been a long day of keeping his ears and tail hidden. He's exhausted and he knows he won't be able to stay up much longer.

As Gon is bathing, he can hear his phone go off once more. Gon can't help to smile.

He likes talking to Killua too.

---

Killua walks out of his bathroom, drying his hair with a towel as he stares at his phone, a smile on his face that Killua doesn't even notice.

"You exhausted me with your training. I'm going to sleep good tonight!"

"You're going to feel it tomorrow. Trust me." Killua types back quickly before he drops his towel that's around his waist, walking over to his dresser naked. He puts on some boxers, finding that the smile is still on his lips when he thinks about Gon and the things they did. Killua doesn't think about why he's feeling like this or why he's still talking to Gon. Killua just had an urge to message him right after Gon left and they have been texting ever since. Killua can't deny the excited shock that goes threw him when he gets another message from Gon. It's quite pathetic. But right now Killua doesn't give a damn. He's having...fun.

"I feel it now." Says the next message Gon sends him. Killua grins to himself, flopping down on his bed, laying on his stomach as he sends Gon another message, his legs kicking against the bed.

"Was my training too much for you Gon?" Killua sends the message, already picturing Gon pouting when he reads it with that cute look of his-

Killua's smile twitches. "What the hell." He groans to himself, hitting his bed on the pillow. What is wrong with him? What is he? Some teenage girl who- Killua stops when he breathes in, his eyes widening and his ears on the top of his head twitching.

Gon. He smells Gon.

Killua breathes in deeper not able to help it, taking in that musky smell from when Gon laid in his bed all sweaty. Okay, this is weird. Stop it. But he can't. Killua keeps breathing in, closing his eyes as he grips his blanket. Killua's body is getting warm and his stomach tightens. His breathing becoming uneven, a soft blush covering his cheeks from the blood traveling to his face.

The more he smells Gon, the more he thinks about him as well. He thinks about how tight those jeans were on his ass and how they showed all the right curves of the young man. He thinks about how Gon was jumping around today, the way the fabric clung to his thighs. He thinks about when Gon's pants fell down and Killua could see the boy's tanned ass and how shaped it was.

He pictures the sweat that was falling down Gon's chest as he was lifting weights with Killua, how his muscles shifted and how the other man's breath would come out in short puffs, his cheeks flushed from the heat. He thinks about how Gon was in the bath with him, naked. Thinks about those rough hands on him and thinks about Gon's soft skin...those delicious abs and that tight ass...

Killua purrs, completely lost in what he's doing. He's surrounded by Gon, by his musky scent. Killua is trapped. He grips the bed tightly, his hands turning into claws as he starts to rub his now hardening arousal against the bed, making friction. Killua isn't thinking straight. He's not thinking about why he's turned on by Gon or that he's humping his bed. All he can think about is Gon, and how good this feels.

"Gon..." Killua moans as he tightens his grip on his bed sheets, grinding his hips against his mattress. More images are flooding his mind, new ones. He can't stop thinking about Gon's body and how he looked naked. He can't stop thinking about how soft his skin was...and how much he wanted to grab his ass. Killua pictures it, touching Gon's plump bottom, the younger boy's face flushed as Killua spreads those cheeks.

Killua growls into the pillow, his breathing uneven as he rubs even harder into the mattress, as if there's some invisible lover below him, being plowed into. He bites into the pillow, piecing the fabric as he thinks of himself biting into Gon's ear, claiming him as he continues to grope Gon's ass. Gon belongs to him.

Killua groans into the pillow, his thrusting becoming more ecstatic, sweat starting to fall down his cheek. Killua has never felt this good before. It's making him go crazy. He's forgotten where he is and that he is completely against what he's doing right now. Fantasizing about Gon. Pleasuring himself to Gon, another man.

"Shit." Killua curses when he pictures Gon crying out as Killua leaves marks all over his body, claiming it all for himself. Those abs, those thighs, his neck...but what tips Killua over the edge is when he thinks about those bright amber eyes, staring at him with lust before Gon leans in to kiss him.

"G-Gon!" Killua bites into the pillow as all the pleasure that was building up finally peaks, the tightness of his stomach uncoiling. Killua cums in his boxers, he moans and rides out his orgasm by grinding on the bed. Killua stills, panting as he tries to catch his breath, the fuzziness of his mind slowly fading away.

Killua's pleasured expression quickly changes to a look of horror once what he just did sets in. "Oh my fuck..." Killua gets up touching his boxers just to make sure this isn't some sick joke. But it's not. His boxers are soaked with his cum. He just came thinking about Gon. He just made him self cum by humping his fucking bed, smelling Gon's scent. Killua gets out of bed, his breathing uneven as he grips his hair and starts to walk back and forth, pacing.

That's not normal. It's really not normal. He just pleasured himself to Gon...and if felt so fucking good and that's why Killua is panicking. Killua has never done something like that before. Killua has been trained to control his sexual desires. Attraction and lust can get in the way of killing a target. Killua has watched so much porn that he would put a porn addict to shame but none of it really excited him. He jerked off a couple times for the hell of it but after watching so much porn it gets boring. Killua's never had the urge like he did then, it was a need. Killua couldn't control himself, he became animistic.

Killua showed weakness once again because of Gon.

"So what? This means I want to fuck him?" Killua mumbles to himself as he keeps pacing back and forth, his eyes shaking slightly. Killua can't want any more than that. Maybe he's just curious. He can't want him as a mate. He can't. It's wrong.

Maybe he's just horny. He's just been hanging out with Gon and it's not like he likes any girls in the school. Maybe it's just he needs to find someone to fuck. He's part demon after all, and a teenage boy. Maybe he should just hire a prostitute for a night. Once Killua has sex, maybe he'll calm down with Gon. He's just a horny teenage boy. That's the issue here. It's not that he wants Gon. It's not that he wants him as his mate.

Killua covers his face with his hands, groaning to himself. There's a part of him that wants to believe that, but there's another part that knows better. Killua has never lost himself like that before, and the things he thought about...it was all Gon. He didn't picture anyone else but him and it was kissing Gon that sent him over the edge...

Killua takes his soiled boxers off quickly, glancing over at the bed, frowning when he sees he's cut into the mattress with his claws...He even lost control of his body functions. That's really bad.

"Damn..." Killua's ears press against his head in shame, his tail twitching. Killua tenses when his phone goes off, and despite what just happened he quickly walks over to see who messaged him, a hope that it's the boy he just pleasured himself too. And surely enough, it is.

"Sorry I didn't text back for awhile. I was doing homework, I'm going to be the better student! And your training was not too much for me! I could do it again tomorrow!" Killua stares at the message, his fingers twitching. He wants to message the boy back but...can he really just talk to him after that? He needs to get his mind straight. Seriously.

"I'm going to bed. Night." Killua texts back before he throws his boxers to the side, turns off the lights and crawls into bed, curling up into a ball. How the hell is he going to look at Gon the same? When he sees him tomorrow at school...what if he thinks about the lewd images he pictured? Or the pleasure he felt thinking about his body as he was grinding into his mattress...

Killua cheeks get pink and he gets under the covers, his ears getting down on his head in shame. Killua takes a deep breath and he can' smell Gon again. Gon mixed with Killua's sweat and arousal. Killua jumps out of bed, ripping the covers and blankets off and throwing them on the floor. He doesn't need them to sleep. They need to be washed. Killua has to get rid of Gon's scent.

Killua lays back down in bed, staring at the ceiling blankly, trying his hardest to fall asleep and not think about Gon...But he can't.

Killua doesn't get any sleep.

---

"These clothes are really nice Gon. Alluka did a good job." Kurapika smiles over at the other male who is sitting naked on the floor, hugging his knees to his chest. Gon looks over at Kurapika and smiles. Kurapika is putting the clothes Alluka made him in the washer to be clean. Kurapika said the machine will take out all the black stains.

"I know! She's amazing." Gon beams, his eyes feeling half lidded. He yawns. "You're not angry about Killua ripping the clothes you gave me are you Kurapika?" When Killua had given him those baggy clothes, he took Kurapika's clothes from him after he got dressed and ripped them to hell. He couldn't say it wasn't his so Gon was kind of stuck.

"I was a little frustrated when you told me but those clothes were a bit small for you. We just didn't have anything else for you to wear at the moment."

"Killua said they were girl clothes. Why did you have girl's clothes Kurapika?" Gon tilts his head in curiosity.

Kurapika's flushes. "They were not girl's clothes! They were just tight on you but rest assured they were men's clothes." Kurapika fums slightly.

"Oh okay. I don't know much about human clothes. I didn't even know there was clothes for girls and boys."

"I see." Kurapika gets a thoughtful expression as he walks over to Gon, sitting in front of him, sitting on his knees. "I grew up with human clothes. The more we fit in, the more we could hunt with ease. When things were simple anyway." Kurapika's eyes get distant for a moment before he blinks. "But our clothes couldn't keep up with the humans so that's why they put charlie in that old fashion slash."

"I didn't know it was old fashion. I thought his clothes were cool! But it still amazed me, I didn't understand why he needed them."

"I suppose you didn't. Centaurs wouldn't have much need for clothing would they?" Kurapika smiles softly. "I use to have a slash similar to Charlie's."

"You did?!" Gon's eyes light up. "Where is it?"

"I lost it a long time ago." Kurapika's smile doesn't fall but those eyes get that distant look again. "I miss my old clothes though. Fashion has become distasteful through the years. At first it was confusing to get use to all the sizes and what was man's and what was female's so don't feel bad. And don't worry, I made sure to get you a bigger size in pants when I went shopping."

"Thanks again for getting me some extra clothes. I really didn't have much when I came here." Gon chuckles. " The idea of having to wear clothes was crazy enough but to have to wear different clothes every day...it seemed insane. But I've noticed that no one wears the same thing twice and clothing is needed to go outside...so much different from my home."

"Do you miss it?' Kurapika keeps his gray eyes locked on Gon, not looking lower, not letting his eyes roam even though the other male is before him, naked.

"Yeah I do. But I like here too. I like being here with you and Killua and Alluka. I just miss Mito and I definably miss not having to wear clothes." Gon smiles sheepishly.

"I bet." Kurapika smiles in amusement, those eyes softening. "I would really like to meet Mito. She sounds like a very lovely caregiver. I have to thank her for introducing you to 'my little blood sucker'."

"I would like for you to meet her too." Gon's eyes light up at the thought, completely forgetting in his excitement that...that can't happen. As long as Kurpaika thinks he's a centaur...Would Kurapika really not want to be friends with him? Would he not accept him either? Gon doesn't want to think about that. "I know Mito would like you. She always wanted to meet a vampire. Just like me."

"It's nice to know we weren't hated by everyone." Kurapika's eyes are still soft and his smile his fond as he reaches out and starts to run his fingers through Gon's hair, his touch nice and gentle. Gon leans into the touch, his heart swelling from his master showing him affection. It feels good. He likes just sitting here talking with Kurapika. The blonde is easy to talk to. "You look so tired Gon. Today has been a long day for you."

"It was!" Gon sighs happily as he crawls so he can lay his head in Kurapika's lap, getting comfortable, curling up into a ball on the floor. "But It was a lot of fun. Even though we got in trouble with Netero."

"Yeah we'll just have to avoid fighting on school grounds. As long as we do that, we won't have to hear from Netero again." Kurapika hums as he runs his fingers through Gon's hair, getting Gon to sigh again. Kurapika smiles down at the other male, though his face is a little flushed from the naked man laying on his lap but he seems to be more focused on the sleepy expression of the other.

"Yeah I don't want to fight with you again...I don't like it..." Gon yawns, feeling his eyes get heavy.

"I know. I don't like it either. But you're doing a good job Gon. Just bare with it." Kurapika's voice gets lighter, one of his hands going to caress his cheek, his other scratching the back of Gon's scalp.

Gon can't help to yelp at the pain he feels from Kurapika brushing over his wound. Kurapika stops immediately. "Gon did I hurt you? What's wrong?" Kurapika moves his hair out of the way to take a look. "...Did someone attack you?"

"Oh it's okay. It was Killua. He got angry because I told his butlers about us bathing together but don't worry. It's not too bad." Gon reassures again, wincing when Kurapika touches the wound lightly with his finger tips.

"For being your friend, he sure knows how to treat you badly. He shouldn't be laying his hands on you like this Gon. It looks pretty bad. I'm surprised he didn't make you blind hiting in this area." Kurapika's voice is calm but there's an anger too it. A calm anger. "i know you like Alluka but Killua is a dangerous one to be around."

"I know. But it's Killua. I want to be around him." Gon smiles to himself, thinking about those icy blue eyes before he looks up at Kurapika who is looking down at him with that worried expression. "Don't worry! It will be gone in the morning! And I can handle Killua."

"If you say so." Kurapika rubs the top of Gon's head, his eyebrows furrowing, there's a tint of scarlet in his eyes. Gon yawns, having trouble to keep his eyes open with Kurapika caressing him like he is.

Kurapika watches as Gon yawns again, rubbing his eyes. "You should get some sleep. You look really tired. We got all your homework done. So you're all set. Tomorrow it will be the same deal. You'll be taking me into the school by your book bag. We are still enemies in school." Kurapika helps the other male when Gon tries to gets up from off the floor, yawning again, nodding sleepily.

"I got it." Gon nods, rubbing at his eyes. "Ne Kurapika I'm tired..."

"Then go to bed." Kurapika chuckles as he pushes Gon lightly towards his room, being gentle with his touch. Gon crawls into his bed, getting under his covers, keeping his phone in one of his hands to talk to Killua.

"mm Kurapika come here." Gon reaches out for the other male, Kurapika leaning in so Gon can hug him and nuzzle him. "Good night."

"Good night Gon." Kurapika's smile is soft as he pulls away to lick Gon's cheek. "...I'm going to have a talk with Leorio tomorrow. I think...I've made up my mind." Kurapika caresses Gon's cheek, getting him to lean into the touch, Gon's eyes fluttering closed. "I think...it's for his best interest...and mine."

Gon just nods, not really understand what he's talking about. He's too tired to function right now and Kurapika needs to get out soon or he'll be exposed.

"Okay." Gon yawns again, getting Kurapika to chuckle fondly.

"Go to sleep Gon. I'll see you in the morning." Kurapika walks away, locking the door before he walks out and shuts it. Once Kurapika is gone, Gon can finally let his ears and tail out for good. Gon sighs in relief, rubbing his stomach as his ears and tails move and stretch. He sends Killua a message before he lets his eyes drift shut.

What a day. Between school, the Zoldycks, and homework...Gon is completely wiped out. The back of his head still hurts from where Killua hit him but the stinging isn't too bad. Gon wants to stay up to think about what a fun day he had but soon he loses himself to the darkness, not able to fight it anymore.

Gon's last thought is of him and Killua training together. Gon falls a sleep with a smile on his lips.

Gon will truly feel it in the morning.

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