SOz about the wait Its my second week back at school and the teachers have the crazy Idea that we actually like home work and have given us SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Much i'm considering suicide(dont take me seriously but i am suffering from an attack of homeworkittiis) TO MUCH HOME WORK ISN"T GOOD FOR MEEEEEEEEEEE
Chapter Nine: He Speaks
Suze's POV
I found him exactly were I thought I would. Beyond the cove near the point. The deserted strip of beach we discovered on our first dates. We had stayed up all night arm in arm watching the effect the moon gave the shimmering waves. Paul sitting with his back leaning against a rock watching the mystic waves toss and churn.
I approached him and with out a word I sat beside him and following suit lent my back on the rock. The whole wedding fiasco happened hours ago and I had managed to get away from the frantic guests, change and make my way here, I hadn't spoken to Jesse at all, nor could I look at him. At least I couldn't until everything was sorted.
We sat in silence for ages, Paul never acknowledged my presence nor did he dismiss me. The silence wasn't awkward or forbidding in fact it was one of those comfortable serene silences.
I was a bit startled when Paul turned and faced me, it was the first time he had moved.
"I couldn't do it," the words were barely audible but I didn't have to strain my ears to hear them " I couldn't do it ... it wasn't fair... to you or to me" Paul closed his eyes as he spoke.
"Your right Paul... I'm sorry... I didn't mean for this to happen... I didn't want it to be this way" my voice trembled as I was on the verge of tears.
"I love you Suze but I don't think its the same way Jesse loves you" he reached out and gently brushed away my tears "It's meant to be this way".
Neither of us spoke after that. I snuggled down beside him and we held each other through the night.
We were just comforting each other before you get the wrong idea. It was nice. When I did get up to leave I gave him a brief goodbye peck on the lips and left.
It was 2am before I reached home. When I did I went straight to bed. I couldn't sleep though my thoughts were on Jesse I hadn't seen him since Paul ditched me at the alter.
But just as my thoughts about Jesse were going a stray there was a "Tap Tap Tap" at my window. I flung of the bed covers and strode across the room, wrenched open the window, stuck my head out and looked down.
I thought that chappie was kinda cute :) but it doesn't really matter what I think its your thoughts i want! so review !!
ALSO i'm runnig a poll on who you think should be throwing rocks at Suzes window, Jesse or Paul! so vote but don't forget to review!!
LUV Nicole xxx