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Tuesday October 19th 2021
Dear Diary
Obviously I'm alive. But not at my own will. I am now on 24/7 watch it is very irritating. Why did Albus have to save me, now where is he no where to be seen. The asshole, he saved me so he should have to be in my presence. Why couldn't he let me die? I wanted to so bad. I don't want to live, not anymore. They gave this back to me saying that only Madam Pomfery had read it. I am now being forced to eat three meals a day and all things sharp are locked away, they also took my wand. I hate this so fucking much.
Saturday, October 23rd 2021
Dear Diary
I am still being watched, I want to go back to class but alas no I can not. There is no one to talk to. I have to see a therapist. Today is Scorpius' birthday. Yes I got him something. Ok maybe I still like him. Anyway I got him a journal. Apparently he is to manly for a diary. Anyway I hope he likes it.
Saturday, October 23rd 2021
I do not believe that Rose Weasley got me something, something I like too. Has the world stopped spinning? Where has she been anyway? I haven't seen her in a week. I beginning to worry about her. I haven't seen her eat much all year. Maybe I should look for her I mean she did stop me from hating myself right. It was because of her that I stopped cutting. I will look for her, any way I need to thank her for this amazing journal.
Well I found her, she was in the hospital wing. Why? Because she tried to kill herself. Now I'm really worried. I may have the smallest crush on her, may. Who am I fucking kidding I like her a lot, always have. But she is Rose Weasley, daughter of two third the golden trio, she is untouchable. I have to be there for her she was there for me. I will make her see how perfect she is, even if it's the last thing I do.
A/N sorry it took me so long to update, thank you to all those who have reviewed the make me smile. yes Scorpius is a Scorpio anyway please review. ~WeasleyatHeart99