I AM CONFUSED
WRITTEN BY CASEY DAVOREN
I ran straight home as fast as i could. I could break down at any moment i have no one i have messed things up with Nahuel and now Jacob hates me.
I headed into the door i could hear my family talking in the living room and my dad playing his piano, but i flew up the stars to my room and hid under my covers it seemed to all go away when i am in darkness, But lately i haven't been.
I felt someone stroking the top of my head on top of the covers.
"Ness?" mum asked.
"What?" i said tearful
"What's wrong hunny?" she asked
My Dad came into the room soon after, and they both sat each side of me. My dad wiped the tear away from my cheek.
"Couple of days ago. Jacob told me he loved me." i said i could feel my Dad tense up
"And now he's with Leah because i rejected him in that way" i said. Even saying it again i didn't understand.
"Leah Clearwater?" mum asked in a angry tone.
I just nodded. My dad and mum looked at each other and then back at me.
"Do you love him?" Dad asked.
"I........ i love him as a friend." i said
"Not more than that?" mum asked
"i don't know ok i feel something when he's with her and it makes me feel angry" i said.
"Its jealousy sweetheart" Dad said and patted my head.
"jealousy?" i asked
"Yeah your jealous that he's spending all his time with her and not you." he said
"But he imprinted me shouldn't he be with me all the time?" i asked
"Yeah that's what i am confused about" mum said.
"When are you going to see him?" Dad asked
"He's um..... coming tomorrow with ........with Leah." i said sadly.
"This doesn't make any sense" dad said to mum.
" I know, I know." she said and looked at me.
BE MY VALENTINE! PLEASE
written by Casey Davoren.
I just sat in my room while everyone including Nahuel went hunting, well i adleast i thought everyone i could here my Dad playing his piano down stairs.
I went down stairs and peeked through the door, i knew he knew i was there i bet he could hear me.
He laughed
"Come in" he said
I walked in and sat next to him on his chair. It was new what he was playing, he always has something new. That's another advantage of being a vampire you get great taste in music if you have lived for 86 years you hear everything.
I was so tired. I put ma head on my Dad shoulder and he kissed the top of my head.
"How are you feeling?" he asked. Still playing the piano.
"Dad its valentines day" i said.
"I know" he said and laughed.
I wonder what Leah and Jacob are doing? Hopefully he's bitten her head off.
Dad laughed, i guess he heard that.
"You love him Nessie" he said in a calm tone.
"Huh?" i asked
" I know you love him. Even though i thinks its weird but you cant help who you fall in love with i know that" he said.
"I dont know what i feel daddy" i said and looked down.
He stopped playing and lifted my chin to look at me.
"Ness i know your confused you have every right to be your new at this. But i can read your mind better than you can and i know what your feeling." he said and truly meant it...
Was he right? Was i in love with Jacob Black.?
I just signed and so did my dad.
"Want to play?" he asked as he took my hands and put them on the piano.
I smiled. My dad taught me to play piano he's really good at it. After all he's had 86 years of practise. I could never be as good as him.
"Oh i think you could" he said he heard that to, I laughed.
The first song dad ever taught me was mums lullaby. He said it always made her happy when she was sad. It also makes me happy when i play it, Dad sings it to me when i am sad too.
"Wow you can play the whole thing now ness" he said impressed.
"Thanks i have a good teacher" i said
He laughed.
After i finished Dad got up.
"You coming hunting sweetheart?" he asked.
"No i am waiting for Jacob to come with ........ Leah." i said. UGH.
"Don't do anything stupid Ness" he said and kissed my head before leaving.
"HERE WE GO" i said to myself as i looked out the window to see Jacob and Leah in the distance.