Mea Culpa

Written by Darkneko06

AN:I do not own Harry Potter or the characters. The book and its ideas and characters are property of JK Rowling and the movies are property of Warner Brothers. No profit is made from this fan fiction and no infringement intended.

Also the rating has now gone up! Not advised for children. New warnings and please do not flame me for I have warned you – will contain heterosexual sex, gay sex, mentions of rape, implied rape scenes among the usual mentions and scenes of abuse, depression, thoughts of suicide and self-harm.

If this makes you uneasy and sick or triggers you then do not proceed. By proceeding you are now accepting I have warned you.

Please note: I do not support abuse, rape, self-harm or suicide. I write on the subject and that is all. Now that the kids are off to bed, please read on. I do not believe I have to even state this to be honest.

Also thanks to my reviewers: singer, Who Are You What Do You Want, LanaLegolas, Daughter of the Full Moon, TayaCurragh, Phoenixica24, Nightshade's sydneylover150, SevLoverKat, Soul-craves-nightfall, IxStalkxCullens, 17 and the 3 guest reviewers. Sorry if I did not reply to you but I didn't get the notifications for your reviews on my latest chapters. Thanks for your support.

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Harry was led into the guest bedroom again today. His uncle looked happy "Your trainer spoke well of you. You responded well to him" he said carefully.

Harry kept his face neutral "thank you" he replied carefully. Thoughts raced in his head. Why was his uncle happy he was gay? What did that have to do with these men? Sure Harry had ideas of his uncle's plan but he couldn't believe even if he tried. Surely his uncle wouldn't go that far? He wouldn't sell Harry would he?

"How did you feel?" his uncle asked with a glare, just begging him to lie and see what would happen.

"I was surprised. It wasn't unpleasant."

"Good. Your trainer awaits you, you will train twice a week until you are ready" he replied pleasantly, as if talking about the weather.

With that mysterious and slightly terrifying line his uncle left and a woman entered.

Harry assessed the new trainer, she was tall with long blonde hair and large boobs. Every man's dream, well straight man's dream. Harry frowned in confusion, he didn't feel attracted to this female like he should. Maybe he was nervous. Yes that was it.

"Hello young Harry, have you ever been with a woman?" she asked casually, as if it were not such a personal question.

"No mam" Harry replied carefully, it would not do to be caught lying.

"Ever thought about it?" she probed again. She looked the picture of innocence. Only her tone betrayed her real thoughts.

"Not really."

"Let me show you then"

Harry's eyes widened in fear. He was not ready for this. He had planned on losing his virginity as an adult with his wife.

He had to get free of his uncle. He just had to make it through this moment. So with great courage he swallowed his fear.

When Harry woke next he was in his 'bed room', he was lovingly given. Now Harry knew why. His uncle was testing him while enjoying the torture of the 17yr old boy. If Harry passed, he would be sold off into sex. If he failed, he would be killed by his uncle. It was a sick game of life or death. His uncle thought he had the upper hand in this game.

Harry waited till midnight when everyone slept. He still had Hedwig, which was a blessing. He wrote a letter quickly to Professor Snape

Dear Professor

I need your help. The situation has got worse. I think my uncle wants to sell me! Please send help. Don't bother replying as I have asked Hedwig to stay with you until I am free.

Harry Potter

Harry tied the letter to the waiting owls leg. "Hey girl, please stay with him. I don't want you hurt. Now hurry!" he whispered urgently.

He watched the bird disappear into the night with his only hope for freedom. He silently prayed for birds swift arrival and that his uncle would not guess what he had done.

AN: I know this is really short but I have some good ideas that must wait till next chapter. I have a big twist coming up next chapter. What do you think is planned for young Harry? Will he be saved in time from being sold into sex? Only time will tell...

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