A/N: Now what you all have been waiting for… Alec's reaction to Magnus kissing him! Also Camille will drop by…
Enjoy!
Magnus POV
I sighed as I laid down on my bed, my hands resting under my head. It was well past noon, but I couldn't find the will to get up and go to classes.
Alec had left hours ago, being the swot he is, he couldn't bring himself to skip school.
I began to smile. Alec… I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss we shared last night. At first he had been so surprised that he had frozen under me, but after a few seconds had passed, he began to kiss me back.
It was the most amazing thing ever, Alec's lips against mine. It was definitely a feeling I could get used to.
However Alec's next reaction maybe wasn't what I had hoped for.
I closed my eyes and thought I was going to die of pure bliss when Alec started to kiss me back. It took all my strength to bite back a moan.
One of my hands cupped Alec's chin, and the other was placed on his back, pressing him against me.
I felt Alec's hands travel up my spine and up through my hair. A sigh of pleasure escaped my lips. I melted against the boy beside me.
My hand that had been resting on his back slid down to the hem of his shirt and up under it, and… Suddenly Alec was no longer in my arms, but several feet away from me. My eyes had open as soon as the warmth of Alec had left me, and I was now looking at him straight in the eyes.
The fear and the confusion were clear in his eyes, and it killed my bliss a bit, soon I was back to normal.
We continued to stare into each other's eyes for some minutes, which felt like hours to me, before Alec looked away.
"Alec?" He continued to look away, refusing to look me in the eyes. "Alexander, is there something wrong?" He slowly turned against me, but he still didn't look me in the eyes, instead he looked at my hands.
"Why?" he asked with a defeated voice. "Why did you do that?"
"Why did I do what?"
"Why did you kiss me?" He sounded almost angry now.
"I thought I made that clear. I like you. I. Like. You. And I have wanted to kiss you ever since we first met."
"I don't understand... Why did you bully me? Why did you hate me?" His voice was no stronger than a whisper towards the end.
"I-I don't know…" I said in all honesty. "I guess I was mad at you. Mad because you didn't like me in the way I liked you. Alexander I know you probably don't want to hear this, and I shouldn't say it but… I have l-loved you ever since we were thirteen years old." I looked at him as shock slowly spread through his features.
"Alec…" I said lowly and with one of my hands, I reached out for him. "Please say something!" My voice was a whispered plea.
Alec shook his head and slowly opened his mouth, only to close it again.
"I… I think it's best if you go back to your own bed." he said when he finally found his voice again.
His words felt like a blow in my stomach and the air disappeared from my lungs. I wondered if this was the way Alec had felt every time I had hit him in the past. If that was the case, I wondered how he had found the strength to continue to live his life every day, 'cause I felt like I was dying. No air reached my lungs, and it felt like I was slowly being suffocated.
I felt defeated. Completely and utterly defeated.
"Alec… please…"My voice was nothing but a plea.
"Magnus don't. Just please, please go. I-I need time to think, to be alone." And with that he turned his back against me, and I had no other choice than to go back to my own bed. Feeling like the world had ended right in front of my eyes, and there had been nothing I could do to prevent it.
The loud thud from the door being slammed open awoke me from my thoughts, and the next second Camille came barging in to the room.
"Magnus!" she shouted and jumped up in my bed, missing me with just some inches.
"Camille" I said, more shocked than anything else.
"Where have you been all day? It's not nice to ditch people you know, especially not me!" I sighed, of course Camille would count me ditching classes as same as me ditching her. Which sometimes actually was true, not that I would tell her that…
"Cam, darling, I ditched school today not you." She ignored me and threw herself down beside me. The next thing I know, she has put her arms around me and she cut of my air supply by crushing her lips against mine.
I wriggled out of her embrace and stepped off of the bed. Camille followed, and again I found myself trapped in her arms.
I tried to step away from her, but she only took another step against me, and soon I was trapped between Camille and the wall.
She began to kiss me down my jawline, and I tried to push her away. You would be amazed if you knew how strong that woman is.
"Camille!" I protested and tried to get away from her again.
"What Magnus? Is there something wrong? You know you want to!"
"No Camille, I don't want to!" I said as I finally got her off me. Camille just crossed her arms and raised one eyebrow.
"You sure as hell didn't object some days ago. Why would you mind now? What has happened?"
"We kissed last night, me and Alec I mean." I said with a happy grin.
"You and Closet Boy?"
"Mhm!" Now when I had started to think about mine and Alec's kiss again, I couldn't stop smiling. A big, happy smile, you only got when you thought about somebody you really liked.
As I was so lost in my thoughts about Alec, I didn't notice how Camille's eyes darkened.
Suddenly the door opened a second time and in walked Alec. However, he stopped when he saw Camille and I.
"Oh, I didn't think anyone would be here. I hope I didn't interrupt something."
"Well, well, well… Isn't it the little Closet Boy?" Camille said with a mean and devilish smile. "Actually you did interrupt something." And with that said she once again threw her arms around me and kissed me.
I pushed her off me the fastest I could, but it was already too late. Shock filled Alec's face, but it was soon exchanged with anger.
"I see that I should have knocked before I entered my own room!" he almost shouted, "And for your information, my parents know I'm gay!" Then he turned around, stormed out of the room and slammed the door shut after him.
I stared after him for a second before I ran after him.
A/N: And now is the time for all of us to join together and HATE Camille. And I left you guys with another cliffhanger… I truly am evil…
Until next week,
Heartfield
