They had been sitting in the car for over an hour waiting, and it was killing her. It was killing her to know that this was the last thing she could do to make sure her daughter would be living a normal happy life. She would move on and forget the mistake of a husband that she married, luckily she would get out of this marriage with out a baby. Sam had told her that Jason wanted a family right away but she was trying to postpone it so his family wouldn't think that she was only in it for the money. Even though Sam had more money than she knew what to do with, they had always thought she wanted Jason's. Looking at the man sitting in the car with her she was starting to have second thoughts on doing this, yes Sam wouldn't be with Jason so she wouldn't have to worry about that, but the aftermath of this would cost her everything.

"We have to do this." The man said.

"I don't think I can, I hate him but I can't do this, I cant have her hate me."

"Alexis you don't have a say in the matter anymore you want him out of her life and that's why you came to me, and we need to make it look like an accident, Jason never crashes his bike it has to look real. There going to ask us where you were going and what happened. This is going to be easy."

"She is going to hate me for the rest of her life for doing this."

"She'll never know that this was planned and one day when she's over him she'll realize that him dying was for the best. Besides you never wanted her with him."

"I know that but why do you care so much about her?"

"She's your daughter and I care about you, and the next thing you know he'll end up getting her pregnant and then she's stuck with him for the rest of her life. Besides your not going to remember this." The man had stuck a needle in to her neck while she tried to fight him off. It was no use he was just plan stronger. Laughing to him self he knew that his would be easier than he had planned and once Jason Morgan was out of her life he would finally get his Samantha.

Alexis had woken up again for the fifth straight night in a row with the exact same dream she knew half of it was real but the ending was never the same, always a different man, always a different ending. She didn't know what was worse, the fact that Sam had gotten back together with Jason or the fact that she allowed Blake into his life. She knew it was only a matter of time before something bad had happened to that little boy, yes she didn't have the greatest relationship with him and it was her fault. She put the plan in to action when she suggested the accident but she didn't have a choice, it was the only way to keep Sam safe. Had she known that Sam was pregnant she never would of let him talk her in to letting him crash her car. Every child deserved to know its father, because of her Sam didn't know her father she had to do the right thing to keep her safe and all it did was drive her into the arms, once again to Jason Morgan.

She should of thought about the after math and the possibility that Jason would survive, that man could survive anything that you put in front of him. She should of thought about how hurt and crushed Sam would be, but she didn't she had torn one of the most important people out of her life by making one bad decision, a decision that she deeply regretted and wished she could take back. She really wished that she could remember all the details of that horrible day, she had to prove to her daughter that she wasn't this evil woman. She had to remember how she went from being the passenger seat to the drivers seat.


"You said that he wouldn't remember."

"He wasn't supposed to Elizabeth, he is supposed to be with you."

"That's the problem I was all over him for four years once Sam left and I got no where, and trust me its not hard for me to get into a mans bed."

"You just need to try harder."

"How the hell am I supposed to do that when he's back with that whore of a wife and that bastard of a child."

"I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAVE TO DRUG HIM GET HIM AWAY FROM SAM SHE IS MINE."

"Why cant you just make your move now?"

"Patients my dear, it'll all work out in due time."


"Is he out?" Sam had asked Jason as he walked into there room.

"Yeah, he went down about twenty minutes ago but I was just watching him."

"Your always doing that to me so its only normal that you would do that to him."

"I was just memorizing his face, he looks a lot like you." Jason crawled into bed.

"Really Jase he is your twin, I don't see any of me in that boys face."

"Do you think that he's happy here?"

"I know he's happy, you can see it in his face and his eyes. Especially when your in the room. He's always wondered what it would be like to be around you and have you near him. You are a natural when it comes to this dad stuff your great with him."

"What about you are you happy here?"

"Jason I'm only going to say this once so listen. If I wasn't happy here I wouldn't have come here when Carly called. I wouldn't have let you any where near Blake, but because of what happened I gave us a second chance and I wouldn't want to be anywhere but here." Sam pulled him down for a kiss.

"Sam, I love you and I want you to know that if any time you decide that I'm not what you want anymore let me know."

"I have loved you since I was a kid, I don't ever plan on changing my mind about you. You are the love of my life and the father of my child. I'm not going anywhere."


three chapters in three days. looks like im getting through my depression. sorry for the long wait those of you that have stuck around lost my job of five years and this is really helping me.

thank you jasonandsam44, GHJaSam4Ever love all of your comments and to carolm363 glad you love my story.