Okay, with the lack of Elizabeth and Jason on our screens and Sonny acting like a complete ass and a hypocrite, I have to tell all of you how difficult it is to have faith that the writers will come through for our couple. I absolutely love them together. Guza is apparently doing re-works because the scab writers messed up some of the storylines, so hopefully we pick up some steam and see movement forward.

Thank you to all of you who have followed this story. I do wish I had more time to devote to writing; with 3 kids and a part time job, it is definitely not easy to find time to write.

Chapter 10

We made wild passionate love. Elizabeth let go of all her inhibitions. She took complete control. She pulled me down to her and kissed me hungrily. She ravished my body. My clothes were ripped from me and strewn all over the studio. She seemed like a woman possessed. "Elizabeth, are you alright."

"Of course I'm alright. I want to make love to my husband and I want him to know how much I love every inch of his gorgeous body." She winked.

She flipped me onto my back and straddled me. She kissed my neck and moved her way down all the while grinding her hips into me. I was so aroused and the throbbing that was happening was causing me to go insane. I needed to be inside her. I felt her wetness on my shaft. She wanted me just as much as I wanted and needed her. It was torture. "Elizabeth, you're torturing me." I reached up and grabbed her breasts. I played with her nipples and I heard her moan. She threw her head back and raised her bottom and came down on me. She was definitely teasing me. I grabbed a hold of her hips and raised her up. I gave her a look that told her how desperately I needed to release. Her eyes were dark and her lids were heavy. She was close to going over the edge. I reached between us and played with her clit. Her breathing hitched. She grabbed me and placed the head of my penis at her wet opening. My hips bucked up, but she moved up. I couldn't control myself any longer, I grabbed her and placed her on her back. Her legs instantaneously wrapped around my hips. "Fuck me Jason." Was all she had to say and I impaled her. She was so hot and her juices were flowing. I slammed down on top of her body so I could feel the heat emanating from her body. We were slick with sweat. I grabbed her legs and hooded them over my arms as I pulled her ass from the bed. I needed to be deep inside her. I could feel her walls tightening. I knew she was close, but I needed her to wait a little bit longer. I wanted us to cum together. I pulled out of her a bit and slowed down the pace. "Faster Jason. I'm so close." I gave her a wicked grin, "Uh, uh." I shook my head. "it's my turn to torture you…" I just wasn't sure if I would be able to hold out much longer myself. I slowly reentered her and pulled out again just so my head was the only thing inside her. She writhed beneath me. I slammed back into her pulling her towards me and she let out a cry and a gasp. "Oh. My. God." She screamed. I continued that a couple more times until I couldn't hold back any longer. I flipped her on top of me and she began to ride me. She rode me hard. She moved in a frenzied pace and I knew she was almost there. I reached for her clit again and began manipulating it with my thumb. Her breathing became loud and labored. She grabbed my chest and dug her nails in. I felt her walls start to pulsate and she ground down into me. I moved her back and forth and felt my own pleasure release. I milked her. I felt her wetness ooze out of her and onto my body. She fell on top of me and held me. I moved her next to me and spooned her in my arms.

"That. Was. Amazing!" she breathed out.

"You are amazing!" I barely got out. "and a naughty little vixen" I said with a smile.

"Oh, baby. I don't know what happens to me when I'm with you. But you definitely bring that out in me. I love you." She said as she fell asleep in my arms.

"I love you too." I said to her. She didn't even hear me. She was already fast asleep.

"She is my wife". That was all I could think, over and over. It amazed me that it finally happened. After making love to her, I stayed up watching her sleep; holding her in my arms. It was the most natural feeling in the world and I never wanted to let her go. I knew, right then, that I would protect her and the boys above anything or anyone else in my life. But could I really do that with everything going on in my life? Would I be able to protect them and ensure that my business wouldn't touch them? Who was I kidding? At this point, I put a marker on all three of them, but because she loves me, I knew I had to do everything in my power to guarantee they would be safe.

She started stirring in her sleep. "Hey, what are you thinking about handsome?" she asked me in her sleepy voice.

"You and the boys and how much I love all of you." I replied.

"Well, we love you too." She sat up and looked at me. "Why don't you tell me what you were really thinking? I know you. You are worried. What's wrong?" She did know me. That was part of the problem. She knew when I was hurting, when I was hiding from her; she knew when I was keeping things from her. She knew.

"I just want to ensure that you and the boys are safe. I would die if anything were to happen to any of you because of me and my line of work. I can't lose you." I pleaded with her.

"You won't lose us. I trust you to do what you think is best for our family. Jason, after everything we've been through, you know there isn't anything I wouldn't do for you and I know you feel the same way about us." she explained.

"I love you Elizabeth Morgan." I leaned down and kissed her. "Now get some sleep." She nuzzled next to me and was soon fast asleep. I sat up holding her for a while, thinking about how to handle my conversation with Sonny. I knew we would have to talk about what is going on with the Zacharra's, but I didn't want to deal with any of it because it was a source of conflict between me and Sonny.

I woke up to her fussing around the studio. She was so beautiful and looked so at peace. I needed to sit down and have a serious talk with her and I was avoiding it. I didn't want to scare her, but she needed to be prepared.

"Good morning," I said to her as I propped up on my elbow. "What are you doing?"

"Jason, I can't get over how different the studio looks. You really out did yourself with all of this. You really surprised me." She looked so happy and content.

"Well, I didn't want you all stressed out about wedding plans and Kate was more than willing to help out." I told her. "I think she gets a big kick out of planning things like this." I reached out to her to pull her back into bed. "And, I think she is really happy to see us happy. I think she is really good for Sonny."

She cuddled in my arms. "Sonny definitely looks more relaxed and centered when he's with her. I hope he doesn't screw it up." She arched her eyebrow at me and smiled. "I know we won't be messing things up. Not ever again." She kissed my arm that was tightly around her.

"Babe," I began, "there are some things I need to talk to you about. I know it is the day after we got married, but it's important." She turned to face me. I saw a flash of worry spread across her face and then quickly dissipate. "I know you trust me and you know that I trust you completely and that I don't want any secrets between us."

"Jason, I know all of this. We won't repeat what's happened in the past." She tried to reassure me.

"I know that." I strongly confirmed. "But things are pretty tense between our organization and the Zacharra's and…" I wasn't sure how to tell her.

"And what, Jason?" she asked looking worried.

"and Sonny." I said to her. I couldn't believe I was actually saying out loud.

"What do you mean 'and Sonny'? What's going on between you and Sonny? He seemed so happy for us yesterday. Should I be worried?"

"Well, Sonny and I have been disagreeing on how to handle the Zacharra situation. We have disagreed from the beginning. I know Sonny is worried because of their reputation and wants to neutralize the situation, but I'm not so sure that is our best option." I wanted to be honest with her, but at the same time I felt conflicted because I felt as though I was betraying Sonny. She just looked at me a bit baffled. "Things changed for me when I found out about Jake being my son. I realized that as much as you try to protect children from the realities of life, they still understand enough that this life can still affect them. I see that in Johnny Zacharra."

"Are you worried about Michael and you and Sonny's influence on him?" she asked me.

"Of course I am. Look, Michael is old enough to understand to some degree what Sonny and I do for a living. He hears what people say about his father and what they say about me. It has to affect him. He has to feel anger and resentment towards us at times, but I also know it can give a kid a false sense of security and a warped perception on how to deal with problems. I don't want that to happen with Jake and Cameron."

"Okay. Well, I don't want that to happen to the boys either." She said. "What exactly are you telling me?"

"Well, I'm hoping I can help facilitate a truce between Johnny and Sonny and leave the business." There I said it.

I was dumbfounded. Did Jason just tell me he wanted to leave the business? Is that even possible? Sonny definitely wasn't going to go along with that willingly.

I started pacing. "Elizabeth, stop pacing. Look at me." I turned to look at him. "I know that sounds shocking. I know you are worried. I will do everything in my power to make a smooth transition, but it won't be easy. I need you to understand that you, the boys and this new baby are more important to me than the business."

I went into his arms, partly to comfort him and partly to reassure myself. He must be feeling really conflicted and I felt guilty for causing all of it. "Jason, this is the only life you have known. I don't want you doing this because you think this is what I want you to do. I love you and accept you for who you are. I know you will keep us safe. Sonny is extremely important to you. I don't want you sacrificing the only brother you have known for me."

"You see. That's where you are wrong. My life with Sonny was once the only life I have known. But now I see what my life can really be like. Filled with happiness and love and watching our children grow into adults. I never dreamt or hoped for anything like that before. I never felt I deserved it. But now that I have had a small taste, I would never give it up. A life with you and the children is the life I want to have. It's the life I need to have." He looked at me with tears in his eyes.

"I love you so much. And so do Cameron and Jake. Jason Morgan, You have made me the happiest person on the face of this earth!" I said to him.

"No. YOU have made me the happiest person on this earth. Thank you so much for loving me. I wouldn't be able to breathe without you." He said as he pulled me close and kissed me. His kiss was not sweet, but a kiss filled with desperation and passion. We made love and cherished our time together. Once we left our little safe haven, our real life would start. Jason would be back at work trying to move out of the business and I would be back to being a mom and a nurse. The one thing that I truly relished in was the thought of being Mrs. Jason Morgan. That above all else, put a smile on my face that no one could take away.

We left the studio and I dropped Elizabeth off at home. We were greeted by Audrey and Monica who were more than happy to stay with Elizabeth. I'm sure they were trying to pry details out of her. I kissed the boys and my wife goodbye as I headed to the office. Elizabeth looked me in the eyes telling me that she trusted me to do the right thing. But there was something else. I didn't see fear anymore. I only saw love. She was giving me strength and she didn't even know it.

I was tense driving to the office. I didn't really know how to start the conversation, but I had to have the conversation with Sonny. I just believed it wasn't going to go well.

"Jason, what are you doing here today?" Sonny asked. "You just got married yesterday. I'm sure you want to spend the day with your family."

"Sonny, I need to talk to you about some things. I explained to Elizabeth that it was important and she understands." I said apprehensively which got Sonny's attention. He stopped looking over his reports that were sitting on his desk and looked up at me.

"What's going on? Did Johnny do something that I'm not aware of?" Sonny was getting into 'Mob Boss' mode and I needed him to get off his 'Johnny' vendetta.

"No. Johnny didn't do anything. I have our men watching him. If he does anything, we'll know about it. Don't worry about that." I explained.

"Okay, good. What's up then? You've been a little off lately. Something has obviously been bothering you. I just thought now that you and Elizabeth are together with the boys, you would have settled down a bit."

"I'm having a hard time justifying killing Johnny Zacharra." I said point blank.

"Well, it isn't your job to thing. It's your job to do. Jason, you're my enforcer. You aren't supposed to question me when it comes to these types of decisions." Sonny said plainly but sternly.

"Then you're going to have to find someone else to do this job, because I won't."

Sonny stopped in his tracks. "What do you mean 'you won't'?"

"You're punishing him for the sins of his old man, when he hasn't done anything to you. You know that it is Trevor that is calling the shots, yet you threaten a kid. I won't do it."

"What the hell has happened to you?" Sonny yelled.

"I'll tell you what happened to me." I got serious, "I became a father and a husband and I don't want my mistakes taken out on my children." I told him. "Would you want your mistakes taken out on Michael, Morgan or Kristina?"

"Of course not." Sonny said.

"That is exactly what you are doing to Johnny, Sonny. You are blaming him for shit his father allegedly did when you don't even know for a fact if Anthony had anything to do with any of it. You are jumping to conclusions based on emotions and you know that is bad for business. If you want to kill Johnny, then you do it, but you do it without me."

"You can't be serious Jason. You would give up everything over Johnny Zacharra?" he questioned.

"No, not Johnny Zacharra. But for Cameron, Jake, Elizabeth and my new baby, yes, I would and will give it all up. I'm done Sonny. I can't do this anymore. I know the life I want to have and it's with Elizabeth and my children." I turned my back to him. "I will help you through the transition, but when it's done, I'm out. For good." I turned to look him in the eyes.

"You know it won't be that easy. We have to have a meeting with the other families to discuss what will happen next. I don't know what to say. I hope you know what you are doing. You may have just put a death mark on you and your family." Sonny said.

"Are you threatening me?" I asked coldly. "You know what happens to people who threaten the people I love."

Sonny flashed his Cheshire grin, "No, of course that's not a threat. It's a fact." And he turned to continue going over his work.

What the hell did that mean? I know it isn't going to be easy, but was Sonny really threatening me? I had so many thoughts going through my head. I had to be smart about this. If I could get Sonny to think rationally, then maybe he would understand my views. I had to get to Francis and Spinelli and go over updating all of the security measures around my family.

I jumped into my car and headed home. Walking in the door, I saw Elizabeth with the boys, Audrey and Monica all laughing about something funny Cameron did. She looked up at me, "Hey babe, how did everything go?"

I leaned down and kissed the boys on the head and smiled at her. "Later. We'll talk about it later."

To be continued….