Well....I'm sorry I haven't updated this Week. I've been practicing after school for hours tehee. For Band (I play Flute) And Mariachi (Yeah, I play Violin :D) Well thanks for being patient.
Chapter 10----
Sam looked at me. "In what?" "I....I'm leaving Forks for a while." "Why, Bella?" "Because I make everything worse and I always mess up everything that's going good in my life. I keep messing up and hurting Jake." "Bella. Don't leave. You can't." "Why? Why not?" "I--I can't tell you." I looked down. Then my cell phone rings. I answer it. "Hello?" "Bella!" "Yes, Alice?" "I found my sister. Cynthia." "Ohmygod, Alice." "She's....She's in the Asylum."
I stay silent for a moment. "What? I'll be right there." I close my cell and look at Sam. Sam looks at me worried. "Is everything okay?" "Not really but I will be leaving." "When?" "Tonight at midnight." Sam frowns. "I'll come back to LaPush." "Okay, Bella." I quickly hug him and run to the house. Alice is standing in the middle of the porch looking straight foward. "She ended up like me. My little sister is ending up like me. She's in the Asylum." Alice eyes got really red.
I hugged her even though I was sooking wet. Alice looked at me and she sighted. "She's in there because..." She stopped mid-sentence. I waited. "Because she...."See's things"." "You see things." Alice looked scared. "No, Bella. I mean she sees things. She hears things. The dead talks to her. She see's them and she can see how your gonna die." I felt my mouth drop open wide. "Wow, Alice." "We have to find her before someone else does."
Alice took my hand in hers and she ran. I didn't know where we where going but I fallowed her. Trusting her.
We stopped infront of some old huge hospital. Which was now an Asylum. It was painted white but it had a lot of signs on it. We walked in and the walls where painted black. We walked thru the long hall. There where see thru mirror to see the patients. We walked and walked until we meet the guy at the front desk. "May I help you?" He asked us. He was in his Mid 20's, Blue eyes, black hair, and medium skined. "I'm looking for Cynthia Brandon." "What's your relation to her?" "I'm her Sister." He looked at Alice for a moment. "You do look a lot like her." Alice smiled at that.
"She's in room 789." I gasp. That many people are here. Wow. "It's on the third hallway on your right." We nodded and went right. We stopped in hallway three. We started walking trying to find her. "786. 787....788." We stopped right infront of 789. "789," Alice whisphered. "Well...Let do this." Alice opened the door and Cynthia was there on the bed. The room was white. It was that kind of white that it hurt to stare at. There was pictures everywhere. Of tons of people. Cynthia looked at us. She did look a lot like Alice but different in many ways.
Cynthia's hair was pitch black like Alice's but long -waist long- and staright. Her eyes where Bright Glass Blue. They kind of looked aqua and they where huge. They where kind of scary in a way. It was scary looking into her eyes.
Her skin was pale white like a Vampire's. She had medium sized deep strawberry pink lips. On the little curv they turned white on the tips. She stood up and she was tall compared to us. I was 5'3 forever. Alice was 5'0 forever. Cynthia was about 5'5 and probably still growing. She was wearing black sweats, black socks, and a black shirt. "What are you?" Cynthia asked looking at Alice.
Cynthia had a girl kind of deep but light voice. Her voice would send chills down your spine. "Cynthia. I'm Alice. Your sister." "I know that." "How do you know?" Alice asked. "You should know. I'm like you but not in the same way. You can see future when you where human. Vision, whatever. I can talk to the dead, hear them, and see how people are gonna die. it hurts to see it." Cynthia looks at us. I look at her and she meets my eyes.
"You. I've seen you before." Cynthia blinked frequently. "I saw you in a car accident." "You did?" I asked her. "Yes, I did. You always blame yourself for that accident. That maybe you could have provanted it in a way. But Bella don't you ever think that maybe you were supposed to live." I looked at her in shock and then looked down.
I've never though of it that way. Maybe I was supposed to live. Maybe I am meant to be here. Wht would have happened if I did Die? I wouldn't be here with Alice and Cynthia right now? I wouldn't have meet the Cullen Family? Jacob and I would have never happened? I smiled slightly. I looked at Cynthia. Cynthia was looking at Alice now. "Alice,I'm being hunted." Alice and I looked at her in shock. "By who?" Alice voice wa angry and hard.
While Alice was here in the Asylum in her human years she was also being hunted. By a Vampire named James. "His name is James. He was tracking also tracking you when you where in here, too. He wants me, Now." Cynthia's voice was shaking and scared. "I want to go with you guys and become one of you." Alice looked down for a moment. "Is there cameras in this room watching us?" Alice whisphered. "Yes, in the corner right above my bed." My head snapped up to the wall corner. I looked at the camera. Vampire speed I ripped it out of the wall and crushed it in my hands into a million little pieces.
Cynthia looked at me amazed. "Wow," She said smiling. Alice went to the door and locked it tightly. Then Alice went up to Cynthia and placed her hand on Cynthia's neck. "I can't do this. Just come back with us and we'll see how it goes." Cynthia stayed silent for a moment and then nodded. "Pack your bags where leaving, Now." I told both of them. Cynthia starts taking off all the pictures that are on her wall. Alice in a second takes them all of her walls and hands them to Cynthia.
Cynthia opens a suitcase and places them there. Cynthia closes it. "Where's your clothes?" Alice asked. "They give me this outfit everyday after they wash it. It's all I got. Well...I think Rosalie's clothes will maybe fit you or maybe Bella's." "I think Rosalie's will fit her best," I say. "Alice you take Cynthia's suitcase. I'll take Cynthia in my Arms. We run, Okay?" They nodded. Alice got Cynthia suitcase and opened the door. I quickly picked up Cynthia in my arms and ran.
I ran out the Asylum and waited for Alice. Alice slowly came out and then she looked at us. Cynthia was in my amrs like a baby. It must have looked weird since she's taller than me and because she's in the arms of a pixie. Alice laughed under her breath and then we ran home. We stopped infront of the our home. "You guys live here?" Cynthia asked. We nodded. "Your room will be right next to Emmett's. We all have our own room here. So will you." Then I smelled a scent. Werewolf scent.
"Get behind me, Cynthia," I said. Cynthia got behind me. Alice stood next to me. We waited for them to come out. Sam came out wearing black cut-offs. His eyes where red as if he wa crying. I looked closely. He is crying but why? I felt my heart speed up. I looked at him. "Sam! What's wrong?!?" I practically yelled at him. "It's Jacob." My heart speed up faster. "Bella, Calm down. I can hear your heart from all the way up here." I took a deep breath and looked at him.
"What happened??" "He ran away," Sam said looking down. I felt my heart stop. Literally stop. I didn't breath for about 5 seconds. I took a breath and my heart beat was steady now. "Why?" "Well...After you left I phased just to set my mind straight and think. I was thinking about you and that ypur leaving. I hadn't noticed Jacob phase and he heard me say your leaving forks. He ran away. He got far enough and he phased back. He's on foot so there's no way of contacting him."
I looked down and I concentraited on Jacob's scent. I smelled him all the way from here. I find him and I entered his mind. "Stupid Edward. I know he's the one who made the first move. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid Be---. No don't say that. Bella is not stupid. She's wonderful. I can't handle this. Why did everything always have to go wrong when everything is finally right? God, I hate my life. I feel my heart braking because I'm away from Bella. Stupid Bloodsucker With his gay golden eyes. I can't even believe Bella has kissed him. He's all cold and dead.
Why Me? Oh, great I'm in Texas, Now. Wooppy. Where should I go? I'm going to Laredo. Hmph or San Antonio maybe even Dallas. Ugh, My feet hurt like hell.
I miss Bella, Already. That was the last thing I heard until someone shook me. I looked up and saw Paul. "Bella, Can I talk to you in private?" I nodded and we walked off into the woods. Paul was standing infront of me and then he slapped me upside the head. My head flung foward and I looked at him. "What the hell, Paul?!?"
"You needed that, Bella! I needed to talk some sense into you somehow!" I looked at him. "Jacob loves you, Bella and you keep on hurting him!! I can see that his love for you is stronger than Sam's love for Lean AND Emily put together!! I'm sorry if I'm hurting your feelings but It's the turth. And I wasn't going to stand there and act like nothing's going on! Jacob really loves you! Everyone can see it! It kills him knowing that your still in love that BLOODSUCKER!" Paul was shaking really bad.
I was getting scared. "P--P--aul." He started shaking. "P--P--...." I couldn't use my calming power because I was to scared. Paul looked at me and then looked into my eyes. He stared into me and slowly started calming down. "Bella, I'm sorry I yelled at you like that but you really need to get your head straight." I looked down and nodded knowing he's right. Then I feel Two huge warm arms pull me into tight hug. I hug him back as far as my arms could go around his waist.
"I'm sorry, Bella." "It's okay," I muttered into his cheast. I let him go and then smiled up at him. "I'm going to bed. I need to be up and attam for school tomorrow. See you then, Paul." "Bya, Bella." He runs and in mid leap he phases. I go up to my room and lock the door. My room is the cooldest and darkest room in the whole house. I sit down on my bed and my mind starts wondering off thinking about Jacob.
I Lay down and rest my head on my pillow. I look up at my celing and just stare at it. My mind drifts back to when me and Jacob where bealry about 7 years old.
Flashback*
I was wearing a little Blue dress and blue ballerina shoes. My hair was long and black falling down my back in long curls. I had a blue bow on the side of my hair. I saw Jacob wearing a blue polo shirt and black pants. He was wearing black shoes. His hair was messy and spicky but I loved it. We where outside Billy's house. Jacob ran to me and tore off my bow from my hair.
I looked at him and screamed. "Jakey! Giivve Iiit Bacckkkk!" He sticked out his tounge out at me and started running. I chased after him and then jumped on his back when I got close enough. Jacob was always taller than me even at the age of Seven. He fell flat on his face with me on his back. I slapped his head and got up. I got my bow out of his hand and placed it back in my hair perfectly.
Jacob got up and his eyes where all watery. He burst into tears and he always did look cute crying. "Jakey? I'm sawy. I didn't mean too hurt..t you." Jake wipped his eyes and smiled. He pushed me down to the ground and ran off. "JACOB!!" I yelled and ran after him. He ran behind his house and ran into the woods. I fallowed him and saw him go up into our Tree house. I climed up and opened the door.
Inside was a blue huge sofa, a small t.v, huge long red blankets, bug white fluffy pillows, and a small desk where everything was held in. Jake was laying down on the sofa flipping thru channels. "Jacob...." His dark eyes flashed to mine. "Bells," He smiled up at me. My Smile. I sat down on the floor next to him and we started watching Monster's Ink. I Hugged a pillow and Jacob got a blanket and wrapped it around himself. I got on too and wrapped it around myself. It was always cold up here.
I got up and looked at Jacob who was asleep bundled up in a ball. I wonder how it feel's to kiss Jacob? A boy. I looked at Jacob and slowly lowered my self down to him. I gently kissed his lips and then Jacob's lips move on mine kissing me back. I didn't know what to do so I pulled away giggling.
He got up and smiled, a goofy smile. He leaned in to me and I quickly got down the tree laughing. He came after me as I started running around. We would run and run until we couldn't even breath straight. I smiled to myself. That day, eight years ago, when I was seven years old and I had my first kiss with my best friend, Jacob Black.
End Of Flashback.
I look up at the celing and catch myself smiling big to myself. I slowly got up and looked at myself in the mirror. I look down at next to my picture. It was a picture of Jacob. I get it and hold it close to my heart. I felt warm tears fall down my cheeks. Then I hear my door open slightly. My eyes open wide, I gasp, and Jacob's picture falls to the floor. I quickly turn and see Esme. "Oh, I'm sorry, Bella. I didn't mean to scare you. I just wanted to say Goodnight." I smiled and let out a breath. "Thanks, Esme. Goodnight." She smiled and closed the door. I layed down on my bed and fell into a deep sleep.
I woke up at 7:00 A.m to get ready for school. I really didn't feel like dressing up today. So I slipped on some old ripped up blue jeans, A blue long sleeve shirt that was longer than my finger tips and blue convers. My hair was falling down my back in wavy curls. I put on a thick blue headband. I get my black over the shoulder backpack, put it on and run downstaires almot tripping but didn't. I get my car keys and look around the living room. Everyone's in the kitchen. I sight and run out the door.
I get into my Black Mercedes Guardian. Edward bought it for me. It had extra-extra tinted black windows, Bullet proof glass, everything was bullet proof, and I loved it. I turn on the car and put my backpack on the passenger seat. Then I drive off towards School. I didn't even want to wait for everyone. Today is not my day. I dirve into Forks parking lot and park in a empty space. I grab my backpack, get out and put the backpack over my shoulder. I look around and see Sam.
He walkes over to me. He's wearing black jean shorts, white shirt and black convers. "Bella." "Sam, What's wrong? Have you found Jacob?" Sam shook his head and looked down. "Oh," I silently whisphered. "I'm sorry, Bella." "No, It's okay. You're doing everything you can." I crossed my amrs over under my cheast and looked up at him. He sighted. "Bella, I know It's hard for you but Please Don't Make the wrong decision. We both know who you belong with." I nodded.
Yeah, Everyone knows who I belong with. It's just to hard to choose between two people. I don't want to choose but I have to. I heard a noise behind me. I quickly turned around and meet the eyes of lonely broken hearted girl.
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