(Disclaimer: This one is kind of Lemon-ish, but really you could find worse on cable television. In movie ratings this would be PG-13, R at worst. Just so you know.)

ViLeonce

Chapter 10: Sorry Not Sorry

Vi gulped hard as she was led down a massive stone corridor gently by the hand of Leona. Her face was flushed and her skin hot. She felt equally excited and terrified. When Leona rounded a corner Vi followed but the Sun maiden gently pulled Vi's arm in and rested herself in the crook of the Piltover Enforcer's side. Vi looked down at her, being slightly taller, and looked at Leona's auburn hair gently swishing in the cool air.

"This is crazy," Vi thought to herself, "Absolutely insane. I don't know if I can do this. I don't know if I want this even..."

She looked at Leona who looked back at her and smiled. Vi smiled back, more calmly than she imagined.

"But how can this be so nuts? She's amazing! I love her to pieces, and yet, she terrifies me. Come on Vi, think. What do I do?"

Before Vi could answer herself Leona stopped in front of her dormitory door. She lazily dropped off of Vi's shoulder and unlocked the door before stepping in and beckoning Vi to follow. She did follow, but her face was wracked with indecision, and Leona could sense something was wrong.

"What's the matter babe?" Leona asked quietly, closing the door.

"Nothing Leo, I'm just excited that's all," Vi chuckled nervously. Her face was easy but her eyes were darting back and forth and she was breathing heavier than usual.

Leona tipped up for a kiss to which Vi returned easily. She didn't mind kissing. She loved it, in fact. It felt easy and natural, like nothing was wrong with the world. But then her mind flicked to heated kissing, lack of clothes, and pressed bodies and Vi shuddered hard. Leona backed off and went over to the bed to sit down. She crossed her arms and looked at Vi square in the eyes. Vi just stood there, dumbly.

"What's wrong?" Leona asked, still gently but more firm than before.

Vi scratched her head, tousling her pink hair before sighing.

"I don't know," she said with a defeated breath at the end.

"Are you still nervous about having sex with me?" Leona asked plainly and confidently.

Vi smiled. She loved how forward Leona was. There was no bullshit with her. She told the truth and described a situation like it was. It was one of the reasons Vi liked her so much. Vi shifted uneasily from foot to foot and just sort of stood there. It was beginning to get awkward when finally she spook.

"Yes," she croaked, "But it's not because I don't think you're beautiful! You are! And you are charming and funny and I love hanging out with you but..."

"But I'm a woman," Leona finished for her.

"Well, yeah. I guess. Does that make me a horrible person Leo?" she asked.

Leona patted the bed next to her and Vi came over and sat down. She slumped into Leona's chest and Leona began stroking her hair while she talked.

"Of course it doesn't make you a horrible person," Leona said comfortingly, "It makes you a bad lesbian, but that's about it."

Vi giggled and tapped her playfully on the knee. Leona laughed a little too and kept stroking her hair.

"I guess I don't want to keep pressuring you like this, but, damn I want you," Leona said a little frustrated.

"I know, and I know it's frustrating but I just need a little time," Vi said.

"You've had a little time," Leona said quietly.

Normally Vi would have exploded with anger at a comment like that. She was not known for her patience, but in this situation Leona was right. She was a beautiful, charismatic adult who could have pursued any woman she wanted but she chose her. Vi almost felt guilty copping out so much, but it was just so hard to shake the feeling that what she was doing wasn't right.

"I know, I know, I just... I don't know. I think, um, maybe we could just go slow?" Vi said.

"What do you mean?" Leona asked, genuinely curious what Vi's thought was.

"Well, maybe you could just kiss me for a while and then kinda just show me what to do? Man, this is so awkward. I'm sorry, by the way, I know I can't be very sexy right now," Vi laughed a little and Leona giggled along too.

"You are incredibly sexy Vi that's why I can't keep my hands off of you. It's so cute sometimes when you stonewall me but other times I just want to tear you apart. So, you want me to teach you then?" Leona offered.

Vi sat up, "I guess that's what I mean. I feel, damn, I feel like if I jump in too fast the water will be too cold you know? But I feel like maybe if I ease in slowly I can handle it. Can you be okay with that?"

Leona sighed and pretended to mull it over while biting her lower lip and looking off into space.

Then Leona turned to Vi and sort of soft tackled her and kissed her hard on the mouth. Vi embraced Leona as they both laid flat on the bed as they continued the kiss. Leona took a sharp breath through the nose and then moved off of Vi's lips and began kissing her chin and then her neck.

She nipped a bit at it and Vi squirmed from the tickling. She kept her eyes closed as Leona worked on the nape of her neck. Then she felt the beautiful Sun goddess fidget with the straps on Vi's top. Vi began breathing very fast immediately and almost pushed Leona away but she kept up the kissing on her neck and eventually stopped messing with the straps.

Leona then gently kissed her way down Vi's clothed breasts and caressed the fabric with her lips. As Vi began to relax Leona again moved to mess with Vi's buckles. She was straddling Vi about the waist so she had little choice but to lay there and be subject to Leona's ministrations. Leona got one buckle undone and feeling the loosening of her top she began to mumble and squirm again.

The Sun maiden stopped and gently assaulted Vi with little kisses on the lips to relax her. Vi's breathing was heavy and ragged but she knew she was turned on. Finally she relaxed enough to let her hands roam Leona's body. Her fingertips appreciated every curve they touched and finally Leona worked the last two buckles free.

This was it. Vi felt the looseness of her top more than ever and then finally, with her eyes still closed, she felt Leona gently pull the fabric apart. When the cool air touched her skin Vi practically gasped. She was scared, she knew that, but she was also insanely excited. Leona bent down again and Vi opened her eyes.

She opened them to look directly into Leona's eyes through the curtain of her her hair. She could see her breasts and the rather frantic rise and fall of her chest. Leona was expressionless but her mouth was slightly open. She lowered her head down, down, down, until her face bent and Vi felt the most intense feeling she had ever felt.

Where Leona's lips met it was like a nuclear explosion. The feeling was so intense it actually kind of hurt a little. During that agonizing second Vi felt more alive than ever. And then Leona's tongue moved.

Vi immediately sat upright nearly flinging Leona off of her. She was pale, and she was choking back air at the same time.

"I'm sorry," Vi stammered.

Leona looked over at her confused and she tried to reach a hand out to her.

"I'm sorry," Vi said again, without looking at anything. She was breathing very hard and shortly thereafter a sob or two worked it's way in to her voice.

She clutched her top together and fumbled with one of the buckles as she walked quickly towards the door. She was still not looking at anything in particular and her eyes were glazed over. Leona didn't move or say anything.

Vi quickly walked out of the room with her top still a little loose from the other two buckles not being fastened, but she was decent at least. She forced herself to breath normally until she made it to her own room and quickly entered it. She stood there propped up against the closed door and just sort of existed for a few moments. Her face was hot, among other things, but most of all she just felt her heart pounding. She was a warrior and a defender of peace, but her heart had never beat that hard that she could remember. Also she felt like she was on the chemicals that the Zaunites sometimes smuggled in; colors and sounds were more intense, she felt light, and she could feel everything moving around her like she was at one with the room.

She hated the feeling. She hated everything at that moment. She hated being a coward, she hated hurting Leona, she hated herself, she hated Caitlyn, she hated Piltover, she hated the League, and she even hated happiness itself. Before she knew it she was clenching her teeth together so hard it hurt her jaw and she even had spit on her chin from breathing in between her teeth. Finally she collapsed on the ground and just sat there, staring at the corner above her bed.

"What is wrong with me?" she whispered.