Hey this isn't going to be one of my requests because my this came into my head and I felt like writing it up. By the way I will be updating more often possibly after chrsimas because I'm getting a sweet laptop for chrsimas at the moment for the past few months I've been using tablet which takes longer to write on. Oh well. Here comes my update. Its really is my longest one shot for a while.

This is in Minecraft by the way. Oh and TRIGGER warnings.

Seto POV

Hey my name is Seto by the way and I'm a sorcerer in Team Crafted. Were a strong group of generals who all each have armies who defend people in spawn city from the monsters of Herobrine and of course the squids. It may sound like the perfect life but really it isn't. I get a lot of hate and mean comments from the fellow soldiers about being the weakest out of the 8 members and also I'm the shyest as well. I keep myself to myself a lot. It doesn't help that I'm the only sorcecer out of the group. Making me a real oddball really.

This particular morning was the worst though. Comment wise anyway, I was just walking though the morning market in our base and I couldn't help but notice the looks I was getting from passersby. I know it was rude to eves drop but I listened anyway.

"That's him. The weak link."

"Isn't he that witch or sorcerer or what the hell he is?"

"That's him. The freak."

"No one needs him, he's useless and may as well kill himself."

I was glad for my hood because no one noticed the tears building in my chocolate coloured eyes. I carried on though with what i was doing because we really needed more potion ingredients for health and regeneration potions, the last attack on the squids really took a toll on our supplies for them. I walked up to the potion ingredient market stall. The old lady there was really nice and since I was a regular she would always make sure I had everything I needed. Not many people were smart enough nowadays to use potions or they just went get their own. However I never had the time to get them fresh from the nether or find them with all the duty's I had these past few weeks.

"Hello Seto, potion ingredients for Regeneration and Health again hmm?" She asked kindly giving me a gentle smile, which I happily returned.

"Yes Mrs Johnson, we've almost ran out." I say politley not taking any notice of the dirty looks I was getting from the surrounding people.

"Ahh Seto I keep saying just call me by my first name Katherine or Kathy as I like it. No need for all that formalaity." I grin at that. Kathy was like that. When she got to know someone she would insist on first names.

"Alright Kathy. So how much would everything be altogether?" I ask taking out my budder ingots and emerald pieces. Kathy came out from the back room with the potion ingredients in a large pouch and another small bag.

"4 emeralds and two budder ingots and here dear I baked these this morning and since I have no one to share these with I'll give you some. Your such a poitle, kind young man." I gave Kathy her payment and looked inside the small pouch to see a bunch of fresh golden cookies.

"Thank you Kathy they look so nice." I smile at her again. Wow she really knew how to cheer someone up.

"Thank you dear and remember don't take wanting they say to heart. Its all a big lie." I looked at her in shock for moment while she walked into her back room of the stall. She is a really smart old lady. I shrugged and put both pouches onto my belt under my cloak and started the walk back to the team crafted castle. We were all needed later for patrol ouside the wall of the base later tonight since the monsters were getting more common at night and occasionally were found with armor now, so I wanted to get some rest and eat dinner.

On the way back though it was worse and it really broke me inside more and more with each passing comment.

"So pathetic, he can't find a friend his own age so he takes advantage of a lonely old woman as kind as Kathy Johnson."

"So weak and worthless to the team. We would be fine without him."

"He may as well leave or die. We wouldn't be sad."

"Worthless whore. I bet his parents were ashamed of him."

That particular comment made me almost freeze. My parents were killed by that squid general when I was little. It happened in front of me as well, they were tortured in all ways until it got to much and the pain killed them. I managed to escape the morning after while they were burning the bodies and disposing of the evidence. I still have nightmares of their screams. I however didn't t freeze, I carried on walking only with my head down and tears running down my face. Ty and Sky greeted me at the gates but just pushed past them without word and walked in silently, trying to keep down the sobs threatening to break out. I felt the strange looks on my back but I didn't care, I didn't want them to see me like this.

As soon as I entered the castle, Jerome and Mitch ran past laughing. They stopped when they saw me walk past with Ty and sky behind me who were trying to keep up and find put what was wrong. But all I wanted was to be alone at the moment. My parents screams were still echoing in my head and I just wanted to find some relief. Somehow.

"Seto! Wait up. Whats wrong?" Sky shouted behind me. I ignored him and walked swiftly to the stairs which lead to accommodation. Unfortunately for me Jerome decided to be a jag and grab my arm with his brown paw and stop me. Mitch took my other side and wrapped a arm around my shoulders. Ty and Sky caught up and moved around me and the power moves duo.

"Seto what's up? You seem really down." Jerome asked his familer voice reflecting concern. A thought came to me which was really was NOT familer.

He really doesn't care. None of them do. I'm just a weak link like they said. A worthless sorcecer.

I wiped my eyes still not looking at my 'friends' eyes and gave a forced smile and looked up to see them all looking 'worried'.

"I'll be OK. Some comments I heard just got to me. I'll be okay after a I can take some thought off it when I make those potions." I told them. They still didn't believe me from the looks of it, they knew they were not getting anything out of me.

"Okay if your sure but were here if you need us." Mitch said hesitating when he let go, but before he did he game me a little squeeze on my shoulders. Jerome also let go of my arm. Ty narrowed his crimson eyes at my slightly red eyes and so did Sky. I walked past ignoring the stares they were giving me and teleported to my room. I couldn't be bothered to be confronted by the other members of the group. I walked over to my bathroom and looked into my mirror. I moved my hood down off my head and gazed sadly at my pale face.

My sad brown eyes were slightly bloodshot and had tears coming out from them silently. My small nose was red at the end and my lips were solidly in a narrow frown. Underneath my eyes were purple bags from lack of sleep and the stress if keeping potions stocked and healing the injured.

No one cared.

I got up and took my cloak off and my belt with pouches on it and rolled up my long sleeves to see my unmarked pale arm. Should I change that? I am worthless so should I care. I really do need the relief of stress and like everyone said. I deserve it.

No one WOULD care. I thought to my self darkly and I took another look at my face in the mirror and snarled at how awful I look. I look into my purple bedroom and saw a small switchblade on my bedside cabnet . I walk swiftly over to it and pick it up and drag it across my arm with put hesitating. Creating a long thin cut on the top of my arm. I do it again and again and again. Until there was 8 long thin cuts lining my arm all of then softly bleeding. I clean of the blade using magic and turn one of my blood droplets into a bandage. I walk into my bathroom again and clean off my arm and the cuts now lining it. Then bandage it. Feeling weak and tired I eat one of the cookies Kathy gave me and then collapse on my bed falling into a deep slumber.

I wake up to a knock on my door in the evening a few hours later. My cuts were stinging as well.

"Seto get up! We need to go on patrol!" Oh its Ian.

"I'll be there in a second!" I yell back. With my magic I manage to be ready in my cloak and have my belt with some spare potions in two minutes.I run out of my room to see Ian,Quintion and Jason waiting for me by the stairs.

"You okay? Mitch and the others said you were having some troubles. Plus you slept for around 7 hours." Jason asked. Typical they were faking that they cared for me.

"I'm fine,its not like you care anyway. Besides we need to get to patrol monsters will be coming out soon." I say glaring slightly at Jason who looked shocked. I walked ahead while Ian ran up beside me, glaring slightly.

"He's only concerned you know. You didn't need to be so harsh with him. Were all worried Seto, you've become more closed off and what's this about us not caring! We do care! Way more than you know." I turn slightly at his sunglasses which the rising moonlight reflected off of. But the corners of his mouth was turned showing worry and the lines on his forehead was crinkled slightly. Ian was the oldest out of us, he was 29 while I was the youngest at 17.

"I'm fine and we need to catch up with the others." I say more sharply than needed and pull once again from my friends concerns and worries. I run out of the gate into the less populated streets and catch sight of our other 4 friends waiting by the entrance to the base. Looking out into the dark forest surrounding the base.

"Hey guys." Sky remarks seeing us walk up to them.

"Hey Sky..." Jason mutters. Okay maybe I shouldn't of been so harsh on him earlier. Sky raised an eyebrow but before he could say anything I heard a bow release and a arrow was headed straight for Sky... The team couldn't loose Sky, he was one the best at PvP and he was funny and caring. All of which I wasn't and more. Without thinking about using my magic which is what I would normally do I put myself in between Sky and the arrow and feel the pain ride up my chest. The ground suddenly rushes up to me. But I was stopped and a pair of arms catches me and gently turns me over and see skys concerned face above me and soon 4 others join.

"Where's Mit-ch an-d Jer-omeee." I stutter in pain nearly blanking out.

'They went catch the person that shot you. Please stay awake Seto!" Ty says in fear.

"How deep is it!" Quinton asks. Ian and Sky moves my cloak out of the way and Ian takes a knife and cuts my shirt open to get a closer look at the wound.I pray to every God alive they don't see the bandages on my arm.

"It luckily doesn't look to deep. But it needs taking out before we move him. Jason do you have any bandages or anything to hold on the wound when we do." Ian asks while he gets a firm grip on the arrow ready to pull it out.

"Yeah hang on." Jason says getting to out a long piece of red cloth from who knows where and gives it to Sky. I was barely awake at the moment. The blood loss from earlier was jot helping at all.

"Ty, Quintion,Sky hold Seto down. Jason hold the cloth to the wound as soon as the arrow comes out." Everyone nodded and I felt sky hold my shoulders down and he looked at me in the eye. Ty and Quinton took hold of my legs. As soon as Ian started pulling on the arrow and I heard the sqelsh of flesh tearing and felt the pain ripple through me again. I saw black.

I heard voices as I woke up. Air was brushing across my arms and chest and that's when I realized. They saw them. My cuts and flaws. I stay silent and start to listen to what they have to say. That's when I hear all the crying and my heart clenchs in guilt.

"Why would he do that? Why would he cut." Sky sobbed.

"He cut himself why didn't we see it earlier." Ty cried.

"Those comment he mentioned eariler. They must of been the

reason."Jerome growled with tears running down his face.

"We can't let him do this again. We can't loose him." Ian tearfully said.

"No we can't he's a friend."Quintion said.

"No he's family." To my shock both Jason and Mitch both said.

I opened my eyes to see my bed surrounded by my other family. They all looked over and I was gently pulled into a hug to avoid hurting me further.

"I'm sorry..." I say tearfully

"It'll be okay. Just don't leave us. We love you Seto, your family." Sky said into my hair from his postion in the giant group hug. To be hons it I believed him, the emotions the guys showed were not fake and my first family may of left me but this one was not going anywhere. Anytime soon.

Wow that took a long time to write but please comment your requests and show support.

See ya next time my fellow wolves. :-)