Hurt Me, Love Me
I'm standing there, outside on the stairs. I watch them take him away. I look at my world now. It's one without you. I couldn't keep you. Now I have to learn to live without you. It sucks. I see a blue SUV drive through the parking lot. It stops at the curb, one tire on the sidewalk. Someone gets out and runs in front of it. There you are. You look at me like you don't know who I am. You're running towards me, no, to me. I stand there. I don't know what to do. I run to you. I need you. You're in my arms. You're kissing me and telling me you love me. You say you're sorry and ask me to forgive you. I don't know if I can, but I agree to anyways. You hurt me so bad but I love you so much.
Sometimes I hate to love you.