Next chap…the beginning of 2010
Sorry for the late update peeps! I went Skins sets searching again today, and guess what?? I found the lake!!! The lake!!! I was soooo happy, and actually had my picnic sat in the exact spot where Emily and Naomi had sex…okay call it weird or pervy, but whatever…Took me AGES to find, got stung a billion times by stinging nettles and eaten away at by this manky bug, but hey, all worth it :D
I posted some pics on my Livejournal if anyone wants to see, my username is kellyblake1
Now to the fic:
Naomi's POV
We have been sat like this for a while now, just sat here watching Em's film choice, Pretty Woman, I know, I know. Curiosity getting the better of me, I slightly shift over, pulling my wrist up to my face, the flickering of light bouncing of the ticking hands. 11:46. Fourteen minutes left of 2009, placing my hand back down onto the surface Emily's arm, I notice the lack of movement from Emily herself. Looking down, and shuffling my head over to peer around the mass of red that's covering my chest, I notice Emily dozing softly, the constant breathing and beating of her heart soothing my concern. She's fallen asleep. I let out a longing sigh, not due to disappment or regret, but to the fact that, this moment could not be anymore perfect. Which the opportunity for embarrassment or awkwardness disappeared, I just watch her. So contently…God, she really is beautiful. She must have been out in that cold for so long for her to be this tired. I peer over to the lone wineglasses now situated on the coffee table before us, and hers is still half full. This time, she cannot blame the alcohol…this is what she wants, and in a way, what I want too.
Fixing my gaze back to the flickering screen, I focus my attention back to the moving images, still completely aware of the sleeping form on top of me and I relax into the couch, sleep beginning to fall over my eyes. Naomi! Stay awake, come on, you're not tired! Besides…you need to see her when it falls midnight.
Minutes pass, and I keep constantly peering at the time on my watch…Its soon…6 minutes, 5 minutes, 4 minutes, 3 minutes, 2 minutes, 1 minute…
This is it! Last moments of 2009! They really couldn't be more perfect. Counting down the last few seconds on my watch…I hear the loud drumming of bangs and an explosion of light outside the window. Voices cheering and raving into the night…It's 2010. Noticing the sleeping form beneath my face, I peer down, placing a light kiss on Emily's forehead,
"Happy New Year EM" I repeat my previous actions, this time letting the kiss linger a little longer onto the soft skin of Emily's face. I feel a disturbance slightly moving beneath me, and jurk my head up at the unexpected shifting under my lips.
"mmm….what time is it?"
I note the sleepiness in her voice, the sound of her words becoming raspier than ever…but I find it…unbelievably sexy… "It's just past midnight…"
Emily's lips curl up into a small smile, her eyes still filled with sleep. "Happy New Year Naomi…", her eyes gazing at me, almost turning black with unfelt passion…
I gaze back into the brown orbs before me, "Happy New Year Ems…". I peer down, taking a quick glance at those slightly parted rose lips, and drag my eyes back up to meet hers. I see her mirror my actions, and she begins to run her tongue slightly over her bottom lip, her breath quickening with anticipation. Emily brings her hand up to cup the side of her face; the soft pad of her thumb delicately stroking the surface of my skin. Gazing into each others eyes, I can see the pure lust that's burning into mine, and without awareness, we both gradually lean in towards each other's lips. My breath hitches with the feeling of her lips so close to mine, out breath mingling with each other's to before becoming part of the oxygen surrounding us…
Thump, thump, thump! "Happy New Year" We both jump back, Emily almost falling off the sofa itself,
"Fucking Hell! That stupid prick! Scared the shit out of me!" A stupid, wanking tosser outside has decided to run up the street, disturbing every front door in its fucking path! Great fucking timing jerk!
Noticing the obvious frustation in my voice, Emily lets out a slight chuckle, laughing at the colour of my anger burning cheeks. I suck in a large breath of air, blooning the sides of my cheeks, and puff out the remaining oxygen.
"Hey. Hey…It's okay...they've gone" The calming tone of her voice instantly soothing me. She returns the palm of her hand to the side of my face and gazes back into her eyes. She looks so beautiful there. Staring at me with those eyes…those lips…that face. We gaze deep into each others eyes…you know you want to Naomi…kiss her…kiss her! Just once…
Then another voice came over me. You're with Will! You're with Will! You can't do that to him! Upon hearing the voice beating at me inside my head, I jolt back, startling Emily from her position. She sits up properly in her seat, her arm and palm moving away from my side and face; she is just staring at me. Confusion and disappointment written all across her face. With brows furrowed and cheeks flushed, she opens her mouth to speak, but closes it again once no sound leaves her lips.
Shuffling in my seat, I attempt to stand up, Emily's hand flying onto my lap, restricting me from moving further,
"Naomi-" she shakes her head but is instantly cut off
"-I need to go. Okay? Just…just…get off of me!". Oh god! What am I doing? Look at her face. She looks so beaten! Standing up off of the chair, I run my fingers though the softness of my hair and let out another long winded and powerful sigh. I stare at the farside wall, unable to look at the sadness and heart break in her eyes, "this was a mistake Em. I never should have come here…" My voice breaks and the last few works, and I need to clear my throat to continue…
Emily registers the grief and sorrow in my voice, "-but Naomi…I thought…", Emily stands up to my level and looks down to the ground for comfort, after a few moments lifting her head back up to meet with my eyes again. My head turning to face her, I can see the presence of her un-fallen tears glistening in the light. Closing my eyes to finish my speech, "this was a mistake…". I open my eyes to gauge her reactions; seeing the same expression as before. "I'm with Will okay. I really do love him, and I…want, to be with him…I-I'm sorry". I turn on my heels, walking out of the lounge, picking up my bag from the mat by the front door. I turn the hatch of the door, the creaking startling me as it opens…
I turn to face Emily one last time. She is rooted to her position in the lounge, staring at me with disbelief in her eyes, "I'll see you at work yeah?"
I try to give her a reassuring smile, failing miserably seeing her reluctance to move, or even do anything, and with that, walk out of the house, leaving a door slamming in the middle of the street, crashing to a loud thud…
Pleeeese don't hate me…'Will' all work out…I promise
Got to say, what a sucky way to start the year lol :D