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"Tarika..."
"Daya.. Use ander ane do..."
Everyone outside the room was shocked to hear the voice.
"Abhijeet... Sir Abhijeet ko hosh aa gaya.." Daya said unable to control his happiness and started walking towards the room.
"Daya.. Ruk jao.." Acp stopped him immediately.
Everyone looked at acp with questioning gaze.
"Per ku sir? Hum Abhijeet se nahi mil sakte?" Daya asked impatiently.
"Nahi daya.. Iswakt nahi. Abhijeet ne inhe ander bulaya hey. To hame pehle inhe ander jane dena chahiye." Acp said pointing towards Tarika.
Tarika looked at him and said thank you by eyes. Daya reluctantly moved away and gave space for Tarika.
Tarika once looked at purvi who had hold her by shoulder. Purvi left her and Tarika ran inside after glancing towards acp who assured her by eyes.
Tarika opened the door very slowly and entered inside looking downwards. Sensing her presence Abhijeet moved his head towards the door to store her in his eyes. Tarika took a deep breath and moved her head up. Finally their eyes mate with each other and world around them froze for the moment.
Love doesn't need alphabets, words or lines. All it needs are two hearts filled with love, concern, faith and eyes showing all the emotions. Silence is the best situation and eyes are best ways to express our love. When eyes talk all the alphabets has no value...
Both were looking at each other without blinking their eyes.
TERE LIYE HUM HEY JIYE HAR AANSU PIYE
TERE LIYE HUM HEY JIYE HONTO KO SIYE
DIL MEIN MAGAR JALTE RAHE CHAHAT KE DIYE
TERE LIYE TERE LIYE
They were feeling each other's presence in the air. Both were filling each other in their eyes for forever.
TERE LIYE HUM HEY JIYE HAR AANSU PIYE
TERE LIYE HUM HEY JIYE HONTO KO SIYE
DIL MEIN MAGAR JALTE RAHE CHAHAT KE DIYE
TERE LIYE TERE LIYE
The only sound of cold breeze and the beep sound of machine attached to Abhijeet's body was filled in the dark room where two souls were talking to each other very silently...
"Sadiyon bad tumhe dekh rahan hun Tarika.."
"Haan.. Lagta hey in do dino mein hajaron saal bit gaye.."
"Muse laga tha mey ab tumhe kabhi nahi dekh paunga.."
"Muse yakeen tha ki ap jaroor wapas aaenge.."
"Haan.. Tumhare yakeen ne hi mujhe fir se jindagi di hey.."
"Apka waada bhi to tha.."
"Mujhe apne waade se jyada tumhare yakeen per aitbar tha.."
"Apne apne waade ke liye apni jindagi ku daav pe laga di?"
"Apni jindagi ke liye.. Tumhare liye.."
"Apki jaan bhi ja sakti thi.. Fir bhi?"
"Mujhe ye maut na milti, to mar gaya hota Tarika.. Iss maut ne mujhe nayi jindagi di hey.. Naya janam diya hey.. Ye jindagi ab tumhari amanat hey Tarika.. (Tarika closed her eyes as some tears slipped her eyes.) Ise sambhalunga to sirf tumhare liye.. Ise jeeyunga to sirf tumhare liye.."
"Mujhpar itna bada bojh mat daliye.."
KYA KAHOON DUNIYA NE KIYA MUJHSE KAISA BAIR
HUKAM THA MAIN JIYUN MAGAR TERE BAGAIR
NAADAN HEY WO KEHTE HAIN JO MERE LIYE TUM HO GHAIR
KITNE SITAM HUM PE SANAM LOGON NE KIYE
DIL MEIN MAGAR JALTE RAHE CHAHAT KE DIYE
TERE LIYE TERE LIYE
Tarika wiped her tears which were continuously forming in her eyes blurring his image. Abhijeet's silent tears got absorbed in the cushion.
TERE LIYE HUM HEY JIYE HAR AANSU PIYE
TERE LIYE HUM HEY JIYE HONTO KO SIYE
DIL MEIN MAGAR JALTE RAHE CHAHAT KE DIYE
TERE LIYE TERE LIYE
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"Kaise hey ap?" Tarika was sitting on the nearby stul whispered looking at the floor to avoid the contact.
Abhijeet who was staring the ceiling replied with dry tone, "jinda hun.."
Tears willed up in Tarika's eyes but she controlled herself and this time straight looking in his eyes "aisa ku keh rahe hey ap?"
"Ku.. Tumhe ku itni taklif ho rahi hey? Ku meri itni chinta ker rahi ho?" Abhijeet asked her stammering as his throat was choked due to lump.
"Dost.. Kya ek dost ki ahsiyat se mein apki chinta nahi kar sakti?" Tarika uttered first two words very slowly that it hardly reached to Abhijeet's ears.
"Dost.. " Abhijeet smiled ruefully with the name 'dost'. "Haan dost hi to hun.. Hectic day ke bad kisiki ek jhalak paane ke liye andhere mein char char ghante intejaar karna.. Kisike khayalon mein duniya bhul jana... Kisi ke kehne per sab kuch chr char ke uski match dekhne jana... Ye sab ek dost hi to karta hey... " Abhijeet said with a hurt smile on his face. "Haan Tarika.. Mey to sirf dost hun tumhara.. Aur ek mamuli se dost ke liye tumhe itna pareshan hone ki koi jaroorat nahi hey.. Kuki.. Tumhare pas to mere jaise bohot dost honge.. Per har koi SAHIL ki jagah to nahi le sakta na.." Abhijeet stressed the word 'sahil' meaningfully.
"Nahi Abhijeet.. Aisi bat nahi hey.."
"Nahi Tarika.. Rehne do.. Mein itna bhi kamjor nahi hun.. Mey khud ko sambhal sakta hun.." Abhijeet broke her sentence in the middle. Now Tarika couldn't control herself anymore and started crying.
"Please Abhijeet ek bar meri bat sun lijiye.. Jaisa tum soch rahe ho waisa nahi hey.." Tarika tried to convince him.
"Bas Tarika.. Jo hey wo mey apni aankho se dekh bhi chuka hun aur sun bhi chuka hun. Ab mey aur kuch nahi sunna chahta." Abhijeet stopped her with stern voice which made Tarika cry even more. Already her condition was not good, her head was pounding and her body was burning due to fever. But still she was trying to convince him.
"Abhijeet please.." Tarika pleaded him with her eyes red snd face swollen. (Still the most beautiful girl on the earth for him.)
Her each tear was piercing his heart making him all shattered.
"Please Tarika.. Mujhe tumhe aur kuch kehne ka hak to nahi hey per tum please mat roya karo. Tumhara her ek aansu mere dil pe bojh banta hey. Aur mey ye bojh nahi seh sakta." Abhijeet said controlling his own tears.
Tarika brushed her tears away. "Thik hey SIR.. agar ap meri bat nahi sunna chahte to na sahi.. Per agar mere ye ansu sacche hey to mey jaroor apne maksad mein kamiyab hungi. Ab mey nahi roungi sir.. Meri vajahse apko koi bhi taklif nahi hogi. Mey chalti hun. Aur kuch nahi to ye samajhkar hi ap apna khayal rakhna ki kisiki jindagi apke sanson per chalti hey. Kuki ek cid officer kabhibhi kisiki jaan nahi lega itna to mey apko samajhti hun.
She had left, but he was still lost in her words. Was there any truth in her eyes? But what about his own eyes and own ears? He had listen sahil saying that he is her boyfriend. Whom should hee believe? He was confused. He didn't know why but he wanted to believe her. Or.. His heart already believed her fully.. Trusted fully..
He was so engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't see his colleagues arrived to see him. His thought got disturbed by acp sir's loving voice.. "Abhijeet.."
Abhijeet wiped his tears before they get noticed by cid officers. But how could he mask himself from his brother who knows all his senses.
"Kaise ho boss? " daya asked coming closer to him.
Abhijeet smiled halfheartedly. "Thik hun.."
Daya asked him by eyes why he was crying and who was that girl. Abhijeet assured him by eyes that everything was fine. No need to worry and engrossed in chatting with other people to avoid more questioning gazes of his buddy.
Here after returning home Tarika went in her room and throw herself on the bed and opened her heart out. She didn't know how much time time she was crying. She had only a question in her mind...
WHY I AM AFRAID TO LOSS YOU WHEN YOU ARE NOT EVEN MINE?
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A/N: Thank you for reading friends. Once again sorry for being late and thank you for waiting... Please keep supporting... Do reviews friends and tell me how it was... Till then..
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