A/N: Early? Well...yes, very. By like...three weeks now? Give your thanks (Or not, whatever 0w0) to the ever so lovely BootsNbooks94 who guessed correctly, and was super, super kind. I could not thank you more for being so patient with me and kind. I know my writing sucks bad but you are all so nice about it, it really strenghtens my self esteem. Don't feel scared to correct me either.

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-Wolfie

What even happened? Tim won't talk to me. He won't even look at me. Scorpius was with Gracie today. It's all wrong. I never even found out who Tim's boyfriend was.I start to sort of hyperventilate.

Like he would have told you anyways...

I silently tell myself to 'shut the hell up' and I sigh. Tim, Alice and Rolf all sit by the fire studying. I'm on the other side of the library in one of the giant armchairs pretending to 's just us and Albus over in the bookshelves looking for a book. Alice gets up to use the bathroom and shoots me a look. Ever since I left them that night she pretty much shut me out as well.

You'll find better stinking friends. Ones who actually take your word when you try and apologize.

I burry my face in my book and squeeze my eyes shut.

This feels good sitting here with my two friends: our heads on the other's shoulders. It's comporting, it makes me feel safe,happy. I am thankful I have friends like Alice and Tim,friends like these are hard to come by.

I breath heavily again and burry my face even deeper.

"Rose?" Scorpius opens the door, his slate grey eyes clouded with worry. I stop my screaming and start crying. He runs over to my bedside and holds me close to him. It was a special kind of close, a close I never got with anyone nightmare slowly recedes and I feel my thumping chest slow. He climbs into my bed and sits next to me. I smile at him and breath out of the corner of my mouth. "What happened?" He asked brushing my hair out of my sweat drenched face.

"Death Eater...Caught me...Killed you...and my parents...Tortured me...Couldn't breathe..."

"Rose...Rose,it's okay. Your with me now. You're safe." He cooed holding me in his arms. The door opened for a couple of seconds. It was Hugo.

"Will you two be trying to sleep here."

"Sorry Hugo, she had a nightmare."

"I bet she did." He smirked and closed the door. I ignored his comment and snuggled back into my blankets, feeling my breathing slow and finally I calm down. My forgotten tears stained Scorpius' dark grey t-shirt and I finally went to sleep in his arms.

I look over my book. Alice roars in laughter, and Rolf giggles. He leans in and kisses her on the nose. I wince. I should be over there making them laugh like we used to. I look at Tim who is even more quite but less stressed, and anxious. I stand up putting my book down. I walk over and, stand in from of the group and it all goes black and white again.

"No, fucking, duh, Rose!" Tim screeched at the notion that Rolf was staring at us.

"Will you be quiet." I hissed and my faced flushed. "He doesn't have that many he wants to hand out with us." Alice blushed, and then cleared her throat as a fourth year, Rory strutted in, erasing all of our thoughts about the silly little Hufflepuff boy who I grew up with. What, with his parents being my parent's best friends. Alice stands and walks over to the fiction section to mutters something to his friends and stalks over to the bookcase. He looks at Alice in a very hungered way and she drops the books she was holding. She doubles to the floor to pick them up and Rory walks by her slapping her arse as he goes. Tim burst out laughing and I giggle. Causing a reading Scorpius, who was sitting next to me, to jump. He was always my quiet friend. He was funny when you needed him to be and loud when he wanted to be, but never rude or annoying.I look at a bright red Alice who walks back to our table and sits down.

"Never...Speak of it..." She says. Yeah, right. It was the highlight of picking on her for at least a year.

"What do You want?" Alice prompts as she puts down her book, adapting a very serous face.

"No,what do you want? I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what I did wrong." I say. Tim looks up at me with big dark blue eyes and he coughs. I swallow and he starts to cry. I open my mouth but Alice shoves me away before I can speak. She growls at me.

"Stay the fuck away from him, from us."

"Hey Tim." I say lighting up because he's smiling like a big idiot. "Who gave you alcohol?" He blushed and sat down next to me.

"No one." He seemed dazed. "I'm perfectly sober." I laugh and I punched his shoulder suddenly and we turn to Alice. She shrugs and chuckles.

"Tim just got laaaaiiiiid..." She singsonged and I laughed along.

I stand up from my place on the floor and I look at her with hurt eyes. Her dark brown ones flaming with anger. I feel tears coming on and I choke.

"P-please A-Alice j-just l-listen to me."She scowls and Rolf is at her shoulder in seconds. I stand up looking at the room. Tim is in tears. Albus glares at me. I don't even know why he's mad at me. "What did I do!" I screech. Alice comes up to me, and grabs my chin.

"You know what you did..." I sob.

"No I don't."

"Who do you want to go with to the Dedication Ball?" I asked Scorpius. He looks hurt for a little bit and then covers it up.

"I don't know, who do you want to go with?"

"Daniel Lake..." I sighed and stared at the gorgeous Ravenclaw boy. I could swear I saw him wince "What about Gracie Klostermen?"

"Why would I go with her?"

"She fancies you."

"Really?"

"Umm...yeah"

"Tim..." I look at my friend and he stands up ready to get out. I step forward and I push Alice up I trail behind him tear rolling down my cheeks. He speeds up and I grab his arm and spin him around, a little to rough because his shirt rips and he falls to the ground. He looks up at me. The hurt overwhelming in his eyes. Albus is at his side immediately and I stagger back to the wall sobbing and apologizing. Albus puts a hand on Tim's back and runs his fingers through his thick brown hair. Tim leans into the touch. Alice and Rolf stand in shock. Albus stands and glares daggers at me, helping the other boy up. He brings him over to the door and everyone glares at me

"You okay?" Tim asked the day I came back from winter break.

"Yup." I lie.

"Are you really?" He said. I scoff.

"I'm fine..." I say welling up.

"Come here." I look at him. "Now, I'll ask you again. Are you okay." He grabs me by the shoulders.

"For the last time, Tim I'm FINE" I start hold back tears and he pulls me in a warm hug.

"I know you're not." He says.

I sob running from the room wanting to die. I haphazardly climb to the 'Astronomy Tower'. I lean over the edge and wish I had the guts to fall. I take a deep breath and lean forward, almost about to fall off. I sob and double over the ramp. Wondering whether to die or not.

"WAIT! ROSE ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!" Strong arms wrap around me and pull me up onto the tower. I don't need to turn around to know who that voice belongs to.

It was Scorpius.

Did you like it? Just wait until the next installment. You won't know what hit you. Fluff train woo woo

Underlined italics: Memory

Italics: Her subconscious

Bold: Same as always. The A/N: and crap like that.

"Sooo my best guess for Tim boyfriend would be Albus. I'm probably totally wrong but I can't wait to find out either way" So...Welp...There...Ya go...There's your answer.

I hope that made you as happy reading as it made me writing.