Chapter Ten: A disappearance
The ceremony was to die for, and Jacob looked so adorable. I hope that mom was shielding my thoughts because let me just say I am so glad that we are official because I'm ready to move to the next step! Not to mention that my "clock is ticking". I hope Jacob is ready for this, otherwise it will break my heart.
"So are you ready to see our new home?" Jacob said as he slid in behind me and gave me a bear hug or should I say wolf hug. "Absolutely, my Jacob!" I said.
"Here's the front room, it's kind of small but it should fit at least us maybe - more." He said with a shaky voice, how cute. "Over there is the dining room and kitchen combo. How are those cooking lessons going again with your dad?" He joked. "Ha, ha you know I'm almost as good as Emeril so don't worry about going hungry." I responded. "Plus I cook in large quantities so the pack won't go hungry either." I added.
"Moving on…" He said as he opened a door next to the hallway entrance to the kitchen. "Extra bathroom and hall closet over there."
"He says to the person who doesn't need a bathroom but good to know for any human guests we might have." I joked. "Okay, well moving on again, down this hall is both the side entrance and the washer and dryer. I'm sure you want to run out that door right now…" He said trying to be sly.
"Here is an extra room and Emily left it empty for now." He said as his voice got a little shaky again, not to mention at the level of a whisper. "Why are you whispering?" I said with a cocky smile on my face.
"What? I'm not whispering, why would you think I'm whispering?" He said shakily and with a flush to his face.
"Moving on." I said. So what is this room?" I said as I opened the door. "That is an extra bedroom." He said trying to hide how nervous he was, oh he's so cute.
"So will members of the pack have to crash here from time to time?" I said trying to lighten the mood.
"Maybe, maybe not. It's just good to have an extra bedroom." He said. He held out his hand to me and pulled me close to him and kissed me gently before pulling me out of the room and back into the hall.
"I have one more room to show you but first things first." He said as he lifted me into his arms. "You seem a little mischievious and I'm not sure if I like it better than the nervous look you had earlier." I said. As he turned in the hallway he kissed my cheek and unlatched the door and said 'our bedroom my Nessie'.
"OMG, I love it!" I squealed. He let me down after stepping into the room so that I could explore it on my own. The bed was a four poster canopy bed with a log frame and a sheer white canopy. The quilt covering the bed was hand stitched and I had a feeling it was his mother's, it was so beautiful and intricately detailed with an ancient Indian scene. When I turned to my left there were two doors as I walked up to the first door I touched Jake's chest and gave him a sweet smile. I felt him quiver at my touch, have I mentioned how cute he is? I opened the door and found a closet that actually rivaled my parent's closet, Aunt Alice is going to love this! I stepped back out of the room and gave Jake a quick peck on the cheek before skipping to the next door. I opened it and found an oversized bathroom with a whirlpool tub and separate shower stall with floor to ceiling tile. "Well the closet is outstanding and I love the whirlpool tub but that shower doesn't look like it can fit two." I said jokingly. He of course flushed and squirmed before saying 'there's another door over there'. Again as I walked past him I brushed my hand across his chest and again he quivered.
This last door was a French door and as I opened it I noticed the deck off the back of the house. "I loved it my very own patio." I said bouncing back into his arms for another sweet kiss.
"Don't I get to enjoy the patio?" he said.
"Of course, my Jacob, of course." I said as I gave him another kiss this time lingering for a moment or two.
"So what do you want to do now?" I said. Jacob answered my question by carrying me to the bed. He helped me out of my dress and let me carefully lay it on the lounge chair in the corner. Of course he was less gentle with his own clothes as they nearly flew off his body and haphazardly hit the floor. I chuckled as he rushed to get back to my embrace. I was nervous about being with Jacob but I knew he be loving and gentle. We kissed and touched and laughed and cuddled. Somehow he knew I was nervous and he took his time waiting for me to be ready.
The touches changed from tickles to caresses and the laughter to moans. The butterfly kisses and pecks changed to a battle for tongue dominance and I couldn't be more happy not to mention aroused. Jacob pulled back and looked deeply into my eyes and let out a tiny concerned smile. "This will hurt at first, I can't stop that but I will try my best to make you feel wonderful later." He moved his hand lower and started nibbling on my neck and collarbone. I gasped when I felt one finger enter me but the heat inside me made it deliciously wonderful. I was moaning by the time his single finger became two and could feel something building inside me bringing me to the edge of pleasure. My sweet Jacob was whispering to me about how good I felt and how close I was and how much he loved me.
I came at that moment from his words pushing me on. I wanted more and I was about to beg for it when he moved to position himself between my legs. I felt him at my opening and when he stopped I nodded that he could keep going. He hesitated for half a second before pushing completely inside me. I won't lie and say the whole thing was magical because that hurt, a lot. When the pain stopped though i started to adjust my position and he took it as my okay for more. The sensation was indescribable and surprisingly I was already on my way to another orgasm. This time though Jacob was only a short moment behind me both of us whispering I loves yous the whole way. We made love slowly and gently several times later in the night before following asleep in each other's arms.
In the morning as Jacob was still sleeping I cooked a large breakfast before jumping on the bed to wake him up. "Good morning my husband!" I whispered in his ear. He quickly turned the tables on me and had me pinned in an instant. "Do I smell bacon and eggs and muffins and fresh fruit?" He said between kisses on my neck and cheeks and mouth.
"Of course but you better eat fast, mom is probably pacing by now." I answered. "Also, we need to talk about the future of us." I added and saw him panic instantly.
"You're already tired of me?" He said.
"Jake be serious, we need to talk about our family." I said.
"Billy loves you and Edward and Bella are handling you growing up so fast with more ease and patience of 20 vampires combined." He countered.
"That's not the family I'm talking about," I said as I placed a hand on my stomach.
I think he went into shock because he jumped back so fast I didn't even notice that he jumped completely off the bed. "Calm down, it's not what you think," I said and then jumped into telepathy to make it easier on him and me.
I'm not pregnant right this instant but my moment will be here in a few days. I can get pregnant and you are the only person besides another hybrid like me who is compatible. I'm not sure what the pregnancy will be like so I want to leave here to keep everyone out of danger until I know what to expect. Also I'm hoping we will both have some sort of telepathic ability to talk to our child while still in the womb. If we have a boy it might be venomous and I don't know how the venom would affect you if at all.
This is why you have been so emotional lately, you were afraid I wouldn't want a child with you? You couldn't be more wrong, I just wasn't sure if you actually could even though you were having a cycle and all of that girl stuff…
So you're okay with this, because I hate to have to rush you but my time is running out. I think we need to leave in the next few days.
Tell me when and we will leave, I know a place where we can go. I found it when I was trekking through Canada a few years back.
You talk to the pack today and I'll talk to mom. We should leave tomorrow night.
Anything for you my love, my soulmate, my wife.
"My Jacob, my Jacob!" I said as I jumped into his arms and he carried me back to the bed once more.
"Mom, you look very calm this morning." I said jokingly as I walked in the front door to see her pacing as usual.
"Ness, stop being such a teenager!" She said.
"Dad, can I have a girl moment with mom please?" I said.
"Of course, my precious. Where's Jacob? He said. "Pack duty." I said. "Oh, he doesn't take many breaks does he." He replied. "Nope."
"Mom, shield me." I said.
Instantly I felt the comfort of being in her bubble so to speak.
"What is it dearest?" She said.
"I need you to run interference for Jake and I tomorrow night." I said with eyes wandering in dad's direction.
"You're leaving tomorrow aren't you." She said.
"Yes, I talked with Jake this morning and after I almost gave him a heart attack he confessed to having the same feelings and said he knew where we could go. Canada." I said.
"Here's what you need to do, stop by tomorrow as if you are just visiting and then tell him that the two of you are going hunting and that you'll be back in the morning to visit. By the next morning I'll break it to him. Hopefully, he'll be fine." She said.
"Thanks mom, you're the best." I said as I gave her a kiss on the cheek. "I'm gonna spend some time at the piano with daddy now." I said.
"Sounds great sweetheart." She said.
So how'd it go with the pack?
Leah is ecstatic to be in charge again. Seth of course wants to come along. Sometimes I think that kid doesn't understand the concept of alone time.
Mom's gonna run interference with dad but we need to stop by for a visit tomorrow before we make a hunting excuse and promise to come back in the morning for a visit.
Sounds like a plan, Nessie!
"Mom, dad I'm getting hungry so Jake and I are going hunting, we'll stop back in the morning okay?" I said.
"I'm a little thirsty, mind if I go along?" Dad said. Oh my lord how are we going to get away from him? Calm down, Bella will keep her promise.
"Edward, my love let them have some alone time. Besides I have other plans for you tonight." Mom said as she stealthily walked into his embrace and kissed his neck gently. Eew gross, do I really need to see my parents making out. Please this is nothing compared to some of the things I've witnessed. Eew more gross, my husband showing residual feelings for my mom. Oh you are soooo going down for that one Nessie! Well you gotta catch me first! You're the slowpoke!
"Edward, can't you see that they already forgot you're in the room." Mom said. "Besides you'll have plenty of time to hunt with them later on." She added.
As they walked out the door and into the forest I watched Jacob look back with the same scared look on his face that Alice had explained to me months ago.
"What do you mean, they're gone." He screamed at me. "How could you let this happen?" He yelled again.
"Easily, my love. You are very unobservant when your attention is occupied elsewhere." I said using his own words from our honeymoon against him.
"How could you let this happen? Did you know it was going to happen?" He accused.
"Edward, calm down. Don't make me get Emmett to restrain you again!" I replied.
"I'm going to search for her, Carlisle do you want to come with me?" He said as he started smelling the air in the direction she had gone last night.
"Edward you know her scent will be gone by now. Please calm down and listen to what I have to say." I pleaded with him.
"Why? So you can lie some more, I'm leaving and I'm not coming back until I find her. And when I do find her God help Jacob because I will kill him this time!" He said.
"He didn't make her leave, she made him leave!" I blurted hoping to stop his rant.
"What? I don't understand. Tell me everything." He said.
I explained how when Jacob talked to him about the ceremony Nessie explained to me her theories. I also told him that I ran interference so that they could make the break. And unfortunately for Alice I had to tell him about the vision she had months ago of the whole situation.