Disclaimer:
Don't sue me, I dont own Gakuen Alice ( . ) i'm merely typing out my ideas...
Author's Notes:
I know i promised all of you that i'll update on Monday... but... i just can't control my overactive imagination... so... i have to write this... But, most of all, i'm so darn sorry for my suckish grammar. Thanks for reminding me, deynaz oh, and... i reassure you all, this is definately a NxM story. Well, anyways, a lot of thanks to:
may 520: Haha... there'll be a twist in the story... XD XD thx a lotz lotz lotz for supporting me
Pink Fire101: ( . ) Haha, i'll keep that in mind to make Mikan live longer
Chokoreeto-Hime: Thx for reviewing
deynaz: Thanks again for reminding me of my suckish grammar
DMPMG: I'll make sure Natsume freaks next time Ruka kissed Mikan
z-line: This chapter is definately NxM fluffness
wakakakakaa: Natsume a loner? (o.O) Sorry for my stupidness, can you try stating it in a more detailed statement?
ash-chan: Haha, i like it when the female character is suffering while the male character is trying to lessen her sufferings
anime-fangirl-o.O-vm: Haha... thx for the comment but... is that really Ruka-sama...? -evil grin-
RiaFan: Hope you'll like this chapter, considering it's not monday yet
Torn Between Love and Duty
Chapter 10: Forever
Mikan's POV
It has been three days since that incident in the garden. My illness is getting better and i seldom coughed out blood. I guess it's all because of Ruka-sama...
Eversince Ruka-sama came back to Alice Country, he always stayed by my side and only leaves when he has something important to do.
But...Ruka-sama haven't said anything about eloping. I don't know why, but i always feel depressed when i thought about it. It's not because i hope Ruka-sama will ask me again... maybe it's because i'm not ready yet... or is it because... of him...?
Speaking of him... i haven't seen him around for the past three days. I felt very empty without his perverted comments or the neverending arguments we always had.
I clenched the necklace in my hands. For some reason, the thought of giving him this necklace will lessen the pain in my heart.
I don't know... why i have been thinking about him lately.
"Mi-chan...?" A soft and gentle voice woke me up from my thoughts.
"H-Hai...?" I nervously said while turning around to face Ruka-sama.
"Daijoubu? You've been spacing out ever since i've entered your room. Tell me if something's bothering you..." He sat on the edge of the bed.
I smiled at his statements. Even so... I felt uneasy when i stared into his eyes. Even if his eyes showed concerned... i can't help it but i felt something's amiss... i don't know what...
"G-Gomenasai... it's nothing..." I sheepishly smiled at him. "I... i was just thinking..."
I quickly broke my eye contact with him. I really feel uncomfortable.
"I brought some snacks for you... well... incase you're hungry." He put a slice of strawberry cake on the table beside my bed. "I won't be around for the whole afternoon. I have some clients to attend to."
I nod a little as he kissed my hand and left.
I stared at my hand. It's not the same feeling i had in the garden. It's... something different.
I lightly touched my hand. The kiss feels weird...
I snapped away from my thoughts when i heard a door opened roughly.
I turned around and my eyes widen. I found myself staring at a pair of blazing crimson eyes.
"...Natsume...?" I said almost whispering.
I clenched the bed sheets hard when he slowly walk towards me. He bent down his head with his bangs covering his eyes.
"N-Natsume...? Daijoubu...?" I felt my voice trembling.
He smirked at me as he stood by the edge of my bed.
"Having an affair while i'm gone... eh...?" He finally said.
"EXCUSE ME?!" Burning with anger and furiousity as his insults ring in my ear. I shouted at him, "I am NOT having an affair!!"
Me?! An affair?! What the hell did he think i am??!!
" Ruka-sama and I love each other ever since we're young!!" I continued as he silently stood there, "We are also planning to get married and...!!"
I was cut off when i felt his lips on mine.
What the...??
He was on the same bed with me. One hand on my chin while the other one on my back. My legs are between his legs.
I tried to push him away but my body is slowly giving away as his kiss had slowly melted away my thoughts.
Putting my hand on his neck, i slowly responded to his kiss.
I can smell his cologne and i can hear his heart beat. A strong smell of alcohol flow into the room.
Is he... drunk...?
I felt him smirking when we broke the kiss.
Gasping for air, i finally stared into his crimson eyes.
He put his hand on the wall, trapping me as he finally said, "Mi...kan..."
I heart skipped a bit when he said my name for the first time.
I felt completed when he kissed me. It feels a lot different from... Ruka-sama's...
"Who knew you can be such a good kisser." He said and left the room.
Staring stupidly into space, i finally gathered up my thoughts.
A... good... kisser!!???
I wanted to run up to him and shout at him, something caught my eye as i stared at myself in the mirror.
There is a silver chain with a amall ring at the end in front of my chest. Slowly touching the shiny silver ring, i found myself staring at the words engraved in the ring.
M N Forever...
The words become blurry...
I broke down and cried...
Author's Notes:
I hope this chappie is ok... review... please:3