She's staring at Gregory, Loraine, Claude, again. I cannot tell if its affection or fear but something is making my heart race. She is the literal sense of the word awesome, awe inspiring, and rightly feared. She is dangerous, but, something about her has a special beauty around her. Her fire is mesmerizing, like fire I have never seen. She has this air about her that seems to fuel her fires like no one else's, making the fire glimmer and shake in a beautiful way. She is as lovely as her living flame. She jumps around expending large bursts of energy, sharing it with all around. In all truthfulness it is probably more affection than fear. She is a being of mesmerization and energy, helping without thanks, or even being known. There is just one problem. Gregory, Loraine, and Claude are particularly flammable at this stage of life. One wrong tip of her flame and its lights up and out for all three of them. I am in a hospital and still they refuse to treat them in their old age. I worry for them, but even I know that the universe must take its toll.
Loraine has left us. Her body was taken in the night. I hope that her death was peaceful and she can go into the great beyond in a safe journey.
Gregory was the next one. He died fighting. He collapsed during one of my tests, and I was never able to say good bye.
Claude. The gentle giant. The big baby. His life snuck away in the middle of the day. I was there as he drew his last breath. I shall miss all of them greatly.
In these times I searched for comfort through the others. Spring must share his thought his patients, and I understand why he is unable to help, but I cannot help but want more. Illaina
has much to large of a problem to be bothered with me, but I crave it anyways. Niana, she has constant surveillance upon her, and it was recommended that she stays away from me, but she comforts me anyways. I remember fearing her before this time, but now I feel something completely new. I do not wish to throw the word around, but I believe I love her. Much like her love, fire, her beauty is something to be feared, but she provides a comforting warmth. So is the way we found each other, a coincidence that cannot be just a coincidence. I hope that I can help her flame live, even if it consumes me.