Booyueah08: Hello! I'm really sorry for not updating too long. Well, here's chapter 10. Enjoy!

Chapter 10: I can't sleep

[ misaki's pov]

I can't sleep…

I don't feel at ease.

I stood up and stare at the starry black sky

I hope that he's staring as well.

Nah. I guess he's busy finishing those papers.

…

I want to tell him not to go.

Why should he leave?

I've been thinking and I guess I really don't know him that well.

…

I found my phone.

Should I call him?

Nah. I will just distract him.

But…

I want to ask him.

I want to speak to him.

I want to see him.

Thinking about him, I heard my phone rang.

"Hello?" I asked curious. Who would call me this late?

"Ayuzawa." I heard it says. With this deep cold voice, I already know who it is.

"U-U-Usui?" I stuttered. I'm not expecting him to call this late.

"Are you free this night?" he asked with same tone of voice

"This late? Aren't you supposed to be busy or sleeping already?" I asked, worried.

"I can't sleep. I kept thinking about you." He said.

Hearing those words…

"I kept thinking about you"

How nice to hear them from someone you like…

"I-I can't sleep as well. Uhm, sure. Let's meet up where?"

"I'm here, outside your house."

"Here? Outside? Oh. O-okay. I'm coming."

I dressed up nicely and went outside to see him.

"So… what now?" I asked curiously

"What do you feel about me leaving? Are you okay with it?" He asked bluntly

"About you leaving? Uhm. I was really surprised. You see, I kept thinking about the possibilities for you to leave but I haven't thought of one. I guess that I really don't know you that well"

"You don't have to know me well. What's important is the feeling… are you okay with it? Me leaving?"

"I don't have the right to say anything… I'm just your friend."

"Friend. Friend? Friends are important. You're important to me. I want to know if what you're feeling."

"Usui."

"Let me be honest Misaki… to tell you the truth, I'll be leaving sooner than you thought"

I'm so confused.

"Then what do you want me to do? It's as if what I would say would change a thing. You are leaving already and at this state, I'm still confused.

Realizing what I just said, I started to change the topic

"Look, it doesn't matter about what I'm feeling. You don't have to base something so important on me. If you really need to go, I don't have to be selfish and let you stay here. To tell you the truth, I really don't want you to leave but what can I do? Who am I to say something right?"

"Do you really have no idea on how important you are to me? Do you really don't know what I'm feeling for you? Aren't you being selfish? On how you don't open up yourself to me. If only you open yourself to me more, I would understand you more. I don't have to go to this confusing state."

Long pause.

"Look, it's already late. Before I go, I want to say something."

Pause.

"Stop confusing yourself. Stop confusing me. If you like someone, you like them. If you don't, then you don't. You don't have to make things complicated right? Well. Good night Misaki. Good bye."

He was about to leave when suddenly something inside me snapped.

He's right.

Why am I being cruel to him?

Why am I confusing myself this much?

He's right. There's nothing wrong if I like him.

If the rumors became true at school, I don't care.

"Usui!' I cried and saw him look.

I went to him and hugged him tightly

"I like you Usui. I really like you. I've been thinking about you lately and I am really missing you. I don't care about my reputation. As long as it's you, everything will be fine. I'm sorry if I realized things so late." I can feel my tears flowing out already. I felt him hugged me back as he whisper something to me.

"It's really just like you Misaki. It's really just like you. I hope that you will never change. Everything is clear now. I thank that accident that happened because it helped you realize your feelings for me. I'm sorry if I have to leave. I promise you… I will come back for you. Please wait for me Misaki." He said and kissed me lightly in my lips.

Booyueah08: Here's chapter 10. And guess what? I'm thinking of ending it this way. Don't worry, I'll write a sequel of this "The Return of Usui". I'll either continue this story or make a sequel so please wait and continue to support this story. Don't forget to review!