20.40 u: Martin: "The day is over, you can all go home." Jack said.

I let out a small sigh, finally. I let my gaze fall on Sam, trying to find out what she was thinking. We all rose from our seats, and while the rest went to collect their stuff I made my way to Sam.

"Hey." I softly said.

"Hey." She replied, not looking up, but instantly knowing it was me.

"You said, we needed to have a talk." I said, as she finally lifted her head, a bit surprised.

"Yeah, we did." And she indicated me to follow her to the balcony. It seemed that she didn't care, if anyone saw it, but I hoped that Danny wouldn't see us leaving, I didn't really had the need, to explain something to Danny.

At the balcony, she leaned on the bulwarks, looking at the city. I went to stand beside her, but she didn't say anything.

It looked like she had forgotten that I was even there.

"You know, I thought I had it all figured out, you know." She said, looking up at me. "But now it seems, that I don't."

"How do you mean?" I looked at her, rather confused, this time, not really understanding what she meant.

"You, I thought that I had figured you out." She turned her look away from me, but not soon enough, as I had noticed the tiny little tears who were forming in her eyes.

"Sam, I know I probably confuse you right now, and I'm sorry, but these last few years have been incredible hard, and most off the time, I really thought, that I could do it all without you, because having you close to me, hurt me even more." She still looked away, so I put my hand on her cheek, turning her head, so that she was facing me.

"I was trying to ban you out of my world, hoping on that way, the pain would just stop." She looked at me with tears in her eyes, and she opens her mouth, as she wanted to apply something to that, but I quickly put my finger on her lips.

I wanted her to know this, because I had been walking around with this for some time now.

"Turns out, I was wrong, It wasn't the fact that you were with me that caused me pain, it was the fact that you weren't with me. It was the fact, that I had to face you every day, knowing that we were over. Knowing I couldn't show the whole world that I loved you. Not while we had a relationship and not after it ended."

I shut up for a while, letting her have some time, to cope with what I just said before I continued.

"God, I have been a fool Sam. I let you go, while I needed you with me. I was a fool, breaking up with you."

"No, no you weren't you had every right to." She stuttered.

"I maybe had every right to but I didn't want it, I thought that that was what I needed, but it wasn't."

She looked at me, her hazel eyes piercing through mine. "Does this mean, that…"

"Yes, and I don't care about us being a secret or anything I just want you by my side."

"No." She said, shaking her head, and putting a step backwards. I looked at her rather confused and hurt.

"No?"

"No secret." She said, putting the step back to me, and burying her head in my chest, "No secret, I'm tired of secrets."

I lifted her head back up.

"Ok." I said, capturing her mouth. She quickly put her arms around my neck, deepening the kiss. God, she tasted so good. Her face was still a bit wet from her tears, but I didn't care. I pressed her body a bit closer to me, having to feel her every bit.

I couldn't believe how I missed this, and I wanted this to last, forever.

She broke the kiss, but still let her head lean against my forehead. "But we're taking things slow." She whispered, "I don't want this to fail again."

"Me neither."

"And I want to get home." She smiled, taking my hand, leading us back to the office.

In no time, we had collected our stuff, and after Sam quickly dropped in in Jack's office, telling goodnight, we left together, her hand in mine.

Soon we arrived at her car, and although I knew, I had to release her hand, I didn't want to.

I had found the thing that I had been searching for, I had finally found it, and I was planning on never letting it go again.

She opened her car door, with one hand while I still held her other hand. She looked up at me, and I pulled her back at me, covering her mouth again with mine. "One for the night." I whispered, and she chuckled.

"Two." She said, as she also put her arms back around my neck, pulling us close, and letting her soft lips touch mine.

"Call me." She whispered, as she got in her car and drove off.

I just stood there for another few minutes, watching her car disappear in the so many other ones.

Then it all suddenly got clear in my head: That girl was my world.