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Warning, this chapter contains scenes of an adult nature and talk of an adult nature pretty much throughout. If you don't like reading that kind of thing...I'd probably just skip this chapter all together, to be honest. I'll summarize at the bottom...

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Chapter 10

The First Time Doing and The First Time Saying

Gou – 7 months old.

A week had passed since their first date. Kai was slowly getting more and more relaxed around Rei. Easing in to their new relationship.

Rei in turn was showing incredible self restraint...he kept reminding himself that he'd promised Kai he'd give him time and take things slowly...but it was definitely difficult at times. He was so happy they were finally together, he wanted to dive in head-first. But he figured they had all the time in the world. This was worth being patient for...and besides, he'd waited years for this, a little longer wouldn't kill him.

He decided to just let Kai come to him with whatever he was ready to.

Kai on the other hand, was feeling a little confused. Rei didn't seem to be responding to him like he thought he would.

He was making an effort to be a little more touchy...sitting closer to him on the couch so that their legs pressed together, holding his hand more...he sometimes instigated kissing, which always got heated, but Rei always seemed to pull away.

Was he having second thoughts?

Was he put off that he hadn't done it before?

It was still early in their relationship, but as the mere days went by, he craved more and more to be touched.

He sat at his computer, trying to work but was too distracted. Like a horny adolescent, there was only one thing on his mind.

His mind drifted off to the only intimate encounters he'd ever had...with his wife.

If it hadn't have been for the pressure from their families to procreate, he would certainly still be a complete virgin...

When he thought about it, doing it with her was kind of like Max and Tyson being forced to screw each other...they'd probably do it with a gun to their head, but they wouldn't exactly enjoy it.

He shuddered at his own thoughts of his two friends going at it.

No. What he and Naomi had experienced could only be described as 'clinical'. He got it up, stuck it in, closed his eyes and tried to think of something to get him there...and it was done.

It's a good thing they had been so close, would have been terrible otherwise.

There was only one time he'd even kind of enjoyed it...and it lead to some serious mockery after.

They'd been to a party...it had been Rachel's, actually. The one from the book store they went to on their date.

They came back a little drunk and Naomi thought that was the perfect time to try and get knocked up...but he wasn't feeling it...

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"Come on, Kai...I'm pretty sure I'm ovulating!" she whined as she had hold of his arm, trying to drag him in to her room.

"Oh baby...I love it when you talk dirty to me like that..." Kai said dryly, easily resisting her pulling.

She huffed.

"I'm sorry I don't have a dick, but we've got to do this!"

Kai huffed back.

"I know, I know..."

Kai imagined there weren't many man alive who thought having sex with a beautiful woman like her would be such a chore.

"So come on!" she demanded, pulling as hard as she could and succeeding in dragging him in.

Once he was in, she threw off her dress before quickly removing her underwear, standing before him as God had made her with the addition of the rose sleeve tattoo on her left arm, slim but curvaceous.

Kai exhaled heavily. Time to get it over with...

As he unbuttoned his shirt, he racked his brains for 'inspiration' to get him in the mood.

The new barista at the coffee shop this morning was pretty hot...he had a cute accent, too. Scandinavian, he'd guessed.

...nope, not doing it for him.

The trainer at the gym was ripped and attractive...

Damnit, nothing...

Naomi smirked, laying on the bed looking at her husband with his eyes closed getting undressed. He did this every time.

"Stop wasting time and just think of Rei, will you."

He opened his eyes and glared at her.

"I don't picture Rei..." he protested, unzipping his pants.

"Sure you don't..." she rolled her eyes.

He was now undressed too...but...nothing was happening...he wished he hadn't drunk as much at the party...that probably wasn't helping...didn't matter that it was her, no man ever felt good about not being able to get it up.

"Would it help if I did this?" she offered before getting on all fours, her head facing away from him.

Kai laughed...this really was an odd relationship.

He approached her and looked down at her.

From this angle...she almost did resemble Rei a little...if he squinted real hard. She had long black hair, her skin not as tanned as Rei's, but slightly...

He reluctantly let his mind think of Rei...

And there was life...

He really hoped somehow she couldn't read his mind...she taunted him enough about Rei.

He let his mind wander more...thinking about the things he really wanted to do...with who he desired the most.

He was ready.

He let her know and positioned himself behind her, doing what he always did and closing his eyes before easing himself in.

They both let out a small moan at the penetration...despite not being attracted to each other, it still felt pretty good.

He began to move, letting his mind take him away to a fantasy of doing the same thing to Rei.

As the images his mind was creating got more heated, so did his movements. He took hold of her hips, thrusting harder and deeper, with actual passion.

He imagined the feel of Rei's skin against him, the sound of his voice making sounds of pleasure.

He unconsciously let out actual moans.

After a little while he began to thrust faster, Naomi silently wondering what had gotten in to him tonight. He'd never been this in to it before.

He was lost in the fantasy of being inside him, seeing his face flushed and sweating.

He was almost there.

He imagined him crying his name out.

"Ahhhh...Rei!" he groaned out as he felt himself reach climax, pulling her back in to him roughly as he throbbed and released.

He panted, letting himself recover for a second before realising he'd gotten too in to it, pulling out silently...

Naomi lay herself down and turned to face him, eyebrows raised and smirking at him.

"...I take it he was good?" she taunted.

"...Shut up..." he grumbled, red faced and quickly heading out to the bathroom to take a shower.

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Kai chuckled to himself and cringed at the memory.

He thought about it and counted in his head...that may very well have actually been the night Gou was conceived...

Rei really had been there for him from the very start...in a weird, gross kind of way.

His mind quickly went back to the original problem. That he wanted to do that with Rei for real.

He compared his emotionless encounters with Naomi to that one night at the hotel at Tyson's wedding.

What a difference...

The heat he'd felt...the lust...the intensity...

The memory of Rei with him in his mouth and how incredible it felt...

He let out a longing sigh. They hadn't done anything like that since, but why not? What was he doing wrong?

He stared at his computer screen again. This was hopeless...he'd stop here and come back to it tomorrow...It was Friday evening and it wasn't long 'til dinner time anyway.

He took himself in to the kitchen to get something to drink.

As he walked in, Rei was at the counter preparing dinner as usual.

"Hey!" he greeting him over his shoulder, hearing him come in.

"Hey."

He went to the fridge and pulled out a soda, cracking it open and setting himself down at the table.

"Need any help?" he offered.

"Nah, I got it, thanks!" Rei answered.

Kai sat and watched him.

He was chopping something, he couldn't see what...but Rei really was skilled in the kitchen.

There was a rapid clack clack clack clack clack of his knife against the board dicing some vegetable like a pro.

How did chefs chop so fast? He'd always wondered that.

"Hey, Rei?"

"Mm?"

"...how do you do the chopping thing?"

The clacking stopped and Rei turned to him, his eyebrows furrowed.

"...what chopping thing?" he asked.

"You know...the really fast chopping."

"Oh!" Rei laughed, "It's easy, really...want me to show you?"

"I do."

"Hn, then come here..." he smiled.

Kai smiled to himself and did as he was told.

Rei moved out of the way and guided him in front of the chopping board, placing the knife in his hand and stepping behind him. His arms moved around him and gently took his wrists.

"So you take what you're chopping..." he said, setting a piece of red pepper down.

"with this hand you wanna make like a claw, you use your knuckles as kind of a barrier..." he explained, positioning Kai's hand. His breath on his neck, the warmth of his body pressed against his back.

"Take the knife...and you don't want to like...aggressively chop...you want to kind of make a rocking motion like this..." he instructed as he guided Kai's other hand holding the knife, slicing in to the pepper with him.

"then you use your thumb to push the pepper forward..."

Kai did as he was told, cutting it like he said.

"And that's literally it...after a while, you just learn to speed up, just takes practice...yeh, that's it, you got it..." Rei praised as he watched him over his shoulder.

Kai turned his head to see him.

"I've got a good teacher..." he smirked.

Rei breathed out a small laugh. Kai loved his laugh.

He placed the knife down and turned around to face him, locking eyes.

He bit his lip a little.

God, Rei drove him crazy...he didn't even have to do anything.

He wrapped his arms around his neck and pulled him in to a kiss.

Rei was caught off guard for a second, he hadn't expected to be kissed. He quickly recovered and ran his hands down his sides down to his hips and pulled him closer, kissing back.

They began kissing harder, the air around them feeling warmer. Rei grabbed his hips and lifted him on to he counter, he automatically spread his legs and wrapped them around Rei's waist, not breaking the kiss.

Rei's tongue gently touched Kai's lips and he willingly opened his mouth to let him in, groaning as the kissing became deeper.

Rei's hands left his hips and slid gently under his shirt, running his fingers ever so gently up his sides, feeling his skin.

Kai broke the kiss by gasping, even the slightest touch from Rei did this to him. He wanted more...

Crying came from the other room...

"Fuck!" Kai swore out loud, irritated. Trust his boy to kill the mood.

Rei let out a laugh, despite also feeling disappointed and flustered, Kai's reaction was kind of funny.

"It's your turn to get him..." the Chinese said before placing one more kiss on him and pulling away.

Kai slid himself off the counter and took off to tend to his son. Trying to remember it wasn't his fault...he was just a baby...

By the time he'd fed him and settled him back down, Rei had finished making dinner for them. They sat and ate together, but Kai felt awkward. There was unfinished business to attend to but...how do you start it up again!?

Rei felt the tension. But did Kai want what he thought he wanted? He didn't want to risk pushing too far...

He smirked as an idea popped in to his head.

They finished dinner, Kai washed the dishes and the two relaxed on the couch together lazily for a while they let their food settle.

Rei stood up, stretching and took himself upstairs.

He'd thought of a way to test the waters...literally.

Kai was a total creature of habit. He had certain routines he carried out religiously.

He showered during the week, but Friday evenings, he let himself soak his muscles in his gorgeous, big bathtub.

That tub was probably Rei's favorite part of the whole house. It was deep and wide enough that you could really let yourself sink in to it...and it would definitely fit the two of them in there...

He started running the water, testing the temperature. When he was happy, he left it running and went to back downstairs to the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of wine and two glasses, then back upstairs again, avoiding being spotted.

Once it was ready, he took off his clothes and called down the stairs.

"Kai! Could you come up here a minute?"

Kai looked up and pushed himself off the couch, taking himself upstairs.

He walked to Rei's room...but it was empty.

"In here..." he heard his voice.

He turned to the direction of his voice and walked in to the bathroom.

His eyes widened.

Rei was sat in the bath. Elbow on the side, resting his head on his hand. Hair in a messy bun. A glass of wine in the other.

"I thought I'd crash your bath time..."

Kai's mouth went dry and he stared at him. He felt himself heat up again, and he didn't think it was the steam from the water.

"Come on..." Rei smiled.

Kai slowly peeled off his clothes and stepped in, the hot water surrounding him as he settled in, Rei brought him back to lean in to him, the warmth of his skin pressed in to his back.

This was nice...

Rei handed him a glass of wine. He accepted it and took a sip.

This was really nice...

"How's work going?" Rei asked softly.

"Yeh...not bad...just a little swamped...the Germans are really pushing us to give the green light to start on that project in Berlin...think it's better to leave them to sweat a little though..."

Rei listened...he knew very little about Kai's work...and he wasn't very business minded. But he liked to listen to him. He sounded so professional...and it was kind of hot to listen to him go in to 'I'm the boss' mode on the phone sometimes.

"...the offices in Russia are on my ass as well..."

He stopped himself...why was he babbling about work right now!?

He flinched as Rei's arm appeared past his head and took his glass from him, setting it on the side.

His hands moved up his arms and settled on his shoulders, his thumbs pressed in to the base of his neck and began to press down.

"You must be stressed...you're pretty tense."

Kai didn't reply, he was too busy enjoying Rei's hands massaging his aching shoulders. He'd been slouched in his desk chair all day.

His hands pushed down a little harder and the other let out a sigh of pleasure.

"God, Rei...your hands are magic..." he praised, it felt so good...

Rei took the opportunity...

His hands slid down from his shoulders, between his arms and around to his chest and stomach, he moved his head down and placed gentle kisses on his neck.

Kai gasped, a shudder going through him despite being in the warm water. Instantly feeling himself get aroused. He leaned his head back against Rei's shoulder and he began to kiss his neck harder.

He let out a soft moan.

Rei's hands explored the top half of his body, Kai felt Rei getting hard behind him, pressing in to his lower back.

Rei's hand trailed down from his stomach down between his legs and gently rubbed.

Another moan escaped his throat at the touch, feeling his lower body tingle, he turned his body and head, lifting his arm and reaching behind Rei's head to pull him in to a fiery kiss. Rei's hand wrapped around him and started to stroke him slowly but firmly.

Kai pulled away and his mouth fell open, letting out a groan.

Rei leaned back down and brought him back in to the kiss, moving his hand a little faster.

Kai's body tensed as the pleasure began to pulse through his groin, letting more muffled moans out as they kissed, the bathroom getting more steamed up.

Kai suddenly grabbed Rei's wrist to stop him and broke the kiss.

"Rei..." he panted, his violet eyes dancing and his face flushed scarlet, "I want you..."

Rei felt his stomach tense with desire, he'd wanted to hear him say that to him for years.

Rei instantly lifted Kai, making him stand up and get out the bath before stepping out himself, grabbing his wrist and dragging him to his bedroom, water dripping off them down the hallway. He closed the door and turned. Kai stood in the middle of his room, eyes on him, water dripping down his body.

Rei let out almost a growl and moved towards him, roughly grabbing him and pulling him in to a rough kiss, picking him up and near enough throwing him back on to the bed, quickly climbing on top of him and resuming frenzied kissing.

Before he got too carried away, a little part of his brain reminded him it was his first time...he shouldn't be too rough with him.

He pulled away.

"You sure?" he asked him.

Kai nodded. 100% sure.

Rei lifted himself off him and leaned over to the bedside table and opened the drawer, taking out a tube and coming back.

He felt Kai watching him.

"Who do you want to be on top?" Rei asked.

Kai honestly hadn't thought about it. He felt nervous all of a sudden.

He figured if Rei was on top, he wouldn't be able to do anything wrong.

"You.."

Rei nodded, removing the cap from the tube and squeezing it along his finger, shuffling next to him.

"I'll start with my hand, OK?"

Kai nodded silently again, anxious at not knowing what to expect. As Rei pushed his legs open a little wider and moved his hands down, he breathed harder at the anticipation.

"This might hurt a little and feel weird...just do your best to stay relaxed..." Rei instructed softly.

Again, he nodded...and then

"Ugghnnnn..." he groaned in discomfort as Rei pushed inside him, wincing and gripping the sheets.

It felt gross...and it kinda hurt...this wasn't what he was imagining...

Rei felt his muscles trying to push him out. He gently moved.

"Breathe...relax..."

Kai did his best. It was easier said than done.

Rei continued to move his hand gently, the gross feeling eased off, but it was still uncomfortable.

"You OK for me to try another one?"

He wasn't really...but said yes.

He winced and let out shuddered breaths as he was stretched even further. This time it hurt.

Rei kept moving, trying to make him get used to it.

Once he felt Kai's muscles relax a little, he moved his head down and took him in his mouth, moving his hand and his head simultaneously.

Kai's head tilted back and moaned. The combination of sensations overpowering him. The pleasure of Rei's mouth mixed with the discomfort of his hand.

The discomfort gradually faded to being tolerable...the double stimulation starting to feel good.

Then it started to feel really good...moans of pleasure streamed from his throat.

Rei stopped, his own desires becoming unbearable.

He gently eased his hand out and reached for the tube again, coating himself in it.

He shifted between Kai's legs, taking them and pushing them back, positioning himself.

"You ready?"

"Yeh." Kai said breathlessly.

Their eyes locked on each other as Rei eased himself in slowly, not breaking the eye contact as Kai let out strong pants, his eyes widened and his body almost trembled at the shock of penetration. His heart hammered against his chest.

Rei kissed him gently and started to move slowly and gently.

Once he relaxed, he began to thrust slightly faster.

Once again, the discomfort eased and started to feel good...kind of.

Rei continued to kiss him passionately, despite his head worrying about hurting him, his body adored the feeling of being inside him. He fought hard against his urge to go harder.

But then Kai's head fell back, pulling their lips apart, eyes scrunched tight and let out a deep, moan.

It was starting to feel really good.

Rei's head lost the battle against his body, an almost animal need in him made him grit his teeth and thrust a little harder and faster.

Kai's hands grabbed Rei's shoulders as his body moved with Rei's, his face flushing and eyes starting to glaze, moaning uncontrollably looking up at Rei's equally flushed face.

Now this is more what he was imagining...it felt incredible.

Their skin developed a glaze of sweat and the smell of sex filled the room, as did the sound of moans and heavy breathing.

The intensity seemed to amp up.

Kai felt the pleasure surging through his body rapidly grow stronger and stronger and he knew he was almost there.

"Rei..." he choked out. The other knew he was close, so thrust harder.

Kai clutched at Rei's skin as he let out several strangled cries as he experienced the most intense orgasm of his life, Rei close behind him, pushing himself in as deep as he could as he came.

They stayed together, heavy breathing gradually slowing. Rei finally gently pulled himself out and rolled off him, collapsing on to his back beside him. Neither of them able to say anything, Rei reached down and took his hand instead.

They lay quietly, sweaty and their hair dishevelled.

The silence and darkness of the room combined with exhaustion lulled them both to sleep without a word.

The next morning, Kai woke up, in the same spot with a blanket over him. He rolled over, Rei wasn't there.

The door opened and Rei came in with coffee as he did every morning recently.

Kai smiled sleepily at him.

"You're up...morning." Rei smiled back as he walked in and set the coffee down.

Kai sat up and winced at the dull ache as he shifted his weight.

"...you're sore?" Rei asked guiltily.

"I'll be fine..." Kai said, a little embarrassed.

Rei sat beside him and kissed his cheek.

"Let's have a lazy day today..." he suggested.

Kai snorted.

"A 'lazy' day?"

Rei grinned back, he figured this would be a strange concept for him.

"Yeh...let's just be..lazy as hell for a day...order a pizza...watch some movies maybe...play with Gou..."

Kai's brain barely knew the meaning of 'lazy', but that sounded fantastic.

"Sounds good..."

After coffee, he made himself get up and get showered. He could still smell Rei on him from the night before.

Despite the aching, he felt amazing this morning...

He followed Rei's example and threw on some baggy purple shorts and a black t-shirt and head downstairs.

He entered the living room, Gou was laying on the floor on his back. Rei was on his knees, pretending he was going to fall on him and then putting his hands down on either side of his head making a silly noise. Gou squealed and cackled as he flailed his limbs.

Kai leaned against the doorway and smiled. It never failed melt his heart, watching the two of them together.

Rei looked up and smiled at him.

"Feeling a little better now?" he asked, seeing he was freshly showered and in comfy clothes.

"Much..." he said as he pushed himself off the doorway.

Gou moved his gaze from Rei as he heard his daddy's voice and clumsily rolled himself on to his belly, pushing himself across the floor towards him making excited noises.

Kai's eyes lit up.

"Heeeyyyy buddy! Morning!" he said as he joined them on the floor.

Gou reached for him, apparently too tired to push himself any more. Kai obliged and picked him up, spreading his legs out and holding him so he was standing up.

Gou looked up at him with his big eyes and started babbling at him.

"Oh really?" Kai responded, as if he understood what he was saying.

He babbled more.

"Is that right?"

He giggled and let out more excited babbling, his hands reaching out and grabbing Kai's T-shirt.

"I know, looks great on me, doesn't it? No, you can't borrow it..."

It was Rei's turn to melt. Kai was such a good daddy. He would never have guessed when he met him all those years ago he would end up being such a doting father.

Gou pushed his weight on to his arms, seemingly pushing his dad and Kai fell back, pretending to scream and lifting him above his head, the baby burst in to chuckles as he was held in the air, kicking his legs.

As he set Gou down, he moved his interest back to Rei, slowly and clumsily crawling back over to him to play with him.

He continued to go back and forth between them for over an hour before tiring himself out. Not to mention papa and Rei were pretty tired entertaining him, too.

He was back to his position on the floor, laying on his back, arms above his head, staring at the ceiling with heavy eyes. Kai and Rei lay on their sides on either side of him. Kai gently rubbing his belly and Rei stroking his hair gently.

He looked like he was fighting it, but the weight of his eyelids finally won and they fell closed. Kai and Rei's eyes met and they both smirked, but neither of them moved.

Instead they both rested their heads on their arms on the floor where they were.

Rei ran a finger along Gou's palm and he instantly closed his fingers around it, holding on to it in his sleep.

Kai watched and suddenly felt a tingle go from his head all the way down to his toes.

He felt an overwhelming sense of happiness...

The only time he could recall feeling joy like this was when he held Gou for the first time.

His stomach clenched, his heart almost missed a beat before pounding hard, then his eyes brimmed a little.

Rei looked up from Gou to him and frowned slightly, concerned.

"You all right?"

Kai stared at him.

He was better than all right.

He opened his mouth but sound wouldn't come out.

"Kai...?"

He couldn't take his eyes off him. He felt like he was looking at him in a whole new way. And then suddenly it was so clear.

"...Rei?"

"Yeh?" Rei asked, a little confused and worried.

"...I love you."

It was Rei's turn to stare back speechlessly for a moment.

His face softened and his eyes brimmed, too. He swallowed hard.

"I love you, too."

They leaned in, careful not to knock Gou between them and shared a time-stopping kiss.

For the first time in a very long time...maybe even ever, Kai's life was absolutely perfect.

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End chapter 10!

Summary: Kai ain't a virgin no more and bust out 'I love you.'

I know this was a short chapter and was basically them getting it on but...they deserve it. Plus the last few chapters have been pretty darn long :P

I don't think I'll be able to update for a while...but I'll do my best to update as quick as possible.

Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoyed. Any comments would be appreciated!

No flames.