Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of the great characters, that would be Mrs. Meyer.

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I woke up a few hours later feeling like complete and utter shit. My alarm was still going off and it was making me feel worse.

"SHUT UP" I yelled as I launched my alarm clock across my room hitting the wall with a loud crash.

Oh crap I thought as I looked over at the now broken alarm clock that laid next to the door.

"BELLS" I heard Charlie yell my name as he came up the stairs. "Are you alright?"

Good going Bells

Shove it! I yelled at my conscious.

"Bells is everything ok I heard a crash?" He said storming into my room

My eyes drifted over to the broken alarm clock that was right next to Charlie's feet.

"I think am going to need a new alarm clock dad" I said trying to put on a cute and innocent smile…..well I was trying to pull of cute but I could barely keep my eyes open so I probably looked more crazy than cute.

"Bells are you alright …..your scaring me?"

I stopped smiling and forced myself out of bed. "Yea dad I'm fine just tired"

"Well you didn't have to take it out on your poor alarm……and you better hurry up before your late for school". He said trying to look stern.

"Yea yea" I mumbled walking past him and to the bathroom. Hopefully a shower would wake me up.

The hot water felt good as it loosened my muscles. I began humming a tune that just popped into my mind. Before I knew it……

Last call….. at the hospital……

I began singing the words just flowing from my mouth.

Doctor I don't know what I've done…..
There's more to this than my
Ex-love and my ex-limbs could ever in my life begin to explain
Every time I think of him and what went on that night
I don't see it, instead I hear it
A song so awful….. and so perfect………

"BELL"S…..your going to be late"

I heard Charlie yell from downstairs as I was taken out of my trance.

I turned off the shower and got out.

Maybe I should write it down…..I could show it to Jake……. maybe it would make good lyrics.

I quickly went into my room throwing on a pair of black jeans, a dark gray tank, and a tight red hoodie. I quickly brushed my hair and threw some gel in it as I ran out of my house.

I must be the only person who is running late and still make it to school before everyone else….. I took a look around the parking lot as cars began arriving.

I was now standing outside my car dreading the day to come. My neck was freezing as water still dripped from my wet hair. I put my books on the car and threw my hair up in a messy bun. I was still cold but at least my wet hair wasn't dripping down my neck.

I sighed as I grabbed my books not wanting to enter that hell hole.

I could see Jess walking over to my car waving.

"Bells what's wrong with ya….you look like hell" she said as we started to walk towards the school.

"Yea and I feel like hell to" I smiled at her weakly. As we walked I told her I had gotten less than three hours of sleep. And she then filled me in on all the latest gossip. As we headed to class.

School went by so slow and I couldn't believe I was still standing by the end of the day.

Jessica had to wake me up twice in government I had fallen asleep drooling like a dog as she had put it. Thank god she noticed though before the teacher.

I was beyond tired when I got home, I wanted to pass out but I had promised Jake and the guys I'd come by for band practice. Plus I really didn't feel to safe being in a house all by myself with Victoria out there somewhere.

I wrote a note for Charlie telling him where I'd be and that I would be home for dinner.

Before I left I went to my room and grabbed my journal I wanted to show it to Jake.

I got back into my car and headed to La Push.

I got there parked and walked around to the back hearing the voices of the guys. Arguing of course.

"Jake that's not the right part for this model bike" I heard Paul shout

"Yes it is, I think I know more about mechanics than you"

"Oh you think so"

"No , I know so…..you couldn't even fix a mountain bike." Jake laughed

"I'm gunna tear you apart" Paul yelled sounding like he was bout to wolf out.

As I reached the back of the shed the door swung open before I could knock.

"Cool it you two, Bells is here……lets try to act like gentlemen." Sam smiled at me as I walked in.

"hey….ya came" Jake said as he got up wiping his hands on a rag. "How was school" he smiled evilly at me.

I smiled back giving him the finger.

"that good huh?" Sam said

"Yup I even fell asleep in class…..twice….but thank god my friend Jess was there to get me up"

"Is she single" Paul said as he popped his head out from behind me.

"You wish" I laughed and pushed his head away from me. Sam and Jake were both laughing.

"Where is Embry and Jared?" I asked noticing they were missing.

"They went to get another microphone for you" my stomach sank when I heard Jake. I seriously have to sing into a microphone.

Well that's what usually happens when you're a singer in a band

Yea but….I can't

Yes you can and will

"So what's that you got in your hand there" Jake walked over to me trying to change the subject because I probably looked like I was about to vomit.

"Well umm………I have been writing…"

"Writing what" Paul asked from the other side of the room. This got Sam's attention.

They were all staring at me now which made me blush and they were still waiting for my answer.

Jake shot Paul a nasty look and then looked back at me.

"Do you mind if I took a look" he said stressing the I part.

Come on Bells this is why you brought it here right?

Right

I held it out to him not looking at him when he took it. "I've been writing and I thought maybe we could use them as lyrics….if you guys want"

I watched him read through it out the corner of my eye. Well he is not laughing that's a good sign right?

A couple of minutes passed before he spoke.

"Wow Bells, these are really good……you wrote these"

"yea it helps me……express my feelings or something like that" I laughed

"I thought since I'm in the band now I might as well contribute……maybe we could use some as lyrics"

He pulled me into a bear hug almost crushing me. "you don't have to sing them if its going to be to painful for you"

"Jake I cant breathe" I said breaking out of the hug.

"oh god Bells I'm sorry" his face was full of concern as I laughed at him.

"its ok I'm fine…….and don't worry I think it will be good for me to get all these pent up emotions out of me." I smiled

"Great we'll start working on them, we already have a lot of music we just needed lyrics" he smiled and I looked away and I realized that all of the guys had been standing around us listening to our conversation and I blushed.

"Seems like all we needed was Bells to complete this band" Sam laughed

"Hey guys….what is the name of our band?" I was curious I still hadn't heard them mention it.

"Well umm…." Jake looked to the guys.

"We don't have one….Yet" Embry said

"But know that the bands complete….we should probably think of one."

We decided that we would all try to think of one before the end of the night. Me and Jake decided to work on my lyrics, while the guys perfected their music.

Two hours later………

"hey I got it" Paul shouted. "Five wolves and a Lady"

"BOOOOO" we yelled in unison.

"Man that sucks so bad….how many brain cells did you waste thinking that shit up?" Jared laughed.

"Well I don't see you assholes coming up with anything"

"Who are you calling an asshole? I could feel the tension in the room grow.

"Ok boys chill…..if we all work together we can think of one". I stood up trying to get their minds off fighting…that's all I needed was for them to wolf out in an enclosed space.

"I think it would be cool if the name had something to do with wolves". Jake said

The rest of the guys nodded in agreement.

"The werewolves" Embry added

"Nah that's to plain plus there are to many "THE" band out there". Sam said

Come on Bells think……..I did do all that research when Jake first told me about werewolves and vampires…….what the heck was that name I saw…..

"Loup Garou" I shouted getting their attention

"What the hell does that mean" Paul asked

"It's a French word that means werewolf…loup garou"

"Hmmm………I kind of like it" Sam smiled "What do you think Jake?"

"I think Bells is a Genius" he smiled at me

"Yea I guess I am….I just cant help being so good" we all laughed

"All in favor?"

So it seemed that our first practice had been a success we had come with a name…thanks to me……and me and Jake made some good progress with the lyrics to a new song we were putting together.

I left the boys early because if I didn't get some sleep I would be passing out again during school.

A/N: the next chapter will be up soon. Please review!