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Zach

"Zach?" asked Cammie. Cammie and Zach were chilling in his room, they had the television on low.

"Yes Cammie"

"Did you mean what you said?" she asked.

"Yes, I do love you." Cammie smiled and snuggled deeper into Zach, she could hear his heart beating against her ear. She'd never felt this way before, she always imagined that all the lovey-dovey stuff would come when she was an adult, not at 16.

"Good, because I was serious when I said I loved you too" he kissed her forehead and pulled her closer.

"So, do you feel like telling me now?" Cammie looked up into Zach's eyes.

"Cammie, why do you want to know so much?"

"Because, you know everything about me and I just want you to know that I'm here for you"

Zach kissed her. "Okay." he sat up and moved Cammie so she was on her lap. "When I was little my parents abused us-"

"Wait, who's 'us?'"

"I have a younger sister and I had an older brother. My little sister lives in a children's home and my brother…he committed suicide when he was 16. I guess I'm protective over you because I don't want you to go over the rails"

Cammie was silent. She'd known Zach for a long time, how could she not see the pain on his eyes? He didn't want her to go over the edge? Cammie was pushed a long time ago but she would be suicidal…would she?

"Cammie…say something" he shook her but she didn't move nor speak.

She blinked. "I'm fine…I just can't believe it. Where is your sister now?"

"She's at a care home, I begged and begged that she could live with us but they said that it would bring back too many memories…I miss her every day" Cammie took Zach's hand and put her head on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry Zach"

"I know, it's okay."

Zach would usually be in pieces, crying, punching the walls but with Cammie he felt calmer, like everything was going to be okay. Maybe it was because in some ways Cammie reminded him of his sister? Her strength, and the way she's kept all the secrets in…was a lot like his brother. They say young love doesn't last but I have high hopes for Cammie and Zach.

"You have to do something about your mom" he slipped Cammie off his lap and paced the room. He was tired, he didn't like seeing Cammie dragged and slapped, it killed him. He'd been contemplating asking her this question because he knew that she would disagree.

"No, no, no, no" she repeated over and over again, not only to Zach but also her herself. No, she could never leave her mom, no way; they've been through everything together.

"Cammie and Rachel, Rachel and Cammie, forever right?"

"Yes, mommy, forever"

But that was a long time ago, times change…people change.

"Why not?!"

"Because…I have no-one, and I'm sure no-one would take in a wrist slashing sixteen year old!" Cammie stood up and paced on the other side of the bed.

"You have me…and if I begged I'm sure I could get Karen and David to agree, she's been asking about you y'know"

Cammie stopped pacing. She was trying to see if what she heard was real or just her imagination.

Would she want to live with Zach?

What would happen to her mom?

Would her life be any better?

She smiled. "I'd love to live with you Zach, but what would happen to my mom?"

"Probably prison" he said casually.

Cammie started breathing faster and faster, her head was feeling lighter and her stomach was getting tighter.

"No" she blurted out. "No, it isn't her fault! When dad died she-she couldn't take it! It was my fault, I deserve everything I get!"

Zach was getting pissed now.

How the hell could Cammie think it's her fault?

"It's not your fault! How could it ever be your fault?!"

Cammie fell to the ground, she started crying. She didn't feel like saying it out loud because that would mean it was true. Zach put his arm around Cammie, she would usually lean into him but she was drained, she was done, talking about her father always broke her. Maybe it was because she watched him die before her very eyes? Maybe it's because while he was dying they were arguing? Or maybe it's because all her greatest memories were with him?

"Cammie? You can tell me, I promise to never tell anyone" said Zach. He whispered over encouraging things in her ears, he made her feel better, he made her relax.

"We were arguing…over mom…because of mom. She started drinking when she lost her job. He wanted to leave; apparently it wasn't just because of mom but because of a lot of things. It was early in the morning and I heard the car start, I ran downstairs and I jumped in front of his car before he could drive away. We started talking, and then we ended up arguing.

"How could you do this?" I screamed.

"This doesn't make me love you any less, I'll be back!"

"Oh really? You're going to leave me…with her?"

"I'm sorry honey" he tried to hug me but I pushed him away.

"Get away from me! I hate you" he started hyperventilating. I could see his skin becoming paler. He clutched his stomach and groaned.

"Dad? Daddy?!" he fell, flat on his chest and started shaking. I heard him say my name, it was faint but I still heard.

"Dad, I didn't mean it, I didn't, I love you! Dad please don't go…I'm not ready yet…" and he died, right in front of me. I didn't know what to do, what to say, who to speak to. I couldn't call the ambulance because I knew he was dead. After crying my eyes out and throwing up I went to my mom, I told her everything…and she hit me. She did apologize but deep down, I knew I deserved it. I killed my dad"

Zach didn't know what to say. What could he say? But he knew one thing…it wasn't Cammie's fault; he just didn't know how to turn thoughts into words.

He stuttered. "Cam-Cammie, i-i-it wasn't your f-fault" he took Cammie's shaking hand and kissed it.

"It is, if I hadn't have gotten up, if I hadn't of interfered, if I hadn't…been alive then everything would have been fine-"

"No!" Zach shook Cammie's shoulders vigorously. He wanted to make her take back everything she said, he wanted to shake and slap that ridiculous idea out of her head. "Don't Cammie, don't leave me…I love you and I-" he couldn't continue. He didn't want this to sound sappy or make it sound like he was obsessive but he didn't want to lose her, she was closest thing to his past life.

"But Zach, it's my fault"

"It's not and don't you ever say something like that ever again or I'm just going to go crazy" his emerald eyes were turning watery as he pulled Cammie closer to him. He squeezed her tightly unaware of the scars he was crushing. "Sorry" he let her go and moved her dirty blonde hair out her eyes.

"Zach…do you still want me? Even though I'm broken?"

Zach didn't hear that, nope, he heard. Zach do you want to go eat giraffes?

"What the fuck, of course I want you Cammie! You are everything to me; I've liked you for way too long to lose you to fantasies in your head. I'll love you forever…please don't leave me"

Cammie wiped the tears out his eyes and put her forehead on his. She looked at him for a long time before she kissed him passionately. She ran her fingers through his hair while he shoved his hands up her top. They were kissing like there was no tomorrow but knowing Cammie and how broken she was, there might not be.

Wow, some emotional shizz right there, I hope you enjoyed it and I hope you liked the Zammie and the secrets and the kind of cliffy I've left you on ;)

Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes

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