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Chapter 8

"What the fuck do you mean you got pregnant with my baby?" Christian yelled and got up from the bed. Oh shit! Not good.

"You promised to listen to me first." I said to him really calm, because it would not be good, if I lost my control to.

"Yeah, but this, what the hell is this spouse to mean." He yelled.

"Look, just calm down first, and let me explain. You have to hear me out first then jump on any conclusion." I said, trying to calm him down, so he can hear me out.

"How am I spouse to calm down? You left, you fucking left me without a word. Do you even know how much it hurt? No you don't. You just wanted to be selfish and leave me and now you tell me you got pregnant with me.

"What the hell did you to the baby. You killed the baby didn't you? So why tell me now when you killed the baby?" he yelled. Only he could hear me out. How dare he say I killed our baby?

"Just shut up, and listen to me. I was not dying to tell you all this, but I have to. Now listen me out first and then make any assumptions. So are you going to listen to me or not?" I asked him, and he nodded and sat down again.

"Ok. So when I found out I was pregnant, I didn't know what to do. I was too young and it was really hard. I wanted to tell you so bad but I knew I couldn't come back here. I thought about it. Lissa told me to have an abortion. But I was against it. I loved the baby in me and I knew if I ever saw you again you would only hate me for what I did.

"The baby was part of you and I loved him so much. I went through the whole term. I kept the baby in me for nine months and went through labor. The baby was born dead. It hurt me a lot. I was so attached to him and couldn't wait to meat him but everything just shattered.

"I had to be strong, for Lissa. I was breathing but not living. It was really hard for me, all I wished that I had you there with me. I wanted to call you so many times. But just could not bring myself to, and Lissa said, if we called you we would get caught and would be brought back to academy.

"I never planned on hiding the pregnancy from you and if I ever met you again I would have told you about the baby. But when the baby was born dead, I thought there was no reason to tell you. I mean what would you say. You would have never believed me. So I didn't say anything to you when we got back." I finished, tears rolling down my face.

"So why tell me all this now? I mean you planed on not telling me and it would have better if you never told me about it. Wait Lissa knew about this?" He asked.

"Yes she knew about it. And why I am telling you right now is because I want you to meat someone." I said to him.

"So Lissa knew all about this?" He asked again.

"Yes, she knew all about it and it was not me who wanted to leave, it was her. I was perfectly fine here with you. She said she was not safe here and I went along with her, to run away." I said.

"What a fucking bitch she is. I just want to kill her now. She has been saying ridicules stuff about you and I know it was not true because I know you that much." He said, looking at me and I smiled at him.

"So who do you want me to meat?" He asked.

"Artemas. He – well I have to explain you all that to, now. But promise me no to freak out and even if you freak out that you will at least see him and tell him you love him." I said.

"Why would I tell him that, I love him? I am not gay." He said.

"What? God Chrisitan, he is a little boy." I said. He is such a jerk sometimes.

"Oh." That's all he said.

So I told him about everything. How Adrian, Dimitri, and him are my protectors. And Artemas is our son, who lives in the shadow lands and is on of my protectors. He just sat there like a statue. I don't even know what he will do. I just hope he goes and see Artemas.

"Wow." He said.

"Would you go and see him?" I asked, not sure if he would.

"I – I am not sure Rose." He said and it just broke my heart. He would not go see his own son.

"Why?"

"Rose it's way to much to take in. I didn't know I had a son till today and on top he is not even alive. I don't know if I want to face him. Come on Rose how could you even get attached to him?

"He is dead. He doesn't breath, doesn't eat, and no one else can see him. He would leave and we would just get more attached to him. I don't want to get attached to him knowing he would just leave Rose. I don't know Rose. I don't know. It's hard." He said.

"But he wants to see you. He loves you and me so much. I know he is not alive but he is our son Chrisitan. He can stay here, as long as he wants to. He only has to go to the shadow lands for a while to just report and then can come back.

"He is not dead or alive he is in between. Chrisitan he can cry. He wants to see you and play with you. He just looks like you and he is so adorable. Adrian and Dimitri met him and he is with them right now and they adore him.

"Please see him and tell him you love him. He wants his dada, Chrisitan. He does not have to leave us. He can stay with us as long as he wants to. Please not for me, but for him. He is your son." I was pleading to him with tears in my eyes.

"Rose, I know you love him and I love him to. But this is too much." He said.

"Why can't you see him? Please I am only asking you this for once and then you don't have to."

"Rose I don't want to see him. I would have loved to and would have been jumping up and down knowing I have a son and you don't know how much it is hurting me right now knowing that you got pregnant and our son died. But he is dead Rosie. He is not going to be living with us and we won't see him growing up. We would just get attached to him and when it's time for him leave it would be heard let go.

"It would be hard because you have went trough the pain of losing him and you will lose him again, which only cause more pain and heartache. I don't want to go through that Rosie. Please don't make me do this." His voice held so much pain and I saw tears in his eyes.

"Whatever, I should have known better. Moroi fathers don't care about there Dhampir kids, so why would you care? You would rather be with that whore of yours then seeing your son. You don't care and I thought you would.

"I really thought you were different, different then other Royal Moroi but you are just like them. You don't care about Artemas, and why would you? He is nothing to you and maybe I should have just not told you anything. I just melted for him because he was crying and saying his dada don't love him and he is so true, because his father just don't fucking care." I said with so much anger and got up to leave and before leaving I said,

"You know Chrisitan you would not make a good father and I would pity for your kids." And ran out leaving him sitting there with tears in his eyes.

I should have known he would not care. He just hates me so much. I pleaded with him, but him and his pathetic excuses. I don't believe he could just say no and say he doesn't want to see his own son. I thought he would care but no he doesn't care. No Moroi care for his Dhampir kids.

I don't know how to tell Artemas that he would not see his father, because he doesn't want to see him. He doesn't love him. I am going to have to break hi heart. I just wish Dimitri or Adrian could have been his father.

They love him so much already. Adrian just met him today and already loved him a lot. And Dimitri was just perfect with him. Artemas always got happy with him. As much as I love Chrisitan, I hate him right now.

I just hope I have enough courage to go break my little baby's heart.

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