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Chapter 10

Renesmee's P.O.V

My father's fury came crashing against all of us.

One moment I was dreaming that Jacob and I were at the beach, the next he was……oh god…he was kissing me…and right before I could respond, my father comes bursting through the door. Thanks a lot dad, thanks a whole freaking lot, I thought. He instantly responds by giving me a bewildered glare and of course I recoiled in embarrassment.

He is my father for god sake!

I instantly straightened up realizing that this was not just another dream. This was not the familiar Jacob fantasy I've been having lately.

This was reality. And just thinking about him made my chest throb. It reminded me that Jacob and I weren't even friends anymore. He was with Patty and I was....well I dont know what I was. I had some how let him slip through my fingers. Best friend or not, he wasn't mine anymore.

I shook my head as if trying to scatter away my thoughts in a desperate attempt to find myself again. I quicly threw the bed covers aside as my fathers words kep lashing towards an almost naked Jacob standing 1 foot away from me! 1 foot away from me!

I was now awake. And I found myself wishing that I wasn't. I wished that none of this was happening. I wish that this would all just disappear and that instead of all this, I could be sitting in Jacobs's garage, listening to him talk about everything and nothing. That sounded like home at the moment.

Jacob now had a stuck-in-the-deer-lights look on his face as he absorbed everything my father was yelling at him about. His whole figure was unmoving and for a once I had no idea how Jacob felt.

"Did you just think you could sneak in through her window? Did you forget the important fact that we are vampires? We can hear you! We can smell you! And you! You are not allowed around my daughter!' He said, letting his rebuttal come out one by one.

I would have screamed in disagreement if it wasn't so strange to hear. My father has always been known to be a well composed man. He wasn't exactly pissy about anything but apparently it wasn't hard to see that I was an exception to that. If my father was angry, well he really was just that. Viciously angry.

Jacob didn't yell back once. He didn't try to reason. He didn't try to explain like I thought he would. He just remained quiet, making the suspense even worse. I started to think that maybe the kiss didnt mean anything. He kissed me but he was with Patty. Was it even kiss if I felt like I hadn't lived it? Nothing made sense! Why was he even here?

Getting up I stood on the edge of my bed where I had front row seats to my fathers yelling and Jacobs listening. His words were loud and boisterous and I felt completely helpless. I felt like wanting to cry. But most of all, I wanted Jacob to comfort me. I wanted him to be the one to just take it all away.

I could hear everyone moving about the house, shooting and competing to who would get to my bedroom first.

Rosalie was right behind my very angry mother. They were both in the doorway looking more then just strained.

"I thought I smelt wet dog" My aunt Rosalie retorted. Instantly everyone looked back at her with weary expressions. Suddenly it felt like everyone was irritated. It was obvious that just because years went by, Jacob and Rosalie were always going to pick on each other. But sometimes it just got old. And obviously this was not a time for it. Not now.....

"Rosalie, please." My mother said, looking at her with a fierce look that said 'leave now'

She instantly gave an apologetic look that begged my mother to not make her go. My mother held her ground but Rosalie instantly chose to ignore it. She then eyed Jacob and me a couple times and I knew that she just wanted to know what was going on in the life of her one and only niece. She smiled at me and I figured it was letting me know that no matter what she was on my side. Whether she approved of Jake or not.

My mother shifted her weight and looked past Rosalie. Behind her were my uncle Jasper and my aunt Alice holding hands. And even past them was my uncle Emmet who blocked the doorway, keeping us all in.

"What's all the coooooomoowtion?" Uncle Emmet said, yawning at the end. He rubbed his left eye, looking like a huge toddler who stayed up all night. I could see a pair of bright lime green pajamas squeezing his huge frame. He even had a pointy fleece hat on his big head that made him look like Paul Bunyan as a baby.

If the tension wasn't so thick in the room I would have laughed uncontrollably.

"Emmet, what the hell is the costume for?" My aunt Alice asked. Everyone turned to get a good look at Emmet and the mischief was dancing in the air.

"Ew! Please don't tell me you and Rosalie were role-playing or something" Aunt Alice added. He was nothing but quick to respond.

"Well duh. You know me and Rosie here. I am the child. Rosalie is the pedophile who touches me at night..."

I instantly felt like a child who didn't need to hear this.

The laughs began and for a moment I wondered if they had all forgotten that Jacob was the room. I looked towards him but he refused to acknowledge me. His unmoving face was still locked on my fathers. Some where between all of this Jacob had recovered himself and now had a stiff expression locked on his face. I sighed and looked down.

Obviously nothing was resolved. After a couple more jokes about my uncle Emmet's and my Aunt Rose's wild sex life, the laughter died. The mischief was quickly gone as soon as it came and the tension brewed in the air again. The room grew heavy with silence. I was surprised that my father had not said anything again yet.

All eyes were once again on Jacob and Me. My aunts and uncles curiosity brain waves were lashing out at us but I just looked towards the ground trying to ignore it. I myself had no idea what exactly was going on.

"Okay you guys. I really mean it now. Please just let Edward and I deal with this." My mother pleaded once more. But by the depth of it we all knew she was going to get her way. It was either her asking nicely or my father physically removing them all for her.

Instantly weary looks flashed across their faces. But one by one my Aunts and Uncles all turned around and walked out the door in defeat. As soon as they all were gone I realized one person had been hidden behind the wall of my family that had previously been there.

Nahuel stood there leaning against the wall. He looked nothing but graceful, holding a book in one hand and running another one through his dark hair. He straightened up and stood tall once he saw me looking at him. He raised an eyebrow but didnt look away.

"I'm sorry" he apologized to my parents for a brief second and then he turned back to me.

"I just heard the chaos and I wanted to make sure that Renesmee was okay and unharmed"

My mother nodded and forced a small smile. She opened her mouth to reply but the voice I heard was way too deep to be hers.

"She fine. As you can see. Now go"

The words had been a mere low growl but Jacob might as well have shouted them. Nahuel looked a bit taken a back and I didn't blame him. Jacob tended to act like Nahuel didn't exist when he came to visit every year.

From where he stood Nahuel composed and actually ignored him. It looked like he wasn't going to back down. A deep grief started to well up inside my stomach.

No one in the room could ignore the protectiveness that lingered in Jacob's words. And I had a feeling Nahuel being as independent as he was, didn't like that.

"Are you okay Renesmee? You are not hurt, I hope. I need you around on my last few days here" He told me with a sensere smile.

The growl that emanated from Jacob's chest at that moment told me that I should just get this over with.

I wanted to tell him that I was fine. I wanted to tell him everything was okay but I realized that I couldn't speak. I couldn't feel the muscles around my mouth. In the middle of my small panic, I could feel every eye on me. I knew even Jacob had his gaze locked on me. Before my panic became noticeable I just instantly nodded and looked towards my mom for some sort of help.

Like a good mother she instantly knew what I was thinking.

"Well then, she seems to be fine, Nahuel. Thanks for worrying about our daughter but I think we got it from here" she said to him politely, smiling hard trying to reassure him so he could leave quickly.

"I apologize for the disturbance and I hope that you can continue your night" My father spoke for the first time since his yelling at Jacob. His voice was smooth and collected, like it normally was.

I looked at him hesitantly, trying to find the menacing anger but as he looked at Nahuel, I could see that he was himself again. I only hoped that that remained when the door closed behind Nahuel.

Soon enough Nahuel was gone and my mother slammed my bedroom door shut. I instantly jumped at the sound and blushed at my human reaction.

I felt awkward standing next to Jacob. Awkward because I didn't know if he wanted me there. Awkward because of the silence. Awkward because I didn't know how he felt at the moment. How he felt about me…

Looking across my room I could see my parents just starring at us. In my fathers eye the viciousness was starting to appear again and I internally cringed. It not as if we had been caught doing something bad…

My mother didn't hesitate to walk across the room towards Jacob. I watched her beautiful form stand in front of him, and lock her gaze with his. Instantly the tension in the room grew. it wrapped around all of us and I had no idea what was going on.

She slowly brought her hand up and cupped Jacob's cheek. He leaned to it without thinking and just kept looking at her.

Suddenly he seemed to melt into her touch and physically relaxed. The stiff musles in his arm let lose and the swollen vains on his arms began to slowly fade.

She looked into his eyes as if she were trying to read something and for a moment I thought she had brought her shield over him to get him into her head But then I looked at Jacob and his eyes were raking my mothers with hunger. They seemed to almost be….communicating without talking.

My stomach instantly clenched because if this moment was anything, it was intimate.

I had seen this more then once before. I had seen my mother and Jacob share these strange looks that I could never put my finger on. But watching them here physically touching, I couldn't help but feel immensely green with envy and blue with curiousity on what it was that they shared.

I looked towards my father, hoping to find an answer on his face. Our eyes met and instead of finding jealousy, there was a tiny smile on his face reassuring me that nothing was out of place here. He rolled his eyes in a very un-like Edward way and turned back to the scene. I followed his gaze wondering what the hell was going on.

If I was anyone else right now, I'd think that my mother and my Jacob were in love. I bit the inside of my lip and tried to hold on to something that would keep me from losing it.

As my mother and Jacob continued to be in thier own trance I started to remember what I had heard my father said on the phone. Something about First my mom...and now me. My thoughts hurricaned in my head and then all my thoughts narrowed down to one things.

Had once upon a time, a Jacob and Bella IN love existed?

I hoped to God not. I hoped that this were not true because my mother was everything I had ever wanted to be. She was everything I ever looked up to and admired. I could not compete to be as wonderful as her.

I let out a small whimper and instantly begged the heavens that it had not been heard. Sadly everyone around me had to be super natural and didnt miss a thing.

My mother and Jacob instantly looked away from each other and looked at me. Her hand fell from his face and they took a quater of step back. I did everything in my power to act as if it never happened. As if my insides werent creating a tsunami of pain. As if that wimper hadn't been a cry of hurt.

I was successful and surprisingly my mom and Jake went back to gazing each other. But this time it was Jake who grabbed my mothers hand. I then held my breath as I watched him lean in to kiss my mothers soft cheek.

"I told you this day would come" my mother whispered to him in his ear.

Jacobs grin lit up the whole house as he responded and some of that heat reached the core of my heart.

"And now it is as it should have been. Family."

"I always knew. I always knew, Jacob" She said smiling.

Knew what? Knew what?

I then heard my father's deafening snarl. Jacob momentaringly ignored him and kept looking at my mom.

"Thank you, Bella" His smile once again shined through the room but quickly disappeared as he turned to look at my dad.

My father quickly looked at my mother with a torn face.

"Why, Bella?" He asked. His eyes were glazed with some sort of pain and I feared that my mother was leaving my father for Jacob. I couldnt even imagine that!

But before I could continue that train wreck my mother was there to fit some pieces of information in my head.

She glided over to my father and cupped his face with her two pale hands. They stared at each other the way two soal mates would and for a second my previous worry went away.

My leaned into kiss my dads cheek, and as soon as her lips made contact with his skin, his eyes closed.

"Because she is our daughter, Edward.

I stiffened in realization that she was talking about me.

"She has a fate. She has a reason. And you cant stop the inevitable, Edward." she whispered to him. My father only kept his eyes closed. No one moved as we waited for my father to react or say something.

He then wrapped his arms around my mothers waist and pulled her towards him in an embrace. He sighed into her har and then inhaled her scent as if she were everything he could ever need to survive. I could see both of them melting into each other and it almost felt wrong to witness such love at action.

"Your right, Bella. She is my daughter. She does have a fate. But im scared for her. Scared that she will grow up too fast..." his whisper trailed on.

I looked down feeling more then embararssed at my fathers words. I wanted to crawl into a hole and I wanted to run up to him and assure him I would always be his little girl.

I realised then that my parents were talking about me as if I were leaving them. As if something big was coming for me and I didnt know if I liked the sound to everything. I felt like I was missing something.

I then felt a warm hand touch my own. The hand wrapped itself around my own. This hand I knew well. And even though a part of me wanted to pull away, instead I squeezed out palms together.

I looked up, not knowing what to expect.

I had seen his face many times. Kissed his cheek countless times. Stared into thos eyes numerous time but when our eyes met, I couldnt help but be blown away. He was beautiful in every way. He was loyal in everyway.

If only he were loyal to me. For me.

"I....I...Just talk to her, Jacob. Talk to her and fix it." My father defeatedly whispered out.

Even though I was lost with whats going on I didnt stop Jacob when I felt him pulling me out of my room.

In my daze I didnt know we had made it outside until I acknoledge all the trees that were looming above us. In mere seconds Jacob had brought me to the woods.

My thoughts were on over drive thinking about what had happened today.

Patty. Sex. Mom. Love. Me. Kiss. Jacob. Everything.

It all didnt make sense and at the same time it all made perfect sense.

My toes felt warm sand and looking up I could see the beach.

Of course Jacob would bring me to the beach

My heart began to race at the memory of the last time I was here. The almost kiss.

Jacob was leading me towards the water but I stopped in my tracks and held him back with out interlocked hands.

I spoke for the first time tonight.

"Ja-Jacob. We need to....ta--"

"I know Ness. We need to talk. There are so many things that we need to discuss. So many things I need tp explain."

The waves could be heard from the distance as Jacob sat down on the sand and brought me down next to him. We both faced the water, losing ourselves in the scenery.

Through everything I couldnt ignore the preesence of my bestfriend next to me. For a moment everything felt good. Everything felt right with him next to me. He was my Jacob. And I needed him. And I was falling in love with him.

I couldnt ignore him anymore.

He needed to know that I loved him. I had never been in love before but I couldnt imagine being with anyone but Jacob. Not a stranger. Not a human. Not my darling Nahuel. Just Jacob.

With out thinking I brought my head down and barried my face on his shoulder. Dying to inahle him in.

And then I smelt it.

He was covered and smeared with the aroma of womens perfume and I could smell the juices of a women hidden under his clothing.

Instantly I remembered who I was, what I was doing and who Jacob had been with tonight.

And she had not been me. I began to question reality and I could see that maybe it would never be me. Never be Jacob and Me...

I stood up quickly feeling Jacobs curious gaze on my face and body.

and that was when I ran.

Sand raining down behind me from my feet, wind blowing past me from the rush.

The only thing I could hear was Jacob yelling my name and begging me to come back.

Would I ever find my place?

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