Ross pov

I stared at the wall as I tried to forget everything.

But what happened last month come back to me like it was yesterday.


"Austin!" I yelled as he collapsed and hit his head.

I grabbed him before he hit the floor.

He can't be dead. He can't die.

I felt for a pulse and there was one.

It was faint but there.

Rocky came in.

"We heard you shou-" He looked at Austin. "What happened?" he asked quietly.

"His depression must have kicked back in. Something might have triggered it. I-I found him like this."

Rocky nodded as he picked Austin up. "Call an ambulance."

I went down the stairs.

"Why is there blood on you?" Rydel asked.

Before I could answer Rocky come down with a very bloody Austin.

What happened next was a blur.

Mum was crying.

Dad was trying to calm her.

Ryland covered Helen with a blanket.

Riker called the ambulance.

In the middle of all this I ended up looking at myself in the mirror.

Tears ran down my face.

When did I start to cry?

After what seemed like forever the paramedics came.

We went to the hospital in silence.

In the waiting room, I sat away from the others holding myself blocking the memories from so many years ago.

The doctor finally came out.

"There may be a chance that he's already gone."

That was all I heard before I had seizure from all of the stress.


I sighed as I turned to face the ceiling.

I only have seizures because of him.

Suddenly I heard screams from Austin's room.

I got up and ran in there.


and done

what's up with Austin

and who's 'he'

find out next time