We planned for my sister to stay in the shed with M 'N' M and i would stay with gee until we could get my sister a place, i also suggested for her to start dating again because her baby will need a father. I asked gee if he knew any people who were single or might like her, it sounded a bit cheesy but she needs someone. All of a sudden something clicked in the back of my mind, Gerard, frank and Mikey were the only ones who had someone and now gee and frank lost their wives, what if my sister went out with someone in the band? Not gee though, me and him had this amazing this going on. But we still didn't know how people would react, Mikey went home with Alicia for a while because he still didn't want to talk to me and gee after what happened.
We got to America so i dumped my stuff in gee's house and then we showed the others to their...shed. We left them in there to unpack and make themselves at home. I went into gee's house to do the same. He went down into the kitchen to make us all some much needed coffee. I finished unpacking and made my way back downstairs gee was still in the kitchen, i crept up behind him and gave him a massive hug, i whispered in his ear, "thank you for this, i love you."
He turned around and put his hands round my waist and kissed me on the cheek, "Are we going to tell the others yet?"
"Well we should, they're gonna find out at some point we are gonna be living together, if we want anything to happen between us then they have to know it is official."
"Okay, so when do u want to tell them?"
"Well are we even officially going out yet?"
"I don't think so."
"Gerard..."
"Yesh..."
"Will you go out with me because i love you and you love me,"
"Indeed i will"
I giggled and gave him a squeeze before kissing him, he held me against him so gently but passionately it was so nice, i still felt bad about Lyn and Jamia but i didn't want to say anything, not because i was selfish but simply because i loved him so much and time is to love the one you are with.
I heard M 'n' M at the door so i pulled away and dragged them to the sofa winking at gee, i was about to tell them. We all sat down and gee sat next to me and put his arm around me but they didn't seem bothered, then he leant into me but still they didn't seem too worried he kissed me on the cheek and they still didn't show any sign of surprise.
"Guys," i cleared my throat, "we've got something to tell you."
"You're going out." Meelix said.
"Yeah we know." Mason added.
"May i ask how?"
"We were coming out of the shed and saw you two through the window."
"Oh, ok"
"So, what...what do you think? You know i mean, umm, what...does...it.....bother you?" Gerard mumbled.
"No, not really we're happy for you," Mason said
"You gonna give me a hug?" i said to them.
We did a cheesy group hug and then broke, then it got awkward for a moment, i looked t gee, oh sweet holy Jesus, his fucking eyes!
"We have a great plan for a slight redecoration of the shed; if that's okay with you, want to come and see?"
"Yeah sure, c'mon gee." i said with a grin.
"I'll follow you guys, I'll just finish the coffees" gee replied.
"It won't take a minute; i don't like my coffee too hot anyway." I smiled.
"Uhh, okay then" gee smiled at me, god i thought his eyes were a fucking wonderland. His smile is just like a heavenly dream.
We made our way out to the garden, and into the shed. They had already unpacked most of their stuff, and it felt homely already, damn, they were good! It looked pretty cool; they had all claimed their own part of the shed. Whilst looking around the shed, my mind started daydreaming again. If i stay living in the house with Gerard then my sister doesn't have to rush too much to try and find a place of her own. They had been talking about it whilst i was thinking, they all turned to me probably expecting me to say something rather than just stand there daydreaming, i thought as fast as i could and then came out with,
"Guys i think it is awesome, do you love it?"
Oh my god that didn't make much sense, they looked at me like i was drunk but soon Meelix, the hyper psycho she is, seemed to make sense out of what i said and replied,
"Yeah i love it dude!"
"Great! So i was just thinking, if me and Gerard are a thing now then maybe i should live in the house with him. Are you guys okay out here without me?"
"Yeah that would be so cool!"
"Well, also Gerard could i talk to you outside for a minute?"
God! I sounded like a teacher dragging a child out of the classroom to give them a detention. That had happened to me many times before and i sounded exactly like it.
We walked outside, and i turned to him, i put one hand on his chest and with the other one, rand my fingers down his cheek, down his neck soon to join the other one on his warm chest. Then i took a deep breath in, before looking into his eyes and start talking, "do you think it's okay that i stay in the house with you, we are a couple now and it makes sense doesn't it?"
"yes of course, he pulled away ready to go back into the shed he sighed surprised that i dragged him outside into the cold to ask him something that i could of just said out loud when the others were there. But i grabbed his hand, it was warm and comforting, i looked up at him again.
"Don't walk away from me."
"Sorry i didn't know you had something more to say, what is it babe?"
He put his hands on my waist and put his face close to mine, i could feel is breath down my neck, it made me shiver, he noticed and pulled me closer again, although we couldn't physically get much closer now.
"If I'm living in the house, do you think it is okay if my sister stays in the shed a bit longer?"
"You mean live in there?"
"No just if there's room, we can give her longer to find a place of her own, and a person. She shouldn't feel as pressured now. Before i was only staying with you in wait for her to get out, but if I'm permanently staying with you, then she shouldn't feel as pressured and maybe stay there for a while, just until she settled."
"Yeah sure, it doesn't bother me, i never use that shed anyway and I'm happy staying here with you."
"Thanks gee." I went on my tiptoes and gave him a kiss on the forehead, then his cheek, then our mouths met, we stayed there for minutes kissing but then i opened my eyes to see 3 familiar faces staring out of the window of the shed."
I pulled away from gee," god we get no privacy here do we?"
We both laughed and pulled away; we held hands and walked back into the shed.
They all giggled and smiled at us; i was a little creeped out but forced a smile back. We told my sister what was planned and she was thrilled. We let them finish unpacking and me and gee went back into the house; the coffees were still warm so we downed them and went up to my room.
"Hey Evie,"
"Yes"
"You never told me your sisters name."
"Sorry, she's called, Velene."
"Wow that name is amazing"
"Isn't it?"
I kissed him and with that we lay on the bed for ages hugging and kissing in heavenly love.
This was the beginning of my new life in America! And it was great! No longer will i have to go to my own world in my head, reality is finally better.
"Love is when you can't get to sleep at night because you know that reality is finally better than your dreams."
