Here is the new chapter and its in a different point of view. Trying to switch it up a bit. Oh and if any of you were wondering I made an A on my finals. Anyway here is the new chapter. Tell me what you think about it.
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"So Jack what do you think?" Mimi said as she walked out of the dressing room. She was trying on her bonding dresses trying to choose the best. She had on a white silk dress that ended just below her knees. It had been designed by Giambasti Valli. It had a bow on the side that made it look modern. The neckline was very low but still considered clean. It had lace on it that gave it a vintage edge. She at that moment could have been the most beautiful woman on the Earth. She walked up to the three way mirror and gave herself a satisfied stare. She glanced over her shoulder at her platinum haired twin.
These days he had been very quiet. She felt like he was taking it out on her, but had decided not to confront him on it. When he acted like this she lost her confidence and seemed more unsure of herself. She chose her words more carefully then she would have now.
"Jack." She asked. He was looking out the glass at the night sky and glittering skyscrapers. He had said much since they had gotten here. Only to ask what time they were leaving and what time it was.
He jumped being interrupted from his thoughts. He looked back at her and his eyes moved up and down her. Normally he would have thought she was breathtaking, she was sure of it but now she wasn't sure what he would think of it.
He barely smiled then just said, "It looks fine. Very beautiful." Then he looked back out the window.
"What's with you." She said looking back at herself. She sighed. "I feel like you don't like me anymore." She said while looking at the dress.
"No its not that I just don't feel very happy right now. It has nothing to do with you." He said getting off of the white leather couch and coming up behind her. He puts his arms around her waist. He kissed her on her neck. She smiled convinced.
He grinned back happy to have convinced her.
"And I like the dress." He said looking down at her dress. "You look absolutely stunning."
Mimi didn't respond. She was happy that he had kissed her. It was the first physical contact they had had in days.
"You shouldn't be sad right now. Our bonding is only three months away." She said looking through the mirror back at him. His arms were still around her.
"I know and I am excited about that its just I don't feel to joyful right now." He said his thoughts going back to Schulyer.
"This doesn't have anything to do with the fact that Schulyer just left does it?" She felt her heart beating fasting waiting for his response.
"Of course not." He said looking down.
"Then what is it Jack. There shouldn't be a reason why you are so depressed right now… Unless you are having second thoughts about us. That's not it though." She said. But after she said it she didn't feel so sure anymore. He still hadn't looked up so she could not read his expressions. "Jack please tell me."
"The truth is that I still have feelings for Schulyer. I miss her. I miss her like crazy." He said, it all coming out in a rush. She suddenly wished that she hadn't asked him.
"Jack why do you keep doing this to me." She said scared that her voice was going to break.
"Mimi what are you talking about?" He asked sounding confused.
"Every lifetime you do this. Every time. You always fall for the other girl every time. You never want me back. You never feel the same way towards me as I do with you. You want the other girl the innocent one. With out the background or the history. She isnt right for you Jack. You don't belong in the light, you belong with me. I need you, and you just leave me. She started crying. So he wouldn't see her, she walked back into the dressing room and got in her clothes. She put on her purple Hermes dress and black slingbacks.
When she walked back into the waiting room he was still there sitting back on the couch.
"What are you still doing here. I thought you would have forgotten about me by now." She trying to act like her normal self but couldn't.
"Mimi I am extremely sorry. I didn't realize how much I hurt you. Of course I hurt you. What was I thinking. I feel horrible for how I treated you. But I cant help the fact that I don't love you anymore. You bring out things in me that I wish I didn't have."
"So your saying you don't want me anymore." She said in a flat voice.
"Yes I think I am. I mean I still love you in a way. You are my twin my other half I don't know what I would do without you."
"Jack you don't really love her you just feel like you want something else. It will pass. After we are bonded you wont even think of her anymore. She will be a distant memory that you will regret." She said feeling worried.
"That's it though. I don't wont to forget her." He said sounding passionate.
"Why am I never enough for you. You never have loved me. You always wanted somebody else…Always!! Am I have no ignore all of these affairs. You are supposed to be faithful to me like I have always been to you. I don't know what to do. Jack you hate me." She said the last part as a fact not an opinion. She was sure that he hated her. He always had she had just been blinded towards the fact of it.
When he didn't say anything she started crying horrified by the idea. She turned around and started walking out of the waiting room to the elevators. She was ready to go home and fall asleep and forget this had even happened. Just put it out her mind. He started calling after her. She turned around and he was chasing her running past the people who were walking the other way in the crowded hall way. The doors opened and she got inside closing them quickly. She didn't want to talk to him anymore. Jack was just a heart break to her. Her on twin, her other half.. didn't even want to be with her anymore. Mimi didn't want to believe it but she knew it was true. She got out and went through the lobby out into the freezing air. Tugging her jacket closer to her, she called a taxi. She got in and went the only place that would comfort her now. Home.
