Edited by;
EvilRegalBonhamCarter
I'm so sorry for the lateness, real life has been busy and
my laptop had to go and get fixed something about the
hard drive and mother board being whack.
I've sent this chapter to my beta but she's awfully busy at the moment
So there might be a slight chance that this chapter will be edited soon
I just thought I'd be better off giving you guys something instead of
The people who read this story disappearing on me.
People have asked me more questions about this story and I will
have the answers at the bottom.
But here is the part everyone has been waiting for.
The teenager paced the floor of the living-room while her adoptive mothers sat on the couch. The three of them had been to Mary Margaret's to drop off Henry and Clare so they could sit down and talk but for the past half hour all that had happened was Jenna mumbling to herself over her choices. She was scared and she had every right to be even when Regina and Emma both said that she had a home here and being pregnant wasn't going to change that. With a sigh, the girl ran her fingers through raven coloured curls before sitting down on the coffee table.
"Honey, you're going to be okay, no matter what, we're here for you; we just want you to make the right decision." Regina spoke before getting up and walking over to the girl, placing a hand on her shoulder the young female nodded before biting her lip.
"I...I...I" The girl sighed and got up again before finishing her sentence, pacing the floor was becoming her favourite thing to do at the moment, and both the older females let her as it seemed to be helping to keep her calm.
"I had a feeling I was pregnant a week or so ago, when the morning sickness started, but I tried to deny it. If I didn't know it wasn't real then it couldn't be. I stole the tests out of the store. I was scared that if the owner saw me buying them he'd tell you straight away and then I would be screwed."
"I'm not used to the whole caring and supported stuff, I was just someone's meal ticket, or someone's punching bag, or they kept me till the whole we have a kidthing wore off. I didn't want you two to find out, I didn't want to get sent back again because it's not me that will get the worst out of this; it's Clare, she's just a baby she needs a family to love her and treat her right, I don't want her to live the life I did, I don't want my child to live it either. I thought if I just handled it then Clare would get to stay here with a proper family, someone who'd help her through stuff when the world was throwing bricks at her or if she was scared of a thunder storm she'd get to sleep in her parent's bed. Everything I've done is for her..."
Jenna paused as she wiped at her eyes using the back of her hand sitting down on the sofa across from her 'mothers' she placed her head in her hands as she bit her lip and took in a deep breath.
"I want to keep the baby. I want to prove that I'm not like my mother. But I've never been good at asking for help and I know I'm going to need both of yours for a while."
She finished and looked up to see the pair of woman standing in-front of her. The both nodded and pulled her into a hug before kissing her head gently.
"We'll be here to help you no matter what," Emma spoke as she brushed her hair away from her face. "Don't be scared to ask, you are our daughter and we're here for you physically and mentally."
Regina pulled away and went into her study to pick up her diary and walked back into the living-room and sat down flicking through the pages until she came to that day's date.
"Okay I'll move my meetings back for the next couple of weeks and we'll try and get you're scan booked for some time next week. Either Emma or I will go with you depending on our work schedule but we'll do our best to make sure either one or both of us are with you at every appointment. Once we find out the date that you're due I can take leave from the office to help out and once I go back Emma can take leave from the station to help with the first couple of months. We won't intrude in your parenting but we'll be here if you need a hand or when you need an hour to yourself to either work on school work or just to get a little bit of rest." Regina spoke as she made arrangements in her dairy so she could work on emails later on in the day.
Jenna just nodded before excusing herself so she could go up to her bedroom.
Time-skip.
The days turned into a week and then finally a month and Jenna finally had something to show for her pregnancy the day before both her and Regina had went to her appointment and the pair of them started crying over the images on the small screen. They had been told that Jenna was currently seventeen weeks and three days which made her a bit further on than they had expected but seeing the tiny baby on screen made it all worthwhile. Regina had made the nurse print off a ton of photos just so she could show off her soon to be grandchild but the teenager knew the photos were going to be everywhere in the house.
Once they had gotten home Regina had stuck two to the fridge placed one in her study and given the rest to Jenna.
Laughing at the memory the teenager finished writing stuff in her baby book and placed it under her pillow and got up to get ready for the day.
Struggling into a pair of her skinny jeans but she couldn't get them to go over her waist, sighing the girl looked down to discover that over-night her stomach had popped out like Emma had told it would do soon. Sighing she pulled the jeans off and threw them across the room before trying another pair.
Five pairs of jeans and a few lost buttons later Jenna still couldn't fight into any of her clothes that she need to use on her bottom half. Growling in frustration she punched her mirror picked up a baggy top and headed down the stairs to try and find one of her mothers.
"Regina."
"In the study." The brunette called back as she pushed herself away from her desk and headed towards the door of the room to find Jenna making her way forward.
"What's the matter dear?" She asked as she motioned for the girl to follow her in and she shut the door so they could talk in private. Jenna just sighed as she looked up at the older woman and bit her lip before pulling her up her top to reveal the baby bump that was hiding underneath.
"This is the matter, I can't fit into any of my jeans, this is the only top that bloody fits and I can't exactly walk around town with a fucking black bag." She groaned as she explained everything.
Regina chuckled to herself before shaking her head. "Jenna you knew this would happen sooner or later; how about we go upstairs and we can try and find something to fit you from mine and Emma's clothes and this weekend we can go shopping and get you some new stuff?" She suggested as she lead the girl up the stairs into the master bedroom before getting her to sit on the bed as she looked through both her and her wife's clothes for the teenager.
Once the girl was in a tank top and a pair of yoga pants the pair returned to the bed and laid down facing each other.
"Is there anything you need to talk about?" Regina asked as she brushed hair out of her daughters face.
Jenna shrugged as she tried to think of anything. "I don't know I'm still getting used to this whole, 'I'm having a baby' situation. I never thought I'd be that teenager who ended up having a kid." She admitted before placing her hand on her stomach and smiled slightly. "But I'm glad I didn't end it. At least I'm doing something with my life instead of just running off and drinking or taking stuff. It's changing me for the better."
Regina smiled softly as she watched and nodded at her daughter as she understood where she was coming from, it was a relief to know that now, when Jenna went to bed, she was staying there for the night and she wasn't climbing out her window to run off around the town. It wasn't what she wanted for the girl at this age but at least she was doing her best to change her life in order to look after her child.
"And you know both Emma and I are behind you the whole way." Regina replied as she pulled the girl in for a hug.
"Thank you for everything...mom..." The female spoke into the brunettes shoulder as she started to fall asleep.
The older woman couldn't help but let the tears fall as she heard the word, it'd taken them a good couple of months for the girl to even accept them as parents and when she had called her mom the brunette knew that they were stepping in the right direction with the girl, they'd just have to keep her from drowning when the world became her nightmare.
Somewhere in the mist of Storybrooke Maine an unknown female appeared in a dark-blue swirl of smoke, dressed in a Victorian Gothic dress the dark blonde woman smirked softly as she took in her surroundings.
"Little bird did me proud, too bad that her happiness is about to end."
The female laughed before focusing on who she needed to see and seconds later she was standing in Gold's shop.
"Rumple Darling it's been ever so long."
Looking up from his glass counter the dark-one narrowed his eyes as he glanced at his ex-lover.
"Solana, what are you doing here, dearie? I thought you would be enjoying your freedom at ruling what was left of the enchanted forest?" He questioned.
With a smirk, the woman stalked over to the counter and then as she tipped Rumple's chin up with her index finger,
so Rumplestiltskin could see the fire burning within her eyes, she stated,
"I'm here for our daughter, but more importantly, our granddaughter... and you, darling - are going to help me get them."
Again I'm sorry for the lateness but please feel free to tell me what you think.
Question & Answer time;
EvilParrilla asked;
I'm intrigued, do you self harm? Obviously this is a very sensitive subject, I do self harm and your title caught my attention. Well done. I hope you don't but you made very truthful moments with Jenna. Please update and you're awesome ;) and there's no need to answer
My answer would be; Yes I do I have done for years, no it isn't something I'm proud of but I do use my experience of self harm which does come in a lot of different ways not just using a razor, to help other people who do. I don't do it use this method as much as I used to but like most people who have self harmed or still do but not has much will revert back to it in their time of need.
I try to make Jenna's moments as truthful as possible because I didn't want to be seen as taking the piss out of self-harm, I know some people do when writing about it in stories.
I know this is a sensitive subject and really I try not to answer these sorts of question mainly for the whole "Attention seeking" Stigma that is attached to this sort of method but I do hope that this doesn't change a thing for my readers. And this part is for anyone who reads this story.
My inbox is always open if you guys need to talk about anything to do with this subject or anything at all.
Thank you so much for you're review and I hope you enjoy this chapter.
AguseriesLover Wrote;
I like the story and would like to know how you follow it!
Are you going to?
Cant wait 2 know
Update soon :)
My answer;
I'm glad you are enjoying this story, Of course I'm going to keep following it, I plan to finish this story and maybe even
Make a squeal. I love where this story is going at the moment, and I think we're just about half way through.
Things are just getting interesting but I don't want to give anything away right at this moment.
Again thank you for your reviews and i hope this story is going the way you guys want it.
If I've missed you're review question let me know.
Anyways darlings enjoy.
Pixie-Rose
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