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Ikari/ Nikushimi
Chapter Nine
Awakening and Realizing
I woke up, soar all over. I looked at the body parts that were soar… I was… bare, nude. I thought about it, I filled with shock but I couldn't understand or remember why I was there… in a red room on a red bed. Then I heard sniffing and a hiccupped cry.
Doki had his back to me; he had his elbows resting on his knees as he sat on the edge of the bed. He was crying?
"Please… please forgive me Princess!" he cried in a soft whisper.
I stared wide eyed. I didn't understand why he was asking forgiveness… then I thought about it. He was nude, I was nude… we were in bed…
I pulled the sheet up to cover the nude of my body. Even that was hard. Every inch I moved made my muscles retract and scream with pain.
"Please… please forgive me!" he begged. "I'm sorry… I didn't mean… I'm sorry!" his fingers raked the edge of his scalp and the palm of his hands covered his face.
I slid out of his bed and started to back away. He grabbed my arm before I got my soar upper torso away from the bed. But I realized he wasn't green anymore. He was red. His tears were gone. I was too afraid to call him a mood-swinger, even in my mind. "Where are you going?! Are you going to Happy?! Axel?!" he glared, he squeezed my arm.
"Doki, please calm down, please…" I begged as my arm felt like it was about to snap under the pressure.
I somehow pulled away and staggered away. I fell to the floor, by body being too weak to actually do anything. I wanted to run. I want to flee and get away but I couldn't. When I fell he ran to my side kneeling. He was green again. He softly rested his hand on my hand and the other hand he placed behind my neck and lifted me until I was sitting up. After looking at me for a second he hugged me, "Please… forgive me." he begged. Seconds later he asked another question as if he never asked the first. "Are you cold?" He pulled back from his hug slowly.
I shake, scared and cold. I nod.
He grins and summons a Nobody to get me clothes. The Nobody was gone after that. I shiver again. I was so cold… why? I've never felt so cold in my life before. Doki's green eyes stared at me. At his gaze I started to cry, was I going to do this every time I realized the pain I would go through being with him? I was freezing and I was with my husband whom was abusive and couldn't control his emotions. He helped me stand, as my tears ran down his face. I couldn't believe that I was stuck in this relationship. Then I realized that he was gazing at my hand.
He held my hand, "My love, you're so cold," he looked at me now.
I nod. That was all I could do, the coldness made it hard for me to talk.
"My love, I must depart, remember guards will be watching you so if you need me use one of them to get my attention." If anything I needed a guard from him.
I nod.
I watched him leave. He opened a corridor and entered it without looking back. Wait, when did he get dressed? Whatever… tears continued to cry, I was trapped in a relationship with him forever.