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Chapter 10

Lissa

He started leaning into me and my heart started to beat faster and faster. Our lips touched and he started to kiss me. I kissed him back eagerly. His breath was hot in my mouth. He kissed me like he loved me. No, he kissed me because he does love me. Our kiss got faster and more romantic. We stood there for a while and kissed. When we both came up for air, he stared at me and smiled. I loved his smile. It made me so happy.

"Lissa, I love you." He told me

"I love you, too." I said back

"I am so sorry that I said those thing, I didn't mean anything. I love you and I never want you to go." he said

"I am sorry, too. I was acting jealous and I shouldn't of.." I was interrupted by Christian.

"You were jealous of me?" He asked with a smirk

"Yes, and I am sorry about that." I whispered

"Lissa," Christian sighed "why were you jealous? I love you."

"Well, it looked like you were flirting with girls and it should have been me." I admitted

"I love you. I was never flirting with girls." He laughed

"Well, you don't have to laugh at me." I snapped, that really got his attention.

"I wasn't laughing at you, I was laughing about how much I messed up." He said

"Oh," I said quietly

"Lissa, will you be my girlfriend?" Christian asked me

"Yes," I answered, I was so exited that I grabbed his face and pushed it to mine. We kissed again passionately for a while. I pulled him to my room. We stood in front of my door and kissed more. I unlocked it and walked in. I turned on the lights and pushed him to the bed. I pushed him down and sat on him.

"You are so beautiful." he told me, I smiled and blushed.

"Thank you." I giggled

He rolled me over and sat on me. He stared at me for a while and then rubbed my face.

"I love you." he said again

"I love you." I repeated

He leaned down and kissed me again. His hands ran down my back and pulled me closer. I pulled of his shirt and unbuttoned his pants. He laughed through are kiss and pulled of my shirt. His finger ran down my pink bra strap. He pulled of my pants and I pulled of his. He stared at my body and then sighed.

"I can't do this." He sighed

"Why? Do you not love me?" I asked, quietly.

"No, I do love you. But I want you to remember that I love you for you and not for your body." he laughed

"Oh," I sighed

"But, if it makes you feel better, I had to force myself to get up." he told me, then he rolled off of me and onto his back. I sighed and sat up.

"Well, okay. If you want to do it this way then I will to."

"What do you mean 'do it this way'?" He asked me

"Like start over. Start slow." I said

"I didn't mean start over. I just meant that I didn't want you to feel like I was doing that." He explained himself

"Oh, well thank you for making it obvious." I laughed

" You are so funny. I do want to do it but not today."

"Okay, that makes me feel better." I said

"Good," he said as he stood up. He grabbed his pants and slipped them on. Then he grabbed his and was about to put it on until I jumped up and into his arms. I ran my finger down his chest and smiled. I looked up at him and he was smiling down at me.

"You silly girl." He said

I laughed and then frowned. I stepped back and grabbed my clothes. When I was done putting them on I looked up to see Christian studding me.

"What?" I asked

"Your eyes?" he said, it kinda sounded like a question

"What about them?" I asked, then I remembered that I had some red in my eyes like Strigoi. I gasped and looked away.

"Lissa," he said warily

"Christian, don't tell anyone please. I am not one of them." I said

"Lissa, what did you do?" He said, backing away from me. His eyes were scared. All of a sudden I felt something burning. It started in my hand and rose up to the rest of my body. I didn't know what was happening. I screamed and looked at Christian. He was watching me and it looked like he was concentrating really hard. Then it hit me.

He was using his fire power.

"Christian, I am not Strigoi. Stop it." I screamed, I looked down at myself and saw little burns appearing in my arms. He wasn't using his full power. He was hesitating.

He looked at me and gasped. He stopped but he backed up farther.

"Lissa, what happened?"

"I am not a Strigoi." I explained "it's complicated to explain."

"Well, I'm listening." He said

"It kinda involves my jealousy for you." I quietly said

"No!" he gasped "please don't tell me that you killed someone."

"No." I yelled at him "let me explain."

"Then what did you do?" he asked me

"Promise me you won't get mad." I said

"Okay," he said "I love you and I will believe you. I won't loose you as my girlfriend again." I almost cried. He trusted me so much. I was afraid to tell him but I had to trust him.

"You can't tell anyone about this." I said. He nodded and I sighed.

"Remember, earlier today? When Mia saw us?" I looked at him and he was going to say something but he closed him mouth. I smiled at him and walked a couple of steps toward him."

"Well, I got mad at her because she interrupted us. So that's why I left. When I was leaving I said a couple of things to myself." I told him

"What were they?" he asked, I didn't want to tell him but I knew I had to.

"I said I wish Mia would die or get hurt badly. Then I felt something. It was like a bad feeling and after I said that I instantly regretted it."

Two more steps

"Then you ran to me yelling my name." I said, and took two more steps. He was about six more steps away from me.

"Is that all?" he asked

"Well, remember when we went to visit. When we both left I heard Mia and walked back in. I tried to heal Mia but I couldn't do it. I tried again and I couldn't. I ran to my room."

Two more steps.

"I decided to see if I could heal myself so I cut my arm with a knife." My voice got really quiet. I could see he didn't like it when I told him I cut myself with a knife.

"Did it work?" he asked me and glanced down at my arm. He sighed when he saw it wasn't cut.

"Yes, then I realized my eyes. The only thing I could come up with is that if Mia dies then I will be Strigoi." I said

"Is that all?"

"Yea," I answered

"Oh, well..." Christian couldn't finish his sentence. He just stood there. Looking at me like I was a scary clown. My eyes started to get wet and I started to cry. He crossed the room and hugged me. I cried into his shoulder for five minutes and then looked at him.

"Do you hate me?" I asked

"No," he said. I was relieved that he still liked me. I didn't know what to say.

"So what should I.." I was interrupted when someone knocked on the door. I wiped my eyes and breathed in deeply. I was surprised to see Dimitri at the door. Then I saw it. His eyes were wide and he was panicking.

"What is it?" I asked, what if it was Rose? What if she got hurt? I couldn't live with myself. I wouldn't live with myself.

"Another murder" Dimitri finally got out.

Chapter 10 is done! Thank you for the people who are reviewing. Review now please. Hope you liked this chapter. This is the last chapter I am writing until I get more reviews. I don't think that many people like this and I don't want to waste my time on it if I don't have to. Sorry. I need more reviews.