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Chapter 10 Breaking the Wall

I had difficulty in opening my eyes. I tried moving my body, and it felt weird. I was stiff. How long have I been asleep I thought, looking around. I was in Sesshomaru's room. I looked around and found him in a chair in the corner. I smiled sweetly at him. A servant came in and stood there, gazing at him. Her eyes were gentle, taking him in. It made me mad, and I tried my best to hide it as I cleared my throat. Her gaze flickered to me and she bowed, blushing.

"M'Lady. I did n-not know you were up." She said, embarrassed.

"I just awoke." I said, swinging my legs over the side of the bed. She rushed over, to help me stand.

"I do not think Lord Sesshomaru would want you moving about at the moment." She told me, her eyes finding their way back to him. I did not like this one bit.

"And why not?" I said a bit sharply. She bowed her head and mumbled an apology.

"He..." She began, not knowing the answer. "He has been with you for the 7 weeks you have been out. Never leaving your side." She smiled up at me, helping me out of the door. 7 weeks? I was out that long?

"O-oh...um..could you find Jaken for me?" I couldn't believe this. Why was I out so long? She bowed and left me in the hall. I closed the door silently, making my way slowly down the hall.

"Ah...Rin, you silly girl. You're finally awake." Jaken said from behind me. I jumped and laughed at myself. "To the garden I presume?" He handed me his staff and I gladly took it, needing the support.

"Yes. Jaken, have I really been out for 7 weeks?" I asked him curiously as we made it outside. He lead me to the stone bench near the waterfall. My favorite spot, I thought, smiling down at him. He looked away, his cheeks becoming slightly pink.

"Y-Yes, Rin. You have. We all thought you to be dead at first. When Lord Sesshomaru brought you back from who knows where, you were pale, and changing. Even though you seemed dead, we couldn't believe it. " He looked at me and I handed him his staff back.

"And how is Sesshomaru?" I asked him, ducking my head to hide my eyes. They were sad. Where did we stand? I thought miserably.

"Was he not with you?" He said in a tone that made me look up. His face was incredulous.

"What are you looking at me like that for?" I asked him in a matching tone.

"He wouldn't leave your side for a minute. Not for food, not for anything." He told me, his eyes softening the slightest bit.

"O-oh.." I said. So what she said was true. I smiled widely. Knowing that made me intensely happy.

"What are you so happy about Rin?" He asked me, playfully hitting my knee with his staff.

"Do you think he's changed at all?" I asked him, serious. He pondered for a moment, thinking.

"Although he scarcely shows emotion, his face was concerned when he brought you home to us. It was the first time I've seen him like that. You have made him soft Rin. He may be the great dog demon of the Western lands, but I know he cares for you." He said thoughtfully. I smiled, a part of me believed it and the other part of me wasn't so sure.

"You really think so?"

"Yes, I really do. He has an attachment to you Rin. Though I can't understand why." He said in a hard tone. I looked at his face, and he seemed to be blushing again.

"What?" What's his problem? I thought.

"I was thinking of when Lord Sesshomaru brought you back here. You were...quite pretty." He said blushing deeper. I laughed at that.

"You do not need to lie Jaken." I giggled. He opened his mouth to protest when a new voice was heard.

"It's hardly a lie Rin." I turned around, my eyes widened with my smile as I gazed at man whose voice it belonged too.

*P.O.V.C*

I yawned awaking. I blinked three times before realizing that the bed was empty. Rin? I thought. Where is she? I began to worry, thinking that maybe she died in her sleep. I walked over to the bed, sniffing it. No. She's alive. I was instantly relieved but that didn't answer where she was. I followed her scent, knowing that she must of went to the garden. I saw her conversing with Jaken. I took in her form. She sat there, looking.....pretty. I smirked at myself. I could handle these feelings now, now that I was certain about them. I was surprised though, that I could. I let my eyes drop, knowing that I was struggling to find a way to press them back. Knowing that I was trying to find a reason to convince myself that it was wrong to feel this way.

"Let yourself feel what you were meant to feel, my son." My mother's voice crooned in my head. And I knew that I couldn't find a reason anymore because their was no reason. My eyes trailed back up to her smiling face. She was back to her old self. And I knew that this was the day that I had to make my choice. I listened more to their conversation.

"I was thinking of when Lord Sesshomaru brought you back here. You were...quite pretty." Jaken said, blushing a deeper red. I growled silently to myself. I didn't like hearing that...I was surprised at the jealousy and anger I felt when he said those words.

"You do not need to lie Jaken." Rin said, giggling. I stared at her in disbelief.

Jaken went to say something but I cut him off.

"It's hardly a lie Rin." I told her, walking up to her. I felt pleasure in seeing her eyes widen and watching her smile grow in size.

"Lord Sesshomaru." Jaken said, bowing and leaving us alone. I kept my distance still, but I returned her smile with a small one of my own.

"How are you Rin?" I asked her.

"I'm ok." She seemed a bit wary, and I took a step forward.

"You are back to your old self I see." I was trying to make small talk, knowing that I was avoiding the conversation she wanted to have. Oddly enough, I was wanting to have it too, though. How I can even call myself a demon...I scoffed to myself.

"That I am." She said gently.

"Kaminari...I think I prefer Rin to that name." I took another step forward.

"I do too." She gazed up at me, her eyes full of questions. I sighed.

"What is it you have to ask me?" She hesitated, and looked down. I watched as she inhaled deeply, and hands clutching the side on the bench.

"How do you feel about me Sesshomaru?" I was about to lie, and say that I didn't know. But her head came up, revealing eyes that pierced through my own. I felt her look at my soul and she smiled at me. She knew the answer, looking into my eyes the way she did. I knew that I couldn't lie any longer to her face. I couldn't push those unwanted feelings away anymore because.....I wanted them. I wanted her.

"I've always wanted you Rin. I want you to stay here with me and to never leave my side. I want you to know that...I return your feelings. I never wanted them at first...I never wanted to have these feelings of affection for you..they are foreign to me." I watched her brown orbs widen in surprise, and watched silent tears fall down he cheeks. I continued, knowing that I could do this. " I didn't think I'd ever find someone that I wanted to keep alive with me. I didn't think it would be a mortal of all people. But you are my weakness Rin. I've been repressing these feelings, but I don't have the strength to do it anymore." I told her, in a gentle voice. It was a striking contrast to my normal monotone but I couldn't control the wave of emotion that came over me as I told her my feelings. They were strong and I was sure of them.

*P.O.V.C.*

I watched him, shocked that he was speaking those words to me. I am his weakness and he wants me the way I want and need him. I knew I was crying from happieness and I knew my body radiated it. I tried to speak when he finished but I couldn't find my voice. He began to walk towards me until he stood right infront of me. I smiled lovingly at him, finding the perfect words to say.

"I love you Lord Sesshomaru." I watched as his eyes grew still and a bit distance. My smille faltered. I waited for him to repeat those words back, to only be sitting in silence until he smiled at me and took my hand. I stood up, gazing into his eyes, not wanting this feeling to ever go away. But I still wondered.... Why didn't you say it back?

Authors note: finally right? Finally Finally finally!!! He lets his feelings free. Well, i'll be nice and lets say...5-8 more reviews before I post the next chapter.. Im telling you, its as tearjerking as this one, maybe even more!! heheh!! REVIEW FOR ME PLEASEE.. it only takes a moment of your time.