Right so here is the next HOT chapter. Lol. Yes a little smut for you fans. I have the entire scene played out in my head, no all I hav to do it get it on paper! Just so u know, this is NOT a lemon. That will be coming later on. It would totally kill the story if I wrote a lemon now

Im worried that even this small amount of smut might kill the story. But I really need to get a movie on with this story, and that wont happen unless S&S decide to get a lil physical. Please. If u havn't read the previous chapters, plese do so, or else u kill the story!

DON'T FORGET TO R&R!

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Chapter 10

"WHAT!" I yelled, are my ears playing tricks on me or did he really say that he wanted me to . . . . to . . . AHHH!

"Look, Sakura, I told you not to get mad, you know I wouldn't ask you this unless it was the only way," he said slightly backing away from my extremely scary presence.

"First, don't call me Sakura! Second, I don't know you, I barely met you, so how the hell am I sure that you won't decide to like rape me!" Okay Syaoran and rape don't belong in the same sentence, but still!

"Sakura, calm down. I'm not going to rape you, I'm going to give you a massage. And anyways, Meiling is in the house, how am I supposed to rape you?" That was a good point . . . unless.

"Maybe you two are in on this together!" okay now I was just plain crazy. Him and Meiling plotting together to rape me? That just didn't sound right.

"Sakura, just take off your clothes. You can leave your panties on if you wish, but otherwise I need everything off," he had a determined face on, I had a feeling that I was not going to leave this room without having been almost completely naked in front of Li.

"Well, what are you waiting for? Do you want me to assist you?" he was smirking. Jerk!

"I'm not changing in front of you, get out!" I yelled. I might be taking off my clothes, but I'm not going to give him a strip tease while I'm at it!

"How do I know you're not going to lock me out?" Ugh! What is he trying to pull here?

"GET OUT!" I yelled, I am not going to take off my clothes when he has a perfect front row seat to watch.

"How about this," he said acting as if I didn't just yell at him, "I will turn around while you take off your clothes. And I promise not to look." As if to prove his point he turned his back to me.

Just in case I turned my back to him, and started to undress. This is so embarrassing.

"Now what?" I asked feeling vulnerable, seeing as I was in nothing but my panties.

"Just lie on your stomach on the bed," he ordered, his back still turned to me. I looked at him sceptically before lying on my bed with by back facing the ceiling.

"Ready?" he turned half way to see me lying on my stomach. "Good, now we'll just wait till Meiling comes with the oil, and then we'll get started." I think I'm going to die from embarrassment. I mean, I'm naked! And he's going to . . . touch me!

"Here," I heard Meiling say, she must have just handed the oil to Syaroan. After that I heard the door close as he walked towards me.

"Just relax," I heard him whisper as I heard his oil squirt into his hands. How am I supposed to relax when he's going to touch me!

"I'm relaxed," I said in a squeaky voice as I felt the bed lower from his weight as he climbed on top of me. His legs on either side of me, straddling me.

"Maybe we shouldn't do this," I was going to get up, but he pressed his hands at the hollow of my neck and I almost collapsed. The heat he was giving off from his hands and the oil were scolding my skin, in a good way. I felt all my muscles slightly loosen as he continued to run his hands down my back.

I felt myself blush as he continued, he worked on my legs now. I felt like I was in heaven, it was such a great feeling. I could still feel every sport he massaged on my back.

"See, this isn't so bad," all I could do was moan in reply. I don't even want to know what he was thinking. He put his hand on he sides of my waist and started to massage, moving up slowly. And then his hands accidentally skid along the sides of my breasts. Or at least I hope it was by accident. I took a big intake of breath. How could I not? I never had any guy touch me, let alone touch me there.

He stopped after that, I was going to turn around and see what the problem was, but before I had a chance I felt his lips brush against the hollow of my neck, just like his hands had done previously when we started the massage. He started to kiss his way to my shoulder then my back.

I mean he was kissing me! Is this part of the massage? I wasn't thinking straight, how could I, he was massaging me with his lips! And it felt good, I admit it, it felt really good. The tracks that he left with his mouth burned from recently being neglected.

His lips left my back and I moaned in disappointment. But was soon back in bliss as he slightly bit my ear. I could faintly hear my mind scream out in protest, but I was long gone. All I could think about were his lips.

He moved his hand to cup my cheek as to push it to the side. And then his lips brushed over my just as lightly as they did on every other part of me of which he kissed. I gasped at the contact. How could I not, I've never been kissed before. But my mind refused to think about it once his tongue slipped between my parted lips. He explored my mouth with his tongue, but I felt left out, I wanted to participate in this act as well. I shyly touched his tongue with my own.

And that's when the kiss exploded. He quickly turned me over and crushed his mouth to mine. He drew his tongue in and out, creating a sort of exotic rhythm. The kiss was no longer soft and explorative, but more hard and passionate. I tilted my head up to get better access. I was feeling a desire I never felt before, a desire I never thought possible for me to feel.

All I could think about was the heat he was giving me, about how my body craved for his touch, to be as close to his heat as possible. I arched my back to try and accomplish the need I was feeling, and it worked. But the contact only made me want more. As I'm sure it did him, if his groan was any indication. He left my mouth to kiss a trail of hot kisses down my neck. Then he stopped at one spot. He licked and sucked on the skin, making it tingle as he slightly blew on my bruised skin.

I had no care for what he was doing, I wanted his lips back on mine. And I got what I wanted, we were again locked by the lips, giving me pleasure I never thought possible. I finally wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling his mouth and body closer to me. I played with his hair as he used one of his hands to push the back of my head to give himself better access to my lips.

I arched my back again, feeling the thin fabric of his shirt brush against my naked breasts. I frowned. Why should I be the only one topless? That was soon taken care of as I broke our kiss only to pull off his shirt, leaving him shirtless, and open to my own exploration. Our eyes met, his were no longer a golden amber, they were dark and his pupils had grown big with desire. I stared at him knowing that my own eyes were mirroring his own desire.

He broke our contact for a second to look down at my body, I felt myself blush. No one had seen me naked. What did I look like? What did I look like to him? Was I appealing? I guess I must have been because the next thing I knew he groaned and captured my lips with his in another passionate kiss. I shyly trailed my hands from his stomach up his rib cage and let them lie flat on his chest. Was I doing it right? I don't believe I cared at the moment. His body was just as I pictured it would feel from the moment I saw him shirtless. His muscles were taunt and hard, from doing what, I don't know, and frankly didn't care about, especially at that moment.

"Sakura," he growled softly, removing my hands from his chest. I moaned in protest, but he started to attack me with kisses again. "Syaoran," I whispered out as he sucked on the skin of my neck yet again. He stopped his pleasurable attack on my neck and looked at my a sideway smile on his lips. It was somewhere between a smile of pleasure and a smirk.

"W-" he cut me off kissing my neck again, but more soft and light like at the beginning, it was torture.

"Say my name again," he whispered in my ear before biting it. I wanted his lips on mine at that moment. My hands went to grab his face and bring it to mine but he was stronger than me, and didn't budge. He shook his head playfully at me and smiled.

"Say it," he said in a husky voice, one as deep with pleasure as I knew mine would be.

"Syaoran," I moaned again and this time he let me bring his face to mine for a passionate kiss. He removed his lips from mine to kiss me down to my collar bone.

"Syaoran," I groaned his name again, as if it were knew to my lips, and I had to practise saying it. He brought his lips back to mine, as he moved one of his hands to my cheek, stroking it with his thumb. The other he laid flat on my stomach slowly brining it up, and then he cupped my right breast within his palm. I gasped, and my eyes immediately flew open. And out of reflex I pushed him off me.

He must have been caught off guard because he barely caught himself before he fell of the bed. The desire from my eyes slowly melted away, and I realized what we were doing my conscience coming back to me. I covered my chest with my arms. He just stared at me with wide eyes.

I felt defiled, I felt disgusted with myself, to know that I was letting him touch me, that I wanted him to touch me. That if I hadn't stopped it now I would have been lost, and nothing would have stopped me from committing an act I knew I would regret for the rest of my life.

"I-I'm so sorry," he looked as if his actions has even surprised him. "I don't know what," I cut him off.

"Get out," I whispered, I didn't have the energy, not even the pride to yell at him. I had let him do things to me no man ever should have. What no man had ever done to me.

"Sakura," he whispered.

"Get out!" I said more sharply this time. I glared at him. I felt a sting at my eyes, tears of shame. But I wouldn't cry. Not for him, not for anyone. Tears were a symbol of weakness, and I learned long ago how to not be weak.

"Is everything alright," Meiling said as she began to open the door. Syaoran pulled me to him, as if to hide me from her. It was then I realized how cold my body felt after his skin left mine.

"Everything is alright," Syaoran whispered. All Meiling could see was his bare back, my head was hidden in his chest, as Meiling slowing exited the room and closed the door behind her.

"Don't touch me," I said pushing myself away from him. Still disgusted with myself for what I had done.

"You didn't seem to mind me touching you just moments ago," he had a smile on his face but his eyes showed how ironic he though of the situation.

"Shut up!" I yelled and I covered my ears with my hands. As if it would make me forget.

"Fine, whatever," I opened my eyes to see him pull his shirt on and leave, the door closing with a bang. I crawled under the covers, still naked. I felt vulnerable, and dirty. Why had I got carried away? Why didn't I try to think it through? I scoffed, how could I have thought it through, once his lips touched me my mind went blank. I lay down deciding to blame it all on him.

I knew it was also partially my fault but thinking that it was at least mostly his fault gave me at least some peace of mind. That I wasn't a dirty creature, that once a man touched me I wouldn't give him my all.

I heard footstep outside my door. It was probably Meiling. They stopped right in front of my room, and a few seconds later left. I was alone. And that's how I liked it.

Ppl be nice. This is my first time at writing smut. I know I probably could have done better, but then I didn't want to get carried away and loose the point fo the situation. But hey look at how quickly I updated. It's a lot shorter than half a year, isn't it?

Lol

Plzz R&R! I would seriously apreicate it. I would sooo much, so plz review! Tell me what you think even if its bad. Or disgusted

Or whatever!

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Actually it would make me feel a lot better about this chapter if you would say NICE things, but im desperate so give me all u've got

Sorry the chapter was so short. i promise the next one will be extra long!

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