Did any of you see the videos? They're hilarious if you haven't. Anyway, I love Madge so I decided that she doesn't die in my version, just so there's no confusion. Also, Finnick doesn't die, Cinna doesn't die, and Prim doesn't die. Because I cried when they got killed in the book. Didn't you? Oh and Wiress doesn't die either! Wow, I'm giving all these people the privledge of not dying... meh.

Madge's POV

Katniss is my best friend in the universe because she can take any problem without having a freakout. But not this time, she's totally blocked out the world, with an exeption of me and her sister, Prim. But I guess I know what it feels like to lose everyone you love, being that my whole family died and all, but Gale should not be putting more pressure on her.

I mean she's preganant, the baby's father is being tortured to near death, oh yeah, and the Capitol's trying to kill her. After I heard what Gale said to her, I cursed him out and slammed him against a wall. And I used to think he was cute too. Whenever I ask her if she's okay, she just nods and says,"Oh yeah, I'm pefectly fine." But her smile always vanishes and she slips out of the room.

I always seem to think about her nowadays, because I know she's not okay. I'm afraid she might turn out like Annie, scarred for life. I know this is kind of selfish, but I just want my best and only friend back. But can you blame me? How would you feel if your best friend went through withdrawel like this? You would feel pretty lonely, not to mention guilty for some reason. Like all this is your fault. It doesn't feel too good.

Anyway, she used to practice everyday, but know she barely uses her bow and arrows. She doesn't even stay to her schedules, she just lays there staring at the wall. One day I went to visit her, and this is what happened:

I walked into her room-it's a very messy room- and shook her. She was fast asleep, mumbling in her sleep. I shook her harder. She looked up an said,"Wha-"

"Hi. How do you feel today?" I said, knowing that she would deny that she wasn't okay.

"I'm fine" she said.

"I know you're not okay. You sulk, like... like it's a hobby."

"No I don't, I smile everyday. See?" she started smiling and pointed to her face.

"But they're fake smiles, Katniss. They don't count. And when are you going to stop being afraid of the world?"

"I'm not afraid! I'm just-" she pauses.

"You are afraid!"

"No I'm not!"

"Fine, then if you're not afraid, then you can tell me what you are! Because I really don't seem to know anymore!" I yelled, starting to cry

"I don't know what I am!"

"Okay, but tell me what you are when you do know what you are. Just tell me if you need me." I said walking out, pretending not to feel the tears streaming down my face.

Wow, Madge has a lot of pent up emotions. And I'm so proud of myself, this is my longest chapter ever! YAY! Thanks, and please review! If you don't, Prim will unleash Buttercup on you!