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Chapter 10

EPOV

It was every sane man's wet dream.

Wednesday after school, I had knocked back a shot or two of Absinthe from my stash in my room. My head was fucked.

There was no disputing that Bella turned me on so damn much and my dick seemed to have her on radar 24/7. But then Tanya was always en point to remind me of my reputation and how things worked in our school hierarchy. I just wanted to punch something or someone.

When I was around Bella I found myself struggling to stay away, but each day my inner desires win out. I swore that I wouldn't come between her and Jake. For her, not him. She knew the expectations of the girls I chose and why I chose them. She was innocent and the more and more time I spent with her, I wanted to protect her from guys like me. Especially me.

I could have most anyone I desired. Beauty was not too difficult to come by, but intelligence, wit and the fire inside Bella was a combination I was finding difficult to resist.

I couldn't get too fucked up because Peter was coming over to hang out. Mom was out shopping and Carlisle was Carlisle and was saving lives at the hospital. They were meeting up for dinner afterwards. Mom and dad were keeping the spark alive.

A fifty was left on the counter, so pizza, pizza it was for tonight.

Alice had called Charlotte to come over to 'study' and may have mentioned that Peter would be here too, but never was there a word that Bella was also participating in that evening's detective work. I'd mentioned my plan to her, but she had brushed the idea off.

And yet here she was.

In. My. Shirt.

My mouth was dry and my focus went straight to what she wasn't wearing under that shirt.

For the love of all that's Holy.

"MINE" I heard myself say. It didn't even sound like me, but a person possessed.

Both girls turned in rapid succession, just having realized my presence.

"Get the fuck out Alice!"

"But it's my room Edward!"

I didn't have the strength to be tested and I teetered on the fine line between sanity and pulling my dick out in front of my own sister.

"Get. Out." I growled.

Alice glared at me and flounced past me through the doorway after she told Bella to yell if she needed her.

More like screaming… my name.

I shut the door, leaned against it and quickly turned the lock.

Surprise faded to anger and then fear dawned on Bella's face and she quickly curled her long legs under her on the bed in a half assed attempt to cover her goods.

"What.. What do you want?" She said as her eyes darted over my body inevitably finding the bulge pressing against my grey sweatpants.

I blatantly adjusted my cock to rest it between the elastic of my boxer briefs and my stomach. If my sleeveless sweatshirt rode up even a bit, someone was in for a surprise.

Want? Interesting question.

I smirked. "Its more like 'what am I going to do?'"

"You won't do anything, you wouldn't want anyone finding out you were slumming it, especially your closet fuck." She challenged.

I cracked my knuckles and strode over to the bed sitting on the edge.

"You're right. I seem to have a conflict…"

Quickly, I reached and grabbed an ankle and tugged her leg me. She instantly shrieked and was laid out flat on the bed. Bella struggled to keep the shirt from riding up while kicking me with her free foot. However, I wasn't having any of that, so I grabbed that ankle too. Bella was helpless to move.

Her legs were spread a foot apart and her hands were occupied with vigorously pulling her – or my shirt rather down over her legs to cover her pussy.

"… but I'm up for the challenge."

Consequences be damned.

I inched her legs apart and she starred at me defiantly. A battle of wills.

Will I taste her or will I fuck her first.

My pulse beat in rapid succession and my eyes danced between hers and the area between her legs that was slowly being revealed to me. It was so quiet; you could have heard a condom wrapper drop, as the tension mounted.

We had danced this dance before.

Her pupils were dilated and she bit her lip as my shirt rode up even further along her firm thighs.

I paused when her pussy was spread before me, bare, swollen and begging me to come taste. And did I mention bare?

"I'm not afraid of you."

The tenuous grip on my resolve to preserve our friendship and her virginity was so close to being lost.

"Fuck this friendship." I growled and in an instant I was hovering over her supine body.

My hands were on either side of her head and I paused in question that this was what she wanted. With hooded, dreamy eyes she gave a slight nod and that was all the prodding that I needed.

My lips feathered across hers gently at first before becoming forceful. When I touched my tongue to her lips, Bella opened for me. Soon we were drowning in each other. I brought my hand behind her head for leverage as I plundered. Bella's hand went behind my neck and into my hair tugging and kneading, then snaking around my neck to pull me closer. Our bodies melded and her tits flattened against my chest. My hand slid down her side and to her hips, pushing myself closer and bringing her thigh in contact with my cock. Through the thin material of my sweatpants, I could feel the heat of her body ever so close and I reflexively thrust. My other hand left the back of her head and slid down her arm and to her waist. The tips of my fingers searched for the warmth of skin and slid under her shirt. From there, I caressed her, roamed over her ribs and soon found her breast. Bella moaned. Our mouths remained fused. I was on fire for her. Beneath her t-shirt I felt her nipples tighten and so I stroked them with my thumbs, bringing her pleasure and myself pain. I was only torturing myself but I
couldn't stop.

My mouth left hers and trailed down her jaw, behind her ear and to her neck. Bella parted her long legs and I centered myself over her. I pushed and she pushed back. I continued lavishing her with kisses from over her shirt, but stopped my trail when I reached between the peaks of her tits. I wanted nothing more at that moment than to pull that shirt up and off her body so I could see her nude and laid out before me, but I didn't trust myself.

My sweats were steadily working their way down further and further off my hips and more and more of my dick was being exposed. We made this discovery when the tip met the heat of her pussy. She hitched her legs around my hips and pulled me to her as I fought the losing battle to pull away. My knuckles became white as I fisted the sheets in frustration. I thrust again, just the tip easily sliding in through her welcoming wet pussy. I knew that if I gave myself permission to push further into her soft, pillowy folds, I would fuck her senseless in my sister's bed without a condom. Being a daddy was not going to happen under any circumstances, no way – no how. It was up to me to bring this to an end because Bella was beyond protesting.

I felt suspended between right and wrong. She clung to me for more and her breath now came in pants. I could easily take her and she would be too lost in waves of physical pleasure that she wouldn't be aware of what was happening until I took her virginity. That thought alone had me pulling away. Despite her urging, I couldn't forget that she was still innocent, at least somewhat.

Cock-blocking myself. That had to be a first.

I sat back on my knees before her.

"Whoa! Edward that is too much information!" Emmett came through the door with a rush. Bella shot up like a rocket and righted her shirt. I tucked my cock back in my pants.

"Little B! Lookin' mighty fine this evening! He said as he eyed Bella's legs while she was tucking them under her. I nudged her behind me. My brother was not getting any ideas, not that Rosalie would let him. She had him wrapped so tight that he'll probably pop the question before they even finish college. Sucker.

"Geez! Doesn't anybody knock around here? First Alice the other day…"

And that had been interesting.

"Speaking of… you locked the door on me dude. It was hard…" he pointedly looked at my lap "… or difficult to pick the lock. It took me a sec to get that thing to turn." He said as he gestured to the metal pin in his hand.

"I think that was the point, you asshole. You were supposed to…"

Emmett grabbed me around the neck with his arm so I pushed and tackled him to the ground.

Bella squeaked and peered over the side of the bed as we wrestling on the floor.

Emmett pinned my legs and panted, "I knew nothing was going on. Bella is too good to let you through her pearly gates!"

I twisted my hips and threw him off and quickly locked him in a figure four move.

"How the fuck would you know?"

Emmett grabbed my rib cage and flipped us both over again. We lay on the floor sprawled out.

"Because I just know stuff. Sorry B. I overheard Jacob Black bitching like a girl at the gas station on his cell because his girlfriend wouldn't put out. I assume that's you."

Bella grabbed a sheet off the bed and wrapped it around herself.

"When did I become the topic on so many people's lips? If you two girls must know", she stood firm, "Jacob is dating a girl named Emily. We were never officially dating, screwing or whatever." She stated with a smile and then grabbed her clothes off a chair.

Emmett and I sputtered a laugh as we watched her hobble down the hall towards the bathroom all wrapped up in the sheet like a burrito.

"Seriously, you haven't tapped that?"

I punched him in the arm.

"Just sayin' because a girl like her doesn't stay on the market long and her stock just went up ten fold now that Jake's not going to pulverize any cock that comes within 10 feet of her. Poor thing probably won't know what hit her."

Fuuuuck. Maybe Jasper and Emmett would help me keep the sausages away from her.

"Neither will you, ass-goblin! Now what the fuck did you want when you barged in?"

"Yeh. Peter and Charlotte are here. Alice is getting them drinks and the pizza dude should be here in 5."

"Oh."

I felt a migraine coming on and I pinched the bridge of my nose in frustration. Whatever was going on between Bella and I would have to wait. I had bigger fish to fry.

Charlotte.

With only a few remaining names on the PL list, odds were that she could bear my mark. She was into Peter, but you never knew with the quiet ones what there kink was. I needed to seduce her shirt off … with Bella in the same house. I didn't have enough time to think this through now that the game had changed. Bella wasn't supposed to have been here when I'd arranged for Charlotte and Peter to drop by. Really, the only challenge should have been to get Charlotte by herself for a moment, perhaps after an alcoholic beverage of choice.

"Speaking of 'Oh', you better work something out before you head downstairs. You don't want a loaded weapon around the ladies and that is one bullet I am not taking!" Emmett cackled.

Emmett laughed his ass off all the way down the stairs.

I needed a cold shower, but there was no time.

I sighed and looked at my dick that was still semi erect. "You and I are going to come to an understanding … right after I pilfer Bella's stuff for her lotion."

Everyone had gathered around the pizza like a pack of wild hyenas. Alice, Charlotte and Bella on the sofa and Peter and Emmett in the recliner and loveseat.

Bella was focused on dangling the long strands of melted cheese into her mouth with the guidance of her tongue while Alice and Charlotte giggled about the grease that she was getting on her chin.

The guys stared mid bite, not daring to tear their eyes away from a scene that was something akin to watching the Victoria's Secret annual fashion show.

Dickheads.

Mine.

"Hey Rose!" I greeted.

Emmett instantly shrouded his head with his arms and shouted, "I didn't do it, I swear! The cheese… it was too much!"

He blinked and looked around to find me smugly offering my middle finger and Peter stifling a laugh.

"Fucker!"

"My bad." I shrugged while I grabbed my pizza slice and then awkwardly sat on the love seat with Peter.

"Whassup?" I nodded to Peter in greeting. He was pretty cool and kept out of my way at school. He did some editing for the paper and made sure to keep a feature article about me included at least twice a season.

Alice seemed in particularly high spirits, even for her. I discerned from her conversation that Jasper was coming later with Rosalie.

Fucking great. As if it wasn't a riot to hear Em and Rose going at it, it's even better in stereo when Alice has Jasper in her room.

The sexual fasting that I was enduring was going to kill me or make my dick fall off from over masturbating. Is there such a thing?

Alice kept whispering in Bella's ear and I was pretty confident from her blush and the giggly shit that it was already front-page news what almost happened. I really hoped Bella wouldn't be caught up in all that catty girl one-upmanship that seemed prevalent when it came to certain members of the male population of our school. I would not be a part of her turning into the likes of Tanya, Jessica or Victoria even.

It was common knowledge which girls you talked to in order to get your dick wet. Given my libido, I did a lot of talking, but most of that was outside of our school. Free flowing college girls and alcohol were only quick ride away at UW in Seattle.

Regardless, I felt that Bella and I had unfinished business. I didn't normally do repeats, but Bella was motivating me to do many things that I didn't normally do.

Peter's thigh brushed against mine as he propped his leg up.

Speaking of motivation. I jumped up and dumped my trash.

"Hey guys… mom and dad are gone for a little while. Why don't we liven things up around here? I like to chill, but it's like a morgue… well a morgue with giggling girls…" I digressed as I turned on the stereo.

"Since when are you the entertainment committee?" I heard from the foyer.

Good. Rose and Jasper were here. Full house.

"Afraid things might get more interesting than discussing the latest Justin Bieber baby's momma, Rose?" I rebutted. Rosalie and I were cool, but damn, if she wasn't a pain in my ass!

"Put up your coats and come on in Jazz!" Alice hollered.

Alice introduced Charlotte and I did the meet and greet for Peter to the group formally. Forks High wasn't that big, they knew who we were, but I needed a certain level of… comfortability for my plan to work.

My eyes didn't stray far from Bella. She smiled, but it hardly reached her eyes when Charlotte was introduced. Poor Charlotte had no idea why she was really here. The result of a list and having common, but uncommon characteristics with a girl I fucked, quite possibly her. Bella knew, though.

Once were all settled, beverage in hand, I pitched my idea to play 7 Minutes in Heaven. I'll admit it wasn't the most creative, but its all I had in my hopes to get Charlotte alone since she was clearly going to be connected at the hip to Alice.

I would have preferred naked twister, but who wants to see some other dude's shlong dangling over your face or behind your ass when you're bent over glued to colored dots on a plastic mat?

Charlotte was hesitant, but one look at Peter sent her rethinking her apprehension.

"Now this is how its gonna go, for those of you who think your going to make your own rules." I pointed to Jasper and handed out post it notes paper and pens.

"Write your name on the paper, fold it and girls- put yours in the this bowl. Guys in this bowl." I said as I pointed to two of Esme's decorative bowls.

"The girl is then blind folded and will go into … the closet over there and whichever guy is chosen will join said girl to do whatever your hearts desire."

Alice raised her hand. Of course.

"Yessss?" I hissed at her.

"So is the light going to be on in the closet… because I'm afraid of the dark." She giggled.

I paced and pulled at my hair. "For fuck's sake! You'll have a blindfold on! Lets just say… it's guy's choice."

Rosalie raised her hand with a smirk.

Cunt.

"What if I don't want my man in the closet with another wh.. girl?"

Good point. I didn't like the idea of Bella ending up in the dark with Peter. I didn't know him. The others I could trust… sort of.

What they didn't know is that this was what one might call a 'fixed' game. Give me some credit not to fuck everything up.

"Just be a good little girl and suck down the rest of your gin and tonic and have faith in your man. Its called trust." I gritted out.

"Now then, if there aren't any other questions – Bella you start us off and pick a guy name from the bowl."

I grabbed Rosalie's scarf and gently tied it around Bella after she made her selection. While I was doing that, I assured Alice that I had things under control.

Bella pulled my name like I knew she would. It was a quick slide of the hand after I had palmed my scrap of paper.

The timer was set and she entered.

I was quiet when I entered and contemplated doing my best Darth Vader imitation. Instead, I just stared at her.

Then I flipped the switch and plummeted both of us into the dark.

When I wrapped my arms around her she gasped and I had the distinct feeling that I'd been here before. I chastely kissed her lips and then ran my nose up her jaw line and inhaled, I knew wanted to have been here before in every way, but knew that it was impossible.

Flashbacks started hitting me of a torn foil wrapper and intense carnal fucking. My hand slid through her hair and I paused. My other hand stilled on Bella's back and she edged away from me.

"Edward? Are you ok?" she said in a weak voice.

The hair it smelled just like… it always smelled. Like strawberries and rain and the girl I've been searching for. I hadn't spoken a word, but she had known who I was in the fucking dark.

Things weren't adding up and all of a sudden I couldn't get enough air. My mom's fucking faux fox fur and fluffy down coats were just too much. They were taking up too much space. I had to get out.

I opened the door and stumbled out, disheveled and disoriented.

"I think that's a record for even you, Edward! 5 minutes!" Emmett jeered.

"Oh shit. He looks a little off kilter… maybe a little vertigo." Jasper observed.

Bella removed the scarf and looked a little concerned while I stumbled on over to the sofa.

My blood flow had been going to all the wrong places and I struggled to mentally digest what I thought was true about Bella. I trusted her and she had been nothing but a friend. She wouldn't just randomly… nawww… she just wouldn't.

I needed to focus.

Bella chose Rosalie, who once blindfolded, chose Jasper as the next contestants in our game of debauchery. That was fifty shades of fucked up.

"Incest is the best, why go down the street when you can go down the hall!" Emmett mocked after Rose.

Alice smacked Emmett on the arm. "You weren't supposed to tell her, you doof!"

"Keep it up and lets see who gets an eye full of my goods at the next Cheerleading practice when I accidentally forget my bloomers." She snarked before dragging her brother in the closet and slamming the door.

"Awww Rosy!" He banged on the outside of the door "You know how much I hate those douche guy cheerleaders and everyone fucking knows you only wear thongs!"

I leaned over to Peter. "You taking notes? Not all relationships are like… that."

He nodded and said, "You know, one day I hope I have someone like that… someone who can drive me to the brink and back. Its poetic."

Whatever fucker.

I hopped over into the recliner and waited for the countdown. Silence.

At 7 minutes the door opened and… Jasper had Rosalie's brilliant shade of red lip-gloss on his lips.

A collective gasp followed by Alice grinning ear to ear had us all confused.

Hands on hips, Rose said, "It's a talent of mine. Putting lip-gloss on the in dark. They did the boob trick thing with the lipstick in "The Breakfast Club", so I decided to perfect putting on makeup in the dark. You never know when you might need to freshen up. There really are just so many applications to this talent." Followed by a wink to Emmett.

The next round was … surfuckingprise… Charlotte and I.

We entered the tight space with her blindfolded. Catcalls from the other side of door were fucking with my mojo.

"Peter?" She questioned and then blindly reached for my face. She cupped my jaw and I nodded.

"I'm glad it was you."

Gently, her hands roamed down my torso.

"I had no idea you were so … built." She whispered.

My fingertips brushed along the hem of her shirt and I tugged it upwards

"I can't Peter!"

Can't meaning 'I really want to ride you hard, but no one can find out."

I pulled her shirt over her head. No resistance.

I quietly flicked on the light and nothing… nada. I'm beginning to see a pattern here.

Halfway through my seven-minute sentence, I'd confirmed that Charlotte did not have any impressions or bruises on her person.

Its then, that I heard a soft knock and the closet door creak open. Peter.

"Hey man, I really need to go its…" That sentence was never finished because I yanked him in the closet and traded places with him outside of the door before he had time to protest and a halfway naked Charlotte had time to process.

My job was done.

Of course, Alice was instantly on hand to point out how I manipulated the game. I disagreed, but promised to clean up our mess from the night as my retribution.

It was about 9:45 and things were winding down, however the antics weren't finished because Alice called Jasper her bitch and smacked him on the butt. Apparently, foreplay had started in the living room and lip-gloss on Jasper was a turn on. Fortunately for me, she chased him up the stairs and into her room. I reveled, thinking that I got out of that awkward situation lightly because really… I'd have to kick Jasper's ass if I witnessed any more.

But that was in an alternate universe where my older brother didn't exist.

Emmett stretched out across the sofa putting his feet in Rosalie's lap. "I wonder if Alice and Jasper are trying some kind of girl on girl role play." He contemplatively said.

I chucked a pillow at him and imagined smothering him with it. I didn't think Rosalie would go along with that plan.

"She's your sister too!" I shouted. Its just not natural all the sexual thoughts that move through the Cullen siblings' brains.

Bella had been uncharacteristically quiet as of late. She milled around picking up chip wrappers and cups from the table to take into the kitchen.

"Here, let me get some of that." I offered.

We needed to talk. Pronto.

I leaned back against the kitchen counter studying Bella as she rinsed the cups.

The others were preoccupied.

I could hear mom and dad's cars pulling into the garage.

It was then or never. I just needed to ask her point blank.

"Bella, we need to talk. There is something … I just need an honest answer."

"Edward, Emmett and Alice! Why are there two naked people making out between my coats?"

Oh shit.

OH SHIT.

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