Hey – o! TheTeleporter here! Sorry I took so long to update, but m computer is starting to break down, the t's and y's are starting to stop working, so updates are taking longer to get up than usual. So there is a possibility of fewer updates. But, without a further ado, our favourite fuzzy blue elf!
Note: this may be my one and only songfic chapter (I'm not good with those)
Kurt walked through the grounds of his house, watching all his students rest and relax. He smiled, not remembering the last time he let his students just have fun. Looking around, he noticed that everyone was outside, doing their own thing. Flip was playing basketball on the court with Charles, Kaden, and Josh. Molly was on the sidelines, gazing at Josh lovingly, Reaper was lying on a beach chair, occasionally peeking away from her book to see the game. Magma was in the kitchen, making lunch for everyone, and Isabell was helping her, although she wanted to play basketball with the others, to make an even game. Kurt smiled to himself, and then remembered the X-men's promise to come back and discuss some things.
High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Kurt thought about the betrayal, the looks that everyone gave him and Amara when the duo had walked into the hallway.
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Kurt visualized the anger everyone had felt, even his.
Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
His discussion with Amara before they left, fifteen years ago.
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again
Her fear, evident in her eyes, her sadness when she realized, in that moment, they were official out of the team.
'Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need
His realization, that she was the one for him.
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why
The fight to belong, especially growing up in his mother's circus. It was hard to fight for their survival after that career.
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
His stepmother's death and Amara being the only one to comfort him.
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
Kurt walked inside, then slammed his hand on a table, causing It to split in half, trying to cut off all of the emotion welling up inside.
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
He walked like he was drunk, shifting his gaze unconsciously left and right. He needed to sleep right now, but why couldn't he? Why?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
He gazed into the kitchen, watching his beautiful wife work her magic with the dishes. He smiled when his wife opened the oven and smelled what seemed like cake.
Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
Kurt remembered his first battle against a new project, called the sentinels. At this point, Kurt shook with anger. The government apparently "assumed" that Kurt's team was there to cause trouble, never mind the damage done to the rest of Bayville. His team was furious when told to go home. Kurt calmed them down, and his team had complied with the order. It didn't anger them any less, though.
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
The next week, however, Isabell had actually lashed out on a government truck, earning her a four week suspension from any mission, and twice he training. Isabell quickly learned her lesson, and she hadn't pulled any pranks from then on.
Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what we'll choose
Danny had tried to run away from the team, when he ripped and broke his entire leg, forcing him to stay with the team. He had longed to leave so he can go do his parents in Wisconsin, and he was due to leave in a few weeks.
If you pull then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back to you
Kurt knew Danny was never coming back, despite his denial. It saddened Kurt. Another member, gone, just like that.
'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Kurt looked at his team, so happy, so carefree. He envied the freedom. He really did.
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why
Kurt looked at the bottle in his hand, but glanced away, ashamed. He knew what he was about to do was wrong, but he wanted the funds, no. He needed it.
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
Kurt looked at his dysfunctional once more, then chugged the contents of the bottle. He whispered a silent prayer, then teleported out of the house, a lone tear dropping to the floor.
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
Amara ran towards the direction of Kurt's teleport, hoping to stop whatever he was planning, but failed. She crashed into the ground, sobbing uncontrollably.
Why are you my clarity?
Kurt teleported into an isolated area, dressed in a brown trench coat, waiting for whoever was to meet him.
Why are you my clarity?
A voice sounded behind him.
"Mr. Wagner, are you ready to begin the ultimate task?"
Kurt narrowed his eyes, the drug already taking effect. "Ja, I am ready."
A laugh sounded throughout the area.
Danke for reading! That was "Clarity" by ZEDD, featuring Foxes. Hopefully I can continue making new uploads soon, so please be patient with me! R&R!
For your literary entrainment— TT