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Edited by CajunMomma

I knew that voice anywhere; I ran to him throwing my body into his and chanted his name over and over.

"My Bella, a rescue as promised."

I kissed him wherever I could reach; it felt like it had been forever since I had seen him. I looked up and realized we were still in the room. Most of the looks were heated with anger but I ignored them. Alice winked at me and I felt Edward's body stiffen. He leaned into my body resting his head in the crevice of my neck.

"Bella."

His voice was husky; in a way I only heard when we were alone. I felt my body responding to him, pooling for him. He placed his cold lips on my neck repeatedly kissing me. He used his hands to pick me up, forcing my legs to wrap around his waist.

"Edward."

My voice sounded deeper and pleading. I needed him, needed to be closer. He pulled away from my neck to kiss me deeply. He ran his hands along the outside of my thigh and I shivered. I could feel his erection pressing against me and couldn't stop myself from adjusting my body. He moaned into my mouth allowing me to eat his pleasure.

"Goodnight everyone, I'm taking Bella now."

Edward carried me to his room moving as swiftly as his vampire speed allowed him. I heard his bedroom door shut and I felt the softness of the mattress under me. Edward laid me on the bed, his body weightless over me. I pulled his lips into a deep kiss pushing my lust for him into it. My lungs started to burn and my body yearned for air. Edward pulled away from my lips to kiss my neck. His lips left fires across my skin. I arched my body closer to him, unable to stop my body from reacting to his every nuance.

"Moan my name Bella."

I felt the pooling between my legs, the ache building deeper within me. He ran his hands up and down my legs, uninhibited by clothing due to my dress. He kissed along the nude straps of the dress as his fingers found the thin straps tying my panties. He ran his fingers across the lines of my underwear causing my body to jump and shiver. My skin was hot and his cool touch went deep into me, making it harder to keep control of my body. I tilted my pelvis to his hands regardless of where he moved them.

He brought his lips back to mine and I didn't waste a second. I ran my fingers through his silky hair to bring him closer to me. I parted my lips for him and he immediately licked at my tongue. The mixture of cold and warmth sent pleasure throughout my body, my moans grew and Edward swallowed them whole. My body rocked into his, trying to force our bodies closer. I ran my fingers through his hair and down his neck to pull him closer. I could never get enough of him.

"Bella, I said moan my name."

He pulled away from my lips to talk and placed his cool lips on my collarbone the second he finished speaking. He kissed from one shoulder to the other and used his other hand to rub my inner thigh. He gently rubbed fire into my blood. I moaned softly still fighting for control over my body. His hand tightened on my thigh and his lips pressed harder into my skin, I moaned deeply, his name forcing its way through my lips. I felt him smile against my skin.

"Bella, that wasn't loud enough, they can hardly hear you."

My body froze. I thought that Edward had wanted me to moan for his pleasure. Whom did he want to hear us? I tried to speak my questions, but all that came from my mouth was his name. He had moved his hand to rub against my core, teasingly slow.

"Bella, if you're not a good little girl, I'll be forced to make you scream my name."

I was frustrated; I wanted to argue with him. Why would he want anyone to hear us, and who? But the delicious friction he created kept me from holding on to thoughts. Every thought I formed slipped through my fingers like liquid. My moans were soft sounds emanating from the back of my throat, and I was unable to stop them.

"Edward please?"

Usually when I begged it was for more, but for once I wanted him to stop just long enough for me to think.

"Edward please, I can't think when you do that."

He smiled against my cleavage and his cool breath caused goose bumps to form. My nipples hardened and my breasts cried for his attention. He kissed the center of my cleavage. Then he licked from the bottom of my dress top, up and around my breasts. My body shook with pleasure. I held onto his arms with a vice grip. He quickened the pace of his hand on my core and I shuddered, trying desperately not to lose control.

"Oh.God.Edward."

My voice was louder, less inhibited by thoughts of an audience. I wasn't quite sure why I had wanted to stop, but I only wanted to be closer to him now. I spread my legs, forcing one of his legs now between mine. I pushed my pelvis up and forward, pressing against the hardness of his thigh. I rubbed against him and we both moaned.

"Moan my name Bella."

"Moan my name first Edward."

He completely froze staring at me with complete surprise. I smiled wickedly at him. Now things were a little more even; he had no right to rock my world so completely and not follow me on the journey. I pulled my hand away from the bulging muscles of his arm to rub against his erection. He was still frozen and I took advantage to squeeze his erection as hard as I could. He closed his eyes while a deep delicious moan escaped his mouth.

I extended my neck to reach his, licking from the base of his neck to his ear. When I reached his ear I bit him roughly, blowing warm air across his cool skin. He shuddered against me.

"Bella please, I can't."

I smiled widely, I had made him moan my name, and quite loudly. I frowned as my slow thoughts caught up with his words, can't?

"Can't what Edward?"

He pulled away from my reach.

"No Bella, I'm in charge. Let me have what I want, and I'll let you."

I was a little confused about what exactly we were bartering. Somehow this had become a battle over control. I realized that this had happened more and more the closer we got. My smile grew wicked as I thought of how easy I would garner control when I turned. Edward grinned widely thinking he had won. I sat up, bringing my body closer to his. I ran my fingers lightly over his erection as I spoke.

"And what exactly do you want Mr. Cullen and how much do you think you'll let me have?"

I squeezed the tip of his hardness and spoke again.

"Because I assure you I'll never have enough of you."

He pounced on my lips, taking the breath right out of me. The kiss was deep and my moans filled the silence.

"Bella, I want to taste you. I will never have enough of you, but right now I need to taste your divine juices again. I will give you something you want in return, is that clearer for you?"

His unnecessary breath was panting and his words came out less smoothly than normal. He pressed his lips all over my skin causing fires to spread all over me.

"Edward."

His name was a song to my lips. He captured my lips with his before I could finish his name and I moaned into his mouth. He kissed me long and hard before he pulled away. We were both panting for air. He pulled his body away and moved lower on my body. His head hovered over my pelvis and I was tingling with anticipation. He started his kisses on my thigh and ran his lips up the natural swell of my leg meeting my pelvis.

When his lips met the tie of my panties he pulled them apart with his teeth. The view was breath-taking and I moaned. His mouth created the most delicious pleasure in me, but his teeth always sent me soaring. He pulled my underwear down my legs by his teeth. My legs trembled and my core throbbed for him. I felt empty without him, as if only he could fill me. I pleaded softly for him.

"Oh please Edward, please."

He kissed his way back up my legs slowly. He was teasing me on purpose; I would get him back for that. When he reached my center he licked from my inner thighs to my entrance, cleaning all the juices that had spilled for him. He didn't go slowly or tease me; he lapped at me like he was a man dying of thirst. This was no longer about what I wanted but what he wanted to do to me. That thought thrilled me pooling more of me for him.

He pressed his tongue inside me and I leaked for him. I moaned his name repeatedly, desperately wanting him to understand my need for him. He flicked his tongue upwards, just a slight movement, which sent my body over the edge. I exploded in his mouth loudly calling his name. I lost my body to the stars, my limbs were weightless. Edward moaned my name, the vibration of "Bella," rocked through my core and bounced around my bones. My body shook and tensed, my toes curled and numbed, and I orgasmed again.

The pleasure was so intense that I doubted that I would ever feel normal again. I could hear the sound of my voice yelling in ecstasy but had no control over my mouth. I trembled, small whimpers of pleasure pulsing through me like the aftermath of an earthquake. Eventually my whole body numbed and I could see again. Edward's smile took what little air I had from me. His smile was all man.

He licked the ocean between my legs, not missing a drop. My body tensed with each swipe of his tongue until I feared that I might never come back from the edge. I grabbed his hair in my fists and pulled with all my might. A deep animal moan came from him and this time I grinned wickedly.

"I believe that it's my turn now, and I want to see you orgasm."

Edward's whole body tensed and he looked terrified. I had only ever seen him that upset over me when my life was threatened. It didn't take me long to figure out what had him so concerned. Obviously he had been withholding that pleasure because he feared losing control. My heart constricted, all this time he had been protecting me. I shook my head to refocus my thoughts before the tears could escape my eyes.

"Edward you know I won't push you beyond what you can handle, if you feel that you'll lose control help me. Tell me what I can do for you so that you'll orgasm, but do what you feel safe with. I don't ever want you to worry. We're in this together."

He had lain on his back on the bed, while I had moved to a sitting position, almost kneeling before him. I rubbed my hands against the thickness of his thighs; they were large and heavily muscled. I wanted so badly to finally share this pleasure with him; he had pulled back from the edge every time.

"Please Edward?"

I was begging again, but I would do much more than beg to give him pleasure. He closed his eyes lost in thought before he smiled gorgeously at me. I lost the air in my lungs, he was so beautiful. He moved slowly, like a predator. He kneeled in front of me and ran his hand down my cheek, resting it on the crevice of my neck.

"I can't risk your safety but we can try something. If I can handle it then I know I will be fine on our wedding night. Lay on your back love, I want a perfect view of your gorgeous body."

I followed his first command to the T, blushing because of just how much he was seeing. I awaited more orders, shivering slightly due to the breeze on my most intimate area. Edward gave me a long and heavy look, his eyes darkening as he took in my every feature.

"Bella, I'm going to touch myself. This way you can see but I won't put you at risk. If I were honest with you, you would know that I do this all the time to resist the lure of your body. But I need you to do me another favor."

"Anything Edward."

I was growing more excited as I waited to see what he wanted from me. I could feel the tingle growing inside me; tightening muscles that I didn't know were there.

"I want you to touch yourself Bella, touch yourself the way you want me to touch you. Let me see your pleasure as you see mine."

The liquid poured from my core. I didn't have the thought to blush or hide; my body reacted to his demands without my consent. I didn't question his commands or his right to command me; I lost myself in how I wanted Edward to touch me. I wasn't gentle, I had had enough gentle. I ran my hands down my breasts to my stomach to rest on my core. I used one hand to squeeze my breast until I felt pain. I took my clit between my fingers and pinched it roughly.

My body was shaking with pleasure, the rough touch already sending me to the edge. I forced my eyes to stay open to watch Edward. I had wondered many times what this moment would be like and never had I expected this. His eyes were devouring me, his hungry gaze locking on my every movement. He had stripped quickly, standing proudly erect in all his glory. I lightened the touch on my breasts only to pinch harder. I wanted him desperately. I wanted him to fill me until I wouldn't be able to remember not having him inside me.

He ran his hands slowly down his chest, his stomach, and the full length of his erection. My fingers itched to reach for him, to pump him until he cried out my name. Instead I used that frustration to pinch and punish my skin. I moaned his name deeply with each pinch of my skin. He squeezed himself gently and I groaned. He smiled crookedly at me and pulled himself roughly and quick. It was sinful how very beautiful he was in that moment.

I put two fingers into me, not allowing myself to adjust before I was pounding as hard as I could into myself. I could feel my muscles constricting around my fingers and the pain of expanding felt wonderful. All the pain my body felt turned to pleasure before it reached my brain. I had some wires crossed because the harder I pushed myself the better it felt. I watched him through lust lidded eyes. His muscles tensed through his whole body and the faster I moved my fingers, the faster he moved his. I was chanting his name, my lover's mantra. A delicious fire spread through me when he started chanting my name.

"Oh.God.Bella. I want to be inside you, I want you to wrap around me while you fall off the edge of pleasure. I want to enjoy every last quiver of your body. I want to spill inside you."

I was forcing myself not to cross the edge, my hands slowed in order to keep some control. He was moving his hand faster than I could see and I reveled in the view. I watched fascinated as his whole body tensed, his head hung back, his hand slowed and liquid poured from him. I imagined that the liquid would at least be warm but I felt the cool shock of his juices on my stomach. I watched his every shudder and locked the guttural sound of his voice saying my name, away for future reference. I pushed harder in myself and came as well, screaming his name.

It took me a minute or two before I had enough strength in my limbs to remove my fingers. My whole body felt like Jello. I ran my boneless fingers through the cool liquid on my stomach, exploring it with my senses. I would have loved to taste it but knew that might cross some boundary. I decided it would be best to ask in this situation, rather than have Edward overreact and withhold such a bounty from me. I lifted my eyes to him and my air let out of me in one big gush. His eyes were dark and hungry; he watched my fingers with frank wanting. I shivered.

"Edward, am I allowed to taste you that way?"

He closed his eyes and took deep breaths. I watched his heaving chest with growing lust and had to force my thoughts in a more clinical manner. If I didn't control my desire for him I would cross that last boundary before I meant to. But God did I ever want to. He opened his eyes slowly, zeroing in on me.

"Yes Bella, it's just like kissing me."

He had a ridiculously smug grin on his face as he said it. If I hadn't known just what memory triggered that grin I would've been upset. But I knew very clearly he was telling me just what way I could kiss him. I grinned widely at him, I loved the taste of his skin, and playing with that part of his anatomy would never get old.

"Do you think you'll be okay for the wedding night then, Edward?"

It was more than just curiosity, I needed to know. I couldn't hold my lust in much longer; my desire for him was quickly taking over my ability to reason. I watched his face for any sign that he wouldn't "seal the deal." He brought his naked body to hover over me and I shook. My whole body ached to just reach out and touch him, just shred that last barrier and have him. My hands clenched into fists, my jaw wired shut, and my body trembled to keep control. He smiled crookedly at me allowing me to see just how aware he was of his affect on me.

"Bella, I will have you. My concern was whether I could control myself enough to orgasm inside you. I will make you mine, Love, I will feel you orgasm around me."

He kissed me deeply and my moan coursed through my body. Oh God I needed him. I stared into his eyes and fought against my every urge to take him right there.

"Edward if you don't get up right now, I won't be held accountable for my actions."

He laughed joyously, but got up before I could jump him. He was clothed in a blink of an eye. I suddenly regretted my ultimatum. I definitely should've threatened him if he got up. I shook my head to refocus my thoughts. I wasn't helping my control by allowing my lust full reign.

"My love, I must go hunting. I will miss you dearly. But know that every second away from you I will miss you, I will think of you, I will long for you. And soon my loveliest Bella we will be married."

He was so wonderfully happy. I found that I didn't cringe or freak out whenever he said married. I wasn't worried about marriage anymore because he meant more to me than anything. I was so caught up in what marriage meant to everyone else that I hadn't decided what it meant to me. Although I hadn't wanted to marry young I certainly planned to marry for life. Edward was my everything and I couldn't ask for a more amazing husband. The dread in my heart built as I thought of the many moments I would have without him; but at least that all would end soon and we would finally be able to spend our every moment together.

I ran to his arms kissing every inch of his perfection within reach. I had to remind myself repeatedly that soon I'd never have to leave him. We kissed deeply lingering, unwilling to let go yet. I ran my hands over the features of his face, taking my time to memorize his every line.

"I will miss you until I can be in your arms again, but if you don't go soon, I probably won't be able to let you go. I love you, so very much."

He laughed against me and pulled me tightly to him. He kissed my temple, my nose, my cheeks, and finally my lips. My smile was large and I couldn't stop it from overtaking my face.

"I will miss you Bella, sleep well."

He picked me up, bringing me back to the bed. I would never get used to the feel of Edward laying my body down. He hummed my lullaby and although I fought it, I fell asleep quickly.

I awoke the next morning to a lonely bed. I did the customary look for Edward before I realized he was hunting. My heart sank. I went to the restroom to take my human minutes. I brushed my teeth taking the full two minutes. I brushed my hair, counting to 100 strokes. I turned on the water letting it warm as I took my clothes off slowly. I was stretching each moment out as long as I could.

I stepped under the water, the warmth pulling the tension from my body. I missed Edward already. The hole that enveloped me when he was away was already growing. I stood under the warm water unmoving until it cooled. The cooler water awakened the beast within me. My body tensed and I could feel liquid pooling between my legs. My body was reacting as if Edward were here. I imagined Edward in the shower with me.

One of my hands rubbed against my breast while the other spread my folds. I pushed a finger into me and imagined it was Edward. I realized that I had much better tools at my disposal. I could simply remember the way Edward made me feel, I didn't have to imagine it. I thought of the restaurant with Edward between my legs, the chair clenched in my hands, and the way his tongue seemed to pull everything out of me.

My legs started to tremble with the effort of keeping me up. The water got even colder and my whole body shook. I remembered the way Edward moaned "Bella" with his tongue inside me, I exploded around my own fingers. I came back to my limbs to find myself sitting on the shower floor. I couldn't stop myself from laughing hysterically. I had one less shot to take at "have you ever."

I was still shaking and I realized that I was freezing. I turned off the water and stepped out of the shower. I dressed more quickly than I had undressed and walked down to get breakfast. Alice was sitting at the table, a bowl of my favorite cereal in front of her, and she was giggling hysterically. I dared her to laugh at me, but she didn't.

"Oh Bella you're so lucky that Edward swooped in when he did last night."

I nodded; sure she was right, without needing to know why. I shrugged and pulled the bowl of cereal from in front of her to me. I ate greedily. When I finished I glanced up to Alice wondering what the plan was for today. She smiled beautifully at me and said those dreaded words.

"We're spending the day at the spa; let's get you ready for the wedding."

I groaned but followed Alice to the doom of waxing, tweezing, exfoliating hell.