Hey guys lol :D Lol sorry I am evil for making you wait long for suspense….plz don't hate me lol I won't do it again promise :D So last chapter was exciting wasn't it? Haha :D
Thanks to Princess Happy, elizardxx, ShiningSteller, katzuki29, Emcronia, NaLu Seirei, D-rae, jizang, and The Midnight Shadow Star for the reviews of last chapter…:D thanks you guys I am glad you liked that dramatic chapter lol :D
Now to answer questions and comments:
Princess Happy: I nooo! I want to cry for Natsu just thinking about he is going to wake up and not see her next to him… But we shall see where Lucy went first :D
elizardxx: Thank you! :D I am glad you liked my story so much saying it's the best…:D ... You should read in the manga when Zeref comes out (you know when we first see him) Frankly I think he is kinda hot for an emo dude lol haha :D
ShiningStellar: Lol actually at first I thought about midnight, but I read a couple of fanfictions about Lucy, Zeref, and Natsu in past lives something like that and I thought that was cool so I put Zeref in his evil self in there.
katzuki29: Lol I am glad you like my story..im sorry last chapter was sad for you..:( I hope you will like it more and continue to read it more. …btw I to love the person I hate but it is unrequited love …but o well :D
Emcronia: Yeah Zeref is a great jerk doing all that to Lucy. -.- I don't like Lucy's dad that much …remember she had to go because before he ran away her father wanted her to marry and she said no..so her father called her years after to get her home by any means possible. I am glad you are excited for my story and you will see the plans he has soon enough :D
NaLu Seirei: SOOOOOORRRRRYYY it took long! Don't hit me!
D-rae: I know how you feel I also hope Natsu will come to her rescue like knight and shinging armor…ahhh getting emotional now…sorry…
Jizang: I will :D sorry for the late update tho..
The Midnight Shadow Star: DON"T CRY! last chapter was sad tho I feel so bad for Lucy for taking in all that pain without any help :'(
Well that is all in questions and comments lol remember you can always ask a question and put a comment on my review :D
Previously...
"Now my dear we should get going! We don't want to be late!" Zeref said getting up and taking my suitcase on one of his hand. "Sweet dreams!" He smiled at me as he touched my forehead.
My world became instantly black and all the wounds and scars of my past became open. I am lost in my own darkness now without a fire to help me out.
Natsu ..Mama…Everyone…I'm sorry…I…..had….no…choice…..
"Ugh!" I groaned once I awakened from that forced slumber. I feel horrible and my head hurts. "Damn you Zeref!" I cursed under my breath.
"Now now no need to call me when you wake up. I'm already here babe!" I turned my head towards the door to see Zeref standing there look at me with pride and lust. I showed him and disgusted face and got up from the bed looking around. I am in my old room from when I was young. The purple walls stood out from the black furniture.
"Why are you here?" I hissed as I turned to Zeref still standing there studying me. He crossed his arms over his black button up shirt and sighed.
"Your Father request you wear an appropriate outfit and see him in his studies immediately."
"Like I have a choice!" I muttered as I walked to my suitcase on the floor. Same old man. I was about to open my suitcase when I felt a hand clamp down on mine angrily. I looked up to see Zeref staring at me. "Remove your hand from me now!" I growled at him. He just smiled at me and got closer to my face.
"You know the appropriate cloths to wear! And I can touch you whenever I want, babe!" He whispered in my ear. I scowled in disgust at him and pushed him away with my free hand. "No need to be so feisty today. You know you want me!"
"Over my dead body!" I growled at him glaring. "Now I came here intern no one hurts the people I love. Now just because I am hear doesn't mean that it goes back to the way things where."
"What are you going to do? Fight back against, Master!" Zeref boomed with laughter. I smiled at him challenging him. I remember the date that Natsu took me what Aquarius, Aries, Loki, and Virgo said to me. I need to fight back or I will never be able to leave. "Your actually being serious?" Zeref said looking at me a little shocked. "Don't bother, Lucy. You will never win. We are all powerful you will just end up hurt. Just be a good girl and listen to your Father!" He looked at me seriously.
"I rather die than be under his thumb again!" I hissed as I glared at him. Zeref narrowed his eyes at me.
"Don't make me angry. You don't want to do that!"
"What are you the hulk? I don't give a damn! I may have been scared and obedient daughter when I was young, but that won't happen anymore!" I narrowed my eyes at him. It won't either from now on I am going to fight back and since I am and everyone here is away from everyone I love I can do it without worrying about them.
Zeref scoffed and put his hands on my shoulders. He pushed against the wall with so much force that I felt pain go through my spine and head. He just looked at me and smiled evilly. His pitch black eyes feel as if they are burning through my soul. I tried my hardest to squirm free but I couldn't.
"I like your new courage I find it appetizing." He whispered as he smelled my neck. He looked at me hungrily. "Don't be so cocky. You know we will destroy you and kill you without a second thought if you try anything on the Master. You will listen to what he has to say or I will find something that you hold dearer to you than anything in the world and destroy it in front of your eyes. Maybe your mother's grave will be it?"
"DON'T YOU DARE DO ANYTHING TO MAMA YOU SON OF A BITCH!" I yelled in anger as I tried to kick him, but my feet have been placed firmly to the wall by his. I felt a tear go down my cheek in anger as I glared at him.
"Then be a good girl!" Zeref threatened then laughed as he walked out the door slamming it closed.
I sank down and felt my tears come down. He threatened Mama's grave. He is such a monster. I cried.
"Mama, why did it turn out like this? What did I do wrong?" I cried cradling my knees to my chest. Why is Zeref so cruel? How am I supposed to fight back? Should I just give up?
I feel something heating in my right pocket in my sundress. What is it? I put my hand in the pocket to feel Mama's key that I put in there. I almost forgot about it. I clutched it and felt my body instantly relax in warmth. I took it out my pocket to look at it. I gasped in surprise to see it glowing brightly. I instantly felt magic course through my body in comfort. For some reason I feel as if Mama is telling me that it is going to be ok and to keep fighting. I smiled and kissed the key.
"Thanks Mama!" I whispered as one last tear that I will shed in this house fell down because from today on wards I will fight. I won't be controlled no more. I won't run away. I will fight my way back to my freedom. Back to Natsu.
"Natsu." I sighed softly. I miss him. I finally admitted my feelings to him. I hated him then love him. He always made me mad, Smile, and laugh. He did something to me that no one else could have done to me even if they tried.
I got up with my new determination an changed to the most appropriate clothing I could think of for Father and made my way to his studies with the biggest smile in my face that I had here in years. I am not going to let him break me anymore because someone dear to me already fixed me in a way I will never be broken anymore. Natsu fixed me.
"WHAT IS THE ABOMINATION YOU ARE WEARING? WHERE ARE YOUR APPROPRIATE CLOTHING?" My dad yelled in fury once he saw me enter his studies. I looked at him with a bored expression and sat down on the chair across from his desk. Aka. The client chair.
"I am wearing my appropriate clothing, Father!" I said with bored expression as I played with a lock of my hair and crossing my legs in my black tight mini skirt. I have on a blue and black corset top with a blazer on top. My hair is loosely flowing down. I banged my legs against the front of his desk the heel of my black boots making a clang sound each time.
"DON'T TALK BACK TO ME! YOU UNGRATEFUL DAUGHTER! NOW YOU WILL GO TO YOUR ROOM AND CHANGE TO APPROPRIATE CLOTHS!" I stopped his hand before it made contact with my face. I looked at him in the eyes staring at him with utter hatred. He will never be the father that he used to be before Mama died.
"That won't work anymore!" I said as I looked at his shocked eyes. "I will not change my cloths because whether you like it or not these cloths are me. The real me! Now you should be grateful that your only child came home even though it was forced."
"If you didn't runaway in the first place I wouldn't have to force and threaten to get you to come back." He narrowed his eyes at me and slapped my hand away from his wrist. I clutched my hand and stared at him. It is stinging. "Now I have prepared your marriage ceremony to be in two days. You WILL GO THROUGH WITH IT!" He demanded as he looked at me sternly in the eyes.
"No!" I whispered as I clutched my hand close to my chest. Why does my hand hurt so bad.
"What?" He questioned as he looked at me angered. I felt the key in my pocket heating up. I immediately lifted my head and stared at him straight in the eyes.
"I SAID NO! I WON'T GET MARRIED TO SOMEONE I NEVER MET. I WILL NEVER LET YOU CONTROL ME!" I yelled as I glared at him.
Father's seem to blaze with fire in them as he glared at me. The atmosphere became more intense between us.
"You will listen to me!" He demanded as her opened his drawer. I looked at him.
"No I won't. I am no longer your toy for business when you need money. I am not going to get married to some man I don't know for you to earn more money. If Mama was still alive she would have hated who you became and left you. I hate who you became." I growled at him as I stared at him. Then I saw it. He took out pictures of my friends and I and set them on the desk as he sat on his leather office chair still holding a picture without me seeing it. "What?" I whispered as I went closer to his desk to see the pictures better.
It was pictures of me with my friends throughout the years I was gone. I was laughing in them. There is one's from the singing competition where I won. The Fairy Tail theme park that I went to with friends. I look happy in them. I felt my heart hurt as I see each one with everyone I love with me. Erza, Mira, Wendy, Levi, Igneel, Gajeel, Juvia, Gray, Cana, everyone….. There were even pictures from when I went on the date with Natsu, but it was with Aries and the others.
"You see Lucy over the years you were gone I had people watch you from afar. They would report to me over the years. I let you had your few years of freedom. I let you had friends who you would cherish more than anything and…" He then let the last picture fall. I gasped in horror as I felt my tears drop. "Love." The last picture was the one of Natsu and I in front of Igneel's house kissing. No..He knows about him. I should have kept my I hate act with Natsu till I left. "Now Lucy I would listen to me if I were you. Unless you want me to send Midnight and Zeref on them especially on that boy. I will personally make sure they bring him here for you to watch."
My tears were falling nonstop silently as I looked down at the ground letting my bangs go in front of my face to cover my eyes. Why…? Is this how it's supposed to be? Will I ever win? Natsu… I feel the wounds coming back.
"Now be a good girl and go prepare yourself to meet your fiancée tomorrow. Don't think about running away again because if you do all you love will be destroyed in an instant without hesitation." He looked at me as if he just won the lottery. "I will send someone soon to your room soon to destroy those hideous cloths. You are dismissed." He waved his hand to shoo me. I continued to look down as I exited the room and made my way towards mine through the big mansion.
"I told you that you will get hurt!" Zeref said as he pushed himself off the wall. I looked at him and scowled. I swear he is bipolar.
"Why the hell you care!" I hissed as I stood there and glared at him. Zeref just made his way to me stopping a foot away.
"I don't! I just hate hearing the Master yelling about your attitude." He said. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest. "Actually I was quite excited when Master said that Midnight and I get to pay a visit to your little boyfriend if you mess up." He said smiling. I felt myself panic as I see the mischievous glint in his eyes.
"Don't touch him." I muttered as I looked back at the ground.
"Midnight and I will have so much fun with him. I can burn him with my black flames making scream in agony while Midnight will make him wish that he was never in existence. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" Zeref boomed with laughter the same as yesterday. He just loves to torture me and see me cry. He used to tell me that it was his energy my sadness and agony. Well not anymore.
"Zeref!" I said as I looked at him straight in the eyes. I put my face near his so he can get the message. "I will kill you before you will be able to do that!" I threatened and kept on walking towards to my room leaving him in his shocked state by my threat.
Mama I can't believe I am still under Father's thumb. I will never be able to run away from him. I will forever be his captive. I will forever be broken.
But there is one thing I know for certain is that ….no matter what…
I will kill Zeref before he gets to Natsu and I will make him suffer!