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Chapter 10: The final goodbye.
Ryan and Marissa's house:
Ryan and Marissa had just showered if you could call it that, they were lying on their bed Ryan and Marissa both had one of Ryan's boxers and one of his wife beaters. They were curled up into each other. Marissa was silently crying and Ryan held her really tight not wanting to let her go, he needed to drive her to the airport in the morning and he really didn't want to do that.
Go on and close the curtains
'cause all we need is candlelight
You and me and the bottle of wine
And hold you tonight
Well, we know I'm going away
And how I wish, I wish it weren't so
So take this wine and drink with me
Let's delay our misery...
Marissa turned around to look at Ryan and he gave her a sad smile he wiped away her tears and she kissed him. The kiss was passionate and painful. Marissa pulled away and looked Ryan in his eyes.
Marissa: I really don't know if I should go…
Ryan: Marissa look at me.
Marissa looked at Ryan and he stared at her with his piercing blue eyes, the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen. Now they were full of sadness, and she knew it was all because of her. Of course he was sad she had been in a coma for 5 years and when she finally woke up she decided to go as far away from the love of her life.
Ryan: You want to do this I know it's scary and I know it will break both of our hearts but you're strong and you will get through this, this is an opportunity of a life time and it has been given to you.
Marissa: Who would ever think you would tell me that.
Ryan: Well we might not have the rest of our lives together but we have tonight and we need to make the best of it.
Marissa: I like that plan Snoopy.
Marissa and Ryan both laughed remembering that day then Marissa started kissing Ryan really hard and she rolled over so she was on top of him. She pulled of his wife beater and she kissed his chest and he moaned. Marissa was playing with him going lower and lower and playing with his boxer. She could see his member harden in his boxer and she didn't even do that much. She looked back up at Ryan pretending to be shocked and he gave her a smile that said 'hey can't help it'. Ryan had enough of her being in charge and he rolled her over so that he was on top of her. He removed her wife beater and her boxer. She was now completely naked and he started massaging her breasts her perfect breast. He kissed her passionately there was no pain involved in this kiss not at all. His tongue slipped in her mouth. Marissa was in Ryan's boxer already working her magic with her hands. He had one hand one her breasts and the other one removed his boxer. She couldn't take this fore play anymore and pushed him in her. And after a few minutes they both came and Marissa screamed Ryan's name as loud as she could.
Save tonight
Fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone
There's a log on the fire
And it burns like me for you
Tomorrow comes with one desire...
To take me away
Marissa and Ryan made love that night several times and woke up by a loud noise it was their alarm and it made Ryan feel sick he needed to bring Marissa to the airport it was very very early it was still dark outside. Marissa woke up too and she and Ryan took a shower.
At the Airport:
Marissa was holding Ryan's hand like she was glued to it. He held hers just as much as she did. They were walking to the gate where she had to go through and leave Newport her family, her friends, and most importantly Ryan behind. There they were in front of the gate. Ryan and Marissa turned to face each other. And Marissa was crying and Ryan looked at her with so much pain in his eyes. It was difficult for both of them to breath.
It ain't easy to say goodbye
Darling please don't start to cry
'cause girl you know I've got to go
And Lord I wish it wasn't so
Ryan: Hey beautiful…
Marissa looked at Ryan her face tears strained.
Ryan: I love you okay just remember that.
Marissa was now crying uncontrollably and she held on to Ryan even tighter he hugged her and he felt her tears on his chest he kissed the top of her head and they stayed like that for a few minutes. They broke apart only to hear a voice call out the flight that Marissa was in was boarding. Marissa looked at Ryan one last time and she couldn't help crying, she couldn't stop it. She kissed him one last time and let go of his hand even though he did his best to hold on to it very tight. Marissa walked away and then walked back.
Marissa: I love you Ryan Atwood and I always will.
Ryan couldn't hold it much longer and let some tears fall down his face, Marissa walked through the gate and looked back and saw Ryan standing before the glass crying and looking at her. Marissa grabbed her bag and took a shaky gasp. She mouthed I love you one last time and after that she was gone and Ryan was standing alone his head on the glass.
I know that was really depressing but I still hope you liked it I promise you this isn't the last you have seen of Marissa I love her and she will stay in my story the song that I used was Save Tonight by Eagle Eye Cherry, please let me what you think know by leaving me a review thanks! xoxo Noor!