Sorry that the last one was so short. I am getting back into the groove now that school is ending.
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So Jake drove Bella home while I had to calm down Leah. Not an easy task, my friends. She was howling and barking like a rabies dogs. Even though, I could not understand her I figure she was piss that Sam was alpha (and his ability to read everybody's mind) and she would have to deal with her emotions towards him and Emily. Which anybody who knows Leah as well as I did that is a challenge for her and people around her. I tried talking to Leah telling her that "everything going to be ok" and "try to be calm, Leah". She just stared at me like I was crazy. I could tell that she was mad that her change caused her father's death and it also made Seth changed as well. I looked to her with pleading eyes to calm down and she finally did. Leah trusted me enough to listen and start. Sam, in the meantime, was dealing with Seth who had turn as well. While Leah looked like a greyish wolf, Seth looked more like its cub but with sandy coat. He just curled up while Leah was ranting. He was whimpering like one of those sad little puppies in the window that you wish you could buy but you can't. Sam had dash off and got cloths for Leah and Seth. He placed them on the ground and looked at me to hop on his back. Apparently, they were going to change back soon. I hop on Sam and he dashed off with me. We went back home. I step out of the woods while he put on some pants. Emily has food waiting for all of us.
Five minutes after the pack started eating, Jake came in angry. Sam told him to calm down before he even sat the table. It took him a good half hour (by then dinner was done) and he was eating from a plate Emily left in the oven so it would stay warm. The rest of the pack was watching TV while I sat next to Jake at the table. I was trying to get him to talk but he said "after he had eaten his dinner". When he was done eating, he grabs my hand and led me outside as we went for a little walk.
It was nice outside. The sun was beginning to set but it was light enough to still see stuff. Jake had a fake smile on his face. However, I could tell that he was hiding something. He told me that after he brought back Bella to her house. They also chatted for a while but then he admitted to her that he loved her and said in Quileute 'I love you'. Jake wanted to be completely honest with me. He stated that he almost kissed Bella but the phone rang. He answered and it was the leech that Bella dated. He said with glee to the leech that Charlie was at a funeral and the leech thought it was Bella's funeral (I wish that it was). Then Jake in a disgusted look said that Bella got mad at him and went after the leech. She apparently went with the leech's 'sister'. They had to go to Italy to rescue him. He stated that he followed Bella to the car and begged her to stay. Bella refused and left. Jake was whining to me about how Bella could not see that Jake cared for her. That Jake helped Bella during her depression while her boyfriend left her alone and this is the way she repays him. He was also pissed that Bella used him to rebuild the motorcycles she brought over. I just stayed silent and let him rant and blow off steam. Inside, though I just wanted to cry and ask why he cared about Bella that way. Jake was supposed to be there for me and me for him, which I did. Jake just got piss after the ranting and phased into the woods. I knew that it be a while before he calm down so I went back home.
A few days later and everything seemed fine. Apparently, Bella came back and her father grounded her according to Billy. Jake has become paranoid because he thinks that Bella's boyfriend is banning Bella from visiting La Push. In my opinion, Bella can stay in Forks and leave Jake alone. She keeps hurting Jake and I am close to beating up Bella for it. Jake had snuck out and dropped off Bella's motorcycle at Charlie's. He got Bella into more trouble and increased her grounding. He came home in tears and stayed in his room. Jake to me was acting like a two year old having fit. He would not allow me in to calm him down. After a few minutes, Jake opened the door and let me in. He still looked angry and hurt. He told me that Bella was angry at him about the motorcycle and that Bella admitting that she wants to become a vampire. It looked like his world was crumbling.
I do not get why Jake is acting like this. He imprinted on me so shouldn't I be enough for him. Every time that he is in pain I'm in pain as well. My heart aches. I went back home after Jake bitching to me. It was like he was PMS onto me. He constantly restates that he only wants to be friends with me and nothing more.
I saw Sam was home and I decided to talk to him about Jake's issues. Sam told me that Jake and Bella have been childhood friends, which I did not know. Sam thought that Jake did not want his childhood in a way to end, which is what Bella represents. Jake also is still getting use to the wolfpack. He is apparently the most reluctant within the pack. Sam could see the pain within my eyes and reluctantly looked away from me. I asked again about imprinting since Jake and I are the only ones as friends while all the others are romantic. Also I had been trying to do research about the legends because it seems that the entire pack does not want to tell me the truth about the imprinting. It also seems that Sam is hiding something from me about the imprinting. Emily seems to want to talk to me but Sam stops her from discussing about anything relating to Jake or the wolfpack. The other members of the pack would only talk to me about normal stuff like school. (Especially, since I had to tutor them and help them with their homework). I have a bad feeling that I am getting ready for a battle with friends and family.