Dislcaimer: Don't own them.

Jason's POV

I re played everything I had heard my brother tell Sookie earlier. I bet he didn't even realize that my private room was directly under his gym. Maybe he just thought I was in the playroom with the other children. While I loved them each dearly I could only stand to be around them for so long before their continued childlike existence began to get on my nerves. My father had allowed me to vamp a few so I could have friends. He had been certain he would find a cure and have them back to human soon. I had been young back then and lonely. My control had been weak or else I would have never fated another with this curse. I was a monster trapped in a five year olds body. Why would I want to do this to someone else? So for over fifteen years now I had to suffer through their constant whining about wanting their mommies, or fighting over the crayon box. It was enough to drive a sire crazy.

I put up with it though because I still loved my brother. Even when he lied to everyone with what really happened that night. He stuck pretty close to the truth. I had gone to give him his hat that night. Only I had made it to the tree house. He had been pissed that I had followed him just for a hat. It had gotten dark very dark. I had been scared to go back by myself. So James had reluctantly agreed to walk me home. Tommie and Brady had already fallen asleep so they never knew I had been there. They never could stay up to late it was barley even ten o'clock yet and they had clonked out.

We were half way through when the vampire attacked us. James had seen him coming and pushed me in front of him allowing the monster to have at me. I don't remember much after that it's to painful, but I do remember that James did stake him. That part was true but he had still saved himself by feeding me to the monster. Not that he had known that, I'm sure he had thought the man was just some druggie out looking to find a safe place for a fix.

That's why he really blames himself. I on the other hand have forgiven him for the most part. That's why I pretended to be childlike still so he wouldn't add on to his guilt. He has suffered every day since my turning. I'm not sure how I the vampire am the sanest in my family. My brother is a rapist with a homicidal tendency and my father is a mad scientist. Talk about needing to go on Jerry Springer. James didn't know that I knew he was a monster like me. He was a human monster created by an evil man.

I had enjoyed getting to talk to this new girl this Sookie. She was different from the others he had brought here. She didn't flee into the corner and cower in fear crying to go home. I liked this lady and she probably would make a cool mom. As long as James didn't have her killed like he had the others. Well a few of them my children had accidentally eaten but the five others James had raped and killed. One would be surprised how well my vampire hearing really was. Plus the scent left on James afterwards was very strong.

I'm not sure why they got to be carefree like they were and I was an adult trapped in a body that should be long gone. That's when I heard the talking from the next room over. It was Sookie and that other vampire my brother had brought in. The vampire that they had tested on when Sookie had been with my brother. The one that my father had given the serum to. The human serum that was nearly complete. He was close to the cure. I knew because the vampires he injected weren't dying as soon as it hit their blood stream. Some lived some died it all depended on the vampire. This one seemed like he would be okay.

How did I know this? Well my father did love me best and I played that card to my advantage. He would allow me to sit in and watch him experiment sometimes. I would bring a few toys and pretend to play. It's funny all the things you can pick up on when no one thinks your really listening. I wanted to have the cure so I could grow up and have a family of my own. One that wasn't crazy like the one I had now.

"Holy Hell I agreed to marry you?" Sookies voice carried through the walls. I grinned the sound of shock and horror was comical. But she also sounded very happy at the same time.

"Yes you did lover. A thousand times over if my memory is correct." He answered back smugly.

"Well then yes I do think she'd be your best man. Just for fun lets make her wear dark colors. You know how much she'll enjoy that." Did I detect a note of sarcasm?

"Yes, I'm sure she will only complain about that for the next three centuries."

I heard the cot start to creek and moans filled the air. If I could blush I'm sure I would be turning bright red. Good thing she wasn't to screwed up from what James had done to her. I put my i-pod on turning it as loud as it would go trying to block out the sounds of well that thing grown ups got to do. While I was Mature in some ways I was still young . Girls had cotties and that was just gross. I wondered if anyone had told the vampire that. Grown ups were not normal at all.

An: LOL I promised myself I would stay away from my computer today. But noooo couldn't have that. I wanted to do something different with this chapter. I tried to lighten things up a bit. I think I mixed Jason pretty good. Because I don't think he would have seen everything he's seen and done and still be totally innocent. His life has been messed up a lot. The other kids have not had it as bad as he had. That's why they have peter pan syndrome and he doesn't. So I will try to stay away from this site for the rest of today. Oh but I have thought of actors that would most resemble some of my characters. I'll post it at the end of my next chapter. Everyone have a wonderful day I am going to go out and enjoy the sunlight. I think I've been reading and writing to much about vamps. I went outside yesterday and the sun hit my eye's and I hissed and covered my face. The lady next to me jumped in surprise then stayed far far away from me. LOL it was funny.