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Chapter 10

I woke up slowly that morning. Everything hurt and yet I was comfy beyond reasoning. For once I was actually warm compared to the usually cold that seemed to follow me around. I rolled my head tucking it further into what ever it was resting on, only I was not expecting my head roll to cause a sharp intake of breath. Startled I opened my eyes to see that I was not in my own room. I also could see that I was sitting on a couch but I was sitting on top of some as well. Confused I turned around to see that I was sitting on top of Embry. He was still asleep but seemed to be in the process of waking up. Startled and embarrassed by the situation I scrambled off his lap only to land flat on my butt with a very loud BOOM.

The fall caused Embry to wake up with a start. He looked around the room for the source of the noise and once his eyes fell on me his face broke out into a smile and he started to laugh. I glared up at him then tried to get up only to have my knees collapse and fall back down again but this time in a much more precarious situation. Some how my legs were now open and my knees were bent giving him the perfect view of under my dress, thanks to the way my dress had fallen apart. Embry's laugh stopped and he instantly started to stare and his face got twisted up in a mix between humiliation, desire and the always-present intense stare. Ok so he was not the first guy to see my under ware but he was the first guy who had seen it accidentally and had the nerve to not look away or pretend to more completely embarrassed.

I glared at him for a few seconds before getting to my feet and staring down at the perve. I then proceeded to point my finger at him and say, "ok perve, had enough of a look? Cause that is the last time you will ever see that again I can promise you that. Got it?" I crossed my arms across my chest still feeling uncomfterable under his gaze.

A few seconds later he seemed to come out of his daze because he too stood up, much more gracefully then others, and crossed his arms across his chest as well. He had a sly grin on his face telling me that he had something up his sleeve. He bent his head down right next to my ear and whispered, "are you sure? What if you take you show them to me on purpose? That would be breaking your own promise." his voice was deep and husky and as much as I hated to admit it his voice made me shiver in delight and for a few short seconds I thought of the other night and how close we had come to him seeing my underwear again.

I shook my head clearing the thought from my head and said, "don't you wish" my voice had betrayed me and shook slightly. From the smile on his face he had heard it too. I really hated myself in that moment. Needing something to regain the upper hand in this...well what ever it was I headed to the stairs but on the way I gently ran my hand across his cheek. Then I walked over to the stairs but the entire time I was walking slow and making sure to gently swing my hips. In the dress that I was wearing and the deeper breathing, I knew I had gotten him back.

Happy with my victory I made my way into Kim's room, stupid me forgot to knock and walked right in on a bare chested Jared pulling a pair of pants on top his boxers. Shocked I slammed the door closed again, which was embarrassing. After a few seconds Jared come out of Kim's room this time fully clothed he then asked, "is Embry still down stairs"

I looked at him still slightly embarrassed and said, "yeah he was down there still when I came up." I paused for a second before adding, "not that I care". After I said I realized just how pathetic that really sounded but having no way of taking it back I just had to except Jared's laugh. Once he was out of sight I ran into Kim's room and slammed the door quickly behind me. I turned to look at her with an absolutely ridiculously big grin on my face. Kim took one look at me and then laughed, she was digging through her draws looking for something else to wear then the over sized shirt that I could only assume had once belonged to Jared. She continued to dig, I sat on her bed pretending to wait patiently but I was dyeing on the inside.

When she had finally picked out a pare of jeans and shirt she turned to face me once more. She took one look at my face before asking, "what?". I continued to look at her waiting for her to talk, I couldn't believe she hadn't felt the need to share the details of her love life with me. She just smiled at me then said, "a girls got to have her secrets."

I glared at her then said, "what? When were you going to tell me that Jared and you had sleepovers? And that at said sleepovers was clothing optional." I thought for a second then added, "plus weren't you the one who used to say that you wanted to wait for the perfect guy? And that you didn't want to have sex until after marriage."

She laughed at me and said, "Me and Jared know that we are made for each other and we both knew that we were going to get married eventually. So it really just seemed pointless to wait really. Plus we really do love each other."

I sighed on the inside, even though I would never admit it I was jealous of Kim and Jared and how they were so sure of everything in their relationship. Sometimes I wished that I could have a relationship like theirs, they were always so happy together. At the same time I was glade that I didn't have what they had. First off it would be undeniably boring to be that happy all the time. I mean there needs to be something in ones life other then love and happiness right? If I was to have that type of relationship I knew that I would get bored with it pretty fast. Out loud I said, "yeah but that doesn't mean you should be changing you values just because you think you have found the perfect person. If he really loved you then he would be willing to wait and not have sex until you were married just like you used to want." Both of us knew that I was just playing with her but it was really just too hard to resist.

Kim made a face at me then said; "you just don't get it. You have never been in a relationship long enough to actually fall in love, first of all. And secondly its not like we planned to have sex it just kind of happened."

Oh she had just walked her self right into a this one, "oh so wait let me get this strait. You guys didn't plan to have sex before marriage it just kind of happened. So if that was an accident then what are all the sleepovers with Jared called? Cause it sure didn't seem like he accidentally didn't have any pants on when I walked in the door."

Kim thought for a moment before saying, "ok look I'll give you that one. Only the first time was on accident, but hey like I said we are both in this for the long run. Its not just some small teenage crush."

"Yeah that's what you want everyone to think. I don't see the point in falling in love at our age it almost never works out." I laid down on her bed so my head was against the wall.

Kim was silent for a few seconds so I looked up to see her once again digging through her drawers. When she finally found what ever it was that she was looking for she pulled it out and then threw it at me. Startled I gave a small yelp and sat up all the way. I looked down into my lap to see that she had thrown me a pair of shorts and a shirt to wear instead of my dress. She then said, "those should fit we are about the same size." She paused for a second closing her draws then said, "plus you are one to talk. You and Embry were looking pretty cozy last night."

I glared at her before standing up and started to change my clothes she mimicked my behavior. After I had finally pulled the shirt over my head I said, "To tell you the truth most of last night is a complete blur. I just remember being really cold and then someone moving me and then I was finally warm. I think that is when I fell asleep. Embry is so warm is weird, you ever notice that?"

Kim stiffened and stopped pulling her pants on for a few seconds before she continued on. When she finally was dressed as well she said, "Yeah a lot of the boys around here are like that. I think it has something to do with the water. That and a lot of their sizes too." she smiled at me letting me know that she was joking before she walked out the door. Having nothing better to do I followed her.

In the kitchen she was digging through the refrigerator looking for something to eat I sat down on a chair and waited for her to say something having nothing to say my self. Once she finally pulled out the yogurt flavor of choice she sat down at the table next to me saying, "In all seriousness, Embry really has changed you should give him a chance."

I in my seat shifted putting one foot under my butt; I was trying to think of a way to describe mine and Embry's relationship. It was almost a friends with benefits mixed with two people trying to seduce the other. Our relationship was interesting to say the least, but I could also say that I didn't hate Embry exactly he was just too much fun to mess with. It was more like I enjoyed playing with him as he enjoyed playing with me. The feeling was mutual well at least I had hopped. The way that he looked at me some times made me think that there was more going on inside his mind then I thought. He would always give me the most intense gazes but they weren't in anger they held some emotion that I could not place.

Later that day when I was laying in bed thinking about mine and Kim's conversation I begin to really think about every thing that had happened between Embry and I. It is true when I say that we have had a long history together, just not together together. Yet there was something about him, like when he had whispered in my ear that made him stick in my mind. I fell asleep that night thinking and dreaming about Embry. Only in my dream Embry was not human the entire time. Throughout the dream he would shift from himself to some sort of animal then back again. And the entire time the question of whether of not he was the bad guy or the good guy kept running through my head.

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