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Review ch.9

edward's pov

Bella, my Bella was sitting in the study coming back from a memory flash. Jasper told her to let it out. She was crying so hard. She was in such pain. I went to go back to her. I longed to comfort her but lice held me back.

"No, let Bella work it out Edward. She needs this." she said.

So I ended up finishing my hunt extra fast then pacing a hole in the ground until Alice lets me go home.

Chapter 10

Bella's pov

I sat on Jasper's lap crying all of my pain out for a while when I decided to pull myself together.

I sniffled then started feeling... guilty. That's what it was. I started feeling guilty because I remembered that Jasper had to feel all of my emotions and had just now stopped crying along with me.

"Sorry." I said to him

"No need to feel guilty hon. Do you feel better now?"

"I made you cry" I said ignoring his other question

"It was just the emotions you were giving off it's fine. But do you feel better now?"

I nodded even though he would know what I am feeling. "Thanks." I said.

The clock read 8:20pm. The others should have been back by now.

Jasper noticed my curious emotions, "Alice probably told the others of our talk and they stayed out a little longer. They should be back soon." and sure enough, as soon as the words left his mouth the family ran in.

Edward's POV

Alice soon said we could head back. I was the first one home but realized I hadn't thought of what to say to Bella so I waited by my piano.

A tune filled my head and I started to play.

Jasper's POV

Poor lovesick Edward...

I thought as he started playing his piano. The composition was different from his others. This one was sad and mysterious at first then it went to loving and curious. He wrote it for Bella. That is my explanation for the tune. It explained Bella.

I felt a new emotion filled with love. I looked at Bella. "What is that emotion?" she asked.

Love I wanted to answer but she had to find out on her own.

She shrugged off her curiosity and let her love take over.

Bella's POV

I got up and followed the beautiful tune. I walked through two wooden doors and found Edward. He was sitting at a stunning grand piano.

His eyes were closed and he was swaying slightly to the tune, completely absorbed in the music. Edward didn't even notice when I came to sit next to him.

I loved it. LOVE! THAT WAS THE EMOTION!

I was in love with Edward Cullen!

But he could never love me back... I was a dirty used up broken monster. I sighed mentally and the song came to an end but soon after another one started.

This one was just as beautiful as the last. I was so calm and happy for the first time in I don't even know how long. I almost believed that a vampire could fall asleep. I rested my head on Edward's shoulder and his eyes snapped open and looked at me but he kept playing.

A smile appeared on my face and one on his and I stroked his cheek. I smiled. I SMILED! A true smile.

Maybe I was getting better.

My eyes closed and a sigh escaped my lips. I was in love.

The song ended but I didn't want to move.

We just sat there in a peaceful silence. I almost thought I fell asleep for a moment.

"BELLA! LAT'S GO SHOPPING!" Called an annoying pixie like voice. I looked at Edward with pleading eyes.

"Alice, Bella said she would go with me somewhere today." Edward called.

"...Fine." she said in a huffy voice.

"Thank you." I said to Edward in a soft voice.

"No problem, now let's go."

I looked at him in question.

"We have to go somewhere and I have just the place to take you." he said.

Jasper's POV

There was so much love coming from the music room that I started wanting another wedding with Alice.

I'm so glad that Bella was able to find love. She has really started to get better. It can't be long now until she is ready to get on with her life like normal again. She had told me that she wouldn't be able to do it without me.

Alice's POV

I am soooo taking Bella shopping when she gets back. She can't hide forever and she NEEDS new cloths.

It's so happy that she is getting better. Jasper and her have such a good relationship. It's good to see my husband and my sister getting along so well. He has really helped her.

Bella's POV

Edward pulled me out the door and into the forest. I recognized it as the way to the clearing.

"Why are we going here?" I asked

"How did you know where we were going?"

"You found me here."

"Ah yes... well, I wanted to show it to you at night. You probably didn't do to much looking around did you?"

I just shook my head.

We approached the meadow and I walked to the center.

Edward came over and lied down, looking up at me.

"Lie down next to me."

I hesitantly went down. He gestured for me to look up. I did and saw an amazing site.

All of the clouds had drifted away. The sky was clear and stars twinkled. I gasped. "It's beautiful Edward."

"Yes you are." he whispered back. I looked at him and smiled.

"Look," he said pointing to the sky.

A shooting star. "make a wish..." I whispered

I closed my eyes. "I wish I could be myself again," I said to quiet for Edward to hear.

We just lay there in silence for the rest of the night. School starts at 8:00.

My first day at a real school... ever.

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