OK THANK FOR EVERYONE WHO READ LAST CHAPTER AND REVIEWED ALSO THE PEOPLE WHO FOLLOWED THE STORY...I GUESS SOME OF YOU CAN SEE I HAVE ISSUES WITH GRAMMAR THAT'S WHY I GOT ME A BETA YESSS LOL BUT I HOPE THAT STOPS THE COMPLAINING WITH GRAMMAR I FEEL AS LONG AS THE STORY MAKES SENSE BUT W.E...AND SOME OF YOU ASKED WAS BELLA GONNA FALL OVER FOR EDWARD AGAIN AND TRUST ME SHE'S DEFINITELY NOT.
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ENOUGH WITH MY RANTING ON WITH THE STORY SEE YA AT THE BOTTOM.
EJ'S POV
Nessie and i walked in the bland walled classroom and immediately their thoughts crowd my mind. At first it was overwhelming but it got calmed afterwards. The topic of the day was who likes who, its better than who the new kids were. Nessie sent me a scene of a girl shooting herself and i had to laugh. She hated Pe with everything she always wanted to show out with our speed and strength even though we weren't allowed to.
"Is there something funny um E-" NO NO NOT THAT GODFORSAKEN NAME.
I started to cut her off "Can you please call me Ej i don't respond to my full name unless im in trouble but um where do we sit?" I was so ready to sit down in my seat and just put my head down and ease in on people's conversations. I use mind reading to a advantage just in case someone had a problem i use the info against them just as easy.
"O right um re-" Not this again its always that one person who try to say the name but ayy i cant blame her.
"Its Renesmee but call me Nessie." After she gave Nessie her seat she turned and looked at me.
"And Ej your next to "Emmett raise your hand as well." I looked at Emmett he didn't look intimidating...well a little.
"i hope this guy is cool i need somebody to talk to besides Mr. depressing back there" I'm guessing Emmett is talking about hood boy back there or as nessie called him weirdo.
"Ej turn around."
I turn around to see her with a shocked and surprised face holding a strand of her hair and pointing to the boy next to her.
"What are the odds." At first i didn't understand what she was saying until i seen his hair. I will admit i was a bit shocked but its one in a million it would be him in all of places.
I quickly mouthed "Text me" She nodded and proceeded.
"so what are the odds this could be him i could be sitting next to our dad" This is nuts really.
I typed back quickly "look we don't know that; i don't think i even wanna know im not ready to meet my dad besides we dont even know what he looks like and you have only seen the back of his head any idiot can dye their hair that color."
I heard her groan "Mom said he looks just like you she even called you a carbon copy of him one time so all we have to do is wait till he lifts his head could be a miracle if this was a miracle to get our family back?" I turn and look at her with a whatever look.
"Even if it was him,mom sure as hell doesn't want nothing to do with him if she truly missed him she would've been talking about him non stop and have the decency to show us a picture." Mom would tell us stories about them when we were younger but as we got older they stopped coming, To ness they were stories from a fairy tail that mom would tell us to go to sleep. But since we are older we gotten to realize that it was more than a story.
"Just listen to his thoughts" Out of all the times she hated when i used it now she wants me to.
I nodded and tuned in "Every year its the same thing new kids show up in the middle of the semester and i always think about her. It's been a miserable couple of years without her, i only show up to school to keep busy and remind me to not throw myself off the deep end..wait what am i kidding my life has no meaning my family doesn't understand what it feels like to not have your reason for living next to you again its my fault for all of this;for how im feeling im the one who thought it would be better for her to be with out me...
Suddenly im interrupted "so" Nessie is so nosy.
"This dude is really depressing honestly he was talking about how much he missed somebody and blah,drop it ness if it was him he could read minds and know we are talking loads of crap about him really." I pressed sent and felt so confident.
"OR your just using that mind blocking crap like you always do and won't admit to it." I turned and looked at her with the "shut up"look. I hated i even told her about the mind block i can do,its somewhat like moms but im not a shield, she can project hers i cant,Nessie is just keeping her thoughts to her self.
"Can we just get a look at his face and then i will drop the whole thing." I nodded my head.
RING
Ness jogged to my side and we watched hood boy as he got up zombie paced almost averaged but slow. We only seen the side of his face but other than that not really much.
"Im gonna do it." She was absolutely working so hard as to find out who this guy is.
"Don't you dare,you do that im keeping my block up." She smiled.
" O hood boy." She said like a song lyric. We watched him intensely to respond to her thought and no.
"See i told you nothing lets go." I heard her groan and shake it off.
" Wait what was his name, the weirdo." I rolled my eyes.
"Edward." It gave her even more reason to do it; i mentally slap myself.
"Edward if you can hear me turn to your left."
"Are you serious that's the best you can come up with turn to your left." She slapped me across the back of my head.
"I don't see you trying." I look up and see weirdo sigh and turn left and exposed his face.
It was like looking into a mirror from a distance. Mom was right i truly was a carbon copy of my dad; Trying to not draw too much attention to myself,I ran out of the classroom feeling sick, i wasn't ready for this as many years as i pictured meeting my dad this was reality and it was too much.
"I think we just found dad." Nessie caught up with me and I kept my face forward and kept walking.
"O you think we should tell mom?"She shook her head.
"No i mean they probably don't have class together and i don't want to tell her just yet." Her and her tactics.
Bellas pov
First period went by fine. I got a couple glares but besides that i was ready to get out of there. It was now second period which was bio the period where him and i met. Ive always hated bio just because of it. I wasted no time getting to class as i was the first one to get there.
"Just sit anywhere and wait till class starts." The bio teacher smiled and gave me my schedule back.
I put my head down and waited for the droning sound of the bell to ring.
The class started to fill in with students, i swear the older they get the more obnoxious and loud their voices are. I pray i'm the only one in class who doesnt have a partner. Then the chair next to me drags across the floor god i spoke too soon.
"Now class as we look at this ecosystem-" The teachers lesson caved in as i lifted my head and turned my head.
"Bella." I looked at the man i thought i would never see in a million years. Golden colored eyes,wild messy hair it brought back the years i had with him. Quickly i snapped my head forward. This whole class i looked forward no matter what. The class period felt like it went on for hours rather than 50 minutes. I kept just feeling Edward stare at me occasionally but thank my lucky stars that we didn't have to partner work, it felt like deja vu all over soon as that bell rang i sprung out of there but Edward was hot on my tail, he grabbed my arm and pulled me to the side.
"Bella i cant believe its you-."
"Dont start Edward, I dont want no apology from you cause I've waited for you to come back for over 20 years now and you never did. You said you never loved me ok you didn't want me." He looked at me with shock. I was not gonna let him slide. I wasnt gonna be the girl to fall head over heels for him again after many years of being apart.
"Bella um -" I wasn't finished with my rage, I've waited 20 years to figure out what i was gonna say and i had nothing so im just playing by ear and what ever comes to mind comes out.
"O right Well late congratulations turns out if you would've stayed you would've helped me to raise two of your kids ok now just one but two. Do you know how bad i wanted you to be there? I guess you would never know seeing as you got what you wanted then scurried off. I believed you loved me i gave you my heart and soul and for you to turn around and say all you said - you know what i don't know why im wasting my time talking to you. Just stay out of my life Edward but get to know your kids first." I was furious i hit the locker and walked away,there were glares and people staring at the altercation but i didn't care the only feeling that was clear was rage, i wanted no part of Edward Cullen ever. Deep down i know that was wrong and harsh to say to him but i wanted him to feel how i felt that day in the woods.
NESSIE'S POV
The rest of my periods went by fairly quickly,i stayed quite and observant to everyone around me. Thank god it was lunch wit mom and Ej,Ej wasnt feeling well after the whole thing in first period,i wonder how mom's day went.
I got to the round grey table with my small tray of lunch and sat down "Hey mom how's your day been?"
"Its been normal nothing special same as always, yours?" I debated weather telling her or not.
"It was fine but where is Ej."I got up and searched, the bell hasn't rung yet but he shouldn't have no trouble finding us.
"O isn't that him right there he looks like he's waiting for us Ness go get him."He had his back turned towards us just sitting up looking out the window.I skipped my merry way over.
"Hey big bro we're sitting over there didnt you see us but mom has know clue that we've seen dad?"I sat down in front of him and realized my mistake.I saw the eyes: not green but golden.
"Oh wrong person sorry."I turned my head to see Ej talking to mom,i wanted to find dad so bad and this is what i get.
He continued to look at me with wide eyes then it turned to realization, this is it i've waited 20 years to talk to the man that helped created me and im now sitting at a table with him on accident,i see his eyes drift towards the door and i see a group of other golden eyed people coming this way. He wasn't saying anything just staring,i honestly didn't know what to do. Should i leave? Should i talk to him?
I drew his attention back to me with a simple:"Hi dad." I put on a embarrassed smile and waved.
"o yea he knows now Ej." I looked to Ej and saw him and mom staring. This is so not gonna go well.
OK DID YOU LIKE IT OR NAH...THIS IS HOW I PICTURED THEM MEETING AGAIN AND IN MY OPINION THIS IS HOW I THOUGHT SHE WOULDVE REACTED AFTER BEEN LEFT ALONE WITH TWO KIDS AFTER SHE MADE LOVE TO THE PERSON SHE LOVED THE MOST...SO SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT THE STORY AND REVIEW... UNTIL NEXT TIME DUECESS.